✽ p o t a g e @seedkunnn - Tumblr Blog

• Mobile Introduction Post •

Hi there! My name is Siddu / Seedd and welcome to the blog. This Tumblr Account functions as both an art portfolio and a place to share aesthetics I like alongside current interests.

More information:

¤ Pronouns: she/her

¤ Age: 30 (MDNI)

¤ Language: English

¤ Content Warnings(?): Yumeshipping/OCxCanon (Sharing), Horror Movies, Blood, Adult Games, Sexually Explicit Content (sometimes), Medical Gore (sometimes), a bit of Dead Dove: Do Not Eat

¤ Art Tag: #seeddart

Fandoms/Interests:

¤ Elevated Horror Films (The VVitch, Midsommar, Pearl)

¤ Persona / Studio Zero Games (P5R, P3R, Metaphor: Refantazio)

¤ Fear and Hunger Series

¤ Fate Series (Zero, UBW, Extra, Grand Order, Strange Fake)

¤ Bleach (Jugram Haschwalth Yume)

¤ Degrees of Lewdity (Gwylan, Sydney, Wren)

¤ Enstars (ReiKao, RitsuMao, RinNiki, Yumeships)

¤ Silent Hill f

¤ Lies of P

¤ BG3

¤ Anime / Manga (Chainsaw Man, Apothecary Diaries, Jigokuraku, Frieren, Dungeon Meshi, JJK)

¤ Occult Stuff, Vampires, Folklore, Mythology

¤ Alternative Fashion

¤ J Music, Indie, Folk Music

Current Projects & Links:

Subsistence (itch.io link)

A folk-horror VN set in winter. Currently working on a playable Demo.

Will update whenever relevant! Hope you enjoy your stay. Askbox is open for any doodle request, art trades, or ramblings about same interests!

#introduction #blog intro

#seeddart #fanart #bleach #shinji hirako #hirako shinji #bleach shinji #bleach tybw #bleach thousand year blood war #art #artists on tumblr

Chainsaw Man Volume 1 Cover Study

#seeddart #watercolor #art #artists on tumblr #fanart #chainsaw man #csm #chainsaw man fanart #csm fanart #denji #chainsaw man denji #*found these on my files and realized I never posted it lol

💚⚔️ Roronoa Zoro

#seeddart #fanart #art #artists on tumblr #one piece #one piece fanart #roronoa zoro #one piece zoro #op zoro #zoro #anime

⚖️ THE BALANCE 🩵

#seeddart #artists on tumblr #fanart #bleach fanart #bleach #bleach tybw #jugram haschwalth #bleach jugram #haschwalth #bleach Haschwalth #*first ever procreate piece to celebrate my first ever iPad #*getting back to the grind now that Ramadan and Eid are over hey

💚 Maomao 💚

#seeddart #fanart #the apothecary diaries #apothecary diaries #kusuriya no hitorigoto #maomao #maomao apothecary diaries #anime

disintegrationinsilence

#queue #quotes #subsistence

maureen2musings

Art by nature, Tampere, Finland

pete_tampere

#queue #aesthetic #subsistence

B: "THE BALANCE"

#seeddart #fanart #bleach fanart #bleach #bleach tybw #jugram haschwalth #haschwalth #bleach thousand year blood war #*expect more yume spam of this man to come

✨️ Art Trades! ✨️

JANUARY - FEBRUARY 2026

#seeddart #fanart #d gray man #allen walker #the batman #dc joker #bungou stray dogs #dazai osamu #uma musume #tm opera o

My convention obligations are FINALLY over so time to draw and continue subsistence again!!!

(Also might make a sideblog for DoL/18+ stuff soon)

Would love to be more active and interactive as well aaaa

#notes

niccinii

I think about ! Kaoru a lot and aeough, he's so messed up, like not just his behaviour which makes him so hard to read in that era.

He's so goddamn lonely. He misses his mom, so he's chasing girls because he's trying to find "love," but he's conflated platonic/familial love with romantic love. So he's going after girl after girl looking for something he won't find, so nothing sticks. That idea about conflating all types of love actually comes up in the Sandstorm epilogue when one of the twins brings up Kaoru recognising the difference between love and romance.

He's also not that close with his family in !, which idk how close they are now in !! but I think in Sandstorm he mentions that their relationship has improved with them now that they don't live together. He's closer to his sister and his worry about her marriage (Bridal or whatever the photoshoot one is called, Wanted, whatever the Sustain Memories story is called) goes thru !!

But in Aquarium, he laments to Kanata how he feels separated from his family and they always use honorifics with each other. Kanata then offers to give Kaoru a nickname, and in another fun ! Kaoru behaviour, he recoils and says he doesn't want that. He's so fucking lonely but also doesn't want to get close to anyone and I don't think that's just 'I only care about girls' thing.

His relationships with girls are very superficial because you know, looking for something he won't find but I also think he probably gets afraid of getting close and attached. He does mention taking girls to the beach which is something he truly loves, but in other stories (Wanted I think), he mentions how he reads shit he doesn't care about because a lot of girls like it and he wants to practise claw machines to impress girls and win them prizes.

I'm sure the looming threat of once Yumenosaki is over, he'll have to go back to the livehouse/Hakaze business because that's what the agreement was with his dad. He can fuck around for a bit and then has to go back to what his dad wants. And in Sandstorm, he mentions that when he made his decision to be an idol, he was fully prepared and expecting to be disowned, which didn't happen but the mental toll of that isn't great. He also feels a lot of guilt that his siblings don't get the freedom he's gotten and that his fucking around comes at their expense even now.

I know it's hehe haha to be like internalised homophobia Kaoru Hakaze, but the way his grief (and not just for his mom's death) is consuming him makes me go aeough and I think Surfing Ocean may be the story where he recognises that he's being destroyed by grief but idk I may just like that story a lot.