nat,

stars come out, i’m finally free it’s only the ocean and me.

[seasirengirl]

OCEAN BLUE EYES, LOOKING IN MINE, I FEEL LIKE I MIGHT, SINK AND DROWN AND DIE.

natalie, preferably nat ೇ daughter of poseidon ೇ seventeen ೇ she/her ೇ sea lover ೇ in love w jason grace ೇ seashell collector ೇ stargazer ೇ formula 1 lover ೇ entp ೇ moana irl ೇ

…𐒘𝛠 la vie en bleu

𐒘𝛠 get to know poseidon’s favourite daughter

𐒘𝛠 my masterlist

𐒘𝛠 review before making a request

[seasirengirl]

AUGUST BLUES AND FEVER DREAMS

pairing: percy jackson x apollo!reader

A/N: this is very short so if any of u want a part two i will write that, but only if u guys actually enjoy this. Also i will start decorating my fics since they don’t seem interesting or cute enough to read when i have time, rn i’m just publishing things that i had left unfinished in my drafts<3

august always felt wrong, too warm, too bright, too heavy with endings pretending to be beginnings. the kind of month that made everything ache in a quiet way, like a bruise you forgot about until someone pressed on it.

you stood on the deck of the argo II with your bow slung across your back, fingers stained faintly with ambrosia dust and dried nectar. the sea stretched ahead of you. rome waited for you and the rest of the eight somewhere beyond the horizon, and with it, a war you didn’t feel ready for (not that anyone ever was).

you’d known percy jackson for years, not well enough to call him a best friend, not distantly enough to pretend he was a stranger. you’d trained in the same arenas, fought the same monsters, patched him up more times than you could count. still, you’d always existed on opposite edges of the same circle. him loud, magnetic and surrounded. you were quiet and observant.

he had never ignored you, he just hadn’t noticed you the way people noticed things that mattered.

you filled the gaps of the eight that no one else thought about.

wounds. fatigue. fear.

you were in the infirmary when percy showed up, saltwater still clinging to his clothes, a shallow cut along his ribs.

“got a minute?” he asked, already sitting down like he knew the answer.

you gestured for him to stay still. this wasn’t new. percy trusted you with his injuries, and you trusted him not to ask questions while you worked. healing came easily to you, warm light pooling beneath your palms, pain easing like a tide pulling back.

“you’re quieter than usual,” he said, smiling up at you.

you huffed softly. “you talk enough for the both of us.”

he grinned. “fair enough.”

silence settled again, heavily.

things shifted slowly after that.

percy started lingering when he didn’t have to. bringing you food when you forgot to eat. standing nearby during training, watching your arrows split targets clean in half. he asked your opinion more often, about plans, about routes, about whether the ship felt off to you too.

one night, when the dreams got bad, like demigod dream level of bad, you found him awake on deck, staring out at the sea like it might answer him.

“you always end up here when you can’t sleep,” you said quietly.

he shrugged. “the water listens.”

you nodded, like that made sense.

“rome feels like a mistake,” he said after a while. “like something we’re not supposed to survive.”

you thought of all the people you’d healed who hadn’t made it. “august blues,” you murmured.

“there’s something about august, you know?” he looked at you then, really looked at you, the nonsense you just said made complete sense to him... “yeah,” he said. “and fever dreams.”

<3

thank u for reading

[seasirengirl]

MY LIFE IN RIORDANVERSE

Or … get to know poseidon’s favourite daughter

A/N: this is purely fictional and very much unfinished, not my best work, just for giggles.

born n raised in nyc !!! (making my european wishes come true ngl)

got to camp shortly after percy, meaning that basically no one expected another poseidon kid to pop up

since my arrival in camp half-blood, there were so many signs that i was a daughter of poseidon, but no one decided to speak up about it other than a few

got claimed quite quickly since poseidon was tryna piss zeus off, stayed unclaimed for around a week (#favouritedaughtercore)

the whole claiming situation was so overdone and cliche, but i’ll tell you about it anyway

one of the ares kids were trying to be “funny” and summoned a hellhound straight from the fields of punishment to see who would be brave enough to defeat it, so in the midst of a battle with the monster, poor 12 year old natalie was basically defeated when the ground beneath her shook and a geyser of water erupted, blasting the monster away with ease. in the spray of water, a trident symbol

appeared above me, marking me as a child of poseidon.

no one was more confused than me in that moment ngl, wdym i’m a child of big 3, i’m just a girl who loves swimming and collecting seashells

thank gods for percy, he’s a real one, twin helped me through EVERYTHING, since both of us had to suffer from all of those crazy quests we figured our way through our tuff life together

had a enemies to besties thing going on w annabeth definitely, since she was all smarty pants around me and percy at first, but i quickly got very fond of the girl especially after the quests, her brain saved both me and percy from death quite a few times.

anddddd you’ve guessed it! Love interest would be mr jason grace, my perfect angel who can do no wrong. Their dynamic would be really cute but i’ll leave it to everyones imagination

Thank you for reading!!

(This has been in my drafts for over a year now)

[seasirengirl]

PRETTY BOY

pairing: jason grace x neptune!fem!reader

On the radio: pretty boy by the nbhd

A/N: i need to chill with these song fics, but i truly hope you enjoy this since it is one of my favourites!!

Even if my heart stops beating

You're the only thing I need, ooh, with me

jason knew he messed up big time by hiding from you for days when he heard your quiet soft sobs in that damned spot you two had claimed as yours as kids. after days of ignorance he finally got the guts to come find you and tell you he remembered everything, well, almost everything. he remembered everything about you, because you were the only thing occupying his mind and soul. other things, he didn’t remember much.

he tried to call out your name but the word did not come out from his mouth, as he was about to turn around and leave you alone for what felt like the thousandth time, he heard your faint voice.

“jason?” you spoke with your strained voice, hoarse from crying.

he froze for a second and then turned back around to you, as you quickly wiped your tears away and gave him your signature small smile he fell in love with long ago.

he looked at you and felt himself falling in love once again, it was like he saw you again for the first time. princess of the sea, right then and there, smiling at him with tears blurring her beautiful eyes. it all became too much for him all of a sudden, hundreds of memories flowing through his mind all at once, every time he genuinely looked at you, memories came back to him, maybe that’s why he avoided you, seeing you has shown him too much of his past, a past that was beautiful with you, but had major dark sides.

jason’s life at camp jupiter wasn’t great, you did help in making it bearable, but the time he spent at camp half-blood, feeling accepted and not pressured all the time was good for him. you gave him a taste of his old life, a life he had to prepare for. a life he wasn’t ready to go back to, but would he risk it all for you?

“i’m sorry, i have to go.” jason rushed, feeling a headache nothing could soothe, it was all too much for him.

“can you, uh, can you stay?” you released the breath you had no idea you were even holding, maybe asking for something from jason was a bad idea, he clearly wanted nothing to do with you, you were probably just a problem to him, as you overthinked everything, so did jason.

he froze once again, flashes of the good times with you came all at once, realising that the only times he had ever truly felt happy was when you were along with him, his sea siren, the only reason he looked forward to going back to camp jupiter.

“yeah, i can do that.” he gave you a smile and sat next to you, shyly wrapping an arm around your shoulders as you put your head into his chest, feeling more tears coming to your eyes, you couldn’t hold back a sob.

“shh, it’s okay, we’re okay.” his soft voice calmed you down while his gentle hands soothed your back.

“are we?” you whispered.

“we are, you’re my everything, how could i ever forget you?” his voice broke at the end, like he was scared of the answer himself.

you pulled back just enough to look at him, eyes glossy, lashes clumped with tears. “you did.” you said quietly.

jason flinched. “i know,” he whispered. “and that’s the part i hate the most.”

he rested his forehead against yours, eyes squeezing shut as if the memories hurt too much to keep open. “every time i saw you, it was like my head was ripping itself apart. i remembered your laugh, the way you used to drag me to the lake even when i had training, the way you’d say my name like it was something precious. and then i’d remember everything else. the expectations. the pressure. rome.”

you swallowed hard.

“i was scared,” he admitted. “scared that if i let myself remember all of it, i’d have to choose. and i didn’t want to lose you.”

your hand came up to cup his cheek, thumb brushing under his eye where a tear had slipped free. “jason,” you murmured, “you already did.”

his breath hitched.

“i know,” he said. “but i’m here now.”

the wind shifted around you, carrying the faint scent of saltwater, responding to your emotions like it always did. jason noticed. he always did.

“i don’t remember everything,” he continued, opening his eyes. “but i remember loving you. i remember that you were the only thing that ever made camp jupiter feel like home. and i remember that no matter where i went, no matter how far, my heart always pulled me back to you.”

your lips trembled. “even when it stopped beating?” you asked softly, echoing the words that had haunted you both.

he shook his head, a sad smile breaking through. “especially then.”

jason leaned in slowly, giving you time to pull away. when you didn’t, he pressed his forehead to yours again, breathing you in like he was afraid you might disappear.

“if you’ll let me,” he said, “i want to remember the rest with you. i don’t want to run anymore.”

you closed your eyes, letting yourself believe him, just this once. “then stay,” you whispered. “really stay.”

his arms tightened around you, grounding, steady. “i will,” he promised. “even if the world pulls me apart again… you’re the only thing i need with me.”

this time, when you cried, it wasn’t from pain.

it was relief. and for the first time since he had returned, jason grace felt like his heart was beating in the right place again, right next to yours.

[seasirengirl]

Idk if you do non self inserts but could you do a temporary happiness fic with the broken trio? (Annabeth, Thalia, and Luke before camp)

This is such an interesting request I’ll definitely look into it.. i’ve never attempted to write a non self insert but i’m not against it at all<3

[seasirengirl]

hi nat!! just realised weve never like actually talked so here i am

tell me about ur week!!

Hi omg sorry for responding so late:((

My week has been quite busy with all of my schoolwork, but i’m so excited for christmas coming up!! How has your week been?🩵

[seasirengirl]

THE OCEAN LOVE AND F1 LOVE IS REAL BABESSSS WHAT TEAM? ALSO THE BLOG IS THE CUTEST THING EVER

At the time i was a big ferrari fan but since carlos left i lost all of my passion for ferrari :( I am the biggest max verstappen fan tho<3

Tysm<3 (srry for responding to this so late)

[seasirengirl]

Can I request a Leo Valdez x reader?

I had two ideas that have been stuck in my heads for days….but I’m a horrible writer 💀 (You could honestly just do whichever you liked more) I was thinking f!reader but gn!reader totally works too!

1.) Friends to lovers- where the whole agroii crew are stopped at a restaurant for a bite to eat and the other three couples on the ship get like free desserts or something (yk how some places hand them out on anniversaries). And so Leo surprises everyone by telling the waiter they’re dating so he can get a free sundae. And he just kinda plays into it by flirting with them the whole night. Maybe someone there even tries to hit on the reader and he gets a little jealous and when they get back on the ship she’s like “dude wth was that at the end” and he just confesses

2.) Sorta enemies to lovers- the two are working on making the agro together (when reading I always imagined like a big crew where everyone had roles and they had like weekly progress meetings lol). And the two bicker all the time over plans/parts of the construction. And everytime Leo is like staring at a girl or flirting with someone, the reader (without knowing) interrupts him (the guy 100% has a new crush every week he tells Piper about). Like maybe the reader will need to ask him a question or uses a machine that blocks his view of the other camper. He’s ticked off for a while but then maybe Piper makes a comment about how it could be some kinda love sign if he keeps seeing her

OKAY THANK YOU SO KUCH FOR LISTENING TO ALL OF THAT AND AORRY I WROTE SM 🫶🏻

Okay i actually feel so ashamed bc i am responding to this after over a year but i found the first one in my notes app so i might as well just post it…

So sorry love but here it is !!

[seasirengirl]

THINGS WE NEVER NOTICED ABOUT US.

Leo valdez x fem! reader

Warnings: none but the reader is a bit sad in the beginning

Request: Friends to lovers- where the whole agroii crew are stopped at a restaurant for a bite to eat and the other three couples on the ship get like free desserts or something (yk how some places hand them out on anniversaries). And so Leo surprises everyone by telling the waiter they’re dating so he can get a free sundae. And he just kinda plays into it by flirting with them the whole night. Maybe someone there even tries to hit on the reader and he gets a little jealous and when they get back on the ship she’s like “dude wth was that at the end” and he just confesses

A/N: i’m actually posting this over a year later… embarassing but i hope someone finds this fanfic and enjoys it. Love u all!! My fav fireboy is backk

your whole life, even before camp half-blood, you had trouble recognising your worth, you never found yourself being special or stood out in anything, which made you think of yourself as unimportant often times, feeling like you weren’t as “special” as your friends.

being apart of the great prophecy in which only 8 demigods who were worth saving olympus from mother earth were included, gave you a serious identity crisis. for years you compared yourself to your special friends, percy jackson for instance, a child of the big three, saviour of olympus countless times, who even got offered godhood, that he declined, by the way. or even annabeth chase, who, scientifically speaking, is the smartest person alive, or the smartest person you knew at least. while being surrounded by so many special people, it was easy for you to miss just how special you were and how much your friends needed you.

but there was someone you could relate to, someone you got to know quite recently, but feels like you’ve known for your whole life and in previous lives too. leo valdez made you feel some sort of way that you’ve never felt before, every moment spent in his presence was a mystery, a new voyage. the great prophecy has brought many dreadful moments upon you, but it has also given you a set of friends that you will cherish for a lifetime or more.

these thoughts and many more has been rotting your brain for hours, until it finally needed some fuel, you couldn’t worry about things if your brain wasn’t well fed now, would you?

so you, along with the rest of the eight decided to go to a small diner for a bite to eat. it was a family-owned place, small and cozy, bringing some comfort into your dull mode, just the way you needed. the server there was a woman who looked like she could be in her early 60’s,

she looked thrilled when the group entered the diner. percy and annabeth were all wrapped up around each other as they entered and settled down, piper and jason had their hands shyly held with each other and frank and hazel were having a conversation, it was almost like it was just them in this world, no one else, but there was also you and leo, who were forced to be as a duo all the time, since all of your friends decided to date each other.

…which left you and leo trailing behind the couples, sitting across from each other in the booth like usual. leo didn’t seem to mind. he never did. he lounged back against the cracked vinyl seat, one arm slung over the backrest, grease-stained fingers tapping absently against the table. he caught you staring and raised an eyebrow, lips quirking into that familiar, effortless grin.

“what?” he asked. “do i have ketchup on my face again, or are you just admiring the view?”

you snorted despite yourself, rolling your eyes as you reached for the menu. “don’t flatter yourself, valdez.”

“too late,” he said cheerfully. “it’s my main hobby.”

the server came by a few minutes later, her smile warm and knowing as she took everyone’s orders. she lingered a little longer near percy and annabeth, eyes sparkling.

“you two celebrating something?” she asked.

annabeth blinked. “uh—”

“anniversary,” percy said smoothly, squeezing annabeth’s hand. annabeth looked at him in surprise before smiling softly.

the server clapped her hands together. “well isn’t that sweet. dessert’s on the house for anniversaries.”

piper and jason exchanged glances.

“wait,” piper said, laughing, “we’re… together too.”

frank nearly choked on his water when hazel shyly nodded in agreement.

the woman beamed. “well then! love must be in the air tonight.”

you smiled politely, though something tight twisted in your chest. you didn’t expect anything else — it wasn’t like you were part of a couple. still, it was hard not to feel like the odd piece that didn’t quite fit the puzzle.

you didn’t notice leo leaning forward until he spoke.

“actually,” he said casually, flashing that boyish grin, “we’re together too.”

your head snapped toward him so fast you nearly gave yourself whiplash. “what?”

leo didn’t look at you — he looked at the server. “dating. madly in love. tragic backstory and everything.”

the server’s eyes softened instantly. “oh, honey! i’m so sorry, i didn’t realize.”

you opened your mouth to correct her, panic bubbling in your chest, but leo finally turned to you, eyes dancing with mischief. his hand slid over yours on the table, warm and grounding.

“babe,” he said smoothly, thumb brushing your knuckles, “you okay?”

babe?

you froze.

“uh,” you managed.

the server smiled. “dessert for everyone then.”

and just like that, she was gone.

you yanked your hand back. “leo. what was that?”

he shrugged. “free sundae.”

“you told her we’re dating.”

“temporary,” he said. “very exclusive. ends after dessert.”

you crossed your arms. “you’re unbelievable.”

“thank you,” he said, completely unbothered.

except… he didn’t drop it.

leo leaned closer, resting his chin on his palm as he looked at you like you were the only person in the diner. he complimented you — your laugh, the way you crinkled your nose when you smiled, even the way you always pushed your hair behind your ear when you were nervous. he teased you softly, brushed imaginary crumbs from your sleeve, leaned in just a little too close when he spoke.

and gods help you — it felt natural.

too natural.

at one point, a guy from a nearby booth glanced your way, smiling politely. you smiled back without thinking. leo stiffened beside you.

“hey,” he said, slinging an arm around your shoulders. “she’s taken.”

you stared at him. “leo—”

the guy muttered an apology and looked away. leo didn’t move his arm.

“you’re really committing to the bit, huh?” you whispered.

“yeah,” leo said quietly. “guess i am.”

when you finally got back on the argo II, the laughter faded, the night air cool against your skin. everyone filtered off to their cabins, leaving you and leo alone on deck, the hum of the ship filling the silence.

you turned to him, arms crossed again. “okay. dude. what the hell was that at the end?”

leo didn’t joke this time.

he ran a hand through his curls, suddenly nervous, suddenly not the boy who could charm anyone with a grin.

“i didn’t mean to lie,” he said. “about… how it felt.”

your heart skipped.

“i know i joke a lot,” he continued. “and i mess things up, and i act like i don’t care, but—” he exhaled sharply. “i do. i care about you. a lot.”

you swallowed.

“seeing everyone else get that… it made me realize i didn’t want to pretend anymore. even if it was just for a sundae.”

he looked at you then, really looked at you. “you’re not unimportant. you never were. and i think somewhere along the way, i kinda… fell in love with you.”

the world felt very still.

you took a step closer. “leo… you know that fake dating doesn’t usually end with a confession, right?”

he huffed a laugh. “yeah. figures i’d do it wrong.”

you reached for his hand this time.

“good,” you said softly. “because i don’t think it was fake for me either.”

leo’s smile was slow, disbelieving, and when he pulled you into his arms, it felt like something had finally clicked into place — like you had always been special, and you had always been seen.

and maybe, just maybe, the prophecy hadn’t been wrong about you at all.

[seasirengirl]

What do you think about Ares in Perc Jackson? They say that he doesn't love his children when in the myths, along with Poseidon, Aphrodite, Apollo and Hermes, they are the ones who take care of them the most (they adore their babies).For example, Ares in the fight with Typhon was the last god to leave, he made sure that no one was missing and he never hurt a woman (in fact he is considered the protector of women) but no, people think that Athena is the good one.

hello, thank u for the ask🤍

Ares in riordanverse was definitely villainized (idk if that’s a word, english isn’t my first language srry😭) all of his good qualities from the mythology were basically gone, but i feel like for the books it was kind of needed, the storyline needed someone to blame and ares was just there, iykwim. also from the myths i’ve heard, ares was definitely one of my favorite gods, in the books, not so much.

though about athena, she also was one of the gods who were shaped as a villain in the books, but i wouldn’t say she was any better than that in the actual mythology, she was shown exactly as herself in pjo, while ares was far worse, i don’t think there are a lot of people who think athena was a “good” god, especially by the way she treated annabeth and way more than that, i just think people like her aesthetic and the fact that she held more power than some male gods.

[seasirengirl]

FOR THE FIRST TIME, AGAIN

pairing: jason grace x fem!neptune!reader

part i - ii

a/n: this is a part 2 to “taking what’s not yours” it took me so long to finish this, i deeply apologise, enjoy reading🤍

“jason knew he messed up big time by hiding from you for days when he heard your quiet soft sobs in that damned spot you two had claimed as yours as kids. after days of ignorance he finally got the guts to come find you and tell you he remembered everything, well, almost everything. he remembered everything about you, because you were the only thing occupying his mind and soul. other things, he didn’t remember much.

he tried to call out your name but the word did not come out from his mouth, as he was about to turn around and leave you alone for what felt like the thousandth time, he heard your faint voice.

“jason?” you spoke with your strained voice, hoarse from crying.

he froze for a second and then turned around as you quickly wiped your tears away and gave him your signature small smile he fell in love with long ago.

he looked at you and felt himself falling in love once again, it was like he saw you again for the first time. princess of the sea, right then and there, smiling at him with tears blurring her beautiful eyes. it all became too much for him all of a sudden, hundreds of new memories flowing through his mind all at once, every time he genuinely looked at you, memories came back to him, maybe that’s why he avoided you, seeing you has shown him too much of his past, a past that was beautiful with you, but had major dark sides.

jason’s life at camp jupiter wasn’t great, you did help making it bearable, but the time he spent at camp half-blood, feeling accepted and not pressured all the time was good for him. you gave him a taste of his old life, a life he had to prepare for. a life he wasn’t ready to go back to, but would he risk it all for you?

“i’m sorry, i have to go.” jason rushed, feeling a headache nothing could soothe, it was all too much for him.

“can you, uh, can you stay?” you released the breath you had no idea you were even holding, maybe asking for something from jason was a bad idea, he clearly wanted nothing to do with you, you were probably just a problem to him, as you overthinked everything, so did jason.

he froze once again, flashes of the good times with you came all at once, realising that the only times he had ever truly felt happy was when you were along with him, his little love, the only reason he looked forward to going back to camp jupiter.

“yeah, i can do that.” he gave you a smile and sat next to you, shyly wrapping an arm around your shoulders as you put your head into his chest, feeling more tears coming to your eyes, you couldn’t hold back a sob.

“shh, it’s okay, we’re okay.” his soft voice calmed you down while his gentle hands soothed your back.

“are we?” you whispered.

“we will be,” jason replied, his voice barely above a whisper, as if speaking too loudly would shatter the fragile peace between you. “i just... i need to figure some things out. but i promise, i'm not going to leave you again.”

you nodded, your tears soaking into his shirt, but you didn’t care. this was the closest you’d felt to him in days, and you weren’t ready to let go.

“we’ve been through so much,” you said, your voice trembling. “i just want things to be like they were.”

“i know,” jason murmured, resting his chin on top of your head. “and we will get there, together. i remember how we used to be, how happy we were. we can find that again.”

for a while, you both sat there in silence, the weight of the past days of hurt and misunderstanding slowly lifting. in that moment, it felt like the world had paused, giving you both a chance to mend what had been broken.

“thank you,” you finally said, pulling back just enough to look up at him. “for coming back.”

“i couldn’t stay away,” jason replied, his eyes soft and filled with sincerity. “not from you.”

with that, he leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead, a silent promise of better days ahead. and for the first time in days, you allowed yourself to believe that maybe, just maybe, everything would be alright.

[seasirengirl]

the amount of fics i have in my notes app with no endings is insane, the ending is always the hardest part😭 gonna try to finish some of them today🫶🏼

[seasirengirl]

new username don’t forget me🙏 used to be saltwatergirl6

[seasirengirl]

hi! hope you’re having a good day! 💓

I was wondering if you’d be cool with being tagged in my pjo works, since I like to tag my pjo mutuals in them, to whom i’m sending the same ask to <3 if not, that’s all okay too (:

thanks! ily <3

have a great day ☀️

hello <3

I love it when ppl tag me in their work since i love to read on here a lot as well🫶🏼 i’d love to be tagged on ur workk

have a great day/night too, sending lots of love🤍

[seasirengirl]

EVERYTHING YOU SEE IS A PART OF YOUR IMAGINATION, EVERYTHING YOU SEE IS A LIE.

pairing: jason grace x f!neptune!reader

warning: jason is kinda a bop in this, reader is referred to as a blonde

a/n: wrote this at 4am so it’s probably really stupid, but i was thinking of writing hcs for a part 2? idk would y’all read that?

growing up at camp jupiter meant being a soldier, a warrior with no life outside of their duties, a disciplined demigod with no mistakes ever made. this mindset messed up a lot of the kids’ mind, awarding them with different mental illnesses that they wouldn’t be experiencing if their lives were just, normal.

normal could mean a lot of things, but jason grace lost the touch of it a long time ago.

what was normal? being a mortal in high school or spending his everyday life in camp jupiter?

none of these options were available to him, because in the middle of his quest to save the queen of the heavens, he felt more confused than ever, his memories slowly coming back, but in little snippets, unnecessary things were being brought back to him, such as a certain scent that reminded him of… he didn’t remember who. he was surely going crazy.

and the blurred face of a girl he saw every time he ever got the chance to fall into hypnos’ domain certainly did not help the situation. maybe he did something so terrible in the past that he didn’t even get the chance of sleeping undisturbed, but what did he do? he didn’t even remember.

the question that bore into the mind of a mere reader would’ve been, 'what did he even remember?’ an oblivion, absolute nothingness.

and his two apparent friends, leo and piper.

while piper seemed to not be much of a friend, she still kept her patience.

jason, being the selfless soul he was, always managed to put everyone else before himself, he was worried that he was breaking piper’s heart by his amnesia, which, by the way, was not his fault either, but who else was there to blame? truthfully, no one.

while the quest was ongoing, he managed to get used to being apart of the trio, managing to fall more and more in love with the mystery that was piper mclean, or so he thought.

piper was absolutely gorgeous, in her own unique way, she was something to be looked at, to be admired and treated with care and love, but the world that they got exposed into, certainly was not up to the standard jason wanted piper to be put at.

she was also a total knockout, pretty, smart and really unique, what more could a guy want?

right?

then why did the ocean breeze randomly flow through his nostrils when jason was not anywhere near an ocean? what about the blonde soft wavy hair he always saw in his dreams, or the laugh he heard during one of those dreams. something about the girl in his dreams made jason’s life way more complicated, he could not get her out of his head, but how could he? it’s like the gods above truly did not want anything to be remotely normal in his life.

was it all just a set-up, was he cursed? or was he simply going insane over a woman he had never met? it had to end.

apparently the blonde from his dreams did not even exist, he described her to a lot of people, but not one person in camp half-blood knew anything, so he gave up.

the argo II had to be built and they had to fight mother earth, gaea, along with quite a lot of giants, girl problems could wait.

while keeping himself busy, he found his sweet escape to be piper, maybe what was between them was real, it wasn’t just venus having “fun” for a bit and making him insane? he still got dreams from time to time, but they didn’t corrupt his whole time.

but a few months passed, his and piper’s relationship was going well, they were just days away from going to camp jupiter, while going there to find the rest of the eight demigods from the great prophecy was the goal, maybe he could find her there?

and just like that, thoughts and dreams about the mysterious ocean girl slowly came back.

until the day they finally landed in camp jupiter. pieces of jason’s memory came back to him, but not all of it, but everything seemed to click the second he got the chance to actually look around the (not-so) familiar territory.

his hand intertwined with piper’s, he entered camp jupiter, he noticed annabeth running off to a black haired boy, who he assumed to be percy jackson, since that was the guy everyone seemed to be looking for ever since his arrival.

but right next to percy, stood a girl, but not just any pretty girl, her.

the girl from his imagination.

she quickly noticed jason, running over to him and pulling him into a hug, he noticed slight tears in her eyes that weren’t willing to spill.

jason was stunned, his hand was still holding piper’s, until it wasn’t, he felt it let go.

but jason had your arms around him, which felt better than anyone elses.

“i missed you, jase.” you said quietly, in a tone barely above a whisper.

“i-i’m sorry, i don’t remember.”

“percy told me it was a possibility, i just never thought you’d forget me, after all that we’ve been through. he remembered things about annabeth, did you really forget all about me?” a single stray tear managed to escape your eyes, raised in camp jupiter, crying was not something you were used to, but given the circumstances, what else were you supposed to do? sit around and smile like nothing happened, like you didn’t just realise that the love of your life forgot about you? “no, i’m sorry, it’s not your fault, i can’t blame that on you.” you quickly added, noticing how much pressure you put on the boy you loved.

“jason, what’s going on?” that was the voice of the girl jason came back with, sweet as honey. did he find a replacement? have you commited a sin so unforgivable that the gods had to punish you this way? he held her hand, they came in happily, you weren’t needed.

“i don’t know, look, let’s just go and find annabeth, she’ll know what to do.” jason simply shrugged away from your uncounter, living the girl of his dreams in tears, standing there, empty.

and it certainly did not help that jason and his newfound girlfriend were on the ship too, so you couldn’t really be miserable all the time.

you had to put in the effort.

that same night, as you were about to go to bed in your cabin, percy came in to check on you and you suddenly got the urge to tell him about all of your emotions and thoughts, since he was a great listener and also probably the only person who could cheer you up.

so you told him, if you couldn’t trust your brother, who could you trust? you told him some details he didn’t already know about your and jason’s complicated relationship and about him and his new girlfriend.

jason’s cabin was the one opposing yours, so he got a bit confused and almost opened the door to your cabin, but he heard your voice, and his name a few times too, so he did something absolutely irresistible, eavesdropping.

“it was complicated for so many years, and when we finally confessed, 3 months later he just disappeared one morning, i count every minute he was a way, and he came back with a new girlfriend, what did i do to venus so horrible? she gave me a hair comb once after a quest, she doesn’t like hate me or something, right? or does that mean my hair is really messy?” you kept on rambling.

“shh, i don’t know about jason, but if he’s willing to break your heart like that, i’m not gonna be okay with it, goodnight, y/n.” percy kissed your forehead.

“night, perce.”

just as percy walked out of the cabin, he saw jason standing by the door.

“hope you heard all that, buddy.” he mumbled.

if jason thought he was going insane months ago, he for sure knows he’s insane by now.

around a week has passed since that night, jason admired you from far away, getting reminded of why he fell in love with you all those years ago.

it was a quiet evening, some calm and peace, the typical calm before the storm vibes were around.

and it sure ended up being a storm that night for jason grace. he had been thinking about ending things with piper, since remembering things were making him all confused, all of the fake memories were faded too, so their relationship was hanging by a thread, which piper tore that night.

“we need to talk.” piper exclaimed, her tone sounded serious, not the usual cheery and soft.

“is everything okay?” jason asked, knowing that in fact nothing was okay, but he could only use a filler sentence, he didn’t have much of a heart to say anything else.

“what’s going on with you and y/n? i know you two dated, but i see the way you act around each other, you’re not over it, neither of you, and whatever this is going on with us is simply not satisfying neither me or you, so, are you cool with staying friends?” piper stated casually, without much worry on her face.

“i’m sorry pipes, it wasn’t fair to you.” jason tried apologising, but got interrupted.

“it’s fine, but she loves you, i can tell, go talk to her before it’s too late.” that was it, the awakening point, jason immediately stormed into her cabin.

“i fucked up, i’m really in love with you.” he exclaimed, and boy, did that sentence change everything.

it did.

[seasirengirl]

besties send some requests bc everything i plan on writing sounds really really really really basic

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[seasirengirl]

i have slept 1-2 hours for the last two days and have the craziest energy ever, is it bc i haven’t been to school or am i just an anomaly?