In eternal search of Happiness

30 something Taurus Sun / Scorpio Moon / Cancer Rising

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On love by Jiddu Krishnamurti

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Need (lyrics)

Want is the cigarette smoke on a jacket you wore to the wrong part of town Desire is the sound of the whiskey telling me you miss me, can you come around

Passion is a passing thing it's Accidental chemistry Lust is a liar, a short-lived fire It ain't what you and I are at all

[Chorus] Oh, It's a need, it's a need I would go anywhere that you lead I am hopeless, breathless, burning slow Touch me, hold me, tell me, "I won't let you go" I won't leave, it's a need

Danger is a thousand prickles on my neck that tell me to run or to freeze Fear is the nightmare I had you were with someone else, you forgot about me

Passion is a passing thing it's Accidental chemistry Caught up in a feeling, it can be deceiving This is like breathing for me [breathes]

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Baby it's always a new kiss every time we do this, the truth is It's essential to me that you love me more than wishing, longing

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*sigh*

I’m tired of this happening to me and although i love my friends, i want that romantic love with someone.

So… it’s now been 4 guy friends that have basically confessed to me that they were in love with me at some point.

One is not my friend anymore (long story short i think he groomed me and tried to get with me when i was legally an adult, but stopped all contact when i told him i saw him as a big brother)

Another is a guy who i friendzoned tbh but he’s a good friend.

The other 2 guys are still 2 of my best friends and i know i can tell them anything and they’re always so supportive.

But whyyyyyy is it that the only people interested in me are people that i just don’t have any romantic spark with? And the people i like don’t even bother to talk to me basically…

Also like, no guys ever approach me, like, ever?

I’m fucking 30 years old and i want someone to love me. Ugh.