Jacob Black x Swan! Fem! reader
Summary: Life is full of decisions. Jacob can’t spend any more time
Word count: i dunno. but its quite long lol
Warnings: angst. angst. ANGST. PURE ANGST THAT WILL BROKE YOUR HEART LIKE A MOTHERF-
Same note as ever english not my mother language so tell me if something is wrong
A/N: OMG THANK U SO MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT GUYS! My box is open for request so if u like to read more about the wolfpack just let me know bbs. Enjoy!
“Honey, you have to come downstairs, it’s getting late!” you heard Charlie yell from the stairs as you were finishing getting ready for Bella’s wedding.
It had been a very difficult time. You gave Billy the time he asked for for Jacob to show up with his feelings cleared up, but days turned into weeks and then months. Before you knew it, your sister’s wedding was just around the corner and the truth was that you didn’t feel much like attending. You didn’t get along with the Cullen family, much less with Edward after he had dumped Bella and returned to her life as if nothing had happened, as if the nightmares that woke you and your father up a year ago had never happened.
You spite him quite a bit. But you held a little more against Bella for taking him back without even consulting you. You deserved it. You deserved to have a say in that relationship after being her wet blanket and losing sleep for so many weeks.
Charlie didn’t love Edward any more than you did, but he respected Bella’s decision under any circumstances just as he accepted your decision to stay at Billy’s house waiting for Jacob’s return, a return that until that day hadn’t happened.
With the bond of imprinting everything became too difficult. Every hour away from Jacob felt like a torch burning your chest, your breath caught and pained sighs escaped your lips. Your whole being wanted to run out and find him, to try to bring him back, to bring him to his senses, though you also wanted him to be interested in you, for the bond to awaken him from his infatuation with Bella and for his feelings to be directed towards you in a sincere and pure way. No, you were going to stand there waiting for Jacob to come back to you. It was his turn to go home if he had already made up his mind.
At the Black house you helped Billy with the chores and kept each other company. Sometimes your father would come home in the evenings after work and take Billy fishing, wanting to distract him from his son’s absence. Then, when you were home alone, you would lock yourself in Jacob’s bedroom and hug the sheets that still held his scent to lessen the burning in your chest.
Naturally time passed, the wedding preparations were finished and the only thing left was to attend the ceremony with your best face on. That day Sue Clearwater promised to pick up Billy and get to your house to arrive at the Cullen residence at the same time. You were fine with that, the Clearwater’s were the closest thing to a family you had and you felt safe around them. However you didn’t think about the plans Alice had for you regarding being one of the bridesmaids.
Her words were that you didn’t have to participate in the preparations if you didn’t want to, just show up on time for the ceremony in a purple dress, a ribbon around your waist and high heels if possible. You groaned when you heard the request although you didn’t refuse because seeing Bella beg you to do it was too pitiful to play hard to get.
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