and i say you have come to kill me

and then you say "I have come to save you" and you stab me in the chest - #actuallyborderline, #actuallydivine, #actuallyhypersexual, abuse survivor - call me Bear or Sam, use they/them pronouns

[cavetelarum]

Alright so it’s come to my attention again that nowhere is safe, lol, so I’ve decided to just leave this blog alone and instead move over to a different vent blog

message me if you wanna know what it is

[cavetelarum]

Alright so it’s come to my attention again that nowhere is safe, lol, so I’ve decided to just leave this blog alone and instead move over to a different vent blog

message me if you wanna know what it is

[cavetelarum]

Alright so it’s come to my attention again that nowhere is safe, lol, so I’ve decided to just leave this blog alone and instead move over to a different vent blog

message me if you wanna know what it is

[bad1dimagines]

[hackerfucker]

[the-butcher-bird]

They called it witch-willow sickness, and told me to not be afraid

[lovehearrts]

i am trying to tell you

[cavetelarum]

me: please fall asleep I have to wake up early

my body: imm s o fkuchin s Orr;y sorry I didnt;; know I'm trasah I'm hte fuckgng s;;;o sso//rry,,,,,

me: become unconscious please

[toadallybpd]

My brain either moves so fast i can’t even keep up like a big busy city’s sped up time lapse of traffic or it doesn’t move at all. There’s rarely an between.

[deerbait]

i havent done any photo studies in a while

[100493503004422]

me: [facedown on the floor] listen everything is totally fine

[bitchycode]

[cavetelarum]

Interviewer: So, can you tell me a little about yourself?

Me: *fishes phone out of pocket, looks up borderline personality disorder, and shows phone to interviewer*

[cryptid-coyote]

let it all out

[dinahs-whiskers-blog]

BPD feels.

How do I express that I’m hurt and what would make it better without coming across as manipulative and controlling?

[bpdamypond]

i live in a perpetual state of apology tbh it’s pretty safe to assume at any given moment that i’m sorry

[dappermouth]

there was something in the pool last night

[ptsdandflowers]

Me: I’m having such a good time

Brain: sure would suck if you get hit with a low mood, and go nonverbal, and come off as rude and uninterested in your friends

Me: