Someone I Once Knew

*********Trigger Warning*******19, female, mom of 1 beautiful little girl. Not promoting ANYTHING.

[screamtomakeitgoaway-blog]

I finally got diagnosed and am being medicated for major depressive disorder and bipolar disorder. I hope these meds make me feel better...

[lovehigher]

[sister-of-the-tardis]

∞

[tevsmith-deactivated20170504]

No one warns you about the amount of mourning in growth.

Té V. Smith Releasing & Recieving (via thesoutherly)

[e-leri-deactivated20160430]

You can survive. You can survive limiting your intake to severely low amounts. You can survive exercising for four hours every day. You can survive cutting your legs into tiny pieces. You can survive stuffing and puking, stuffing and puking. You can survive the thoughts in your head telling you you’re worthless, telling you to die. You can survive. 

But you can’t live. You can’t experience the wind rushing through your hair or the way your mom’s homemade soup tastes. You don’t light up with passion like you used to, you’re no longer a burning flame. You don’t know how it feels to be with someone who makes you feel safe and feel time stop when you pull them close. You have no clue the life you’re missing out on, because you’re just surviving. You are existing, but you are not alive. 

[cavetelarum]

tfw ur mentally ill af and u know ur being ridiculous and overdramatic and ur just watching urself like :)))))))))))

[leekimhoung]

[youvebeenkilledinside]

[trilllions]

Black and white

[smilethroughtears96]

[whitebloodocean]

[suicide-is-my-father]

[lavatorivm-deactivated20180119]

[cardcaptorr]

this is just a reminder for myself: dont ever get attached to anyone again u dumb hoe

[miss-grace-blog]

Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?

[hauntinglybeautifulsoul]

How can I keep on fighting when there's nothing worth fighting for?

[screamtomakeitgoaway-blog]

I wonder if my daughter would ever forgive me for killing myself...

[screamtomakeitgoaway-blog]

Going back to counseling as soon as my new insurance kicks in.. Gonna find out if it’s worth it to pay out of pocket for a psychiatrist to get on meds/get diagnosed. I’ve really been thinking I may be bipolar like my parents.. If not I at least want to get my depression under control...

[uncoveredbylove-deactivated2023]