Looking for a massive adventure

Self therapy self love

[selfjourneysblog]

I don't know where to start

But confusing about home

That word so deep

Not easy to describe it

Not easy to experience it

Not easy to feel

Some people say it's a person

Some it's family

Other friend or animal

But I didn't find it in any of them

Am always afraid when it comes to a person because he can let go and say it's not Ur home anymore

Family and here my weakness point comes it's can disappear , turn on or separate my fear here so hugs make me do lots of mistakes and no one understands that

Friend since I was little I love to have friends so it's happened I had an army like a huge one but I feel like am the one who always fights along I never shared anything with anyone about me even they all make me their black box no one can find to get through so no one actually understand me

Animal I didn't know how to love so I didn't know how to have one until comes a baby zoma but still after to lose her so am trying to not hold on a lot

So i don't know what that word means because no one make me feel safe or make that fear I feel always disappear and make me prepare to it under any circumstances tell me it's okay you can feel love safe feel home and help me with circumstances I will face but me me feel that word

Here comes my grandma talks or experience I saw through her journey in this life and what she said to me always or learn me about home it's in our heart and mind always you can feel it around you and in Ur deepest fear or mess so it's the only home I actually feel safe and trust and he the only will lead me to the true home one day in this life I just need to believe in it more.

[emotionalwords]

“Healing doesn’t mean the damage never existed. It means it no longer controls our lives”

— Anuprita

[selfjourneysblog]

So true

[ruhaniya]

I'm too exhausted to explain my soul to someone again.

[selfjourneysblog]

Yup

[remanence-of-love]

[selfjourneysblog]

💯

[quotefeeling]

“Until you get comfortable with being alone, you’ll never know if you are choosing someone out of love or loneliness.”

— Mandy Hale

[selfjourneysblog]

Yeah need to try

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Captain Flint (via letsbeloneytogetherr)

[selfjourneysblog]

Good point

[thereadmind]

[selfjourneysblog]

💯

[quotefeeling]

“All relationships have one law: never make the one you love feel alone, especially when you’re there.”

— Unknown

[selfjourneysblog]

Exactly

[sillylittlerebelsblog]

What do I want ?

I want to be someone who's deeply respected, feared even. I want to be an efficient learner , curious about life , always improving the quality of my life ,connecting with new minds , learning about this world. I want to be book smart but I also want to be street smart. I want to have a deep knowledge of how to manage or even grow your finances , at the same time I want to learn everything about gardening and farming. I want to build a community, I want to protect my people , do something for them while expecting nothing in return. I want to find God. I want to be kind. I want to leave a mark. I want- what do I want? I want the wants to disappear.

[selfjourneysblog]

Been a hard wicked game

I thought I had two winners cards

But this game made me lose

A lot those two cards was the worst

Choice to keep to win

Actually one of them wasn't if I played good

But the other one was a trick not for the game

Actually was for me I thought it

The joker but actually was a joke

But in the end I lose

But not the game I lose my self in it

Am not mad at it but great full of what I learned

Just need a new start to play well this time

With a new me after long time of fights

Thanks for the first card and hell for the second

Was win win game for the end

[missinyouiskillingme]

I hope they ask about me & I hope you tell them you fucked up.

[itsreallyjustforme-99-deactivat]

That we did

[selfjourneysblog]

I hope

[yuumei-art]

Window wings, fragile panes Shield me from the dark Warm me with your spark

[ghostlytragicangel]

Damn... beautiful!

[selfjourneysblog]

Broken 💔 🪽

[thepersonalquotes]

Shop

[selfjourneysblog]

Yeah need that so much so badly

[emotionalwords]

[famousfishathletecookie]

[callingcrows]

I like to turn on a bonfire on the beach video at bedtime and fall asleep watching it and listening to the sound of waves. It's very soothing.

[selfjourneysblog]

My heart

[thepersonalwords]

“To attract pure love, love yourself passionately.”

— Debasish Mridha

[selfjourneysblog]

Good point

[perfectquote]

“When I met you, flowers started growing in the darkest parts of my mind.”

— Unkown

[selfjourneysblog]

Yeah it was