selfship imagines!

21 y/o selfshipper with a bad taste in fictional men! fem-aligned maverique bi (she/it)! my current selfship blog is @crustaceanadoration! REQUESTS: open for business, baby! i follow/int from @crepecore!

[selfship-loveletters]

hello... :) it's been a long time!

let me start off with a bit of an explanation as to why i disappeared:

i started this blog back in my senior year of high school and was having an extremely difficult time with, well, most things. i've been undiagnosed and unmedicated my entire life (including now) and went off a personal deep end that ended up in me abandoning this blog.

i've gotten back into selfshipping and am doing much better(i have a job! it gives me a sense of normalcy! hoorah!), so i want to give this a go again.

i can't promise i'll be awesome, but i want to be here!

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It’s like a full-blown addiction, but instead of drugs or booze, it’s this fictional guy who’s got her wrapped around his finger. She knows it’s fucked up—knows she’s out here daydreaming about someone who’s not even real—but who cares? This guy? He’s everything. He’s charming in the worst ways, flawed in every possible sense, but there’s just something about him that has her hooked. He doesn’t even know she exists, but she’s ready to fight anyone who says a word against him. Seriously, she’ll defend his honor like it’s a fucking life-or-death mission.

He’s a goddamn trainwreck, but he’s her trainwreck. She’ll put up with all his baggage, his emotional scars, his dark sides, because somehow, that brokenness makes him feel more real to her than any real guy could. He’s messed up, but she’ll fix him in her head every single time. Maybe it’s that thrill of knowing he’s dangerous and untouchable that makes him even more irresistible. He might break her heart in a hundred ways, but it’s the kind of heartbreak that makes her feel alive, even if it hurts like hell.

And it’s never gonna happen, right? She knows that. He’s not gonna waltz into her life and sweep her off her feet. But it doesn’t matter. Because she gets to have him on her terms—no messy reality, no awkward first dates, no risking her heart for real. He’s always there when she needs him, in that perfect little bubble of fantasy she’s built for herself. And maybe she’s a little crazy for it, but at least with him, she’s never disappointed. Every time she replays his scenes, reads the fanfics, imagines their future together—it's like a high she can never quite shake. She knows it's all just a mindfuck, but she’s never felt more alive.

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A bunch of story requests I got from instagram

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(sorry if this is formatted weirdly I still don’t know how tumblr works LOL)

This is so out of nowhere but OH MY GOODNESS when I first saw this guy I went CRAY CRAY I absolutely love your style and design for this version of Ingo especially, I’ve been wanting to draw him since last night!!

@grumpygilly

[crustaceanadoration]

*gulps* um... heh... *pulls at collar* erm is it hot in here or is that just me mr petrikov...

my fionna and cake self insert + some various Self indulgent photos

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adventure time if it was AWESOME

[36lessonsofvivec]

drawing for my lovely friend Tober

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"you big into arthur kirkland?" don't even joke lad.

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something i did digitally from a traditional drawing. its bad and im embarrassed but Whatever....

[weird-fish-thingy]

Urge to cup F/O's face & rub those cheeks & eyebags with my thumbs

[comfort-character-central-deact]

Your f/o will always see you as worth it. To them, you always have been and always will be good enough, just the way you are. You are always worth it. Worth loving, worth caring for, worth being appreciated and supported, especially to them. And your f/o will reassure you as much as you need.

[candyheartedchy]

Was thinking about that one strawberry dress today and was inspired 🍓

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Imagine your f/o rubbing your back soothingly when you hug them, feeling safe and cared for in their embrace. When you both pull away, they give you the kindest smile.

"I really needed that, thank you."

[selfship-loveletters]

In even better news, I've been commissioning all kinds of things for my current F/O! 😊

Out of respect I won't be posting the art I've received from them(I just haven't gotten permission to do so), but it's been making me so happy! 😭💕

It makes me want to take some cute quick sketch requests for you all... 😚 I may open submissions to let you guys submit your self-inserts/etc along with your F/O (if you guys think it's a good idea)!

[lovelyselfships]

Imagine resting your head on your f/os shoulder. Just a soft moment, nothing special. A quiet moment of intimacy. They place a kiss on the top of your head and wrap one arm around you, pulling you close as if there's no one in the universe but you. Like you're the only thing that matters.

[terabyte-of-gfs]

platonic f/o: look me in the eyes and tell me you're not in love with s/i romantic f/o: *looking lovingly at s/i across the room* romantic f/o: i'm not in love with s/i platonic f/o: that was not anywhere near my eyes

[a-garden-of-worlds]

Imagine you and your f/o are smiling so hard you can't kiss each other properly, and you both break out in a fit of giggles after failing to do so.