stuttering.

And don't keep me like you have me and don't kiss me like you don't

[ssslh-deactivated20220427]

[secondraft]

I haven't been active here in a god awful long time but I'm back to share this because I am obsessed. Literally everything about this song and video and band is perfect.

[thirtysecondstoechelon]

Winona Ryder - 1994

[secondraft]

Today's mood.

[lv0009]

it is so upsetting listening to so many males talk about all of the times they have gone on road trips alone and slept in their cars alone or on the side of the road, or travelled overseas alone and slept on the floor of strangers homes or in parks or at hostels, and they appear to have such freedom in that they are able to be alone in ways that females, unfortunately, cannot. and there is an ignorance surrounding this in that these boys never seem to comprehend just how fortunate they are that strange people and unfamiliar places and the dark of night are not their enemies but rather exciting, promising things.

[1or3]

“Yes, my consuming desire is to mingle with road crews, sailors and soldiers, barroom regulars—to be a part of a scene, anonymous, listening, recording—all this is spoiled by the fact that I am a girl, a female always supposedly in danger of assault and battery. My consuming interest in men and their lives is often misconstrued as a desire to seduce them, or as an invitation to intimacy. Yes, God, I want to talk to everybody as deeply as I can. I want to be able to sleep in an open field, to travel west, to walk freely at night…”

― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

[secondraft]

This has been on my mind a lot in the past few days. Unfortunately my current sublease is not in the safest of areas so I have had to resort to coming home early/taking cabs back from the train station so that I don’t have to walk through deserted streets when it gets dark.

Moving across the country has been a little overwhelming and I haven’t found a permanent place to settle into yet, but taking things one day at a time. 

[vicforprez]

[novemberschopin]

[thegreyconcept]

[artruby]

Yoshitomo Nara, Stop And Smell The Flower, (2007)

[nw-passage]

I am not particularly motivated by fame, but I do want to be famous in one hyper specific way. I want to be known and respected in my field, and I want all of my friends to be famous in their fields as well. I want my friends to become renowned film directors and groundbreaking landscape architects. I want my friends to be powerful businesswomen and best selling authors and win the nobel prize for starting some incredible non-profit. 

And then on our respective wikipedia pages, under the “early life” section, it will say that we all became friends at age 12 or 19 or whatever, and people will read it, and be like, wow, that’s so crazy that they all knew each other.

[secondraft]

#squadgoals 

[navyornothing]

[couronnedepapier]

please take me there

[gyllenhaals]

It’s just that if something funny happens on the way to the deli, you’ll only tell one person about it and that’ll be Patch and I’ll never hear about it.

[secondraft]

I can’t quite form eloquent thoughts about this movie right now but suffice to say that watching it tonight was kind of just what I needed.

[sarahvantassel]

[secondraft]

All that I want.

[delta-breezes]

Matcha Mint Ice Cream | The Bojon Gourmet

[printzcharming]

secondraft !!

[secondraft]

printzcharming holy mother of...WANT

[pugking-deactivated20130901]

[murrddocks-blog]

Six time Oscar nominated director, Wes Anderson.

[hobartpulp-deactivated20191226]

"Bang bang bang, bangbangbangbangbang."

[21dreamers]

[secondraft]

Tickets and hotel are booked! Happy post-graduation trip to me. 

[nicolecfranzen-deactivated20200]

[secondraft]

Yes please. 

[modernsouls]