Wind Against Your Shoulders

  How do I start? With my name? Okay. I'm Melissa, but my Korean name is Jiwon. Oh my accent? -she laughs- I've been caught. I'm from the States. Poineville, Nebraska. I was adopted. Oh, what do I do? I'm just a student. A freshman an ocean away from home. Hobbies? I'm a dancer, well not professionally, and I love hanging out with cool people. I've been dancing since I can remember. Same studio and all. Why Korea? Why now? I wanted to come and be in the place I was born. I'm excited to know what's out of Nebraska.

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[seongmelissa]

Darkside of the Moon. || Melissa and Eunhee

[lskyung]

this was exactly what eunhee did not need. someone finding out about her, thinking the wrong things, asking questions she barely knew how to answer herself. it was no surprise seeing the other girl at a place like this. not that she gave her that image of a party girl, she didn’t even know anything about melissa, but she was much more acceptable to find her at a club than eunhee. 

she took a deep breath before turning her head to exhale, partly out of discomfort and the other to rid of the smoke. she chuckled, lowly. “you weren’t supposed to.” she scooted over a few inches, of course to make room for her. “yeah, they have a nice bar.” she cleared her throat, the thinly rolled paper still at her side between her fingers. she tensed, only a little. not at the fact that she saw her smoking, but rather her curiosity. “mm, one you can’t find in a gas station.” she scoffed, finally looking at her. “what about yourself, what are you doing here?”

[seongmelissa]

     Melissa laughed at her comment and reached her hand out. Homemade ciggerettes, weed, or whatever, Melissa wanted a hit. "Can I try it?" she  asked the girl hoping Eunhee would hand it over no huff. They were practically buddies at this point, or at the least, in Melissa's mind, they were friends. She sighed.

      "Why am I here is a good question. I think I'm just looking for mr or ms tonight and a good time," she told the other. "I don't mean that in a slutty way I just mean, I want to have real fun tonight. Seongnam has been so different than my life back in Poineville, Nebraska," Melissa tells the other. "Tell me now why are you here? Do you come here a lot?"

[seongmelissa]

Psycho. || Melissa and Joon

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”Oh really?” Joon raised an eyebrow at her response. A part of him even wanted to believe what she said but her next action made it clear to him that she was lying. A big fat liar, that was what she was. Just like all of them. Frowning softly and feeling anger rising in his chest, Joon followed the girl and matched her pace quite quickly.

When he was right behind her, he grabbed her hair and pulled her back against him, hissing into her ear ”Now now. Is that a way of treating your oppa?” He asked. What if someone from the party saw him? He glanced behind quickly and wanting to avoid any danger of being caught, he pressed the girl against a large and thick oak tree, hand wrapped around her neck ”What do you know?” Joon hissed at her again, suspicious of her knowing something about him… Something which was more than anyone should know here at the University.

[seongmelissa]

     Melissa gasped as she felt her body being pulled into his, and she whined in pain as her face came in contact with the oak tree. She felt her head throb as he pulled her to face him and hugged her neck tightly with his hands. What was he doing? How could she have been so stupid to be in this predicament. "Never talk to the psychos," she remembered Isabella, Melissa's little sister in the states, telling her with a sigh and Isabella's signature eye roll. "Then they'll just keep coming," she finished. Melissa laughed then, but with psycho around her neck, she knew she needed to do the opposite to get them off.

     "I- I- I can call you Oppa?" Melissa asked him rubbing his hands over her neck. All she wanted to do was get away. Maybe playing the role of fawning lover she could get him to buy it. "I knew y- you're the m- ma- an of the night and I couldn't st- st- stand watching you with all those other g- girls," she choked out and rubbed her hand up his arm. "T-that is i-it, O- oppa," she told him.

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[seongmelissa]

Darkside of the Moon. || Melissa and Eunhee

[lskyung]

it was nights like these that eunhee decided that she’d studied and finished enough work to earn the rest of the day to herself. on tonight’s agenda was the night club she usually slipped her way into. a regular now, she often took the back way inside. they knew her face, which meant they also knew she was only there for some time to herself, just in the comfort of the environment. though, they were the only one’s who would ever know where she went alone. not that it was anything she was embarrassed about, but no one would understand her if she tried to tell them she felt at ease in places like this. she wasn’t one to come with fifty slips of paper stuffed in her bra with her number written on it, nor was that what she was there for. and she was pretty sure she wouldn’t be catching many eyes with skinny jeans and simple gray tank.

she was greeted by the familiar scent of liquor and smoke with a hint of bodily heat perspiration and too strong perfumes. her favorite part was the breath of fresh air she could take once she stepped out onto the balcony, fresh sweat from mixing in with the bodies on the dance floor. taking her spot with as much distance she could get away from a couple making out, eunhee pulled out a thinly rolled cigarette and lit it, propping the joint between her lips briefly before sighing out a thick cloud of smoke. she closed her eyes. 

her high usually took a moment before setting it, and she wasn’t quite sure if she was imagining things only ten minutes into it or someone actually just called her name. eunhee tensed. from what she recalled, no one but a few employees new her name, if not just her face. though— this voice sounded like someone she recognized, a faint memory of hearing it. though she couldn’t put a face or a place to it. blinking over in the direction of the voice, eunhee focused her eyes on the girl. lo and behold, it was one of her classmates. great. clearing her throat, eunhee switched hands and hid the stick on her side, blind to the girl.  with a weak smile, she nodded at her. “oh, hey. melissa.” not sure what else to say other than, ‘what are you doing here’, eunhee looked away, finding a specific interested in an empty spot on the ground.

[seongmelissa]

     Melissa smiled lightly to the girl. Eunhee i the smoking type? Eunhee comes to clubs like this? Melissa could never figure people out, but she wondered of that was how it was suppose to be. Melissa's life was full of characters, and she was learning not everyone is like they seemed. She took Eunhee as a classic example to her new found philosophy. She actually never heard Eunhee's voice, or at least couldn't pick it from a line up and now Eunhee is a bad girl type? 

     "I never thought I'd see you of all people tonight," Melissa told her truthfully as she walked over and sat next to Eunhee. "Th e dance scene here is decent, but the drinks make up for it," Melissa said filling silence forming between the two. "What brand of cigarettes are those?" Melissa asks filling silence again. 

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[seongmelissa]

OOC

HELLO. This is Lexee Mun. 

I love to plot, but if you feel like I'm naggy please let me know. I don't want any of you beautiful babes to feel uncomfortable.

Also my muses here currently

Melissa

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Applied and waiting confirmation

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Do note I copy and paste plot messages to everyone. 

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[seongmelissa]

OOC

I have everything I owe drafted, but I don't have the Melissa Muse currently. I will try to get everything up by midnight.

[seongmelissa]

T R a C k e R

Owing.

seongnaeunnie 

seongkiseop 

seonghenry

Starter for-

seongkangjoon

seongsuho

Owed.

seongdaehyun

seongchanyeol

seong-sooyoung

seongxjiyong

seongchangsun

seongtomomi 

seonghimchan 

seonggrace —- are you still here? 

seongsoojung 

seongyifan 

seongkevin

seongeunhee 

Dead/Deactivated

seongjaylen  — gravity blows

xseongnichkhun — charity

seonghayi-deactivated20140716 — unmaster of the downward dog —- baby come back~ 

IF YOU SHOULD BE ON THIS LIST OMG MY BAD BAE. 

[seongmelissa]

Perplexed. || Himchan & Melissa

[seonghimchan]

Himchan chuckled at the girl. It was cute that girl was trying to give him a nickname. Usually they never stuck, but he was still open to hearing what hever she had in mind. He watched her closely as she thought up of a nickname for him. “A great one? Like what?” He said smiling. “I like Melly! I might just start calling you that.” Himchan said chuckling lightly. “Actually I lied to you.” He said looking over at her. “A friend of mine calls me Channie.” Himchan liked when Daehyun called him that. He didn’t know why but it always made him feel special. “Sorry I lied to you.” He said jokingly. “You should be in class young lady!” He said point at her. “I’m just kidding!” He said laughing a little too much. “Of course you can! Skipping is better with company.” It definitely sounded better than wondering around alone. “You get to see the campus better when everyone else is in class, so in a way I’m sort of helping you?”

[seongmelissa]

     "Ah, I like your self justification for taking a young fresh meat for a skip day," Melissa joked and tucked her hair behind her ear as she got up leaving her backpack under a bench. "The best part on Korea, is that they're criminal tracks are still in the fifties. I can pass on drunk and wake up with all my things and untouched," Melissa explains to Himchan and sighs. "Okay, I'm Melli and you're Chan Chan," she decides and walks along side him happily. "So what is your major?" Melissa inquires.

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[seongmelissa]

I don't think that is really a bad thing though.

[seongmelissa]

Back to the Start. || Melissa and Henry

[seonghenry]

Henry smiled and shook his head, waving a hand dismissively at her. “Don’t worry about it, really.” He said with a smile. Not everyone was as social as the next guy, it was only normal that not everyone was going to know who he was. 

"…" He couldn’t help but grin at her sudden request. God, was she ever cute. "Sure, I’d love to go to coffee with you sometime." He said with a hum in his voice, sitting comfortably on the ground still. "When are you free next?" He really liked Melissa and didn’t want this to be their last conversation together. In fact, he wanted to keep seeing her after today, even if it was just to hang out and be friends. Henry could settle for being friends, definitely. 

[seongmelissa]

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                                         ✥✥✥✥✥✥✥✥✥✥

     Melissa smiled to the ceiling as she laid on her bedroom floor pointing her toes up to the ceiling as she looked at her phone. They met. They flirted. Melissa even managed to dance for him and not mess up. Even better, she gave him her number without a glitch after they went for coffee. She was proud of herself and all she had to do is wait for him to call.

      It rang. She answered. "Hello?" Melissa asked the caller eagerly then sighed. "Hey Jiyeon," Melissa replied to her friend and laughed as she told her the scoop the Melissa sat up. She ran her fingers threw her hair and hummed as the other talked "Me? Waiting on a call from Henry. I don't know. Ha. Ani, no love just crushes..." she goes on until her phone notes her of an oncoming call. "Bye, Jiyi Bae. It might be him," she says smiling switching lines.