Non-Binary Star

Jo/Seph

[sephantherest]

One unconscious bias I don’t mind having

[sephantherest]

[sephantherest]

Today I accidentally misgendered a dog and have spent far too much time worrying about it’s well-being

[sephantherest]

Seems like radio 6 is playing two different songs out of tune at the same time right now

[sephantherest]

Cats I have met on my journeys

[sephantherest]

Despair

[sephantherest]

Imagine living your whole life just to die in some crazy ridiculous supernatural way and as your soul floats off you have the realisation you’re just the cold open for an episode of the x-files

[sephantherest]

I think I’ve got so good at suppressing myself that I do it online too. Like I will have a cool idea or just something that I feel like sharing with people and then get held back as if I have to adhere to this idea of my self that exists in other peoples heads. In a bid to be more comfortable with myself I should also be more comfortable with the way I want to express myself.

[sephantherest]

Coming to the slow realisation that everyday life shouldn’t be this difficult

[sephantherest]

Did anyone else drink all the leftover bits of wine while pretending to tidy up in the morning after your parents had a party or was that just me?

[the-actual-fucking-void]

What a legend ❤

[sephantherest]

Cute cats I have met on my journeys

[catasters]

[sephantherest]

I told the most important person the most important thing and it was okay!

[sephantherest]

Too weird for normals. To normal for weirds.

[sephantherest]

I hate that one person can make me so upset, so angry at their actions, and they don’t even realise they have hurt me and more importantly the person I love the most.

Did all those good times mean nothing? Did our friendship mean anything to you at all? You talk about peace, love, and happiness, about putting hate aside and building each other up but you couldn’t halt your paranoia for one second. You couldn’t trust that your friends were your friends and you ruined everything.

It’s been almost a year and you still claim ignorance, you live in your little bubble and plug your ears to the real truth that you were the problem.

I guess being unfriended is an upgrade from being blocked but I feel like I’ve self harmed by looking through your page and bringing it all back up.

I wish it could go back to the way things were but they can’t. I hate how you’ve acted, I hate how you’ve fractured the friend group, and I hate that you will never admit it’s all your fault.

I guess I just needed to get this off my chest somewhere because it’s not like you will ever see this, and even if you did it wouldn’t change anything.

I hope you have a nice life and I only want good things for you, I also hope you will realise one day how much you hurt us.

[sephantherest]

It’s quite a challenge putting on enough eyeliner that you can see it but not so much that everyone else can