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lunarskye

Power Rangers Movie cast at the Kid’s Choice Awards

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I’m dying at Naomi and Becky doing impressions of each other

dacrekmontgomery

Build Series || March 20, 2017

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Y’all need to support this movie so this cast can hang out more for a sequel [Part 2]

(These are just highlights. There’s so much more adorableness from their snapchats on this youtube account)

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Power Rangers (2017) character posters

jimmysea

How would you feel..

That moment when you realize that you love the wrong person and you're desperately trying not to. You want to separate yourself from them to save yourself, save your heart because you know it's impossible. Is that selfish? Pulling back and almost hoping they do the same, just drifting apart so you can numb that feeling of wanting to be with them? I'm positive my heart can't take anymore than it already has. I pray constantly asking for guidance. God, I beg of you to please help me. Don't let me shatter so much I can't put the pieces back together.

The moment that you realize it's fine. It's totally ok if someone you care about is angry at you because you wanted a better future for them so you pushed them to go to school. Though that person was initially excited and then realized that it wasn't going to be the walk in the park that they thought it would be, you're glad because that means they have to work. Now, reality is setting in and they're recognizing the struggle that people have to go through and will appreciate that yeah, those top dollars that educated people get aren't just because they sit around and do nothing. They earned it when they got their degree and worked their way up. Sure, there's plenty of lazy fucks around that make others do their work, but for the honest people, now someone can see why they deserve every penny they make. They can see why there are single parents or people that have 3 jobs, why they go back to school, why they sacrifice their time and energy. You want this person to learn and to grow as a human being. You want this person to exceed past the expectations of their family and themselves. You want this person to have the life they constantly dream of having, but had no tangible way of fulfilling until now when they push themselves to get their ass in a classroom. You want all this for them even if it means they're angry with you. Even if it means they'd rather shut you off from their life. Though...you'd never force them. You could only cheer and hope and pray and plead. And they'll be angry with you because they feel guilty and shoved into a corner. So what do you do? Let them continue as they had in the same low paying job that offers no growth? Let them wallow is self pity when they can't afford what they want because they don't earn enough? Let's be real. You know you'd never allow it. You'd push because you care about them more than you're afraid of their rejection and resentment. That's...love, right? It's painful and wonderful at the same time and even though it'll never be returned, it's still there beating in the middle of your chest, loud and raw and never ending.

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Why an elephant tattoo you ask? (:

the elephant is considered a symbol of:

happiness

longevity

good luck

Elephants also express advanced sensitivity and social connection, particularly during time of death - they travel to a specific place upon their death - fulfilling personal responsibility - even at the end of their days.

Reliability

Dignity

Power

Royalty

Pride

Doesn’t it suck when you care so much about someone and want what’s best for them like say, going back to school because they’re smart and is barely able to pay their bills because they have a low paying job that would be able to provide tuition reimbursement and they also have benefits because they’re military so that maybe they could have a better future for themselves and a family if that’s what they wanted? You give them a lot and you even get them school supplies because hey we’re both excited that they’re getting their life on track but then they go to the first day and hate it and then when you see them they’re acting all pissy and you ask them if they’re upset with you because hey, with that attitude what else are you supposed to think, but then they say no they’re just annoyed. So of course you just have to push a bit more to see what’s wrong because you CARE and they say they’re annoyed with everything and then you lend an ear and they vent and it feels like they’re angry at YOU for the feeling of being forced or controlled to go to school even though they hate it. You just feel so tired. So, so, so incredibly tired. You give to this person, not because you want something back or are expecting anything at all, but because you love that person and want something more for them then they’ll ever be able to accomplish without getting some sort of education or training. You want to see them succeed and establish themselves. You want them to be able to help their family the way they want because this person wants to help their parents buy a house but the only way would be to have the money to do it, which this person doesn’t have. Then on top of that this person also has medical bills that you offer to help pay because they’re overdue and they’re already struggling and the last thing they need is a ding on their credit and at first they agree but then after the venting today they say they don’t like when people help them especially with money because it makes them feel like they’re obligated to them. Like ????? Ok, so you don’t help then?? Let them drown??? You don’t know what else to do and you’re already heartbroken because you’ve got your own shit to deal with and this person just makes you feel bad for wanting to help. For wanting to be there to support them.

These are the days that you just want out. You don’t want or need people in your life because everyone hurts you one way or another and you feel exhausted. Your mind, body, and spirit feel battered and bruised and you don’t want to do it anymore.

#exhausted #friends #heartbreak #enough #advice #vent

That constant thought that flits through my mind "Stop. Let go. You've given up too much of your life for people that won't do the same. You'll only have yourself to pick up the pieces in the end and you're so tired already. That's enough."

Random lonely thought?

It’s been ages since I’ve been on here and I’ve gone through some stuff the last few months…I’ve not just realized it, but I know that I have been giving my heart to someone that’ll never appreciate it. He’s not a bad person, I’ll just never be his cup of tea and at some point I feel like though I’ve made myself a fixture in his life, I’ve allowed myself to be someone he could take for granted.

I’ve started pulling away and making myself much more scarce lately and he hasn’t noticed at all. What makes me even more sad is that I don’t think he ever will. I’m forcing myself to remember that I lived my life before him and when the time comes, I’ll be just fine if not better after his time in my life passes. Everyone and everything has a season.

I don’t really feel all that better after getting this off my chest, but I’m still glad I could just…say it.

beeishappy

LSSC | 2017.01.10 | Stephen Knows Andrew Garfield Is A Gentle Lover

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Gay love is gonna save 2017

whenfatecollides

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FUCKING ME

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Exo,the cover stars of L'Uomo Vogue

bonus: Our boys have grown up so well…

pleatedjeans

Three cheers for these guys [x]

blackphoenixincorporated

This is how to be a good ally.

thefingerfuckingfemalefury

Using their Bro-ness for good, not evil

ladyflowdi

So a tiny story: on Black Friday a few weeks ago I went to Gamestop to buy my brother a game for Christmas, and I noticed this older man was watching me like a hawk. He was loitering around the front of the store without really buying anything, and every time I glanced at him out of the corner of my eye he was looking at me. I went to look at the PS4 games, and he was looking at something right behind me. I checked out the Nintendo games, and he was looking at them too. I was the only woman in the store, by the way.

By the time I got in line to pay he was loitering at the front of the store again, and I just had that feeling that he was going to try and take the game I just bought, or steal my purse, as soon as I left the store. OR, he was going to try and follow me home. And I know I don’t have to explain that terror to any woman reading this, but all I could think was that I’m in this Gamestop alone with at least twenty other men and something is about to happen. I’m beginning to freak out, to the point where I’ve just pulled my pepper spray out of my purse and into the pocket of my coat.

So there I am, next in line to pay, and there is this GIGANTIC dudebro right behind me, and I say gigantic as a 6 foot tall woman. He says, “Ma’am? Don’t be offended, but would it be alright if I walked you to your car?” and I was like “Are you serious?” and he was like “There are some weird guys in here right now. Have you noticed that guy watching you?” and then I showed the dudebro the pepper spray in my pocket and he was like “Right on. Would you still let me walk you to your car?” and I said yes.

So I paid, and waited while HE paid, and he walked me to my car. And just as I was getting in, the weird guy who’d been loitering came out of the store, saw me and my dudebro, and turned around and walked away in the opposite direction.

In short: men who recognize that women are unsafe in dark alleys, college campuses, grocery stores, gas stations and retail stores and do something about it are the kind of quality men that this world needs more of.