id → mori → id

lestat → 29 → he/him → selfship acct carrd

[selchwife]

as feathers are on birds...

💠 lestat / eric -> 29 -> he/him 💠 carrd -> personal 💠

💙 märchen / sound horizon 💙 emet-selch / final fantasy xiv 💙

...it follows that songs are in the night.

[z0mbo]

Selfship imagine: putting ice down the back of f/o’s shirt and running away

That is all

[selchwife]

listening to vampyre erotica by inkubus sukkubus on repeat thinking about emet. classic activity

the place i'm moving has frequent goth nights, so i can go out and dance a lot more often than here. i think theyre biweekly, as opposed to once every handful of months. I Hope They Play The Shit I Like. Somebody Please Play The Bondage Song Holy Shit Please

i'm insanely excited to go out dancing more often. i wish emet could go dancing iwth me i want to see him do the mopey vague shuffle with drink and cig like he would have been doing in the 80s if he were real life

[selchwife]

sniffing emet's neck would fix me. it wouldn't get any of my tasks done but i wouldn't care bc i'd be sniffing her

[selchwife]

hi i haven't posted here in a while huh. shit's been crazy.

so, basically. on the 8th my mom died, and since then i've been pretty busy with getting home from the hospital, trying to sort out stuff related to her death, and now also moving out of state. and then also a lot of like, "my brain is cooked" doing nothing time bc grief makes you kind of stupid and confused. we ball i suppose.

something something emet-selch something something selfship. 👍

[soulnottainted]

Hey everyone,

Not gonna beat around the bush about it, but I got denied for unemployment benefits and I'm still job hunting when the job market is insanely corrupt. I only have enough for rent for maybe 3-4 months. Any help whether it be reaching out to me for a commission or supporting me through Kofi is appreciated!

Info on commissions can be found here. I will also be offering custom playlists for f/os (20 songs min) for $20.

My Kofi can be accessed here.

Thank you <3

[soulnottainted]

Update: Still without a job, only have enough for a couple months rent. I've done job searches daily, reached out to two temp agencies, and recently registered with the state services that help people connect with job employers. I really don't want to move back in w my toxic parents, I've literally been doing everything right in the 8 months that I've moved out and it's so freeing. It's just so frustrating that the job market is absolute crap.

[soulnottainted]

I'm really scared, I'm almost to my maxxing my credit card and my accounts have only enough for another month of rent. Any help is appreciated.

[soulnottainted]

Hey yall! A good update, I got hired! My new job wont start for a couple weeks and then I gotta wait two more weeks for my first paycheck, so any help or any commissions are appreciated, to help w the rent until then!

[soulnottainted]

yeah my starting date is delayed because the temp agency is a pain to deal with and get timely responses. Any help is appreciated!

[soulnottainted]

Things are finally starting to come together but haven't started yet, and my credit card bill is coming up and my accounts are almost on empty. Any help is appreciated!

[soulnottainted]

I have only $130 in my account right now and my credit card bill is p much gonna take all of that. Any help is appreciated!

[soulnottainted]

My automatic payment goes through on 7/19. Please help if you are able!

[soulnottainted]

Aaaaaand my checking account is overdraft by $50. Any help im grateful for!

[selchwife]

i'm well aware it potentially reads as a glass houses stone throwing thing too but i stand my ground because i'm aware of being a moderately cringey edgelord and cultivate it with intent, and i don't think "imagine if evil sex F/O comes fucks you >:)" posters on here understand this about themselves

[selchwife]

you guys know this about me already but in general i don't mind fucked up stuff being in fiction or even someone's selfship NECESSARILY, as long as it's treated well in whatever creative works it's in, but like

i do not understand the dark selfship imagines thing lmfao. like even as somebody who intentionally writes an unhealthy self-inserty oc/canon relationship with Drastic psychological consequences bc i enjoy the intensity of emotion and catharsis. it's always like, "imagine if your F/O....hurted you 😈" and the tone is just so stupid and gleeful it feels ridiculous.

like it doesn't feel like "exploration" of dark topics as part of maybe a less palatable romantic or erotic fantasy, because it's not about these things as legitimate story beats with potential fallout. it feels a little closer to like a certain genre of unhinged kinkposting and i think the thing in common with these two genres of posting is that the real excitement for people is about being fucking Edgy. "look i'm so dark and fucked up and badass and cool because of my edgy selfship posts" You're on fucking tumblr you idiot none of us are cool

[selchwife]

WHY CANT I REBLOG TFW BLOGGING GOES ON EVEN IN THE AFTERLIFE TO MY MAIN. FUCKING KILLING MYSELF

[hateusandseeifwemind-deactivate]

> Log out for the last time

> Die

> Go to hell

> All my mutuals are also there

Tfw blogging goes on, even in the afterlife!

[hateusandseeifwemind-deactivate]

> Log out for the last time

> Die

> Go to hell

> All my mutuals are also there

Tfw blogging goes on, even in the afterlife!

[sillybilly-kitty]

if there’s one thing internet drama has taught me it’s that you should never make a discord server ever

[atramentumnoctis]

getting older and weirder and sexier and more perverted and gluttonous and intelligent and blunt and eloquent and spontaneous and skilled is literally what it's all about

[selchwife]

i also basically did not sleep at all last night bc they had me on an evil rock hard reclining chair. there are at least couches that fold out into beds in the IMC rooms and those are really comfortable but i had a tough time getting sleep when we were in the IMC room the first time friday night because we had people in and out really really frequently. and i kind of expect similar today and tonight. so i'm sleep deprived on top of everything else and kind of slowly losing my marbles :)

[selchwife]

my mom is back in the hospital with pneumonia and sepsis and we've been in and out of IMC since friday AND i'm on my period AND i have a phone interview about my insurance application on monday which i am not prepared for bc i dont have any of my documents bc im at the goddamn hospital. I MISS MY FUCKING WIFE

[selchwife]

2D complex? i find it quite simple

[selchwife]

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