unraveling

Just a bunch of quotes and stuff to express my feels. Also me blabbing about my non-existent life and how I wish it was more exciting, ya know? Meow.

[onlycouples]

[yallstillhere]

I WILL GET ANOTHER JOB

I WILL GET A CAR

I WILL TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS

I WILL ACCOMPLISH ALL OF MY GOALS

I AM WORTHY OF LOVE

I AM PATIENT

I AM TOLERANT

I FORGIVE MYSELF

[secretlittlegarden]

Maybe I should keep quiet and not say anything. But im so tired. So verg tired of not making any money. Of doing all this work. On another note I want someone to like me for once instead of me ending uo with crushes on people who would never look at me twice let alone think im cute. Ugh. Life is so complicated. I just want to be happy. But nothing goes the way I want.

[secretlittlegarden]

Nothing is ever enough. I'm not good enough at work or at home. I'm just tired. I'm never enough for anybody. I just want one person in my life to think I am enough for them. Why do I suck so much?!? Why doesn't any appreciate anything I do?!

[emnesia]

Guys this was around 11-12 its 4 and it hasn’t stopped :D

[secretlittlegarden]

The sad thing about this is my house doesn't have that tree there anymore. This was only a year ago. RIP this tree.

[poems-and-words]

[secretlittlegarden]

Why is everything a joke to you? Like this shit is seriously getting annoying. I don’t like talking to people when they are just going to ignore me, what is the point in that? Hitting you up to make you feel better but there are two people in this conversation and lately it feels like I’m just an ego boost or something. Its annoying and I don’t like feeling this way.

[secretlittlegarden]

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I just need to get this all out of my system before I go to work. 

Honestly what seems right about a person sitting there crying because I don’t blow up their phone? You don’t blow mine up either, and when I do you just blow me off anyways. You’ll text me back eventually, yes, when you’re not busy but in all honesty is hardly ever has anything to do with what I send you. You just start talking about your life and your needs and your wants. See how its ALL ABOUT YOU. No. I’m not here just FOR YOU. Then you cry to me about it. Like are you trying to see me get mad and just move the fuck on? I am honestly so tired of this bullshit. I have to be basically at your beck and call whenever you think its time to talk to me. I seriously would blow it up constantly thinking oh you’ll see it and message me back eventually. No. It never happened. You just like to see that I’m waiting around for you like some fool.

You think constantly reminding me we aren’t actually together is cute? No. I GET IT. THERE IS DISTANCE. Get the fuck over it or just break up with me already. Like UGH. I don’t know when I will visit and at this point I don’t really feel ilke visiting. I don’t mind being cute and clingy but I don’t need constant reminders of things that haven’t happened yet or might happen or might not happen or reminders of how we’re not together and how it would be better if I was there or why am I not there. I’m not dropping everything in my life for one person. No. I care about you, I do. Honestly this is all a little too much. You except me to just be the same person after you drop me for like 3 weeks in January and about another 3 weeks in March. Yeah no. I’m not about that life. After things like that I get more guarded not more open. Who the fuck would be more open?

I’m sorry I just needed to get this off my chest.

[animentality]

Winnie the Pooh quotes make me cry.

“I think we dream so we don’t have to be apart for so long. If we’re in each other’s dreams, we can be together all the time.” 

“I used to believe in forever, but forever’s too good to be true” 

“I don’t feel very much like Pooh today,“ said Pooh. “There there,” said Piglet. “I’ll bring you tea and honey until you do.” 

“I wonder what Piglet is doing,” thought Pooh. “I wish I were there to be doing it, too.” 

“If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.” 

“We’ll be friends forever, won’t we, Pooh?” asked Piglet. “Even longer,” Pooh answered.

“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together… there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart… I’ll always be with you.” 

“Forever isn’t long at all, Christopher, as long as I’m with you.” 

“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.”

[bellahijadelaluna]

You’re not over exaggerating. You’re not too sensitive. You’re not too much. If it hurts you it fucking hurts you. If it makes you angry, then it makes you angry. There’s nothing wrong with you for feeling.

[loicleclerc]

[sobeitjayt]

I dont think i wanna wake up tomorrow i just wanna sleep for like a month

[problemheart]

Anyway I deserve better

[heartshop]

[secretlittlegarden]

Sigh.

If you’re trying to make plans for something why do you text someone in the most awkward way. I swear I would not reply if it were not for my other friends. This is the dumbest text to get, “I need people’s schedules.” “I need people’s availability.” Like BITCH this ain’t no fucking job. I don’t have to tell you what I’m doing every hour of every day. Pick a damn day and then see if it works. If it doesn’t switch the damn day. SIMPLE AS THAT. I bet all we fucking do is go to dinner or something, and if I’m being honest I don’t even feel that right now. I would rather stay home and relax vs go out. My whole eye business is driving me insane. I have to go to the stupid doctor’s basically every week, You don’t care about me and I don’t care about you. So why don’t you all plan something and I’ll see you in a year or w/e. 

[secretlittlegarden]

watching arrow cause i can and screaMING

FELICITY anD OLIVER ARE MY BABIES

BABIES WHYYYYyyyyyyyyyy!?

[secretlittlegarden]

I just wanted you to care, but that was too hard for you I guess. So here we are miles apart not talking anymore and I'm left wondering if you actually ever cared about anything but yourself.