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having both depression and anxiety
On December 27th, 2011 I received a message from a beautiful girl who saw my tattoo on http://fyeahtattoos.com/.
In April of 2012, after months of skyping, I went to Buffalo, NY and met said beautiful girl for the first time in person.
In March of 2013, after a little over one very long year of long distance, said beautiful girl moved to Rockford, IL.
On October 25th, 2014 that perfect girl and I attended a concert at one of our favorite local venues. Little did she know that I set up the entire concert just so I could propose to her. I had our great friends from the band MUTTS (Chicago) learn Sarah and I’s song by Bayside, while the entire month prior I learned one of their songs because they were going to let me “join them” for that song and that way Sarah wouldn’t question why I was bringing my guitar to their show. I also had spent a few months going back and taking screenshots of our very first interactions on tumblr, skype, etc. to create a video of our timeline to play behind Mutts and I (which can be seen here [x]). Lastly, I flew her mom to Rockford from Buffalo for the weekend as an added surprise for Sarah. I was able to incorporate her by acting like I forgot the ring and have her step in to hand it to me.
On October 1st, 2016 I’ll be married to that beautiful girl, all thanks to one picture of a tattoo and the amazing blog that posted it.
This is so awesome! It totally made my week! Congratulations you two!!!
I am so PROUD of this guy!! How wonderful it is to know that romantic men are still alive. <3 Cheers to you and your (soon to be) wife!
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Did this little doodle. I’ve been kind of obsessed with signage lately - I’m shocking and it’s not very good but I’m trying it out anyway.
i made a thing! i think its kinda cool
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you found it!
oops i forgot all about this blog
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friend: hey how are you doing, is everything okay?
me: i havent listened to la dispute in a while so i guess you could say things are a bit better now
oops sorry i forgot about y’all
it’s cuz you guys are lame.
jk.
i’m the lame one. dweebie dweeb.
how long are you staying??? bc if i do go, i'd start in the fall :( but im thinking about going to maybe visit in May or June, so i am going to 100% take you on that offer. and well it's so true!! you've been super positive and helpful with my questions, you seem like such a great person and id love to be friends with you! you make it easier for me to make the decision of going. since im from a different country and id basically be alone, you make me feel more at home and im not even there yet!!
I'll be staying for a good 2 years. i'm pretty far behind... TT^TT I was supposed to graduate last May but life happened... ah. OMG. if you come in the fall i will welcome you with open arms. will you be a freshman? or transfer student? ahhh if you come i will strive to be a good friend!!! <3 where is home for you? we have a really nice International Student Association and that's where I met a lot of my friends. if you ever need a place to stay at ACU, you are always going to be welcome with me! (: it can be hard going into the unknown but i am here rooting for you and i'll help you ease into the new transition :D
Your energy and like everything about what you said makes me super excited and makes me want to go even more. You are such an angel thank you so much for your help. If I go we should 100% be friends bc im really anxious about that. Regarding your depression, is ACU accommodating with that or was it hard??? Bc I have depression and anxiety and stuff so that's what I was kind of worried about Again thank you so much u have no idea how much all of this means
oh my fucking word, it's been fucking 3 years since someone told me that my energy was positive. it's been so long... i can't thank you enough for that..
no no, i'm far from an angel but please if you make it to ACU even for a visit i WILL see you to give you the tour! <3
dealing with depression at ACU can be a real struggle but there are counseling services and stuff plus there's a program called ALPHA.. basically you bring in your documents and they'll approve you for accommodations. for example, i FREAK OUT on tests. i know the stuff but the time crunch makes my anxiety just crush me so i get extra time on tests and i get to take my tests away from everyone else.
i also recommend being proactive with your professors and let them know ahead of time that your depression is getting a hold of you. like "hey dr. so and so i notice that the weather is changing... this may mean that my depression may flare up. if i'm late to class or something or i don't look so well, that's why. i'm trying to keep my head up blah blah blah" stuff like that. idk. that always helped me.
but please be my friend cuz omg i'm going back and i was supposed to graduate last May and now all my friends are gone holy fuck my entire life is just one big TSSF album.
White boys love saying "haha"
I just got home haha What’s up haha I’m tryna put it in your b hole haha
well i'm thinking about transferring there (well i most likely am) but i was just wondering what you thought about it? do you like it? or yeah, just because i'd rather an actual person tell me about the school than the website and the administration, you know? just a little more real, haha
haha yeah totally! well ok. i'm actually going there this spring of 2015. i was on medical leave for a long while cuz of my depression. so here's the thing.
if you're a freshman you'll live in the dorms. if you're 21+ you can live in outside of campus. personally i'll be living in an apartment. pretty rad.
ok. community is big to us. like OMG. we're such a small school that like everyone knows everyone. even if you never talk to someone during your entire stay there, you can still run into them 4x in one freakin day. we're big on community. we all love and know each other.
chapel. it's mandatory 55 times out of the year to go. you have like 87 times to go so if you go everyday, you can get them knocked out. it only lasts 25 mins or so but if you're a christ-believer, it's not so bad, if you aren't... get ready for a nice 25 min nap. do i like chapel? eh. it's not so bad. i get amped up every FRIDAY CUZ OMG FRIDAYS ARE SO GOOD. we sing real loud and it's a lot of fun.
we're not kidding when we say we're christ-centered. you can ask your professor to pray with/for you any time. we pray before class. when class ends. before we eat. before peeing. i swear. praying happens all the time.
i like it. i do. i love ACU. i feel at home when i'm there.
but i won't lie. i feel extremely isolated at times. for 3 main reasons:
1. i'm not white
2. i'm not upper middle class
3. i don't have all the fancy things the rest do
at times ACU is referred to as "the bubble". nothing bad happens at ACU. theft is a little uncommon but when it does happen, it's reported and news spreads fast. you can get so caught up with college life that you forget there's an entire world out there.
missions. omg. so many mission kids. wanting to go on missions. like. fuck. people think they're the shit cuz they stayed in Africa for 2 months helping kids get clean water. they serve their time with a rich man's remorse as if saying "i'm so sorry i'm rich but here i'm donating my time for you" and then leave. they've seen the world because they can pay for it, but it's seldom that someone has a worldview.
professors though, are by far the best people i've met ever in my college career. these people genuinely care about you. say you have the flu and you email your professor, she'll wish you well. your friends will call you. people come by. people can pray for you. if you don't email your professor, he/she will email you trying to check up on you. your professors are always there for you. i have had a lot of professors give me their personal cell phone numbers saying that if anything comes up, to call them. seriously. that's why i love ACU.
there's a place in ACU called The Rocks (don't know if it still exists) where we smoked cigarettes and talked for hours in the freezing cold. it was THE best place to be for me. there you'll find the best of people dying to get away from the ACU bubble. it can get a little stuffy in the bubble.
you'll meet the best friends of your life at college. i've met mine in ACU. i'm going back and i'm scared and nervous because i need to make new friends. but the best advice i can give you is pray about it and listen to the small still voice that is the Holy Spirit.
personally i tell you OMG PLEASE COME TO ACU WOULDN'T IT BE SO FUCKIN COOL IF WE MET AND WERE FRIENDS IRL OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
haha ok. that is all. please ask me more questions if you want! <3
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