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Selena | 29 | Actress and Singer [rp account only]

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ben: don't put yourself down like that, darling. you're none of these things. i'm sorry you feel like it in the first place. those people clearly aren't supposed to be in your life then, you know?

ben: wow. i'm offended, sel.

ben: not that there's any romance going on in my life, but hey you never know.

Sel: yeah, i know. thanks for your kind words. it's just hard when it's a repetitive thing, you know? but thank you, seriously, from the bottom of my heart

Sel: ahah why are you offended, ben? :p

Sel: wellllll i wouldn't know! in the future there could be :)) plus paris is probably the way to go if you really want to go all out for romance... haha

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hqshawnmendes​:

i’m sorry, selly, do you need to talk it out? maybe a drinking partner? she is absolutely adoring it so far. might need to invest in more for her soon at this rate. yeah, first time in a while i’ve felt this good you know? it’s crazy. might go by the name of hailey baldwin, but we haven’t put a label on it just yet so waiting for the perfect time to ask her properly. 

Well I'll never say no to a drink. I'm not sure that talking about it will do much good. It's just a fact, something that's been happening to me for a long time now. Might as well come to expect it. I could just put her on a subscription list if she wants. I have some of my family on one, so it wouldn't be a problem. Oh... oh. Hailey. Yeah, I've heard of her once or twice. Good for you, love. Have any plans on how you're going to ask her?

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ben: no, not at all. it was just that, us wanting different things in life. why would you think you're a bad person, or a bad girlfriend?

ben: i'm not teasing you at all, I mean it. i'm so jealous of you filming with him, you have no idea.

ben: for sure, yeah. don't know how many days off there will be though. might do just that you know ;) thank you, sel. that means a lot.

Sel: okay. i respect you and i trust you. so i thought i'd ask you. i keep getting left, by everyone lately. i'm just sick of it, and i wonder if it's because i'm just a shitty person or girlfriend.

Sel: hahah oh, i'm sure you are. that's why i have to rub it in ;)

Sel: of course, it all depends on what scenes you have to film and how they decide to arrange it. haha you should, budapest can be a romantic city too XD of course, don't mention it :)

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ben: sure go ahead, what's up?

ben: yeah yeah, humble as always. ;) i've seen the first season, it was brilliant! i can imagine it's going to be lots of fun to film another season.

ben: it is! i mean i don't get to see a lot of it, because i'm working most of the time, but it is. yeah, i am. i've really been looking forward to filming with everyone again. it's a good story and these people are just amazing.

Sel: am i a bad person, or a bad girlfriend? was there an underlying reason we broke up other than schedules and goals?

Sel: hahah i don't know if you're teasing me, but i like to think i'm humble :D aww, thank you! for sure, filming is always fun, and it's amazing to be able to work with steve martin. like whaaaat?

Sel: well yeah... but you get some breaks or days off, yeah? maybe you'll just have to take another trip out there to explore ;) i'm glad you love it so much, you 100% deserve it.

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ben: you know how it can be with exes and stuff.

ben: that's amazing! you've been busy kicking arse then.

ben: just packing my stuff, going back to budapest on the weekend. we're finally filming season 2 of shadow & bone.

Sel: i do, but i still don't think that would have been out of line, silly!

Sel: speaking of exes... can i ask you a question?

Sel: hahah nah, just busy :)) also starting season 2 of only murders in the building so that's fun

Sel: ahhh fun, budapest is so beautiful, isn't it? excited about starting to film again?

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ben: i hope this isn't out of line or anything, just wanted to see how you're doing? what's new with you?

Sel: pls how would that be out of line?

Sel: put a letter to my rare beauty team in the new york times :)) also doing some press for hotel transylvania.

Sel: i was in london for a bit... but yeah, now back in the states. what's up with you?

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Text: Selena

Adam: Yeah exactly. I'm gladf you understand.

Adam: It's not that I can't ... it's that I'm kind of ignoring it and acting like it didn't happen, if I'm being honest.

Adam: I'll probably be more open to talking about it when I talk to my therapist about it first.

Sel: For sure, I'm never going to pressure you into telling me. Sorry if it seemed like that.

Sel: Ahh, okay, well trying to forget about a not good memory is a normal thing to do. No worries, don't need to talk to me about it if you don't want. Just know I'm here if you do :)

Sel: So... I got left again... yay for single me

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hqshawnmendes​:

leaving me for another country, i get it. totally fine. she did and she really appreciated you sending that stuff, too. she told me to thank you for her. my mom just considered it a christmas gift from you. she’s already using it, too, so good job! i actually flew to new york for the new year, even got a midnight kiss out of it.

Yeah, I did. But as fucking usual, I got left. I guess I'm just not good enough for anyone. I'm back in the states now. Aww, she's so sweet! I love to know that she's using it. Aww, really? That's amazing, Shawn. Who's the lucky one getting your attention these days?

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Text: Selena🍑 🖤

Abel: y'kno phones go both ways right? but whatev i'll take the l, i guess

Abel: Again? you getting around or what?

Abel: I released an album tho doubt you heard it, huh?

Sel: i know, yeah. it's a little awkward to text you after the way we ended though.

Sel: lol 'getting around'. thanks for that.

Sel: of course i've heard it and listened to it. it's great, really. i've always been a big fan of your music

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Abel: Aye it's been a min

Abel: What's the vibes?

Sel: and whose fault is that?

Sel: nothing, got left again. The usual ✌🏼 What’s up with you? Besides, you know, being a superstar and all 🤪

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hqshawnmendes​:

too long to go without seeing ya, sels. of course, you’re the best company. my mom loved her gift because of you so i really do owe you one for helping me with part of her gift. how was your new year? 

I'm sorry! I can't help it that I spend so much of my time over in England now. Aww, so glad that mama loved it. You don't owe me a thing! New Year's was good, lowkey. We just stayed in. A bit more casual than I'm used to, but it was nice! How was yours?

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Hunter 📱 Selena 🔐

Hunter: That's the worst though. :/ Good, he better be. ~ Oh my gosh, all the cooking for two families? That sounds so stressful but I'm glad you help. Go you for handling all that. That's so exciting! That makes everything going well despite how tiring it was even sweeter.

Hunter: Yeah, when I saw what was going on in the comments I just said 'nope' and left it alone. I've got too much going on to have that on my mind too, and if there's one thing people aren't going to tell me what to do, it's who to love. Thank you, babe. I appreciate it so much.

Hunter: Oh, disgustingly so. ~ My heart is well and definitively settled on forever. Thank you!

Hunter: Awww, that is incredibly cute. It's okay babe, I understand how busy it is during the holidays and you having shit to do and adjusting over there. I'm so glad you enjoy it!

Hunter: It was perfect. A place I've always wanted to visit with chris, zen and tom. We spent new years in the city and then went out to the mountains with hot springs and it was amazing. We all get along so well, it was truly like family and plus I was so overwhelmed with all the messages and gifts I spent half the night tipsy and crying, hahaha. They were all happy tears though. So full of love. I'm truly the luckiest girl in the world, it feels like, even though it feels selfish to think that sometimes.

Sel: Yeah, it is, but friendship is a two way street. Eh, it was a little stressful, but nothing I couldn't handle. I do know how to cook, you know :p Yes, it was a great time :)

Sel: People don't understand that, though. They think that they can have a say in your lives, especially when they are the keyboard warriors. You don't need that negativity, so I definitely think you did the right thing!

Sel: Wow, forever?? That was fast. Of course I'm happy for you, but don't rush into things too quickly, yeah? Give it time to grow.

Sel: Of course I do, especially when it comes from one of my besties :))

Sel: That sounds really amazing. I'm glad that you had a great time. Oh my gosh, H 😂 Glad they were all happy tears, and glad you had a great time! It's not selfish to think that you're a lucky girl! Not at all, love!

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📱 Tay

Taylor: I can understand that because I feel the same when I'm at Stef's games. It's all about him and the team.

Taylor: I hope so ... I really like him and I want to be around him all the time. I'm scared I'll come off as clingy though ahah

Taylor: I don't want to rush anything, I want to do this right. I want it to work out.

Sel: Do people try and come up to you? I've had a few, but not nearly as many as I initially thought would.

Sel: Aww, that's so cute. Eh, it's okay if you do as long as he doesn't mind it. It's a new relationship, so I don't think it's a bad thing you want to spend a lot of time with him.

Sel: I know, I know. And for your sake, I hope that it works out!

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Sel 📱 Laura

Laura: totally. you'll always have to figure stuff out together. how you handle it is what matters!

Laura: that's true. but travelling is my time off, i don't want it to feel like work or something. i think haha.

Laura: oh for sure! she was surrounded by athletes, there's gotta be something she picked up on haha.

Sel: I guess that makes sense! You don't want it to feel like a second job... but maybe you could make a private travel blog... just for friends :D give them your recommendations on what they should and shouldn't do when they visit a certain city or country

Sel: haha really? was her dad in it or something?

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imessage → Sel 💓

Romee: Yes! I'm hoping by the end of February to have things all sorted and to be back ASAP. I'll be living with Dak in Dallas. I was going to search for my own place but it wouldn't make sense since I'd just always be with him anyways, you know? I hope you can meet him soon! He's really great.

Romee: I leave in about two weeks so we have until then, my dear! Ii really do not want to go back home without seeing you. I'd cry too.

Romee: Christmas was really good. There was some emotional aspects of it but we all really enjoyed being in each other's company. I promised him that I'd make it to every game that I can from here on out. I want to be as supportive as I can be.

Romee: Why doesn't he like you? I know Joe pretty well, and his brother for that matter, but I don't know Hailee much.. I heard Joe speak of her but that's it. Oh. That. I remember people making jokes on social media and I was confused because I wasn't on the trip.

Romee: I'm sorry she didn't just talk it out with you. Hopefully it's something the two of you can fix in the future. Friendships are worth trying to salvage.

Sel: Ahh, okay. Well February isn't too bad. It sounds like you'll be gone about a month, then? Aww, moving in together. So cute! I definitely think that's the best idea. I could've gotten my own place in London, too, but it just didn't make sense either. I'm always with Reece, so it only makes sense to live with him.

Sel: Aww, baby, no crying! How about the beginning of next week?

Sel: Glad to hear that you had a great Christmas :) How was New Year's? For sure, you go girl. It's fun to watch their games live, isn't it? You are supportive, Ro, don't ever doubt that!

Sel: I know them, too, you know... Disney stars and all. Idk why he doesn't like me. I don't think he likes how I approached him when he and Hailee started dating. There might've been something else, too (I can't remember), and then he just came at me on twitter. So I want nothing to do with him. Yeah, that's what that shit on social media was about. I get it was a big mess for them, but also, you have to expect paps at the worst times when you're in the industry that we are.

Sel: Maybe, I don't know. I'm not reaching out anymore and she hasn't made any move to. I can't always be the one texting her first. I don't deserve to be dropped all the time. I have friends that actually care about me and want me around, so I'll stick with them.

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📱 Tay

Taylor: Haven't you spoken to any of the other girlfriends/wives? For sure, hopefully they'll accept me around and most importantly, treat me like a normal person. Yeah he was like a little angel, he was so well behaved.

Taylor: Maybe, I don't know. Maybe he wanted to have fun, focus on his career before thinking about settling down with someone. I guess I just came along at the right time.

Taylor: I know what you mean. And you know that I'm guarding my heart as much as possible. I have no doubts about his intentions with me but I need more time to actually allow myself to fall in love again.

Sel: A little, but not too much. I don't want to really call attention to myself or anything... I'm there to support Reece. I hope they will, too, Tay. Aww good, glad to hear that!

Sel: Yeah, maybe. It sounds like you did come around for him at just the right time!

Sel: Yeah, for sure. It takes time and there's really no rush or anything!

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Text: Selena

Adam: Oh yeah of course, i just want to respect his privacy as I'm sure he doesn't want everyone knowing his issues yknow?

Adam: We talked it out yeah and it was good for us definitely. There's still some bumps in the road so to speak, but it's not unmanageable.

Sel: Yeah, I totally get that. It's his story to share with those that he feels comfortable sharing it with! :)

Sel: Do these bumps have to do with what you can't tell me? Whatever they are, I'm glad that they're manageable and you're happy :)