I miss you so much.
And I think I shouldnāt. It doesnāt matter if you feel the same or not but I shouldnāt really feel this way. I wish I could tell you, wish I could just be honest to myself but itās insane. Maybe itās just me, maybe it will go away eventually. But I know Iāll hear your voice again and weāll ask each other āHow are you?ā Iām fine but the truth is āyes, Iām alrightā but... ānot really coz you make me go crazy and I freaking miss you so much! And I HATE IT!ā I wanted you to come home and at the same time not really coz I knew Iāll start falling for you all over again.










