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ANNA LAMBE as Siaja North of North 1x01 "Top of the World"
👤 who: open to anyone. 📍 where: by the firepit. ⌛ time: 8:15 pm.
there was something about the old stories that made nicasio feel settled; a sense of belonging that was engraved into his bones like a crooning love song… if he ignored the scent of the vampires nearby— he held his breath and focused on the warmth of the fire, the hush of waves; he could almost pretend he still felt that way. almost. but almost wasn’t that feeling, almost was a shadow, pale and aching, hungry for something that may never come to be. but, almost was more than nothing and he’d take what he could get.
getting lost in the stories, it wasn’t until he heard someone settling beside him that he returned to himself and realized the marshmallows he’d been roasting had turned to nearly complete char. “fuck” he pulled it out, thought about it for maybe five seconds before popping one of them into his mouth anyways. “thanks for the warnin'.” he spoke through his chews with a half-smile, “you want one? if it’s still gooey, it's good.” he loves marshmallows.
“ language. ” pearl chides, but there's hardly any bite to it. it's a teasing lilt more than anything, her smile warm, “ i'll take the marshmallow as an apology. ” another joke while she holds her plate out, motioning to the graham cracker already on it. pearl's happy to see him, she always is, but she's learned to meet nicasio where he's at, which means not prying as much as she used to. still, she worries – how can she not ? there's too much she understands about being his age, the pressure he's had on him. so, yes, she tries to lay off, but that being said – , “ where've you been, huh ? haven't seen you around, kid. ” as if it's any secret that maybe she's been a little more reclusive than normal. she can't help it – there's a feeling in the air.
♱ towards the edge of the woods, 10:20pm ♱ open for anyone looking for hannah
when most of the people start taking off in the dark, theo follows suit. but the truth is, he's not exactly sure what to look for. footsteps? a scrap of clothing? a strand of hair? it's hard to think about how heartless he must be, thinking that this is all so ridiculous. in a town as small as forks, where else would she be? he's so sure that the girl would turn up by sunrise, that he's resolved to wandering instead of searching, letting the flashlight from his phone guide his senseless path. he's about to retreat back to the heart of the event, maybe sneak a few more snacks before heading home, when the snap of a branch alerts him to someone else's presence. reflexes are quick to spin around and flash the light right at his company, and there's a part of him, a very small part, despite what he's been thinking for the last several minutes, that hopes it could be hannah. brows furrow when theo makes out that it isn't, lips curving downward in disappointment. “ there's nothing here, ” he says, waving his light around the area to prove his claim. “ i passed this area, like, three times. ”
pearl is wise enough to know when a situation seems to be hopeless, smart enough to know when to call it quits. she struggles to do it now, but the further into the woods she presses, the thicker the trees get – she's almost sure that if hannah thompson is anywhere, it's not here. still, she presses on ; maybe something will turn up that she missed the first ten times. boots crunch in the leaves as she comes to face theo, “ i figured. thought i might find something on the fourth try, “ a defeated little sigh, “ you been out here the whole time, honey ? it's not safe to be out alone. " that's less of a problem for him than you'd think, pearl.
[ 9:45 P.M. // THE BONFIRE // LA PUSH BEACH ] ── ﹒ open to anyone ﹐
small context: jin made it to town around 5-7 prior to the bonfire happening, so he doesn't really know anyone except pet owners who have taken their pets to the vet within the last week and met the new vet at the clinic ( him ) - other than that, he's got no real connections in forks, so feel free to go on vibes/assume whatever.
the bonfire's cheerful mood had disappeared, replaced with shouts and panicked energy. jin didn't join the chaos, though. he didn't care to, he simply stood by the fire, a calm spot in the middle of the storm, watching it all unfold. he found the whole display... telling. this was the real nature of things and the slight smirk on his lips was a testament to how content he was to watch the pretense of peace fall apart. he set his untouched cup down with a slow, deliberate motion before turning to the nearest frantic group, his voice steady and clear enough to cut through the noise. "hysteria won't find her," he stated simply. "is there any kind of organized plan, or is everyone just running around in the dark?"
“ well aren't you a peach ? ” pearl's eyebrows raise as she steps up next to him, watching the group in front of her with a frown tugging at her lips. she knows as well as he does that their frantic, hurried searching wouldn't amount to much, especially if they stayed localized on the beach ; still, his tone makes her whole face pucker before she can school it back into place. something about it, his … aura – all of it, was odd. familiar in a way that made her want to recoil. she shakes it off without a further thought, “ and what are you doing to help ? offering condescending comments from the fire ? ” well, maybe she's a little on edge. she never claimed to be fully sound up there.
he nods, slow and subtle, a quiet concession that brings him the faintest comfort — at least he wasn’t the only one caught in that thought. but even shared understanding doesn’t unmake the hollow bloom in his chest, the sour note clinging to the air, the way concern hangs like a fog around them, thick with unsaid things. he knows he’s letting it seep too deep, like he always does. knows there’s nothing he can do, no lever to pull, no thread to unravel. and yet. still, it burrows. still, it stays. sometimes, he thinks it’d be easier to be like the others. something sturdy. useful. a blade the pack could wield instead of this… soft-wired creature, all open nerve and lingering ache. what is he supposed to do with all this feeling? sit with it? make peace? ridiculous. a work in progress, at best. his eyes remain fixed on the distance, but he can feel her gaze brushing against him like the tide. he pulls in a breath, full and slow. she hits him, and that gets him to look, to soften. the corner of his mouth lifts. "i'm fine." his voice is feather-light, but the sigh that follows tugs heavier. it says what he won’t: i’ll be fine.
his jaw tightens when she speaks again. you can't figure out what happened to that girl. the words land heavy. he wants — desperately — for her to be wrong. wants it with the kind of yearning that coils tight in his gut. her hand finds his. he returns the pressure, a silent anchor, a wordless thanks. "i just hope she's okay. i hope that she really just got picked up or something. and maybe her phone died." his shoulders roll in a shrug, more defeat than indifference. a breath. "i guess we'll find out tomorrow." his brows draw inward, a flicker of thought passing like cloud over sun — he pictures how the redmaw might take this. not well. never well. "yeah, until they say fuck it and do something about it." he knows he’s spiraling, letting the worst-case tether him. he exhales, hard, and shakes the thought loose. "but you're right. we'll figure it out. they've done worse shit to us, i'm sure we'll make it out... alive." that last word drips with theatrical flair, a wry tilt of tone to pull the mood up by the collar. "what d'ya wanna do now? join the herd? get some food?" ever the hunger, bo. always.
in many ways, and at many times, winnie has thought bodhi must have been made to be her friend. since she was a girl, she thought this – cosmically made atom by atom to be by her side forever ( this hurts, sometimes, thinking of their youth, what they had, always does, but she could never tell him that ). it often feels as easy as riding a bike, loving him. it's only in times like these that winona remembers this love is a choice. a choice to trust him when he says he's fine he'll be fine, and to nod like the worry doesn't make your stomach ache. a choice to act much more level-headed because she knows the world likes to press down around him.
and apparently, a choice to lie, “ i think she just wandered off. teenager shit – ‘member when i used to turn my location off and run to, like, fuckin’ packwood for the night ? and then i'd come home in the morning and i'd be fine. think it's that. ” one can only hope, “ we need to trust that they know what we know. ” that it couldn't have been anyone here, any wolf half-awake would know that ; winnie just isn't sure that's enough to quell a grudge so deep its been forged in blood. trust is a funny word when you think about it like that. “ you do a great job of picking worst case scenario, moss anyone ever tell you that ? ” her, many times ; usually in a lighter context. “ promise you'll chill the fuck out n'i'll buy you a shake. we can talk conspiracy while i get a burger. ” a groan. appetite activated, “ shit, bo, i need a burger. i can't do this. ” a final choice, to let herself be loved, too.
la push beach, 10-ish pm / for @fngsbared
winnie wants to fight. not unusual, almost compulsory when she feels like this – the stress of the night is eating her alive, chewed her up and spat her back out several times over already ( can this be considered playing with your food ? ). it's reminiscent of a tiger in a cage, or a beast threatening to claw its way out of her heart ; a familiar but entirely unwelcome feeling. it's like she tries to grow, to break out of it, but then she blinks and she's right back where she started, worried and alone on la push beach. she watches the search parties fade into the trees, shadows blending with the leaves while the lights illuminate their way. winnie won't go yet, she can't – there's only one way to cover as much forest as she'd like, and unfortunately, no one's going to let her wolf out in the middle of the goddamn bonfire. she bides her time, flits her eyes around, and – ah, yes. perfect. “ you're awfully out of the way. ” not kind, but observant. the way she talks to him when she's poking the bear ; the sicker part of her hopes his stress will push him, too. “ and you're all lookin' real ready for a fight – i don't think it'd be smart. personally. ”
pearl & ayla search the woods, approx. 11 pm. / for @svpine
“ ayla. ” pearl stops, rooted to her place ; for a fleeting moment she thinks she may be able to hear something. a shift in the trees, branches breaking, a sign of life aside from their search party of two. they'd both taken off into the woods, letting the others fan out around the perimeter. part of pearl thinks they might be lost, but her trust for the other helps her feel a bit more at ease. eyes shut in a momentary sigh, and when she opens them again, she seems almost desperate, “ she's not here, we need – i don't know. to regroup, maybe. we haven't found a thing. ” and she's quite worried that no one else has, either. how can a girl just up and vanish into thin air ?
Open to all || 7:50 PM
it was strange being back in La Push. The bonfire reminding her of all the friends and family Marie once had. Before her parents' divorce, before the splinting factions, before she left. Here they all were--with vamps to boot. She could smell them all around. Everyone was here pretending, she supposed, even her. She didn't want to be here yet here she was at the first get together she could possibly manage. It's just temporary, she thought. I only want to listen to the stories. She nestled into a chair as far as she could from the others and as close to the beach as she could while still in earshot. However, in a place like La Push, you were only alone so long. She nodded at their entrance. "Good to see you. I'm Marie Pettie, if you don't remember."
the stirrings in town have made pearl anti-social lately, she's self aware to know. the knowledge that something is lurking, or brewing, or … whatever in forks makes her skin crawl, urges her to retreat into the perceived safety of her home. she'd been convinced to come out tonight, to see everyone – it had been too long, she thinks, since she'd been at a town event. perhaps it was time for the crazy lady to show face. marie's appearance doesn't startle her, even if it comes as a surprise ; pearl may not have been around forever, but she's seasoned enough to remember fifteen years ago, when marie pettie high-tailed it out of forks and didn't look back. she regards the other with a warm smile, hands curled around a cup of cocoa ( typical ), flavored vape nestled in her lap – the picture of comfort, “ ‘course i remember you, sweetie. pearl from the bookshop, if it rings a bell. hey. ” she holds out a little plate, two s’mores, “ eyes were bigger than my stomach earlier, think i can only handle one more. you in ? ” a boon, offered to take if needed.
who: open where: edge of the treeline, 11:48 pm
They said the girl had only been gone a few hours when the search started. Salem knew better. A few hours was enough. It had been enough for her sister, and that was years ago. The forest pressed in close, the kind of dark that swallowed whole the thin beams of flashlight. Search parties called out the girl’s name in fractured chorus, their voices catching in the fog, scattering like startled birds. Salem kept moving.
She told herself she was here because every extra pair of eyes mattered. Truth was, she couldn’t stand being anywhere else. Sitting at home while another family’s clock ticked down? No. She’d done that once, and it had carved something out of her that never grew back. Her boots sank into the soft earth as she scanned between the trees, not just looking but listening. Every crack of a branch, every shuffle in the underbrush got filed away. Half the people out here were already starting to fade, their calls for the missing girl getting softer, less certain.
Salem’s flashlight caught on a patch of disturbed ground, and she crouched low, fingers brushing damp leaves aside. Probably nothing. Ninety percent of things were probably nothing. But it only took one. She just felt helpless in the fact that she wasn't sure her instincts would be able to tell whether it was something or nothing.
She straightened, exhaling through her teeth, and glanced toward the nearest silhouette moving between the trees. “Anything?” she asked, her voice low, the word more grit than sound. "Great, Let’s add her to the list of people this town just ‘loses’ for no reason.” she muttered, more to herself than to anyone, when she didn't get an immediate response.
being a pillar of calm has never been winnie's forte ; her skills lie in dramatic gasps, or off-hand accusations flung in desperation. in most situations, she's used to acting first and thinking later, but this is … different. not some trivial pack rivalry, or enemies sworn in history and blood. this is a young girl, probably cold, scared, and only hopefully alive. winnie knows not to fly off the handle, not now, but she needs to make sure – make sure that if there's something, anything of hannah thompson left, she would find it. it's close, something she can't put her finger on, if she could just reach … –
‘ anything ? ’ salem's voice startles her into a jump, branches breaking beneath her. jesus christ , she was too focused to hear her. a relieved sigh ; she supposes if anyone would be nice to see out here right now, it'd be salem. winnie realizes she can't make a quick getaway, especially when whoever salem had been talking to disappears into the trees as quick as their shadow had come. winnie ignores it in favor of stepping from her own spot, shaking her head, “ don't think anyone's made much progress at all. might be worth it to not be such a downer, though. ” rich coming from her.
open to all forks residents. 1:30am local time.
perhaps paulina was naive to think forks was some sort of utopia. she'd always heard that small towns had their secrets, but nothing about this place signaled anything out of the ordinary — at least, not past what's already conspired. years of earth-dwelling should've thickened her skin, and did, in some aspects, but this was something pau couldn't shake, not right now. “ she's probably so cold. ” she muttered to herself, eyes fixed towards the ground, mindless babbling as shoes crunch against loose gravel, resonating against the emptiness of the town center. if only someone could see the way paulina's features coarsened the moment her eyes met with the other's obscured silhouette. “ i haven't done anything wrong, ” voice shattering the silence, always on self-defense. “ i'm just out for a walk — need'a clear my head. ”
unbeknownst to paulina, pearl is having the same crisis of faith. she hadn't wanted to be correct – something was off about the town, she knew that, but she was content to chalk it up to weird travelers and even weirder locals, not pale bodies and missing girls. she feels sick, a bit, stomach churning like she'd just gotten off of a boat. a walk to clear her head, to get some air ( she can hear manon's voice in her head telling her that it's too late for her to be out ) ; a smoke break, something to take the edge off. however – hello, edge, welcome. “ why would i think you had done something wrong ? ” suspicion seeps into every word, brows knitting together while she looks at the other ; a symbol of the past gone wrong. it makes her want to turn heel and go, but her anxiety overcomes her, “ sounds like a guilty conscience. ”
open to all forks residents. 8:30pm local time.
he'd opted for resignation — the slow moss, moving silently amongst the sea of festivities. it wasn't foreign to rafa, making an appearance only to remain stuck to the perimeter. at least he was there, nestled under his windbreaker as crisp wind kissed at his nose, shoes digging into the toughened sand. the night was still early, so much that the sun and moon both showed up, too. it was mesmerizing, he nearly missed the shuffling of sand — he would've, probably, had it not been for his unusual circumstances. “ you — uh, ” he laughs, rather sheepishly, letting down his hood so as to not obscure his face, “ no, you can sit there, it's okay. " a few beats, allowing the silence to swell, until it inevitably pops. " almost a decade here 'n it's still weird to me how late the sun sets — it never fully sets, like, you can always see this glow. ”
“ lucky for you, sweet rafa, i was going to, anyway. ” a characteristic little smile shot towards him as she sits, making herself at home in the sand next to him, cocooned in a big blanket. a hand shoots out with a little plate and a s'more, an offering of sorts – thanks for letting me in your space, i'll be here for a while. “ made it for you. eat it. ” winnie lets a moment pass before continuing, eyes turning to scan the waves. the fire crackles in the background, comforting, “ why're you all the way out here, huh ? too cool for us or something ? ” she knocks him with her shoulder, teasing ; no accusation in her tone.
what. event one, the bonfire. time. 11:45 pm. location. off to the side of the commotion, not yet daring to enter the woods. who. winnie / @seaschimed.
something had happened to that girl. and it wasn't just the ache lodged behind his ribs, the way it hollowed him out like a cavity of grief — it was the way his breath caught on the knowledge that his cousins, skulking on the far side of the treaty line, would seize this moment like it was made for them. use it. twist it. bodhi didn’t know what happened. couldn’t know — his gift was made for holding feelings, not tracing their scent through the woods like smoke on wind. but still… something didn’t settle right. there was a wrongness threaded through the quiet, and yet no guilt curled off the people around him. no crack in their facades, no buried horror trembling beneath the surface. only the usual weight, the usual thrum. his arms were crossed over his chest, brows furrowed into a low line of concentration, of doubt, as the femme stepped toward him.
"i don't think it was them." either group — he meant them both. the leeches didn’t reek of it, not this time, no matter how badly he knew the redmaw wished otherwise. "whatever happened (whoever happened) wasn't here. i didn't feel them. i can't..." he faltered, words folding inward. his eyes slipped shut, like he could press his palm into his chest and dig through the tonnage lodged there, like something vital might give way. a small shake of his head. "i can't tell." his voice was quiet, caught on the cusp of failure. he had always believed his gift — his curse, some days — was meant to bridge the space between people. to soothe. to understand. but now it felt like a punishment, this helplessness, this inability to do anything when it mattered most. "cade's gonna use this to come after us again. taunt us." the words fell out like stone — solid, inevitable, without a trace of doubt.
“ couldn't be. don't smell ‘em. ” winnie's eyes are scanning the tree line, straining to find something ( someone, in the form of a young girl she used to see playing at the park. no dice ). a quiet apprehension, the calm before hurricane winnie. she's trying to be calm, if only for the sake of the others around her. embers shoot from the dimming fire weakly, a mirror of forks's own sapped energy. when winnie swallows again it's thick, breaking her gaze away from the trees to look at him properly for the first time in what feels like hours.
all at once brows furrow and her head tilts, arm reaching out to smack his a little. “ knock it off. you're catastrophizing again. ” bodhi isn't, she knows that. but it doesn't mean that winnie is going to allow her best friend to crumble under the weight of it, “ you can't figure out what happened to that girl. stop trying to. ” a sigh, heavy and burdened. her hand finds his, fingers lace together in a reassuring squeeze. when she speaks aagin, there's more conviction, “ stop. we'll figure it out. ” hopefully.
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THE SUMMER I TURNED PRETTY 3.01, “Last Season”
[ ... ] 𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙡𝙮, 𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙙 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙣, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙫𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚. 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙣?