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Haven't been here in a while... was gonna post some sketches from when I was finally drawing again but then I realized I'd have to come up with tags and a description and also looking at the sketches again I don't like them that much after all.
Or wait, I'll just post the least bad (to me) one and not bother with a description etc. Just rawdogging that no-tags life because I'm always tired.
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After watching the backrooms.......mhin is probably the best one i really could have stuck in this meme
Mhin full body sprite
timelapse under the cut if you even care😔
I have this idea for a video game called Are You Out There? where two players control two different alien civilizations and the goal of the game is to invent spaceflight and then manage to find one another in a ginormous universe. You can try to leave signs for each other to find, or send out probes and radio waves, or colonize many systems so you're a bigger target, but its hard because the universe is really big.
Idk just a thought.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
New Monchevy fic wooh! A little jump back in time to get a glimpse of Philippe d'Orléans' POV after the previous fic which was exclusively from the Chevalier's.
I also learned that you can have a nice AO3 embed link! crayzee!
Circe from Burn the Midnight Oil 🫶
Clip of Lucy Dacus on the Las Culturistas podcast.
why does oscar wilde take 150 pages to write something he could literally say in a paragraph
compelling argument
what does this say about victor hugo
no he was just french
R.R Tolkien?
autistic infodumping
Put this together and I dread to think how long a novel by an autistic gay Frenchman would be. :p
[“As Hannah grew, breastfeeding became less idyllic. She took me in, guzzled and cooed one moment, hated me the next. When my breast slipped from her mouth, or the milk didn’t pour down her throat fast enough, she beat my chest, mauled me. I thought of the psychoanalyst Melanie Klein’s theory, which I had first read while pregnant, in which she argues that the mother-child relationship forms every person’s early sense of self. Klein in some sense blames the mother for all the troubled contours of the human psyche—an American tradition, especially in the field of psychology—but she also introduces a sense of power into the psychoanalytic saga of the mother’s purportedly passive body. For Klein, the mother’s breasts are the first objects the infant encounters with passion. They are also the first tools of power, and they begin, in the child’s mind, as two confusing, fragmented objects: a “good” breast that gratifies and a “bad” breast that deprives and tortures.
I had found this all confusingly abstract before I breastfed. Was one breast fuller? The other with a low milk supply? I had interpreted the theory literally, finding it hard to understand an infant’s perspective, which is that the good and bad breast are, bewilderingly, one and the same. Watching Hannah nurse, I could see now how the mother’s body teaches the infant about nourishment and the threat of its denial, about giving and taking, and soon, I would learn to identify the potential there—the possibility of teaching my child about consent. Klein called the early phase of infant development the “paranoid-schizoid” phase—a time when the child understands the mother as two beings, a giver and a withholder of pleasure. As the child grows, however, it learns that the mother’s breasts are two aspects of the same presence, and that the mother is a being unto herself.
When I was still reeling from childbirth, I didn’t yet see this period as an opportunity to provide my child with her first lessons on autonomy. Instead, our breastfeeding relationship became increasingly one-sided. I lost any strength to resist her demands, to say no, to refuse her, not only because she was needy and helpless and it was my job to care for her, but because the advice I consumed in the early years of motherhood—in books, online—told me our relationship should be this way. Learning to see the mother as a whole person, one with the power to teach the child a range of human emotions, I found, takes a very long time—but even longer in a culture that tells women that they no longer belong to themselves after they have children and that their time for freedom is over, if it ever had a chance to begin.
Even so, years later, when I think back on that time of giving myself over to my baby completely, I do not feel remorseful. I yearn for the short-lived decadence of the first months, for the license I gave myself to fade from public life, to devote myself to my baby, to the creative work of caring for her, and for myself. I sometimes long for those days—before I began to see how my love and my labor as a mother were deeply entwined with my own disempowerment, and with a world built on one-sided wants. Before I began to fight, but also before my baby began to move away, as all babies do. I don’t wish that I had never woken up to the culture of motherhood that was thrust on me, but I do sometimes long for that brief time when everything felt like a choice, even if, perhaps, it wasn’t.]
amanda montei, from touched out: motherhood, misogyny, consent, and control, 2023
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
New Monchevy fic wooh! A little jump back in time to get a glimpse of Philippe d'Orléans' POV after the previous fic which was exclusively from the Chevalier's.
I also learned that you can have a nice AO3 embed link! crayzee!
why is pjackk back unbanned?
💬 1 🔁 0 ❤️ 60 · reference post about the "phantom report bug" · this post is not rebloggable because i need to be able to update it and ed
^^^ i spent all night and yesterday compiling information about a "phantom report bug", where people are getting emails from tumblr support about TOS reports they did not file. pjackk was banned off one of these phantom reports, i told tumblr support about it, and now he's unbanned. i think @garaks-padded-bra was also banned erroneously off a phantom report, so hopefully that will get reversed soon as well
PLEASE CHECK YOUR EMAIL FOR PHANTOM REPORT EMAILS. if you spot any, even if theyre old, tell me about them so i can add them to the list (linked above), and report them to tumblr support. POLITELY. tumblr support wants to fix this.
you know those studies showing that cursing helps with pain tolerance or whatever. that’s how i feel about making my weird little noises to get through my basic daily activities. sometimes you just have to go hggblaaaah for a minute so you can find the strength within yourself to get up or wash the dishes or send an email. mmmnneh. urgh. the torments are unending but you can always make some little sounds about it.
Remember when Lil Nas X beautifully explored his sexuality, seduced and killed the devil to the banger of all time, and instead of cheering on this openly gay and proud Black artist for his artistry and fighting back against respectability politics, suddenly said respectability politics was all the Queerest Place on the Internet cared about? Hm. Wonder what happened there.
Anyway I miss him and hope he's doing better with his mental health 🙏🏾
Like say what you want about "bad queer representation", but this was the song that made me openly and happily accept that I was bisexual. To see him up there Black and beautiful, making music that I love, absolutely killing it? Yeah. You couldn't tell me shit. This man made me proud to be out. "This will make them think we're evil for being gay" hey newsflash dawg-
summer sufferers poll: would you rather have…
the ability to repel all bugs so they can’t touch/bite/sting you
the ability to always be at a comfortable temperature while outside
no chafing ever again
The bugs one bcs I'm immune compromised and bugs carry diseases 👍
I live in the 5th hottest city in the Americas and I work outside. GUESS.
I started watching The Thief of Bagdad. Though 'watching' is a strong word — I think in two days I've watched… three minutes. But hey — here are three drawings already.
