august

THEY/THEM NONBINARY

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i do prefer romantic or platonic attention from older men rather than sexual, but oh my god i miss the sexual attention and i really just want a man old enough to be my father to show me his cock n say filthy things to me

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the sexual attention makes me feel like im worth something and im starting to feel worthless tbh !!!!!! i should make a nsfw blog 😁😁

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i do prefer romantic or platonic attention from older men rather than sexual, but oh my god i miss the sexual attention and i really just want a man old enough to be my father to show me his cock n say filthy things to me

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*gets onto the internet and talks to middle aged men to feel better*

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i need a dress-pants-and-big-dress-shoes to my lolita-shoes-and-frilly-socks-and-short-skirt ☹️

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i don't age regress, im not a "little", and i don't want to be treated like im younger than i am, but i want someone two or three times my age to act like my father and treat me like their child. what is this called? how do I find this? is there a community for this? i want to be called kiddo and sweetie and kid and honey and i want an old mature man to teach me stuff and to care for me and to act like my dad. i want a father/son type of dynamic. i want an older mature man that will make me feel safe and cared for and will help me heal. i don't want pacifiers or to pretend I don't know what sex is and i don't want a baby bottle or a crib I JUST WANT A DAD i just want a dad i just want a dad i just want a dad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my biological dad sucks and i just want an older man to tell me he's proud of me

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the guy that treated me like his kid was named jay. and I really, really hate him. he knew how much i craved a father figure, he knew how happy it made me when he treated me like his own kid. i don't understand why he would leave. honestly I was pretty attached, i was starting to see him as a father figure, because I get attached to old men insanely quick, and especially if they're fatherly. he was fatherly. he NEVER made things sexual with me and him, he never even made things romantic and he never flirted, it was genuinely like a father and kid relationship. he told me he was proud of me a lot, he called me cute pet names and he listened to me rant about weird stuff that he didn't understand, and he let me call him daddy, but not in a sexual way. he talked about taking me to the park, and taking me to get icecream! it was healing to have an older man be kind to me, it made me forget abt my real dad being trashy. i don't understand why he let me have a glimpse of what it's like to have a good dad, then left me. did he just want to hurt me? was he angry that i didn't send him nudes or get sexual with him? how am i supposed to find an older man that wants to care for me. i don't think it's possible, honestly

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honestly im debating getting a job just because there's a chance i might have an older man as a manager or coworker and then i get to have a crush on an older man hehehehehe like it'll b so fun!!!! maybe he'll like me back!!!!!

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im debating starting a nsfw blog again and it's making me a lil sad with myself. like, really? im so miserable and attention starved that i want to post my naked body for old ass men? but it feels good. but it makes me so so sad because it reminds me that to older men I will only ever be a sex toy, nothing more. so im not sure if i should or not

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i don't condone minors and adults being in relationships at all, i know it's wrong, but i still wear pigtails in my hair and lacey socks and ribbons on my clothes and throb when older men stare at me. because of my issues with my biological father I crave attention from older men but I can't get romantic attention from them, sexual is all I can get, and it feels good. but older men only stare, they won't talk to me or touch me and it makes me sad. it makes me wonder why im not good enough, the same way i wonder why im not good enough for my biological father to love me

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im so mad bc honestly the gross anonymous ask I posted abt gave me butterflies when I first read it LMFAOOO like fucks sake. i just haven't had sexual attention in a little bit and idk for a split second it felt nice to hear then it went away and I was angry because this blog isn't supposed to be for nsfw stuff and i didn't enjoy being disrespected

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me so bad. i can't help but make eye contact and smile all innocently

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you guys need to get fucking neutered like im so serious you need to get castrated

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If I could get my hands on you rn, I'd rape you brutally till you pass out

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me

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me when i meet an older man and he treats me like his daughter and calls me sweetie and kiddo and tells me he's proud of me and makes me feel safe and comfortable and once I start viewing him as a replacement father figure he leaves 😁😁😁ofc he fucking leaves!! what did i expect? did I genuinely think someone could fucking endure my presence for more than a few months? did i GENUINELY think he wouldn't get tired of me?? how naive! how fucking naive

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i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i don't know why i can't just be loved by someone, by literally anyone

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me when i meet an older man and he treats me like his daughter and calls me sweetie and kiddo and tells me he's proud of me and makes me feel safe and comfortable and once I start viewing him as a replacement father figure he leaves 😁😁😁ofc he fucking leaves!! what did i expect? did I genuinely think someone could fucking endure my presence for more than a few months? did i GENUINELY think he wouldn't get tired of me?? how naive! how fucking naive

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older man who's controlling and protective and jealous and toxic When :3333 being nonsexually dominated by an older man ♡♡♡♡♡