live a little.

Sebastian Smythe. Get up 10.

[sebastnsmythe]

[tvscreencaps23]

[sebastnsmythe]

Wybastian.

Wyatt: I can handle if that's the way you /use/ to be. As long as it's not now, or at least you don't act that way toward me.

Wyatt: See? I like when someone is straight to the point and doesn't play the whole "beat around the bush" game.

Wyatt: I have noticed you seem to get it. Which... honestly? I wouldn't have expected from a Dominant, but you do and it's part of the reason I actually like you.

Wyatt: That is true, there are and there are people who might take advantage of someone who is... overly eager. Which is why you'll never see me be one of them.

Wyatt: I mean... you're not wrong, but not all Dominants want to fight for their dominance, and that's fair. It's the same way as me not wanting to give in right away or without... some sort of back and forth. I don't expect someone to go out of their way for me, just like I'd hope someone else wouldn't expect me to just willingly give in because that's what they want.

Wyatt: Now you're just straight up flirting, Smythe. Though it's easy to say you'd think it would look cute, when you aren't actually trying to reign me in if I'm being a brat.

Seb: Good. It's good to know...what you can handle.

Seb: It is refreshing when it's reciprocated too. I'm usually pretty blunt. Too blunt for some people's liking.

Seb: Let's just say personal experience has taught me some things. Being vulnerable is kind of a personal form of kryptonite. The green kind. I tend to try to mostly avoid it. Even if being vulnerable has been sorta helping me lately.

Seb: You seem to have a big thing about not being taken advantage of. I mean I don't blame you but I wonder. Did something happen to make you extra cautious?

Seb: We all have our rules of engagement. It's crucial to know when dealing with someone else.

Seb: Oh you finally noticed? :)

Seb: I can handle not easy. Some have said I'm a brat myself. Makes me able to think like one.

[sebastnsmythe]

[PM from Ambrose:] Are you going to be at the bonfire?

PM: Yeah, I’m going. Why, what’s up? @ambroseabrams

[sebastnsmythe]

jamesmoore​: @jamesmoore​

So, now that all the hard work is done and fun can start, who is going to escort this lucky bachelor to this bonfire thing? 

You mean to tell me you can’t escort your ego to the bonfire thing? 

Shame. I hear it’s pretty big. Too bad I already am escorting someone myself.

[daltonstevie]

@sebastnsmythe

PM: Yes please.

PM: I’ll let you know when I hear Sir.  Even if not, I’ll see you there right?  Maybe we can run more lines after if you’d like.  

[sebastnsmythe]

PM: You'll see me there. I'd like that. We can go to the garden with the zinnias. Run lines there. We'll work it out.

[sebastnsmythe]

Wybastian.

Wyatt: Good, because assuming I would automatically give it to you would guarantee I never do.

Wyatt: Is that so?

Wyatt: It makes sense, Sebastian. I'm just a complicated submissive. I'm independent, outspoken, and while I do find the... comfort that's associated in submission, I won't just allow myself to /be/ vulnerable with just anyone.

Wyatt: Even if it's not complete control, that's still that a level of trust and vulnerability I won't give to just anyone. I'm not the type of submissive who can just submit wholeheartedly to anyone switch or Dominant I come across.

Wyatt: Nothing against those who can, but that's not who I am. The fact I'm also naturally... bratty is a thing too. It can rub people the wrong way and leave them thinking I'm not serious about wanting to submit, but... part of me wants them to make me too.

Seb: Not that kind of Dom. I mean okay. One time, I was. Not now.

Seb: Yeah. It is. If I want something I make it known.

Seb: I uh...I get that. Probably more than you could imagine.

Seb: And you shouldn't. There are some shady people out there.

Seb: Oh yeah? I could see that. Those Dominants don't deserve effort they can't put in.

Seb: For the record...I think bratty on you would be cute. ;)

[sebastnsmythe]

SAM |  PRIVATE

@samxevans

Hey. Happy belated birthday. I only know because your brother happened to mention it was his. He’s worried about you, you know. And lonely. Don’t think he’d tell you that himself but I will. 

You doing okay? 

[sebastnsmythe]

daltonstevie​: @daltonstevie​

You really don’t have to do that Sir.  But for the record.  I’m very much for cupcakes.

Calling me names before I forget and get the wrong idea.

**

Please. It’s already done. I asked the kitchens for a favor. Let’s find a spot outside and eat them? 

What idea would it give you? I want to know the idea before I can say whether it’s wrong or not.

[sebastnsmythe]

jamesprescott​: @jamesprescott​

Oh… well, thank you for thinking so, Sir. I’ve been doing gymnastics since I was four.

That’s a long time to be flexible. Is that an on-going practice?

I mean it’s gotta be if you can still get those legs that far apart. What else can you do...?

[sebastnsmythe]

campbellrclarington​: @campbellrclarington​

Almost, huh? 

I mean I do have this killer jawline and the torso of a greecian statue. That’s gotta count for something, right?

[campbellrclarington]

sebastnsmythe | @sebastnsmythe

I want my shirt back.

Pretty sure it looks better on me. 

[sebastnsmythe]

I really can't argue with you there. Almost everything does.

[jamesprescott]

@sebastnsmythe​ replied to your photo

…. How.

How… what, Sir?

[sebastnsmythe]

You have nearly the most perfect split. How on Earth did you get so flexible?

[daltonstevie]

sebastnsmythe​:

Hmm. Should I post a poll for the masses?

Yeah? Glad I could help. It was nice for me, too. 

I’m sure I’d enjoy you trying, gorgeous.

No, that’s quite alright.

It was weird enough not being around my twin, at least I wasn’t totally alone.  

You really should stop that Sir.

[sebastnsmythe]

I'm glad you weren't either. Oh...by the way. How do you feel about cupcakes?

Stop what, gorgeous?

[sebastnsmythe]

daltonhclarington​: @daltonhclarington​

PM: You’re right that it’s not anyone’s business if you don’t want it to be, but just saying, I think holding onto that embarrassment or shame is going to harm you more than help you.  Yeah, you did all that, you ran your life how you saw fit, you fucked up, and you ended up here.  The story isn’t over Sebastian.  It’s still yours to be written.  

Right.  And I appreciate that.  But I wouldn’t have offered, made suggestions, or gotten involved if I didn’t want to be involved.  No lie there, you are a lot Sebastian.  but I’ve got two large hands and broad shoulders, so while you’re dealing with this, let me worry about me. Besides, I’ve got a support system I know I can rely on here if I need to.  And I have.   Trust that if I’m here it’s not pity, but because I want to be, in case that’s an obstacle.

**

PM: Pride...especially for me...a Dom like me, a guy like me, and a Smythe...it’s important. Also been conditioned for a long time. I’ll figure it out. 

Alright, alright. I’ll see your large hands and your broad shoulders at movie night. They better be holding some popcorn and not blocking the screen, Clarington. 

I trust you.

[sebastnsmythe]

daltonstevie​: @daltonstevie​

I still say the bear.  :P  

I… was worried about last night more than others, because of reasons, so thank you.  Careful Sir, I might use that to my advantage to convince you to stay.

Hmm. Should I post a poll for the masses?

Yeah? Glad I could help. It was nice for me, too. 

I’m sure I’d enjoy you trying, gorgeous.

[sebastnsmythe]

“Some Nights” | Fun.  [X]

Well, some nights, I wish that this all would end 'Cause I could use some friends for a change And some nights, I'm scared you'll forget me again Some nights, I always win (I always win) But I still wake up, I still see your ghost Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for, oh What do I stand for? What do I stand for? Most nights, I don't know

“From Eden” | Hozier  [X]

Innocence died screaming, honey ask me I should know I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door

“Titanium” | David Guetta [X]

I'm bulletproof nothing to lose Fire away, fire away Ricochet, you take your aim Fire away, fire away You shoot me down but I won't fall, I am titanium

“Bad Guy” | Billie Eilish [X]

So you're a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just can't get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy I'm that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type I'm the bad guy, duh

“Thunder” | Imagine Dragons [X]

Not a yes sir, not a follower Fit the box, fit the mold Have a seat in the foyer, take a number I was lightning before the thunder

“Call Me Irresponsible” | Michael Buble [X]

Call me irresponsible Call me unreliable Throw in undependable, too Do my foolish alibis bore you? Well, I'm not too clever, I I just adore you

“SexyBack” | Justin Timberlake [X]

I'm bringin' sexy back (yeah) Them other boys don't know how to act (yeah) I think it's special, what's behind your back (yeah) So turn around and I'll pick up the slack (yeah)

“Upgrade U” | Beyonce [X]

I'm known to walk alone, but I'm alone for a reason Sending me a drink ain't appeasing, believe me Come harder, this won't be easy Don't doubt yourself trust me, you need me This ain't no shoulder with a chip, or an ego But what you think they all mad at me for?