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𝑎   𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑜𝑛   𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠   𝑎𝑟𝑒   𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔   𝑚𝑒   𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑒

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#𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐃 :  independent  ,  private  ,  highly  selective  𝙼𝚄𝙻𝚃𝙸𝙼𝚄𝚂𝙴  with  canon  and  original  characters  from  various  fandoms.  low  activity.     //     written  by  𝒍𝒂𝒓𝒂.  (  22  |  she  /  her  |  gmt+1  )

―――     CARRD  (  wip  )  /  PINTEREST  /  IZZIE  STEVENS

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hello  everyone  !  sorry  for  not  really  being  here.  to  be  honest  i  just  haven’t  had  much  muse  for  this  blog  and  i  still  don’t.  because  of  that  i’m  gonna  put  this  blog  on  hiatus  for  the  time  being.  i’m  probably  gonna  return  here  one  day  because  i  still  love  the  muses  i  have  here,  i  just  don’t  feel  like  actually  being  here.  anyway,  you  can  still  find  me  on  @optimst  (  izzie  stevens  from  grey’s  anatomy  )  and  @seasurvived​  (  my  fandomless  oc  whose  pages  are  kinda  still  a  wip  but  already  around  )

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hello  everyone  !  sorry  for  not  really  being  here.  to  be  honest  i  just  haven’t  had  much  muse  for  this  blog  and  i  still  don’t.  because  of  that  i’m  gonna  put  this  blog  on  hiatus  for  the  time  being.  i’m  probably  gonna  return  here  one  day  because  i  still  love  the  muses  i  have  here,  i  just  don’t  feel  like  actually  being  here.  anyway,  you  can  still  find  me  on  @optimst  (  izzie  stevens  from  grey’s  anatomy  )  and  @seasurvived​  (  my  fandomless  oc  whose  pages  are  kinda  still  a  wip  but  already  around  )

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hello  everyone  !  sorry  for  not  really  being  here.  to  be  honest  i  just  haven’t  had  much  muse  for  this  blog  and  i  still  don’t.  because  of  that  i’m  gonna  put  this  blog  on  hiatus  for  the  time  being.  i’m  probably  gonna  return  here  one  day  because  i  still  love  the  muses  i  have  here,  i  just  don’t  feel  like  actually  being  here.  anyway,  you  can  still  find  me  on  @optimst  (  izzie  stevens  from  grey’s  anatomy  )  and  @seasurvived​  (  my  fandomless  oc  whose  pages  are  kinda  still  a  wip  but  already  around  )

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hello  everyone  !  sorry  for  not  really  being  here.  to  be  honest  i  just  haven’t  had  much  muse  for  this  blog  and  i  still  don’t.  because  of  that  i’m  gonna  put  this  blog  on  hiatus  for  the  time  being.  i’m  probably  gonna  return  here  one  day  because  i  still  love  the  muses  i  have  here,  i  just  don’t  feel  like  actually  being  here.  anyway,  you  can  still  find  me  on  @optimst​  (  izzie  stevens  from  grey’s  anatomy  )  and  soon  on  my  new  oc  whose  blog  is  still  in  the  making.

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·* ˖ ·ﾟ  lindscys    /      LYNN   &   ERIN    !

“hey, a superhero one is even better. i’m certainly not fussy, as long as it does the job.” the thought of being stuck out of duty for even a couple of hours was far longer than she would have liked. she had things to be doing, fixing, solving, and sitting in a hospital wasn’t going to be doing any of them any good. “okay okay, but have you ever seen a detective actually relax?” there was an ever so slight chuckle to her voice as the brunette did her best to both relax, and stay as still as she could to make the other’s job a little easier. “oh, it’s not - it’s not a story that paints me in the best light.” she started, her eyes rolling a little. but evelyn was right, she wasn’t going anywhere fast. “i was chasing after a suspect, and completely misjudged the jump. it’s fine, we caught them, but not without getting a little beat up. sorry it’s not more exciting of a story.”

❝     we’ll  see  what  you  get  once  i’m  done  stitching  you  up  then.     ❞     she  briefly  grinned  at  the  other  as  she  carefully  started  her  work.  luckily  it  was  just  a  more  or  less  routine  procedure.     ❝     not  really  ...  but  i  also  don’t  have  to  deal  with  detectives  very  often.     ❞     still  ,  lynn  appreciated  the  effort.  it  really  did  make  her  job  EASIER  and  would  ultimately  reduce  the  chance  of  scarring.  well  ,  some  scarring  would  probably  occur  anyway  but  at  least  it  won’t  look  too  ugly.  there  was  a  subtle  shrug  as  she  listened  to  the  story  and  she  glanced  up  for  a  moment.     ❝     at  least  you  caught  them  in  the  end.  and  don’t  worry  ―  it  might  be  a  good  thing  it’s  not  a  more  exciting  story.  you  probably  wouldn’t  have  gotten  away  with  just  a  scratch.     ❞

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kinda  wanna  start  watching  cobra  kai  because  it  looks  interesting  but  i’m  afraid  i  might  turn  into  that  annoying  person  who’s  just  gonna  point  out  all  the  karate  inaccuracies  ...

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🐝  *  ―  𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄  𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 (  send 🌸 or ‘RANDOM’ for me to use a random number generator to determine which one of my muses you’ll receive a starter from.  )

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* ˖ ·ﾟ  sunpathos    /      𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐀   &   𝐋𝐘𝐃𝐈𝐀    !

𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍    𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽𝗌    𝖻𝖺𝖽.    and    you    can    feel    yourself    shrink.    ❝    i…    scott    said    it    would    be    better    if    you    didn’t    know…    ❞

there’s  that  feeling  of  CONFUSION  again  mixed  with  slight  hurt  and  a  sense  of  betrayal.  it  seems  unfair  to  her  that  they’d  left  her  out  of  everything.     ❝     why  would  he  say  something  like  that  ?  i  could’ve  helped.     ❞     and  she  would  have  ...  if  only  she’d  known  what  they’d  do  earlier.

[austenkates]

Luke Mitchell as John Young on The Tomorrow People, Season 1; 1.04 “Kill or Be Killed”

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have  a  few  random  annie  headcanons  because  i’m  in  my  feels  about  her  tonight

coming  from  district  4  ,  annie  was  a  career  tribute.  she  volunteered  for  the  games  because  from  a  young  age  on  her  parents  had  always  told  her  what  an  honor  it  would  be  to  participate  in  the  games

she  never  really  expected  to  win  ;  of  course  she  sometimes  thought  about  what  it  would  be  like  to  come  home  as  a  victor  but  realistically  she  knew  how  slim  her  chances  were

because  of  her  ptsd  and  anxiety  after  the  games  ,  she  almost  completely  shuts  herself  down.  one  side  effect  of  her  ptsd  is  mutism  ―  it’s  not  that  she  doesn’t  want  to  speak  anymore  (  although  that  is  partially  true  as  well  )  but  that  she  physically  feels  like  she  can’t

as  a  result  of  that  she  doesn’t  open  up  to  people  easily  and  can  often  appear  reserved  or  distant  (  or  even  crazy  when  factoring  in  the  other  symptoms  of  her  mental  instability  )

however  she  has  found  some  other  ways  to  communicate  with  people  ,  mostly  through  mimic  and  gestures  ―  she’s  become  very  big  on  physical  touches

over  the  years  her  ptsd  gets  a  bit  better  (  especially  with  the  help  of  finnick  )  ,  so  she’s  able  to  talk  occasionally  again  but  mostly  only  when  it’s  either  absolutely  necessary  or  with  people  she  trusts  fully

however  ,  it  takes  a  lot  of  time  for  her  to  fully  trust  people.  she  doesn’t  exactly  like  being  around  a  lot  of  people  anymore  and  rather  keeps  to  herself  just  in  case  she  gets  one  of  her  panic  attacks

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* ˖ ·ﾟ  danviers    /      𝐊𝐀𝐑𝐀   &   𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐗    !

“ You didn’t do anything wrong. ”  Alex’s retort, softer than the counterpoint that’d preceded it, held a certain, unwavering strain of conviction.  

Kara’s plight, at its core, was something she vehemently empathised with:  the weight of responsibility, of failure to live up to expectations.  But sometimes things went awry.  Sometimes, tragedy just couldn’t be finessed.  “ You have these amazing powers, and you have saved thousands of lives.  And I have faith in you, Kara ―  I always have, ”  she pledged.  “ But you can’t always save everyone. ”

deep  down  she  knew  that  there  wasn’t  much  else  she  could’ve  done.  sometimes  things  just  happen  that  even  the  girl  of  steel  can’t  prevent.  but  alex  was  right  :  she  can’t  save  everyone.  no  matter  how  hard  she  tries.  it’s  not  fair  but  it’s  the  harsh  reality  she  had  to  learn  to  live  with.  she  ran  a  hand  through  her  hair  ,  a  sigh  of  DEFEAT  leaving  slightly  parted  lips.     ❝     you’re  right.  it’s  just  people  look  up  to  me  ,  they  expect  supergirl  to  be  there  for  them  and  i’ve  ...  let  them  down.     ❞     these  feelings  of  GUILT  AND  SHAME  didn’t  do  her  any  good  and  yet  she  couldn’t  stop  them.  it’s  just  who  she  was.  burdened  with  guilt  for  things  way  beyond  her  control.

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emotionally intense prompts.

idk my dudes i started listening to the etern.als theme music and now i have these things. bon appetit!

“ i’d follow you to the ends of the universe, if you asked me to. ”

“ how bad is it this time? ”

“ we’re the only thing standing between this world and its destruction. ”

“ we could stop all of this… with just a thought/flick of my wrist. “

“ fair?! how is any of this fair?! “

“ do you truly believe that anything so little as a rule, or a law, might have stopped me from protecting you? “

“ we have to fight. ”

“ we’re not giving up. ”

“ you. i’ll always and endlessly fight for you. “

“ i can wait a thousand lifetimes for you. “

“ we’ve had a pretty good life. but maybe normalcy is a thing we’re meant to protect, rather than enjoy. ”

“ i don’t know if i can protect you any longer. “

“ we’ve seen what they’re capable of. now we need to retaliate. “

“ if only the world knew what we do for them… ”

“ i’m sick and tired of being the one who has to make the sacrifices! ”

“ haven’t we lost enough? ”

“ i’m tired. beyond tired… i am exhausted from the endless fighting. ”

“ things must be catastrophic if you’re calling me at this hour. ”

“ this is what we’ve been waiting for. ”

“ i’d follow you to the bitter end; as i always have. ”

“ the time has come. ”

“ this is what we’ve been waiting for. ”

“ i thought we had more time.  i regret to confess… it appears that i was wrong. ”

“ don’t let them control you, eh? ”

“ you’re better than this. ”

“ everything’s about to change… ”

“ do you truly think so little of me? ”

“ careful… you’ve never had to fight me before. ”

“ we need to leave. ”

“ we’re a good team, you know. “

“ look around you. do you still truly see no reason for us to fight? “

“ we’re family. we don’t turn our backs on each other. “

“ it’s too late! let’s go! ”

“ it wasn’t your fault… ”

“ why are you doing this?! ”

“ i’m sorry… “

“ perhaps i don’t say it enough, but… i’d like you to know that i’m always here, if you ever wanted to talk. ”

“ you/they will always be worth fighting for. ”

“ don’t pretend like you understand. “

“ tell me how i can fix this… ”

“ don’t say it. ”

“ they’re not worth saving. ”

“ i am a god. you… you’re nothing. “

“ well. for whatever it’s worth, it’s been a pleasure fighting alongside you. ”

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* ˖ ·ﾟ  irreparabiles    /      𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄   &   𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄    !

      caroline  is  usually  the  optimistic  one,  the  one  who  refuses  to  give  up  and  who  always  seeks  another  way.  yet  it  is  only  defeat  that  you  can  see  in  blue  hues  as  she  looks  at  her  best  friend.  ❝  she’s  already  fed,  bonnie.  elena…  she’s  a  vampire  now.  ❞

eyes  widen  in  shock  at  the  realization  that  they’re  too  late  ;  she  doesn’t  want  to  BELIEVE  it’s  come  that  far.  they  could’ve  prevented  it  ...  no  ,  they  should’ve  prevented  it.  and  yet  ,  there  is  no  turning  back  time  ,  instead  they’re  gonna  have  to  learn  to  live  with  this  unfortunate  situation  ―  despite  the  many  PROBLEMS  it’s  definitely  gonna  cause.     ❝     oh  my  god.  do  you  know  where  she  is  ?  and  how  she  is  ?     ❞

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* ˖ ·ﾟ   mayabishcp    /      𝐉𝐎   &   𝐌𝐀𝐘𝐀    !

                            “PERHAPS WHILST we drink, we might actually be able to formulate a plan.” the blonde offered up. She wasn’t one to be able to do nothing, that’s not who she was, nor who she was brought up to be. But at the time being, they needed to take a break to be able to help jo’s patient, the blonde trying to be helpful. Operative word being trying. “Let’s go to joe’s, have drink or two…or three or four and then we can definitely eat a good burger too. Maybe we can sort something out to help YOUR PATIENT?”>

being  the  REALIST  she  was  ,  she  highly  doubted  there  even  was  much  of  anything  they  could  do.  they’d  already  done  everything  in  their  power  ,  and  yet  she  wasn’t  gonna  voice  those  thoughts.  perhaps  a  NEW  PERSPECTIVE  will  actually  help.  give  her  just  what  she  needed.  lips  curled  into  a  smile  at  the  mention  and  food  and  drinks  ―  that’s  DEFINITELY  something  she  could  get  behind.     ❝     sounds  good  to  me.  i just  need  to  finish  up  these  charts  and  then  i’ll  be  free.     ❞

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𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌  𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐒             ↪︎  uma  (  1  /  ...  )

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* ˖ ·ﾟ   petrovafired    /      BONNIE   &   KATHERINE    !

❛  whatever  you  have  to  do,  bon - bon.  what  do  got  for  me?  hm?  put  me  back  in  the  tomb?  give  me  a  headache  that  will  last  a  century  or  maybe  two?  go  ahead,  surprise  me.  ❜

it  could  be  oh  so  easy.  just  using  a  little  magic  and  POOF  ―  all  problems  gone.  unfortunately  though  ,  it  just  doesn’t  work  that  way  most  of  the  time.  especially  not  with  katherine  because  no  matter  what  they  do  ,  she  ALWAYS  seems  to  find  a  way  to  come  back.     ❝     hmm  ...  no.     ❞     if  she’s  honest  ,  bonnie  doesn’t  actually  have  a  plan  yet.  but  her  friends  depend  on  her  so  she’ll  have  to  deliver.  whether  she  wants  to  or  not.  so  for  now  her  PRIORITY  is  to  buy  a  little  more  time.     ❝     i’m  thinking  of  something  different.  something  you  won’t  expect.     ❞