Searching

Cyrus lost in a year of crap looking to get back on track and find who i am. Have a read if you want no hate in all of this. Searching....

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my blog will make you smile ♡

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First memory

I still look at the moon and think of the very first moment we shared together.. The first kiss under the moonlight as it reflected off the river, I looked into your eyes and you looked into mine. I sit here looking at the moon and all I see is that memory we shared that night. First kiss best memory. The moment I knew I was truly in love with you. Forever in my heart. First kiss, falling in love. Miss you!

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Little things

It's the little things I love. It's the little things I miss the most. Your smile. Your kiss. Your laugh. Your touch. Your hug. Watching you sip your cup of tea before you go to sleep. The way you take up the whole bed so I was stuck on the smallest space possible. The I love you text. Waking up and kissing your forehead before I went to work. The cute little gap in your front teeth. I felt super human with you in my life. I miss you I miss everything about you. I'm still so deep in love with you. Forever in my heart.

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Haiku

I just want to stop depending on someone else for my happiness.

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Been struggling the last few days... I am on a emotional roller coaster it's heart vs mind. Love vs Heartache.. It's all one big battle exploding inside of me... When will it stop?

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I hate having to uninstall the tumblr app from my phone every time I go out with my friends but it will be a thousand times worst if someone found out my tumblr.

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Every day is a battle against my self to txt you and ask how you are. To tell you what I feel, to see your face again. Everyday I tell myself just leave it and give her space. Be strong. It doesn't get any easier.

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Bit of a draft drawing. Although I have been alone for a while finding myself. I know that deep down it’s you I have always wanted. Time alone reveals what our hearts truly want. YOU XX.

"I think it's very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not defined by anyone else" Oscar Wilde

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One memory just came to me... Thing we use to say to each other. Love you Love you more Love you most Memories like that still make me smile ❤

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Feeling good today.. Just have to keep busy.. She will never leave my heart or my mind I know that.. But keeping busy keeps my emotions a bit calmer. Forever in love.

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I watched the super moon tonight and remember how our first kiss was under one three years ago. I sit here and think how perfect it was, then I sit here and think of our last kiss in the airport in Barcelona. We kissed goodbye I didn't know it was going to be forever. We had such an amazing holiday I pushed passed barriers of you cheating on me, of you playing me I pushed through for love. I look at you and see this amazing woman I loved. I wanted to keep loving you but you kicked me out after you got your presents. It hurts and kills me the way you treated me. But I am going to move forward I have a career I believe in but you never believed in me. I have goals you never thought I could reach. I am going to make it for me and to prove you wrong. I know I will always love you but all I can say is thank you, you have shown me we can't trust everybody, even those who we thought would never hurt us. You taught me everyone lies, everybody plays up and true love may only be a made up emotion. So thank you for showing me this. I love you I know I gave everything to you. I tried is all I can say.

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To true!! Never loved anybody so much.. And never will...

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Have you just ever wanted something so bad you can't sleep at night? Something you can't stop thinking and dreaming about? It's so hard to stay on track because all you want to do is grab it by two hands and embrace it. I have this feeling where I know all I want is this one thing more than anything I have ever wanted in this world!