Freedom Lies In Being Bold

Seraphina Mackenzie || 21 || Human with empathic abilities. Raph was only five when she realised she could feel the emotions of a person she was touching. Unfortunately due to her father's ridicule of the notion, she's always kept that information to herself and for a long time she kept everything to herself. Now she's finally broken out of that shell and she's trying to learn how to control her powers (as well as trying to expand them) and although she's doing better with them she still slips up sometimes. That's okay though, as long as she keeps working because she's sure she can sense something coming within Beacon Hill and she wants to be ready for it. Whatever it is.

[seraphinamackenzie]

Izzy?

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

I guess I just…finally had the courage to say good-bye. 

[seraphinamackenzie]

Even if you never did... that would be okay too.

[seraphinamackenzie]

Izzy?

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

I know…I know. But after my nightmare…I just felt like I had to.

[seraphinamackenzie]

I- it.. [She breaks off into a sigh, reaching out and letting their fingers brush slightly, but not taking his hand. She lets her hand drop back down beside her, silent for a moment.]

.. I can understand that.

[seraphinamackenzie]

Izzy?

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

After Cam died the first time I’d come out here every day. And just…talk…but I haven’t been here since…since…

You know.

[seraphinamackenzie]

Yeah... 

I'm sorry Iz. I- [Sighs softly] I wish I could change things. But I'll always be here for you.

[seraphinamackenzie]

Izzy?

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

Sometimes.

When I was a kid and my dad was…bad, I’d do it. I used to have these fantasies he’d come home and rescue me.

[seraphinamackenzie]

I don't think there's anything wrong with dreaming about him then Iz. Especially if it helps sometimes.  He'd be happy you could take comfort in him.

[seraphinamackenzie]

Izzy?

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

…Is it sick that some times, after I have a nightmare…I dream about seeing Cam again?

[seraphinamackenzie]

No... I do the same thing sometimes. 

Does it help you?

[seraphinamackenzie]

Izzy?

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

Yeah…I know he did.

[seraphinamackenzie]

Good.. because he did. I could always feel that.

You just.. let me know when you're ready.

[seraphinamackenzie]

Izzy?

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

No. You can stay. You loved him too.

[seraphinamackenzie]

... He loved you more than anything Iz. You know that right?

[seraphinamackenzie]

Izzy?

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

I don’t want to go right now. I want…to stay…for a little bit.

[seraphinamackenzie]

Okay..

Should I go... or would you like me to stay?

[seraphinamackenzie]

Izzy?

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

[He hugs her briefly before pulling away.] No…No. I should get back to Scott and Miss. McCall. They might be worried.

[seraphinamackenzie]

Oh. Right, of course. I can drive you.. if you want.

[seraphinamackenzie]

Izzy?

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

I don’t—I don’t want to talk about that.

[seraphinamackenzie]

 Okay. I just... [Guides him to face her, looking him over while never letting go of his hand and then finally..] 

Do you want to stay with me for a few days, Iz?

[seraphinamackenzie]

Izzy?

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

Hey Raph.

[seraphinamackenzie]

.. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you woke up.

[seraphinamackenzie]

Izzy?

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

[text] Izzy, please text me back. I'm getting really worried...

[text] I’m O.K.

[text] My phone died.

[text] I’m sorry.

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

[text] I’m at the cemetery.

[seraphinamackenzie]

[text] I'll be there soon Iz. Just wait there for me.

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

[text] Izzy, please text me back. I'm getting really worried...

[text] I’m O.K.

[text] My phone died.

[text] I’m sorry.

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

[text] Sorry.

[text] Yeah. 

[seraphinamackenzie]

[text] I'll come and pick you up?

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

[text] Izzy, please text me back. I'm getting really worried...

[text] I’m O.K.

[text] My phone died.

[text] I’m sorry.

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

[text] I’m okay.

[text] Just my hands and shoulders. They heal fast.

[text] I’m sorry.

[seraphinamackenzie]

[text] You don't have to keep apologising Izzy..

[text] Can I see you?

[ericareyes-theshewolf]

I'm Back

Now where is my parade and or welcome back party? 

[seraphinamackenzie]

I guess we didn't know your return schedule...

[guessimlucky-lahey-blog]

[text] Izzy, please text me back. I'm getting really worried...

[text] I’m O.K.

[text] My phone died.

[text] I’m sorry.

[seraphinamackenzie]

[text] As long as you're okay.

[text] You woke up okay? Not hurt or anything?