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mysharona1987

My life has essentially been rapid river with many sharp stones. But lately, it’s been calm. The stones are smoothed down and for the first time ever, I’m able to look in it and reflect.

I’ve always felt responsibility for my unhappiness. That I was the root to the problems around me, that to think of it as someone else’s fault was to be selfish. I was made to feel this way by my parents, who now that I live 5000 miles away from, I’m fully aware of how abusive, how cruel and how much of a burden they’ve been on my life.

At 5, I felt regret that I existed, knowing my parents would be happier if I didn’t. At 15, I felt angry that I was their outlet for their misery. At 25, I just feel very done with them. Not out of anger. Not out of regret. But these are very toxic people who have spent my entire life letting me down, verbally abusing me and making me depressed. Just because they created me, does not mean they deserve me.

#diary entry

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A while ago I got to visit the sheep my boyfriends family keeps in the Austrian Alps and am basically mad I didn’t wear a dirndl to complete the look.

#animals #bavarian alps

Back!

I’ve been in a sort of “blog-y” mood so I’ve decided to come back to this shithole. So yeah