Seara

sharing my ED , fueling yours NOT PRO sw: 200 cw: 198 gw: 130

[searaskinny]

when i say i wanna look good this is what i mean

[searaskinny]

starting again …

this time i have a new motivation

this boy i’m talking to is into fitness and it has been huge for me

i really like him and could see us forever

i need to show him how good i can look

cw: 197.5

hw: 205

lw: 145

gw 1: 178

gw 2: 150

ugw: 130

i need to lose 68lbs

i can lose 68lbs

i am going to lose 68lbs

[searaskinny]

lunch

[nekolokis-blog]

"why not me?" because you're fat.

[searaskinny]

one of my fav trends rn bc i love the gays

[searaskinny]

october 22-29

MEAL AND WORKOUT PLAN (approx cals)

sunday

italian wedding soup-300

cottage cheese-200

600cals walking

30 min exercise: just dance, cardio!!!

monday

coffee- 300

salad-300

taco salad-250

walking-600

exercise- 30 min cardio

tuesday

coffee- 300

salad- 300

cheese quesadilla-300

chips and queso- 200

walking-600

exercise- 30 min cardio

*going out this day, but will do good … except i will def be having a marg or 3

wednesday

coffee- 300

salad-300

walking- 600

exercise- 30 min cardio

thursday

coffee- 300

salad- 300

cottage cheese- 150

walking- 600

exercise- 15 min cardio

friday

coffee- 300

salad- 300

cottage cheese- 150

a lot of tequila waters

walking- 600 cals

saturday

who knows

[searaskinny]

october 22. 2023

triggered

triggered

triggered

just when i thought “ i’m cured ed gone live life be fat be content “

everyone around me is so concerned w their weight … when i’m the fattest bitch in the room

it never goes away , it never ends

lowest weight : 140 (ish)

current weight : 180 ( on a good day )

IM SO FKN ANGRY W MYSELF

being content made me fat again , and truthfully the confidence has been gone but i just thought i was becoming an adult and that’s life

no, not my life

so doing it again ..

food is my comfort

bored

eat

tired

eat

sick

eat

sad

eat

lonely

eat

celebrating

eat

NO

the drinking is hard too .. more water and liquor less high noons .. or how ab just don’t drink , i’m better than i was but it’s still hard to say no

do i start smoking again ? idk

i just wanna be skinny and feel hot and maybe sexy

i won’t hook up w any of the guys in my dms bc i would disappoint them .. but i want to impress someone so they love me

going to start posting ( fr this time ( or so i think ) ) my weekly meal/wo plan then the actual

[searaskinny]

my boy for motivation recently added me then blocked me so feeling motivated and ready to show him what he is missing .. downloaded a new app and am heading back to the gym .. time to GET SKINNY

[searaskinny]

lunch

[searaskinny]

Eugenia Cooney

i love her

[searaskinny]

A Skinny Girls Law

June 5, 2023

Skinny girls eat small portions.

Skinny girls cook at home.

Skinny girls don’t eat after 6pm.

Skinny girls weigh themselves daily.

Skinny girls eat to live not live to eat.

Skinny girls stop eating once they feel full.

Skinny girls exercise daily.

Skinny girls drink water. Like a lot of water.

Skinny girls have a daily routine.

Skinny girls have one main goal: get/stay skinny.

**Follow the skinny girl law and see results within the first 2 weeks.**

[searaskinny]

i’m baaAAckkk .. sometimes i like to pretend i don’t care about my weight .. but i always come back I NEED SKINNY .. i dreamed that all the boys ive ever loved came to see me and then i thought would i even impress them? anyways … inspo/updates to come

[thoughtkick]

“I’m always soft for you, that’s the problem. You could come knocking on my door five years from now and I would open my arms wider and say ‘come here, it’s been too long, it felt like home with you.”

— Azra T

[searaskinny]

March 1, 2022

Snack Recommendation

[searaskinny]

February 28, 2022

Cute Kawaii Thinspo

drink some water and do 50 jumping jacks

[searaskinny]

2•27•22

so winter came and depression came right along w it

i’ve gained 10 lbs of the 50 i’ve lost

i have been eating so much fast food and takeout :(

i still hate myself but i just do not have the same energy or ability to walk in the winter

once it gets warmer i will be walking miles and doing my daily run

i really hope to get to my ugw this year i know i can lose weight i did it before

last summer i would walk for hours at a time, basking in the sun and warmth- it made losing weight EASY yeah i said it EASY

and it was - i consumed nothing but alcohol, watermelon, and hummus last summer and the weight came right off

for the first time in my disordered life i was losing weight and starting to see definition of my body seeing what could be under all that fat

i want to get skinnier than i have ever been

i want to walk further than i ever have

i want to run faster

and sweat more

i want a defined jaw line and skinny fingers

the thigh gap and full body pictures

the more weight i lost the more beautiful i felt

the more beautiful i felt the more confidence i had

the more confidence i had the happier i was

my boy for motivation is gone, but i’ll always watch for his car on the street bc if he just saw me at least he would be thinking ab me too

[dr4gonflytiny]

i fucked up and ate a whopper today. i hate the feeling after i eat something bad. i cannot wait until i feel empty again. oh also forgot to mention in my intro post that i’m 17 :)

[searaskinny]

as stupid as it seems the impossible whopper is one of my safe foods .. it tastes so good and i am so happy while eating it knowing that burger king is taking the first step to making plant based food readily available

[skinnystrawberry]

WHO CAME UP WITH "NO NUITRITION NOVEMBER" THAT SHIT'S FUNNY AS HELL