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activity check - apr and may 25
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two words - "whatever comes."
(continued from here)
The man is right that he's running his mouth a bit, but— Ugh, he doesn't know. Bearing the burdens of a country in ruins is a feeling that is sickeningly familiar to Sin's senses, and the weight of that recognition... It's painful, being brought into the surface here.
But it's a reminder of what he's here for. Of the duty placed squarely on his shoulders, by the only man who matters. Everything else comes second to that goal: To restore Sacae to its former glory, to bring peace and prosperity back to its people. It was an order from his Lord, the Silver Wolf, and so he'll do anything to fulfill it. Become a man worthy of succeeding the greatest warrior Sacae has ever known since the days of Hanon.
...But, for tonight, he is only this: Young, uselessly scattered, and a little too invested in just what this stranger means when he makes mention of what a man is born into. It's not good to get one's hopes up for something like this, but...
(almost out of instinct, one of his hands finds its way to the fastenings under his arm, just to assure him of their presence. send a signal fire.)
"...It doesn't matter. What others want to make of me for it isn't my problem — I'm only here to work."
The air goes still. Even so, Sin is empty, faintly wanting, body humming with a raw and implacable desire. It's one that gnaws on him the more the thinks on it.
"...I'm not on duty anymore, though. Do whatever you want."
For a moment, it feels as though everything stops. The world thins, and Cormag sees only the idle--purposeful?--fidgeting of fingers underneath the man's strong arm. Like there's something there, something that pains him just a little.
That leaves red marks in tender skin, just the same as Cormag has...
Cormag cannot help but blink, but chase the breath that judders from his fettered lungs.
"I-I am Cormag," he says, before thought, before judgment. "What is your name?"
What were you born into?
Are you the same as me?
And then the world is full again--the sand, the distant reverie, the thunder-charge that gathers in the air.
"'Pologies. I don't mean to--to pry."
His jaw is set hard. His breath is racing, heaving underneath the cloth that binds him.
He turns, it pains him! to turn away from the only kindred spirit he's ever, ever met.
"I'll... get you that drink, yeah?"
two words - "whatever comes."
(continued from here)
"Not hiding." He says, sharp, tense... But never angry.
Though, maybe he's a bit annoyed: The man is actually trying to talk to him now, for whatever reason, and Sin truly can't imagine being able to deal with another person right now.
Really, he's tempted to just leave, but he doesn't — He just feels... Bad. He feels bad, and he doesn't feel like moving from the spot he has here. Yeah, sure. He doesn't know how else to feel — What does he even want, anyway? Money? Respect? To just go home?
...Hm. Those clouds look like a bad omen.
"...I was paid to be here. But the Knights aren't doing their jobs. And they won't pay me to keep up. So, I don't care."
Those words, so hot and bitter they threaten to smoulder in his throat, are punctuated by how he drinks a little too deeply from the glass in his hand; burning his stomach, dripping down from the gaps of his teeth.
"...Mercenary. Paid to fight, then I leave. Not used to... Doing all this. Talking isn't what I do."
@second-sunstone
Talking isn't what I do. Cormag feels that like the kindest knife in the belly, a stab of kinship.
"Me either," he says. "I fight for my country. I look after my mount. That's all."
With coarse fingertips, Cormag worries the gold buttons of his Academy jacket. "I came here to learn... how to do all the rest. Grado's in a right state, and it's only gonna get worse."
He coughs a sickly half-laugh. "Someone's got to put it back together, and I'm not equal to that, yet. It's not what I was born into."
"Though I suppose it don't... it doesn't really matter what a man is born into."
He'll say no more on that. But it's true. The truest thing he's said all night.
And this gent here, he didn't even ask.
"... Sorry. For--for running my mouth at you. It's been... kind of a rough evening."
He sighs, heavy.
"Can I get you another drink, or something?"
At some point, Sin does have to ask himself when exactly it was that he simply stopped caring.
He's heard a lot of stories over the course of the night: Students, professors, and even fellow Knights getting into shouting matches, physical brawls, and general revelry which range from "annoying" to "wildly inappropriate".
...Sin, by contract and association, is a Knight of Seiros. His duty here is to maintain order here. But how can he do so — And, indeed how should be expected to care about doing so — When the Knights seem to have lost all control on the ground?
So, at some point in the night, Sin supposes he was simply done with it all. In the end, he is but a mercenary, and he professes loyalty to the Silver Wolf alone — Not the Captain, not the Archbishop. Let the sworn Knights handle the mess they've made, unless they'd like to pay him to care on their behalf.
...That being said, somewhat quickly after the little outburst, Sin realizes that it does leave him bereft of anything to actually do with himself.
So, that is what led him to a quiet part of the estate, a drink clutched tightly in his hand, left paralyzed on the sand. He is vaguely aware of someone else here, someone Sin only knows as the absolute titan of a man he had seen weaving through crowds here and there, but he pays him little mind.
He... He won't be here for long. Only so he can collect himself.
Cormag hovers awkwardly. He sips, every now and then, at a glass that is rapidly emptying.
When the punch is gone, he will truly have nothing to do with himself.
But that hasn't happened quite yet. For the moment, he can hide behind the sparse cover of the dainty glass, and steal glances at the equally-stiff gent sitting in the sand.
There's a kind of kinship there, he thinks. That spurs him on--he approaches, smiles with his back teeth still grinding away.
And then he's within spitting distance, and he realizes he's got no idea what to say. He's never seen this man before: doesn't know if he's a student or a Knight or what-have-you. What they have in common, besides being stiff.
He hates these kinds of things.
He decides, at length, that it's best to be honest.
"I hate these kinds of things," he says, sinking to his knees in the sand. "I was a knight, back home, but not the... not the dancing kind. That was my brother."
He sighs, distant and wistful. Now he's fouled it up.
"I mean... it's tough. I get why you're hiding out here, I do."
Cormag rotates his shoulder, testing the range of motion in his starched Academy dress uniform. All around him are beautiful people, at home in their finery, and Cormag...
Cormag wishes his brother were here. It's a feeling as vast as the sea.
Still, he wrestles it aside. Making connections is a part of his work here, no matter how well he's equipped for it. He's got to be ready.
Cormag reaches, instinctively, for his wrist; his fingertips worry at the starfish charm that hangs there.
He's got to loosen up.
charm tracker:
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starfish:
anchor:
turtle:
pearl:
pressure drippin' off your shoulders
Cormag's full attention is heavy, yet comforting, despite the circumstances. Even as Joshua flinches at the clangor of the axe, he's charmed by Cormag's boyish face, the sheepish way he downplays his rather vulnerable display.
Joshua glances at the straw dummy, completely torn open from chest to shoulder in a single blow. If Joshua knows anything for sure about Cormag, it's his strength; still, he wonders exactly who Cormag had imagined on the other side of the blade.
(He doesn't have to ask. He can guess.)
"You needn't apologize," Joshua soothes, "I'm impressed! I only hope they won't make you pay for a replacement." He crumples a little at his own weak joke.
"Me? Oh, you know me. A mercenary, as ever. A change of setting's good for the spirit sometimes, innit?" Joshua's not sure what it is, but something hangs in the air, something that Cormag let out with his lone fearsome blow. Something he thinks it's best for them not to stew in.
"Do you...wanna come take a walk with me? Get some air? I don't want to impose, but...it might do you some good."
Pay for a replacement... Ugh. The back of Cormag's mouth goes bitter, because it's a terrible joke, because it's altogether possible that they will.
But he shakes it off, breathes it out. What Joshua says next is... much more interesting. Confounding, that after everything Cormag witnessed him go through he, he still claims to be just a mercenary.
Maybe Cormag rankles at that, the subtle shrugging-off of responsibility. The way that Joshua tidily sidesteps the thing he's meant to be, while Cormag works himself to the bone to grow into Glen's mantle.
But he doesn't say a thing about it. Maybe, underneath the indignity, Cormag understands.
They've got big shoes to fill. Smoking craters to step into; they must insert themselves into the very epicenters of their wounds.
Cormag huffs. Maybe he should take a walk.
"Fine," he mutters. "It's a... it's a nice night anyway."
He makes for the door, and doesn't wait to see if Joshua follows.
spring of knowledge?
She'd just become accustomed to spending time in the library. It was relatively far from the Abyss' entrance, but the possibility of a treasure trove of knowledge was too much to pass up. In her past life, Azura hadn't entertained such ideas of learning; propriety was for survival. But now, at Garreg Mach, her head was suddenly full of all types of things she wanted to learn. The shelves were full of so many different types of books. It was exciting!
They'd only visited a few times, but it was already starting to become a favorite place. Azura stretched out with a new book in hand to relax for the hour. Time passed on in warmth and comfort as they felt themselves be totally absorbed by the words.
When they looked up, they saw someone sitting at one of the larger tables in the room. A new face, perhaps? The person seemed to be reading a relatively basic faith text, and opening and closing it several times. Azura couldn't help but wonder if they were struggling.
After several moments, Azura hears a frustrated murmur escape the student's mouth. Well, now was as good a time as any. Slowly, she approaches the oaken table.
"Is there.....Something I can help you with?" Azura asks, hands neatly tucked behind their back. "I might be able to help you out with faith. My name is Azura."
She looks like she knows what she's talking about. Clad all in white, her voice soft--she carries herself with such poise. It... reminds Cormag of friends back home. Artur, or Natasha.
It stirs a warmth in him, wriggling uneasily, twining with the embarrassment of being caught out in his ignorance...
Cormag grinds his jaw. He looks down at the printed word--how it writhes on the page!--and back to Azura.
If she's anything like Natasha, then... then it's alright.
"Yeah," he mumbles, not quite meeting their eye. "I... I was a soldier. I've been healed more times than I can count, I have, but I never knew..."
His eyes flick down, scanning the scars on his hands.
So much I never knew. Would knowing more have made the difference?
A frown, and a cleansing shake of the head.
"If you'd be so kind, what I don't understand is... where does it come from? If it's going through a staff, or if you're just casting... where does it start?"
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Fool of all fools, he had left his good whetstone in the knight's hall. It's not even a place Joshua finds himself often, but he'd gotten to chatting with one of the knights, and then he got careless. And now he's stalking back under the fall of night, because he knows some people around here have sticky fingers.
And he hears the most gut-wrenching battle cry against the peaceful quiet of the monastery.
Joshua stops dead at the doorway. He wonders if he should even enter. What is he interrupting? But his lethal curiosity gets the better of him; he peeks his head inside, and...
He may never have spoken more than two words at a time to Cormag in the midst of the Demon King's war, but Joshua knows the figure he cuts right away. Even in the dark, even from the back. He's heaving, holding himself in place as his axe digs deep into its target.
Cormag smells like sweat and adrenaline and vengeance. Joshua contemplates if he wants that scent on him, too.
Heart skipping a beat, he makes his way silently inside, hoping that Cormag isn't so impulsive as to lunge his axe toward the slightest unexpected sound.
"Cormag," Joshua calls softly. He leans against the wall, as non-threatening as possible. "Didn't know you were here, too. What a stroke of luck. Do you remember me?"
The thunder fades, dispelled as Cormag hears a gentle voice. Hears his own name, and turns, and--
Oh. It's Joshua.
Yeah, Cormag remembers. Remembers that, well, in the war...
They didn't have much to say to one another. Cormag wasn't a gambling man, and after that day at Castle Jehanna...
They'd been grieving in parallel. Two stark, endless lines that did not have the strength to meet. Again, it's just... what would Cormag have said?
His breath heaves in his breast. He drops the axe with a cringing clatter, a little shower of sparks.
Despite everything--perhaps because of everything... it's good to see a familiar face right now.
At length, Cormag nods. Wipes the perspiration from his brow. Edges closer.
"Yeah, I do," he says. His voice is hoarse.
"I... how've you been?"
Cormag's callused hand comes to cover the nape of his neck. "Sorry you... had to see that."
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It is late. The final bell has long since tolled. Garreg Mach settles under a swaddle of stars.
Except Cormag. Cormag who works, Cormag who toils, Cormag, who cannot find the balance of the thrice-damned thing!
Cormag, who swings the heavy axe again--the blade wheels away from his control, he falters--!
Nearly falls.
He growls, forces his voice between his gritted teeth. It's horseshit.
In this place, to ride a wyvern, one must also wield the axe.
Cormag has always been a lanceman. To start over like this, to be scruffed and dragged back into rudiments--he'd thought nothing could make him more useless--!
He heaves the axe-head up again, uneven. Not the way a professor would have him hold it--he doesn't care.
Cormag stalks across the knight's hall--he holds the axe aloft--and with a guttural yell, he buries it lethally deep in the training dummy's straw shoulder.
Today isn’t different from any other—not really, if Valter was being honest; he woke up and it was normal, he trained and it was normal, he tended to his duties and it was all the same as it always was.
…but perhaps that was how it would always be, without fanfare or announcement, lacking in any sort of exciting change in the air; he thinks he is imagining it when he first catches a glimpse of the boy, but when Moonstone turns his head again, he is still standing there, wrapped up in whatever his business for being here was.
And Valter almost laughs—how amusing that another of his mortal enemies had wound up at the monastery; and the least threatening of them as well! (Well, there was also the little fire mage who seemed so intent on making his hatred known, but he was hardly an enemy to keep track of, small and frail as he was.) Valter looks, is amused, and then walks away. Cormag was never worth his time anyway.
Cormag catches, at the knife's edge of his vision, a silhouette that gores him like a blunt spear-head. The facets of a fraught, familiar jaw; hair the sickly shade of dry decay.
He blinks. He turns, whips his head around; his heart goes cold and mutinous.
There's no-one there.
With a rattle in his taut throat, Cormag breathes.
It's nothing. Valter, the Moonstone, is dead.
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Cormag's barreling through the underbrush, panting out his lungs, wondering desperately what this is all for.
At Garreg Mach, you need a certificate to ride a wyvern--even though Cormag's muscle is not made for distance running, even though it would be leagues easier to track the target with Genarog's nose.
He thinks the rule is full of shit, but he keeps that to himself.
And this exercise, this game he's been roped into playing... Cormag thinks that's full of shit, too.
Apparently, there's a tradition in these parts, where a couple on the eve of their wedding... It's too stupid to really comprehend. One of them gets fake-kidnapped, and then it's up to a couple of likely-looking youths to return them to the arms of their betrothed.
To Cormag, to a man on a mission, it is a silly waste of time. Except... they gave him training gauntlets for it, and it might be best to learn to fight on foot...
So here he is, trying doggedly to keep pace with some fleet-footed young lady--a classmate, he supposes, but from another house. She's lighter than him, and she prances like the Deer she is.
It's an embarrassingly short time before Cormag stutters to a stop. Hands on his knees, breath heaving from his overburdened lungs. "Hell," he rasps, "what's the point of this? 'F it was my wedding, I'd never stand for all this fol-de-rol."
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Cormag's first day of class drains him, saps his energy like battle never could. There is no adrenaline, seated in the lecture-hall, and in the fogbound drone of the professor's voice it is hard to remember one's purpose.
Cormag endeavors to. He keeps his eyes on the blackboard, though he has to squint to see; he scrawls down senseless notes on crisp fresh sheets of parchment.
And when it is blessedly over... Cormag aches for the aerie, to saddle Genarog and ride the cold, clear mountain winds...
But there is no time. He's absorbed next to nothing from the lecture, and he must understand these things. He must!
Thus, Cormag trudges to the library; he scans the stacks for the tomes with the friendliest titles. Faith Magic for Utter Beginners, he finds.
He starts from the beginning--mostly. He skips the introduction.
He doesn't make it past the first numbered page. It's--it's just incomprehensible. He's seen it done so many times, had it done to hi, but the explanation... urgh.
Defeated, Cormag folds his arms across the tabletop, lays down his weary head. "The hell does it come from?" he mutters, to himself.
Pathetic. His first day, and he's already out of his depth.
what's your wyvern's name? is it friendly? does it prefer duck, chicken, or pheasant? can i pet it
Cormag regards the youth--his classmate?--with a vague suspicion. What kind of person is this, whose first response to such a beast as Genarog is 'can I pet it?'
"... You grow up around wyverns, or something?"
It doesn't look likely. This one has that highborn pallor, all silk and no vitamins.
"Genarog's, uh... Best to assume he's not friendly. Couldn't tell you how many times he threw me, back when we were training."
Or how many times he nearly bit my hand off.
"As for food... I dunno. Wyverns don't really eat small game. It's goats, mostly. But he'll go belly-up for a treat, he will. Do you have any chickens? No need to clean 'em, he likes bloody meat."
plotting call for cormag, 4/20/25
hello! i'd love to start cormag off with a few threads--or even shorter interactions! i'm so proud, i want him to make friends at his new school. :'^>
i've put a few ideas under the cut!