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does anyone even use tumblr anymore

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I love these vibes

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🍃🍃🍃

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difference in my skin over the last year

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anyone else hate their singing face or is it just me?

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why do I look two feet tall

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imma start dumping my car selfies here

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work outfits are about to be cute as heck

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I'm thinking about posting my videos of me singing in my car here.

I record myself so I can try to get better and hear how I improve if at all but I dont want to spam my usual socials with them because theyre honestly shitty and idk but I also think that some feedback would be helpful so maybe I'll post them here and hope that someone notices lol

idk, I just wanna make this dream of singing to pay my bills a thing and I cant do that without getting better 🤷‍♀️

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so

I dont use this much anymore. I hate that the remnants of my teens are here because wtf was I doing? but theres too much to delete and idk if you can like delete all posts or whatever so theyre just gonna stay I guess?

but I wanna be more active here again

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why can I never stick with a hobby?

I blogged for a couple of years, had 12k followers, then I just got distracted and stopped.

started a youtube channel, got 1.2k subs, 92k+ views, got overwhelmed and quit.

started writing and making more art, started getting more attention from that and not I have no motivation to do it.

its like i get in my head too much and I feel pressure to do it for others instead of myself

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I'm trying to get used to singing in front of people, of being on camera, of seeing myself, all of it.

I cant sing when I'm anxious so I always suck and mess up words but here's to like, idk, day three of consecutively forcing myself to sing a little in front of the camera

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🍒🍒🍒

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I HAVE AN AMERICAN IDOL AUDITION

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so listen, I'm gonna post here and on threads for now. just not give a fuck and post what I want from now on instead of putting on some fake mask or whatever lol.

so follow me on threads if you want i guess

@sellidionne on Threads

Sel • 27 dont be like me lol. 34 Followers.

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He spits fire from his lips, spewing each and every malicious word like an erupting volcano, scalding words oozing from his mouth, scorching the flesh of whoever stands in front of him. His strike is quick, nearly unseen, and he doesn’t even flinch as his target shrivels at his feet. He doesn’t blink, doesn’t grimace, simply hovers over his victims to revel in his moment of power while I am trapped inside of him, screaming, begging, pleading to get back to the surface.

This isn’t me, this is another being that I cannot seem to control. His arrival is just as quick as his attack and his presence as strong as his will.

I am just a host.

He is The Devil.

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I dont remember writing this but I love that I did.

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i had my baby on tuesday and he is beautiful and he is soft and he is squishy and I love him so so so much it literally hurts 🥺🥺🥺