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i may be delusional but i am free - 19

[sealene]

I’m taking physics next year and I can’t stop thinking about A. no teacher will ever match him bc that’s HIS subject. what do these profs even know abt it….

[sealene]

GUYS??????? HELLO ITS BEEN SO VERY LONG BUT IM BACK BECAUSE okay wait let me chill. basically A’s son texted me today saying “hey my dad asked me to forward this to you” and it’s the sweetest message that reads “i heard this song and thought of you. thought you might like it, i hope you’re doing well.” and the song in question is pictures of you by the cure oh my goddddddd . Maybe he realized im finally legal…. i can live out my controversially young gf dreams….

[sealene]

i just want an older man to give me his undivided attention all the time is that too much to ask for

[sealene]

i’m so excited for halloween i’m gonna be the bride of frankenstein!!!

[sealene]

forgot to updateeee but i’m 19 now! i’ve been asked if i feel wiser and the answer is no because im still crushing on that damn physics teacher

i don’t know if i’ll ever get over him

[sealene]

back when i had A as a teacher he was talking to me and a friend about the beard he has on his drivers license and while my friend was laughing about it (it was a silly looking goatee) i saw his birthday and connected the dots that he was 50-something and i went so red they both asked if i was feeling well

he was like yeah i’m an old man haha! and i literally could not think straight

[sealene]

i might be a bad person 🙁 A’s wife was posting on twitter about having a tough time as of late and my first thought was hoping she and A were having issues and maybe even divorcing

i can’t imagine anything better than the man i’ve been plotting on finally getting divorced and i can be his mid life crisis controversially young girlfriend!!! we can be as secret or as public as he wants i just want himmmmm

[sealene]

Did you end up doing anything with A?

no… but it’s not too late! i’m plotting right now, and when i go back home for christmas im gonna ask A’s son (my friend) to host a christmas party at his place and then i can finally see A again! maybe he’ll see me differently since i’m not his student anymore

[sealene]

i miss A so much holy shit 😭😭 college has been great but no professor has been like A… i can’t wait for christmas so i can (hopefully) see him again

[sealene]

as excited as i am to start this semester and meet new people and professors i am really excited to go home for christmas because it means i’ll be able to ask A’s son if he wants to have a christmas party nd then i’ll see A again and then he’ll be okay w us being together because i’m not his student anymore 😁😁😁guys im not delusional this Will Work trust

[sealene]

i think A will always be #1 in my heart like the more i meet new professors the more i miss A bc truly none will ever match him he was literally so perfect

[sealene]

i think i have a new tc… my calc prof😇 not a dilf by definition but he’s sooo dorky and says things like gosh darn it and golly

i love dorky men that don’t swear because then i can imagine making them feel so good they start swearing

[sealene]

Guys would it be insane if i ordered a spell from an etsy witch❤️ im so serious too like you guys i miss A so bad i need to see him again

[sealene]

I HAD A DREAM ABOUT HIM WHYYY IM SUPPOSED TO BE GETTING OVER HIM. i’m actually so heartbroken like im gonna miss him so much i can’t

[sealene]

hey guys so i graduated and am going to a school across the country so i will likely not be seeing A more than a few times a year from now on! i am really sad BUT trust college is just a time to find more dilf professors….

[sealene]

ugh i want to ask to follow him on instagram but he doesn’t know i know all his socials😞 i even know the context behind his silly username 💔 graduating this month is going to land me in a psych ward

does anyone have any ideas for how to ask to follow him?? maybe like omg lets stay in touch since im moving away…. IDKK UGH I JUST WANT A WAY TO STAY IN TOUCH

[sealene]

lowk hate when i say i love old men and a 20 yr old dms me…. you are NOT old let’s be serious

dilf loving is a lost art apparently