[sensitivekayla]

It’s happening every fucking time I fall alseep!!!! I JUST WANT TO SLEEP AND BE LEFT ALONE

[sensitivekayla]

I’m having such bad nightmares again. It’s really starting to fuck me up

[sensitivekayla]

Deep and cold

A river flows

Carrying my body down the stream.

I heard the leaves

I heard the screams

My body is washing away, it seems

[sensitivekayla]

Laying down

In a puddle of blood

Wishing I’d be washed away

Like debris in a flood

[sensitivekayla]

[sensitivekayla]

Your thoughts are so loud

[sensitivekayla]

I want to get better.

[sensitivekayla]

Just casually driving around at almost 5am listening to this sad boy

[sensitivekayla]

drowning

deep below

do you hear my screams?

nobody will know

[sensitivekayla]

You tied my hands

You put rocks at my feet

And you pushed me into the water

[sensitivekayla]

you touched my soul

you even took care of it

but when you left

you set it on fire

and it hasn’t been the same since

it’s only ashes now

are you happy?

[sensitivekayla]

heartless and cold, that’s all you’ll ever know

[sensitivekayla]

Early in the morning, the rain just sounds so much better. Every time I stand still it’s like I get hit with so many emotions. Rain just brings so much ease to me. I don’t know why. I’ve liked the rain since I was a kid. I found it comforting, maybe because I needed comfort at that time I don’t know for sure. All I know is that when I hear those moments of thunder and I hear the rain. I hold my breath at first, then I’m just overwhelmed with such a reliving feel. I just can’t understand it

[sensitivekayla]

You claim to not be the problem. Yet you’ve carved the knives that you use to stab everyone around you

[sensitivekayla]

I’m just very unsteady

[sensitivekayla]

So tired of feeling dead inside

[oceannauroras-deactivated202307]

And even if you have more bad days than good I will stay by your side, for better or for worse