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feel your touch (m) | p.jm. | one-shot

🎵 blinding lights by the weeknd shameless by camila cabello

pairing: jimin x reader

rating: m (18+)

summary: You have always known yourself to be a sexual switch in bed, flipping between exercising and submitting control according to different situations and partners. And this camboy you are addicted to, one that seems to kinda reciprocate your interest, submits so beautifully that you just want to command him. But when things progress to levels you never anticipated, you end up discovering pleasant surprises that might just change your life.

warnings: swearing + sexting + mentions of porn + explicit sexual situations (switch!jimin, switch!reader, mastubation, video call sex, mutual masturbation, breast play, cum play, marking, dirty talk, degradation, edging, orgasm denial, forced orgasm, overstimulation, sex toys, oral (m&f), fingering, pain kink, size kink, strength kink, manhandling, restraints, penetrative sex, semi-public nudity), some crying (:

word count: 28 k

note: to miss naifey: HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY, MY LOVE!!! @opaljm 🥺❤ surprised? i hope so!!! although you’re too perceptive and smart for your own good 😭 naia bby!!! you’re the literal other half of my soul - perfectly coinciding with me on so many things, but a total opposite in so many other, just the way a soulmate should be <333 i wish you all the happiness, love and prosperity as you enter the 24th year of your life <3 i am so grateful to have found you, thank you for being such an amazing friend to me always, i love you so much! 🥺 and i really hope you like your early present!!! 😭❤

so this has been written, curated and posted just for naia. she (almost jokingly) asked me to write her a camboy jimin towards the end of november and i put it in my wips, not sure if i could get myself to write something so different from my usual flavor. but - a day before my birthday when everything felt shitty af - i sat down to try my hand at this baby. and i loved writing it so much that i speed-wrote this!!! it was almost done by the end of january before i took a lil break. i finished it before valentine’s day, tho, so i couldn’t wait till naia’s actual birthday. which is why, here it is - a gift for all of you guys! 🥺 happy valentines’ day, everyone!!! 🥰❤

this has smut in like every scene, i went crazy, so pls. be warned. and yes, i totally used three different jimin pics in the cover bec i have no self control, but is anyone really surprised? smh. this was a very different genre for me to write, and not just the camboy thing but also the sub!member part. i worked really hard though and a lot of fun, so i hope y’all really like it, too~ 🥺💜

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