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AKAZZUM! vol.1

I published on Itch.io my first zine!!

I'm very happy with the result (well, some texts are a little off but, you know... a cazzo di cane. Yeah). It was fun. And I really like the flipping digital pages. I've got other ideas that I want to explore, so we'll see. :)

#zine #art zine #digital zine #itch.io #diy #experimental #hell yeah

(I forgot about his acc, lol)

So, update:

1. Learning new stuff on Blender!

I'm very happy about this one. Progress on texture, lighting and cameras (now I'm working on a video rendering+other sculptures).

Working also on trad art (below you can find two experimental drawing I made using the Blender one as a ref).

2. The second volume of Akazzum came out like 2 month ago LOL I forgot to make a post here about it. Yeah, this week I need to update in all my social... Ironically, I'm more active on IG (that you can check here if you want). For the third volume I expect to use Blender+Unity. We'll see.

#blender #blender3d #art #drawing #update #digital zine #wip #traditional art #traditional drawing #digital art

dykeofmisfortune

disco elysium and stardew valley kind of have a very similar vibe imo... pov its your first day in a new small town and you're just trying to do your job but everyone hates you or is cold and indifferent to you for no reason which makes it kind of harder to do your job. but then if you play the game in a specific way everyone will start warming up to you eventually thank god

LOBOTOMIA 👁⚒

I forgot to post it lol

It was very fun to made!! I learnt many many things, I'm very satisfied with the result. It's full of errors sure, but as a next step I want to study how model better.

Btw, the inspo:

#blender #video #learning #hell yeah #lobotomia #live laugh lobotomy #lobotomy #Spotify

Ok, I'm working on a new Blender project before I'll go back to my university city (so no pc) (I want to cry) (I need a new laptop). I'm try to learn more about liquids, textures and lights!

(The brain model is not mine, lol but the ugly texture yes)

I think I really hate working on texture. I mean, it's higly rewarding. WHEN THEY ARE WORKING

I'm also trying to experiment with the different rendering engines (my pc doesn't appreciate Cycles, but I do)

+ I love to yassificate eveything

#blender #experimentation #3d render #brain #glitter #hell yeah #yassification #third tentative #spooky season #spooky vibes

So I started my second run on Mass Effect 1 and I wanted to try a renegade Shepard+other choices but... I can't be mean to my crew... I don't want to kill my sweetboy Kaidan... OMG I WANT TO CRY.

#mass effect #mass effect 1 #femshep #second run #i want to cry #kaidan alenko #shepard renegade

starlightreign

Mephala throughout the years (In order : Daggerfall, Morrowind, Oblivion, ESO, Oblivion remake)

child bones parent bones hot bones what in the ninth house is this shit

#blender #the locked tomb #tlt #the locked tomb series #ninth house #help my sanity #i dont understand #but i yearn #3d model #rigging

Btw, I'm watching for the first time Doctor Who and River Song ("Silence in the library") reminds me aesthetically SO MUCH of Awake??? OMG???

I mean, there was a quote of Doctor Who (s2) in GtN, sooo ("The Satan Pit"/the "she knows" of Pal)

#doctor who #tenth doctor #gideon the ninth #the locked tomb #tlt #awake remembrance of these valiant dead #river song #im losing my mind #im seeing visions

griddleharkbrainrot

I’m currently thinking about how John and Co. refused to call Alecto by her name. They named her fury and vengeance but could not acknowledge what made her thus. They call her Annie Laurie, reducing her to her looks, those so inhuman and frightening yet beautiful all the same. John gave her the name Annabel Lee, naming her existence as a tragedy in that she was his love lost. In both instances the literary references reduce the woman mentioned to nothing but set dressing for the man of the story and it truly betrays John’s thoughts on Alecto for as much as he claimed to love her, he sees her only as the stepping stone for his own story. “For John so loved her that he had made her she. For John had loved the world.” And that is the crux of the matter, John had loved the world but she is not the world, she is its fury. John wanted her to be calm beaches and lapping waves, he wanted a wife, sister, mother, and daughter all in one, but instead, he got 7 million silenced voices crying out in agony, furious at the injustice done to them. I think subconsciously he understood that when he named her Alecto, fury of wrath from Greek Mythology. But even if he had called her Gaia she would still be furious, for was it not Gaia who gave her children the scythe to kill her husband? Was it not Gaia who roared and shrieked to the depths of Tartarus when her children were torn from her arms? The first bearer of prophecy was forged from the grief and rage of an anguished mother; the earth has always been furious. John’s fatal flaw was that he could not comprehend that the rage was for him. He who promised love and safety but cut and stripped her soul stole her children and butchered her corpse. John could never truly comprehend that what he deemed his perfect creation could resent him the way she did. He took her away and reforged her into something she could never be. John denies the resentment Alecto feels for him and we can see this reflected in how he refers to her. John is the sort of man who thinks that if he sees a woman as nothing but her looks, he can make her lesser. To him, she is Annie Laurie of beautiful bust and a personality nonexistent; To him, she is Annabel Lee, a woman so pure and lovely that the angels stole her away from him. Subconsciously, the lyctors have adopted this as well, calling her these names out of fear and not realizing the implications of what they are doing. Even in writing, she is A.L. to them because somewhere deep down they know that to name her wrath is to invite it and invoke it. John believed that if he could compress the Earth into a beautiful shell then he could control it. The Earth has been around for far longer than he could ever truly comprehend, and she is furious.

For @commanderbabygirl thoughts?

I did not realize just how many opinions I had on this until I started typing