indie mutually exclusive and low activity multimuse, ft. ocs and canons based in the world of kpop demon hunters. lovingly tortured by cryptid.
mobile rules and muse list below~
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Muses: primary* secondary** request only***
Mira* (Seung Mira) - canon - hunter/idol
Rumi* (Ryu Rumi) - canon - hunter/idol
Jinu* ( soon-jung) - canon - demon/idol
Kim Yu-Mi* - oc - demon/idol
Choi Jae-Hyeon* - oc - not-quite-idol/half-gumiho
Noeul** (Go Noeul) - oc - demon producer/scout
Shina** (Go Shin-wol) - oc - demon/idol, member of ECLIP5E
Mystery Saja** - canon - demon/idol
Narae* - oc - vampire/drummer
Derpy** - canon - messenger spirit
Sussie*** - canon - hat thief
Zoey*** (Jong Zoey) - canon - hunter/idol
Abby Saja - canon - located @sajasabs
Ryu Mi-Yeong - canon(ish) - located @sunlightlost
Rules:
Be chill, communicate, leave the bigotry at the door.
Please be aware this will be a low activity blog -- I'll be here when I can, and when the muse is available~ feel free to touch base on the status of any threads, as long as it's not multiple times a day or anything. inbox is open to all, threads are exclusive to mutuals. medium selectivity for the sake keeping things fun and stress free.
triggers will be tagged as "trigger tw". usfw content will be present, and will be tagged as "spicy /" "usfw /" and "nsft" while suggestive content will be tagged with "suggestive /" it may or may not be under a read more -- i follow my partner's lead there.
Any questions, comments, concerns, etc, please let me know! Clear communication is super helpful as ya boy is AuDHD, and social cues/context can be a struggle.
a note to new followers: mun has a medical card, and there will be occasional untagged cannabis mentions.
a big disclaimer: I'm a white guy from america, I'm doing my best to research and get things right, and I'm probably still going to make mistakes. If you happen to see one, let me know! If I'm getting something wrong, correct me! I always want to learn and do better.
wow okay, we're really doing this, huh? tw for drama under the cut
so i’m aware that several people have me blocked in and around this fandom. that's fine, curate your space. i have complained about not being told why people i thought i was close to left without a word. i do think that's fucked up, especially since i have cptsd and abandonment trauma. that said, after being blocked? i returned the block, and never reached out again.
i don't send anons. i don't block evade. i am an adult and i am tired.
to address the accusations i’ve only just found out about secondhand: no, georgia, i am not your anon. i am hurt and upset that you blocked me without a word, but i respect that boundary, and didn't even know you had a new blog until someone sent me a screenshot of the "block me if you talk to him" post.
i have been trying to move on. it would be nice if y'all could do the same.
yes, i did vague about being lied about today, no, it was not about you. it was not about anyone on tumblr because i stay in my fucking lane and don't shit where i eat. if anyone wants the full context, you're welcome to come ask — it’s irl drama, and i deleted it bc i didn't want to bring the negative vibes to the dash, and didn't want anyone to think it was about them. which seems to have backfired. love that.
regardless, anyone who feels the need to go, by all means, i wish you the best. no ill will, here.
i just felt the need to clear the air, especially since i was out gardening and not even online when this was happening today (':
right, okay, someone finally clued me in on what's up. a couple months ago i was, in fact, really shitty to a former friend. i crashed out at her over small things, guilt tripped her over genuine mistakes, and made my suicidal ideation her problem. it was fucked up. i own it, and i regret it. no excuses, it was shitty behavior. i’m sorry for the way i treated you.
to the "get help" comments: not that you are saying this from a place of good faith, but i am, and have been. since april i have gotten a new psychiatrist and had two medications changed, and i am doing much better, and no longer in active SI. i’m also on a waitlist for a treatment-resistant depression clinic for tms, and seeing my therapist weekly while we look for trauma based php/iop programs. all i can do is try to do better going forward, and i am in fact trying my best.
wow okay, we're really doing this, huh? tw for drama under the cut
so i’m aware that several people have me blocked in and around this fandom. that's fine, curate your space. i have complained about not being told why people i thought i was close to left without a word. i do think that's fucked up, especially since i have cptsd and abandonment trauma. that said, after being blocked? i returned the block, and never reached out again.
i don't send anons. i don't block evade. i am an adult and i am tired.
to address the accusations i’ve only just found out about secondhand: no, georgia, i am not your anon. i am hurt and upset that you blocked me without a word, but i respect that boundary, and didn't even know you had a new blog until someone sent me a screenshot of the "block me if you talk to him" post.
i have been trying to move on. it would be nice if y'all could do the same.
yes, i did vague about being lied about today, no, it was not about you. it was not about anyone on tumblr because i stay in my fucking lane and don't shit where i eat. if anyone wants the full context, you're welcome to come ask — it’s irl drama, and i deleted it bc i didn't want to bring the negative vibes to the dash, and didn't want anyone to think it was about them. which seems to have backfired. love that.
regardless, anyone who feels the need to go, by all means, i wish you the best. no ill will, here.
i just felt the need to clear the air, especially since i was out gardening and not even online when this was happening today (':
jaeun always had trouble being vulnerable with people, opening up about her burdens. she did not want to be as weak as she felt in her day to day life. she may not be that girl who was the leader of ptl and who fought for her group with a fierceness that rivaled the stars. she may not be that young girl who found shame in her thicker frame and curvier body, that young girl who found faults in all her abilities, or the young woman who was a doormat to her group mates and labelmates until she finally decided maybe, maybe public eye was not for her.
tongue licks over lips, eyes of chocolate brown cut toward noeul. but for once, uncharacteristically, she craved someone to just hold and up lift her the way jaeun has done for everyone else. " i ---- you don't look at me like i might shatter. "
she doesn't respond to that, not immediately. instead, noeul takes her time with those words, turning them over, giving them the weight and consideration that they deserve. jaeun has clearly given them ample consideration, so she does the same. humans are inherently more vulnerable in comparison to her kind. . . but that doesn't mean that they're fragile. on the contrary, she's found them to be surprisingly resilient.
“ because i trust you won’t. ” she pauses there a moment, attempting to catch and hold the other woman’s gaze. “ choosing a different path doesn’t make you weak. ”
“ i hope you aren't implying that's my fault — ” her brows raise as she gives them a brief, searching look. “ you're the one who screams like a fox when startled. ”