golden boy

Sean Golding 32・Mechanic ━ “The world breaks everyone, and afterward, many are strong at the broken places.” ━ Once a sinner, Wannabe saint.

[dailyscotteastwood]

Scott Eastwood as John Piper, Dawn Patrol (2014). 

[seangldin]

fatimaalhadid‌:

“Thanks,” was all she said as he opened the door for her. The suggestion threw her off, but it wasn’t like she was about to say no. For someone who had to watch her weight more often than not, she was way too interested in eating food that was not all that healthy. And, yes, that included a hot dog. One wouldn’t hurt though, would it? “You know what? I’m down for it. Let’s go get a really dirty hot dog. Whatever that even entails anyway.” She turned to him and started walking backwards. “I think I’ll get one with those weird little onion bits. Mustard, too. Is sauerkraut too much?”

                      “You can do whatever the fuck you want,” he laughs, eyes drifting ahead of them, making sure she didn’t walk into someone-- or something. “That's the beauty of a dirt dog. The dirtier the better, you know? Bacon wrapped, corn, mayo... lettuce, fries, pickles... not to sound gross or anything, but I’d put all that shit if I could.” Hand to his abdomen, Sean tilts his head back as he groans. “I’m soooo hungry.” 

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 catcooke‌:

“How touching,” She teases him. Her tone’s sarcastic of course, and playful, because she doesn’t necessarily encourage this prone to– self-deprecating behavior of his. Alas, the sentiment was endearing, even if it did go against the rules and regulations of being his therapist. The job title itself didn’t seem all that appropriate when describing hers and Sean’s relationship. She liked to think of him as a friend, whom she occasionally counseled. He wasn’t like some clients who attend weekly appointments and that was it. There was a bit of back and forth. He gives, she absorbs, and then she gives back. 

“Fair enough,” Cat shrugged with a smile. She wasn’t going to argue. “We have a problem,” She informed him, before turning to her car with disdain. “I don’t know what’s wrong with it. It makes this sound–” Cat paused, and then tried to mimic the sound of metal scraping together. Brady could do the impression waaaay better. Speaking of which – she’d be very disappointed she didn’t get to visit Uncle Sean, as it’s been awhile since she’s last seen her favorite, Mr. Charming, as she liked to call him. “Sound like something you can fix or should I just let it drive itself off a cliff? Because, trust me, I’ve thought about it.” 

                      He smiles a bit as she describes the damage, crossing his arms as she goes on to imitate the sound of her car. “Ah, right--” he nods with a soft chuckle. “I think... I might have an idea?” he questions, walking over to her car, lifting the hood after popping it open from the inside. He takes a moment to figure out what's going on, deciding a few hours tending to the mechanics of her engine might do the trick. Still, after checking his watch, he knows he won’t be done by the time she’d have to pick up Brady. Tongue to cheek, he sighs, standing up straight. “I can get it done by the end of the day. So, if you want, you can use my car to pick up Brady? Or we can go together for a lunch break?” Sean grins, clearly wanting to do the latter. 

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rcnnieknox‌:

       “You really don’t seem like a rule breaker,” she states, curious eyes bouncing over him in disbelief. And yet, mild admiration over the fact he’d had the balls to chase after what he wanted without fear of losing his MC, of which she lacked. “What about me?” Ronnie questions, eyes darting upwards towards his own. This was a conversation for a rooftop, a deck of cigarettes, and a borrowed bottle of whatever she could get her hands on. “Follow me,” the brunette states, swiping a nearby bottle before motioning towards the lifts and calling out, “And no, I’m not going to kill you, Golding.” 

                     Yeah, cause I’m not. “You don’t really know me at all then,” he raises a brow, smirk to match. Sean wasn’t really a liar-- he always found it extremely difficult to try and be anything but himself, which made this conversation all the more exhausting. It was no wonder the past two years have been the longest of his life-- nevermind all the grief, but keeping up this act? He’s constantly unsure if he’s gonna make last the week. Upon her request, Sean’s first reaction is a bit taken aback but trusts her nonetheless. Following her orders, Sean chuckles, following behind. “Can you though?” Was it late enough to make detrimental jokes?

[ryangoslingsource]

[seangldin]

@fatimaalhadid

[seangldin]

red roses, box of chocolates, crush, kisses, secret admirer

RED ROSES   :  what’s the last thing you gave someone for valentine’s day?

“I think one of those heart candies? But personalized ones.” *winks*

BOX OF CHOCOLATES   :  are you single? if so, what would you say the best thing about being single is?

“Best thing, huh? I haven’t been in a relationship in a long time, but… I guess just doing whatever you want without having to be mindful of someone else? Not that it was ever an issue, but you really do have more freedom just being solo.”

CRUSH   :   do you have a crush?

“Nah, not in a long while. It kinda takes a lot for me to want to get serious with someone, mostly because I don’t like doing anything that’s ‘casual’. ‘S kinda waste of time to me.” 

KISSES   :   where is your favorite place to be kissed? why?

“….I don’t think I have a favorite place.” Behind the ear, bc tingles.

SECRET ADMIRER   :   do you usually admire someone from afar or ask them on a date upfront?

“I don’t like to date, really. So I guess by default, from afar? But, let’s be clear— I’m not afraid to ask someone on a date. They just can’t be ‘anybody’.”

[seangldin]

date, love, girls

DATE   :   have you ever stargazed with your s/o?

“Maybe once or twice in the past. It’s nice, I highly recommend it.”

LOVE   :   have you ever fell in love at first sight?

“Nah, I’m afraid that’s a little too ‘fairytale’ for my taste.”

GIRLS   :   what’s your favorite thing about dating girls?

“I don’t know if I have a ‘favorite’ thing? I guess they listen better than some guys do, but I feel like that’s all in genetic makeup. You know, with maturity and all.”

[seangldin]

S - E - A - N

S   :   SWEETHEART.  did your muse have a childhood sweetheart?

The short answer is, no. He had a girlfriend or two growing up but none were serious enough to earn a ‘childhood sweetheart’ label!

E   :   EMBRACE.  does your muse like hugs? what are their hugs like?

Definitely! Sean’s a friendly guy, so he’s totally the type to embrace others with two arms rather than giving them an awkward side hug. However, he doesn’t hug people all ‘willy nilly’. If he knows that someone doesn’t like to be touched or if he doesn’t know them that well, he’s good with a handshake or a simple head nod.

A   :   AFFECTION.  how does your muse show affection?

Sean is already a pretty considerate guy, so in terms of ‘romance’, his focus and attention turns more into a priority for the person he’s courting or is involved with! He might not say the right things when needed be, and that’s mostly because he grew up with a father who’s exactly the same. He’s definitely more of a ‘show-er’, as his skill in being verbally affectionate would be... limited, lmao. Whoever becomes the subject of his affection would have to be pretty patient and understanding as Sean didn’t have great role models growing up-- at least, when it comes to affection!

N   :   NAUGHTY.  what is your muse like in bed?

I would say... basic? Although I’d love to make Sean superbly experienced (lol), that’s just not the case. He hasn’t been in too many relationships, nor is he the type that enjoys sleeping around. Yeah, a guy has needs, but he doesn’t prioritize them above things like his job or his relationships with people. He’s extremely selfless (even though it’s something he had to teach himself, it definitely didn’t come naturally) so he’d rather help others first than take care of himself (at least, in that way). In terms of ‘giving’, Sean’s still learning, for sure. He’s definitely the type to not have any qualms nor be embarrassed about wanting direction. He won’t pretend he’s the best, lol. He’ll be upfront about asking what his partner wants or what they enjoy... even though I’m sure he’d be embarrassed if the tables were turned, lmao.

[ddevills]

valentine asks

secret admirer: do you usually admire someone from afar or ask them on a date upfront?

red roses: what’s the last thing you gave someone for valentine’s day?

box of chocolates: are you single? if so, what would you say the best thing about being single is?

love letters: are you a cheesy lovey dovey person?

bouquet: have you ever dated someone twice?

red: would you date your friend’s ex?

date: have you ever stargazed with your s/o?

hearts: did/do you write your crushes name in the margins of your books?

love: have you ever fell in love at first sight?

girls: what’s your favourite thing about dating girls?

kisses: where is your favourite place to be kissed? why?

teddy bears: are you clingy?

heart eyes: do you send good morning and good night messages? if so, what do they say?

rose petals: what is your favourite thing to do with your partner?

crush: do you have a crush?

confessions: if you could say anything to your crush right now, what would it be?

gifts: do you prefer flowers or chocolates?

smile: do you prefer soft kisses or making out?

hand holding: would you date someone who wasn’t into physical affection?

boys: what’s your favourite thing about dating boys

pink: what are your opinions on valentine’s day?

blushing: are you good at making people flustered?

whipped: have you ever embarrassed yourself in front of your s/o or crush? if yes, tell us about it

romance: how many times do you say ‘i love you’ a day

mixtape: has anyone ever made you a mixtape? if yes, what was your favourite song on it?

[jamsmemes]

(     *     VALENTINE’S DAY ALPHABET   !    

send some letters to find out more about my muse   !

A   :   AFFECTION.   how does your muse show affection?

B   :   BOUQUET.   does your muse like flowers? which ones are their favourite?

C   :   CHOCOLATE.   does your muse like chocolate? which one is their favourite?

D   :   DATE.   what is your muse’s ideal date? where / who with / etc?

E   :   EMBRACE.   does your muse like hugs? what are their hugs like?

F   :   FLIRT.   is your muse good at flirting? how do they flirt?

G   :   GIFT.   is your muse good at gift - giving or do they struggle to get it right?

H   :   HEART.   is your muse quick or slow to give their heart away?

I    :   I LOVE YOU.   does your muse find ‘i love you’ easy or hard to say?

J   :   JEALOUSY.   does your muse get jealous in a relationship?

K   :   KISS.   is your muse a good kisser? why / why not? 

L   :   LOVE.   who does your muse love?

M   :   MOONLIGHT.   what is your muse’s ideal date? where / who with / etc?

N   :   NAUGHTY.   what is your muse like in bed?

O   :   ODE.   does your muse have a way with words?

P   :   PARTNER.   what does your muse look for in a partner? looks / personality?

Q   :   QUESTION.   would your muse ask the big question or expect their partner to?

R   :   ROMANCE.   is your muse a romantic or a cynic?

S   :   SWEETHEART.   did your muse have a childhood sweetheart?

T   :   TRUE LOVE.   does your muse believe in true love?

U   :   UNREQUITED.   has your muse had their heart broken?

V   :   VALENTINE.   how does your muse feel about valentine’s day?

W  :   WEDDING.   would your muse get married? why / why not?

X   :   XOXO.   does your muse use / like pet names?

Y   :   YOURS.   does your muse get protective easily?

Z   :   ZZZ.   how many people has your muse slept with?

[seangldin]

clearliquors:

BOLD what applies to your muse.

PLACE IN SOCIETY

financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty.

medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged.

class or caste: upper / middle / working / slave / unsure.

education: qualified / unqualified / studying.

criminal record: yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no.

FAMILY

married - happily / married - unhappily / engaged or betrothed / partnered / single / divorced / separated.

has a child or children / has no children / wants children.  

close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased.

orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s).

TRAITS + TENDENCIES

extroverted / introverted / in between.

disorganized / organized / in between.

close minded / open-minded  / in between.

calm / anxious / in between.

disagreeable / agreeable / in between.

cautious / reckless / in between.

patient / impatient / in between.

outspoken / reserved / in between.

leader / follower / in between.

empathetic / unemphatic / in between.

optimistic / pessimistic / in between.

traditional / modern / in between.

hard-working / lazy / in between.

cultured / un-cultured / in between.

loyal / disloyal / in between.

faithful / unfaithful / unknown.

BELIEFS:

monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic.

belief in ghosts or spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in an afterlife: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in aliens: yes  / no / don’t know / don’t care.

religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious.

philosophical: yes / no.

OPINIONS

pro-choice / anti-abortion /  doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-marriage / anti-marriage / doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-death penalty / anti-death penalty  / doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-drug legislation / anti-drug legislation / doesn’t know or on the fence.

left wing / right wing / middle / doesn’t know or on the fence.

SEXUALITY + ROMANTIC INCLINATION

heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual.

sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favourable.

romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favourable.

sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious.

potential sexual partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.

potential romantic partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.

ABILITIES

combat skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

literacy skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

artistic skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

technical skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

HABITS

drinking alcohol: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

smoking: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. 

other narcotics: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

medicinal drugs: never / sometimes  / frequently / to excess. 

indulgent food: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. 

splurge spending: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

gambling: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

[gracgifs]

Scott Eastwood as John in Dawn Patrol (2014)

[dailyscotteastwood]

Scott Eastwood photography by Sean Thomas for GQ UK Magazine (2014).

[seangldin]

fatimaalhadid‌:

“I like to think so, too. The world would be a better place probably.” Or maybe she just had wishful thinking. Nevertheless, she always liked to seek the best in people until they gave her a reason not to. “Awesome. Let’s go.” Fatima was pretty much doing things on a whim right now, but all she knew was that she was really hungry. The first stop most certainly had to be food. “What are you feeling like eating? Or maybe we should walk along the strip and figure it out as we go. Spontaneity is always key in a good night.”

                  “ I...” he tilts his head to the side, opening the door for her as they exit the club. “kind of want a hot dog. Like, a dirty one-- is that gross?” he turns, chuckling. Fatima didn’t completely seem like the type to eat the kinda junk he was into, but Sean was never the type to hold first impressions too close to heart. “If it is, feel free to tell me. I have an awful junk food habit.”

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sabrinarey‌:

Some days it was hard, really hard, to be a parent and also run a clinic. Sabrina reminded herself of this as she loaded ingredients onto the register while Quincey held onto a stuffed animal. It was a German Shepherd. For weeks Quincey had been begging Sabrina to get a dog, with the influx of dogs that came into the clinic for their yearly shots and check ups. The eight year old was staple at the clinic, usually sitting being the desk and playing or coloring after school. A new school, which meant that Sabrina was working hard to fit in with the other moms. Something she generally had a hard time doing. The bake sale was her way in, she felt. A can of condensed milk dropped from the cart and Sabrina touched Quincey’s head before reaching for it as it rolled to a stranger’s shoe. “Sorry about that, I know I’m holding up the line.”

                  Reaching down before she had the chance to grab it, Sean smiles as he greets her face to face. “Don’t worry about it,” he shakes his head, placing it in her cart for her. His green hues meet with the little one beside her, waving to him. “Hey there,” he greets for a moment, then looking up to her. “Looks like you’ve got your hands full. Need some help?”

[seangldin]

text ✉ partner in crime

lucky: oh come on sean, it's not THAT bad

lucky: i'm not a fan of all the black eyes and bloody noses either but at least it's a safe-ish outlet for everyone's pent up anger?

lucky: but i guess now i'm more worried about the fact that you haven't left your house in days before this.

lucky: which definitely warrants a face to face interaction. not that i don't love having you as i texting buddy. i just think your face is better.

sean: i guess lmao that's one positive way of seeing it

sean: well i can say the same about you :-)

sean: where you wanna meet? alley? bathroom? closet, for old times sake? haha

[seangldin]

andyrvsso‌:

       “How were you ever part of the Sinners?” Andy finds herself laughing, glancing over at Sean with her mouth ajar, constant amusement tempting her features whenever she was around him. Which only turned into laughter at his comment, a rarity for the likes of Andy Russo. “Your drunk girl moment? Not a problem, Golding.” Truth be told, there were few people in her life that she genuinely liked, or rather, enjoyed the company of. Though Sean could surely annoyed her, she’d be a liar if she ever claimed he wasn’t one of those. “Would I have caught the reference if I didn’t? But on that note, I seriously have no idea considering you’re a lightweight.. and I,” she downs the rest of her whiskey and slams it upon the counter top. “Am not.” 

                 “I have no fucking idea,” he laughs, hand laying on his abdomen. “5 years of my life, Russo... gone in a flash.” Sean shakes his head, continuing his giddy drunken laugh as he grabs hold the beer he called for, trying to end his need for throat burning shots. “Anyway,” he sighs deeply, resting his elbow on the counter. “Can we get food now? I’m bored.”