nick is not easy to love. but ellis has a lot of love to give. :,)
as promised. <3 had a cute idea and whoops had to spend a couple days on a 12 panel comic hope y'all enjoy.
i'm at least pleased w my chibi nicks now. less-chibi nicks still WIP lol, my sketchbook is now filled with this man's miserable mug in many degrees of failure.
gonna be a real simp and dedicate this one to ladyredms hurkk, cause her fic blind man's bluff was the catalyst for reigniting my love for these two, and for all this l4d writing and drawing i've been doing >< <3
well, life happened. 🤬🫠 i am doing very well, nothing to worry about, but unfortunately unforeseen circumstances have been interfering with my ability to sit down and focus on writing the fic since... ooofff.. last spring 💀😭 thanks to the buffer i had built up, i was still able to keep weekly updates going until this last august, when i stopped even that. i want to apologize to my readers for dropping off the face of the planet without any notice after planning to keep to a regular schedule 😭 i will definitely not make any promises like that again until i'm sure i can uphold them.
you guys have been so fucking sweet and supportive. please know that your comments have meant the absolute world to me, i treasure every one, they've been so motivating. i am absolutely dying to get back to writing and sharing my story with you, and i continue to be floored and honored to have been found by the best readers anyone could ask for. 😮💨🙏🏻💗
OMG BUT WHAT ABOUT THE STORY ALREADY??
YES i'm so sorry so. good news / bad news!! 👏🏻
the bad news is i have still not started back up work on the story, and am scared to get ahead of myself with any promises / ambitions for that until i actually crack that baby open and it starts rolling along again.
the good news is, i still have enough of a buffer to start up uploads again anyway. 🫠 so there will be a new chapter up by the end of today, once i get the chance to get on my PC, and more will follow in the coming months. hopefully by the time i've uploaded everything i have, i will have new chapters written, and won't have to interrupt the story flow for so long again. FINGERS CROSSED.
thanks as always for reading. :3 🫶🏻
warning: a change of plans is intended for mature readers. it contains graphic descriptions of violence, decay and body gore, explicit erotic content (eventually 🙏), kink in general, and inferences of depression. also, nick, who is not appropriate for any audience.
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He wasn't so clammy anymore, a little cold even, clothes still damp and the sweat having cooled on his skin. He became aware, though, of a warmth at his spine, seeping through his jacket, and a slight pressure. It took him several seconds before he deduced what it was... Ellis's nose, his sleeping breath soaking softly into his back.
He sighed... but he didn't move. Better than getting spooned by Coach, he dryly supposed. There was no one to see, not even the kid himself-- it would have been different had he been awake. It wasn't sentimental, there was just nowhere to shift to, and he didn't want to wake him, for his own sake.
hey its ur fault im drawing Nellis, take responsibility /pos
GLADLY 🙏😈 mwahahaha
omg no way ✨✨✨ -- i had seen ur awesome nick drawing earlier but i went to double check your profile before i finished this and somehow i had missed that ✨ellis✨.... 😭💖 i wanna cry omfg i love your style so much, he's gorgeous. literally one of my favorite drawings of him now very serious. i'm impatient to finish this typing this so i can go look at it again.
ugh my heart i'm so honored bless u, plz draw more 🙏😣
oh no it's been nothin but yappin about my fics lately i'm sorry. here's a barely dressed ellis 🙏
and nick looking like one cold slinky bitch cool cat 🖤
just some sketches a couple months ago that i liked but never got around to posting. these are two separate doodles it's not supposed to be a scene or anything 😭 ellis lookin even more naked w nick fully dressed like that 🤦
i violently want to draw more, maybe i will try today 💀🔥
the last chapter of level lV is now up!! 🥳 level V begins may 28th.
heavy on the horror and humor, and dense with dialogue and character development (dense, in some people's case, truly being the operative word) a change of plans is a longform, indefinitely ongoing l4d series which quickly diverges from canon events, closely following the four survivors through endless new environments and settings.
it also might just be the slowest burn nellis you'll ever read 🖤
warning: a change of plans is intended for mature readers. it contains graphic descriptions of violence, decay and body gore, explicit erotic content (eventually 🙏), kink in general, and inferences of depression. also, nick, who is not appropriate for any audience.
✨ currently updating weekly ✨
https://archiveofourown.org/users/sempitemery/
just more rambling below
i've already gotten real gay in my author's notes this level so i'll try to control myself here but... guys i'm so happy oh my goodness. up till this point in my life i thought i'd be lucky if i ever accomplished feeling half so fulfilled as i literally do right now with the loveliest 46 readers anyone could ask for. i'm so happy, tysm.
( ignore me, i'm not even going to slap the l4d tags on this, just rambling about leave a light on again because i got excited about the Numbers ✨ )
it has been 10 days, 10 chapters, and by sheer coincidence 10 attractions have already begun to steep so far...
and i've only barely scratched the surface of my plans for this ridiculous multiship dramedy i fully did not mean to start 🫠 apparently 'side project, uploads will be inconsistent' means dropping 10 chapters in 10 days. 🤦 is this another longfic? oh god ig it is. THIS BEGAN AS A JOKE. THE FULL CAST ISN'T EVEN TOGETHER YET.
and by full cast i do mean everyone but ur precious princess nicolass. tho he gets thought about a LOT so ig he's still haunting the narrative in absentia, not to mention approximately half my comments are WHERE THE FUCK IS NICK, to which i say hahahaha i'm so sorry. u may never know. he's really in the doghouse in this one guys.
fluffy, flirty, funny, sweet, silly, cathartic, dirty and depressing, there is something in this fic for everyone, but also definitely too much for many! please heed the tags, this fic is intended for mature readers and there will be ships that involve kink, polyamory and age disparity, not to mention there could conceivably be content in this fic for any ship between consenting adults, so it is not for the faint of heart! on the other hand, there might be ships in here we ain't even got tags for yet, so if you're into a niche and long neglected pairing, this could just be where you finally get your fix ♥️
then you might enjoy leave a light on, a fic where francis is not the main character, but he sure thinks he is.
instead, leave a light on is a dramedy multiship fic with no primary pairing or protagonist, told from a rotating POV of 7 of the survivors from both games, where no ship is guaranteed and no ship is out of bounds, and anything could happen. i have 7 snack-sized (2-3k) chapters up as of today, one from every character's POV.
warning: this story is intended for mature readers. it will contain explicit erotic content, themes that may not be suited for everyone, such as age disparity, kink, and polyamory, and some heavy topics such as depression, loss and grief.
leave a light on does NOT contain
❌ underage characters
❌ survivor death
❌ SA
please be advised of the tags and proceed at your own discretion.
featuring 7 of the original survivors from both games, leave a light on is an ongoing left 4 dead fic with no main character or ship. told from a rotating POV, the story is mostly a romantic soap opera where no pairing is out of bounds and no pairing is safe.
please be advised this fic is intended for mature readers, and will contain explicit sexual content as well as themes that are not for everyone, such as depression, kink and age disparity.
https://archiveofourown.org/users/sempitemery
more tags and rambling below:
oops so i started another fic by accident
what ship you ask
literally who fucking knows
anything could happen
i'm so excited. vibes are pretty different from a change of plans ngl. no relation, totally separate versions of the characters, universe etc. updates might be inconsistent, still mostly focused on a change of plans, but also might drop a few chapters at once sometimes cause they'll be more snack sized, like 2-3k instead of the 5-9k chonkers i've been doing, so that's fun. super excited for the alternating POV and the chance to explore some other relationships. i think some people might really dig this and some people might rly hate me for it... maybe some of the same people if i'm really lucky LOL.
first three chapters are already up and tiny spoiler alert... first one's rochelle's POV 😈
also just a lil doodle i did yesterday when trying to force thru the ol brain block, sry it's vry small and vry rough but it made me happy so i thought i should share ♥️
i just like drawing them staring intensely into each other's eyes a lot ok
louis does not deserve to have this be my first ever drawing of him LMAO.
oh francis's tattoos?
no.
u get his tits that's what u get.
i've been having some difficulty dysfunction w drawing the last couple weeks 🫠 not stressing about it too much but there's so much i wanna draw it's frustrating not being able to!!! even start!!! but i was tryna break out of it earlier and wanted to attempt a francis finally so i asked the chat if i should draw frochelle or frouis... @jaminster and @daddyellis said both and also insisted that francis should be a v beefy boy, so i was inspired to make uh... this
and now i ship it 😀✨
supposed to be a tiny doodle not something i spent two hours on LOL this is the way 😌
