NO MORE BAD DAYS. [PLEASE READ]
I decide to be happy for the rest of my days. I don't want to cry anymore. I just want to be happy, like the rest of my friends and people. One of my best friends told me that she was tired of seeing me with bad faces and that she doesn't want me to be like that anymore. She finally opened my eyes and now I see everything in colours.
If you're a suicidal girl like I was, please, CHANGE. You don't deserve all the pain. Don't cry, don't cut, don't feel alone. Every single one of you are beautiful in your own way. I was thinking that I was ugly and fat but now I don't care about that anymore because I've got people that love me like I really am.
Please, believe me. I know that you don't know who I am and I don't know what kind of problem you've got, but there's always a reason to smile.
Personally, the things that make me smile are music, dance and handball. I love listen to music, it always makes me happy when I'm sad. I like rap, reggae and rock. You can find that kind of music that is special to you, that makes you feel right. Rap transmits strength, it's pretty cool. I like YMCMB, Eminem, E-40, Iggy Azalea and more. Rock transmits strength too, but it's harder than rap. I like Nirvana, Pink Floyd, Dire Straits, Red Hot Chillie Peppers, Jimi Hendrix, Eric Clapton and a lot more. Reggae transmits good vibrations, it's relaxing. I love Bob Marley.
I started dancing when I was 3 years old and I still doing it. I dance ballet, but I love practicing with my crew other styles like hip-hop, break dance, krump and stuff. Also, I play handball. That makes me feel good too when I'm sad because it's relaxing to me.
Now my Tumblr is going to be about love, music, dance and fashion. I will post my own photos too, because I love taking photos in the nature and I want everybody to see them. You can find me on Instagram (selespinosa) and my personal Twitter (SeleEspinosa).
Just find something that makes you happy.
[Sorry for my bad English, I'm Spanish.]
