‎ ୧ ‧₊˚ 🥩🦴 ⋅

they/any ☆ im not even a boy!!!!!!

[semiferalwhiteboy]

i keep getting really nervous everytime i think about hym. kill me

[semiferalwhiteboy]

guh i think i might make this a private blog and let no one see it and use it as like a digital journal or something idk

anyways idk where else to get this out

i know it was for the better but im starting to regret my choices a little. i know i needed to leave hym i know that relationship absolutely was not healthy but. idk. i miss hym. i know i made the right choice but it hurts. im lonely. i dont really have anyone to talk to or anything to do. i know ill feel better in a couple days but im miserable now. at least im not crying anymore.

[semiferalwhiteboy]

life because im completely free to yumeship with test tube and enjoy testbulbbrush now

[semiferalwhiteboy]

i dont even know what i want anymore

part of me wants to break up for real this time because im tired of this bullshit and im obviously mad at you but i know ill end up missing you too badly

[semiferalwhiteboy]

maybe we should just be done at this point

[semiferalwhiteboy]

if youre so desperate for me to leave maybe i will. im exhausted anyways.

[semiferalwhiteboy]

being autistic isnt an excuse to be a massive asshole to your partner 😁😁😁😁😁😁notice how even when i had a problem with your yumeshipping i never did all this bullshit 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

[semiferalwhiteboy]

i shouldnt have come back to you. i wouldnt have if i knew youd treat me like this

[semiferalwhiteboy]

and you call me immature. jesus christ what the fuck is your problem.

[semiferalwhiteboy]

ugh fine. god forbid i be scared

[semiferalwhiteboy]

i really dont care about spoilers lmfao i was gonna ask you to spoil it cuz i was curious and impatient

[semiferalwhiteboy]

i guess you can? im still probably going to absolutely despise him

[semiferalwhiteboy]

although im fixating on a character you despise so. i guess were even

[semiferalwhiteboy]

hatred so strong i feel like throwing up lmfao

[semiferalwhiteboy]

i mean.im starting to. i miss you. but im still hurt and upset but i dont want to deal with this

[semiferalwhiteboy]

we arent breaking up i just dotn feel like talking you yet

[semiferalwhiteboy]

starting to miss haivng fresh cuts again