✿ * · ( jorja smith , cis woman , she / her ) a little birdy told me SERAPHINA RENEE HAMILTON just moved to sunset hills . have you met them yet ? they look somewhere around TWENTYTHREE , if i had to guess ! pretty sure i heard them driving down the street playing PEARS by WESTON ESTATE , they sounded a little pitchy but they had the spirit ! must be their favorite or something . hey … it looks like they just moved into DUSK DRIVE . have you heard about what they do for a living ? someone told me they’re a BOTTLEGIRL/WAITRESS @ AFTER-HOURS & WORKING TOWARDS HER MASTERS IN NURSING , but who knows if that’s even true . guess we’re just gonna have to wait and see . nervous ? maybe you should be . sunset speaks just posted about them … apparently they're RESIDENT ID 020 ? between you and me , i think that might spark some things in the community … but what do i know ! you guys might get along just fine ! ( fd , she/her , 22 , est . )
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name: seraphina renee hamilton nicknames: sera, phina (emory) renee (mother’s side), phiphi (father’s side) age: 23 birthday: febuary 2nd, 1999 ( aquarius ) height: 5′ 3″ hair: depends on the month; braids, silk press, natural, ponytail, & wigs eye: dark brown scent: daily cocoa butter & vanilla ; bumbum cream evenings kay ali vanilla piercing: ears & nipples aesthetic: blurry pictures, dancing on tables, natural baby face, sunkissed chocolate & vanilla, aa’s y2k, everyday is a fashion show, sleep during the day, overdressing to every event, fairy lights in the forest, all black everything, party all night & work all day, crocs & high heels, smart girl with a bad side born: brooklyn, new york romantic orientation: panromantic sexual orientation: pansexual marital status: single languages: english, french, and haitian creole likes/dislikes: eating out, career choice, shopping, taking pics, / being alone, liars, loud mouths traits: loyal, distant, aloof, bubbly, intelligent, spiritual, calculated, reserved, people pleaser, determined personality tropes: aquarius sun, fearful avoidant attachment, entp, gryffindor/hufflepuff, the mystic & the maiden (feminine archetype), oldest daughter syndrome criminal record: n/a drugs | smokes | alcohol: no | no | yes
seraphina is the daughter of two immigrants. her father is english while her mother is haitian. they met in new york city where she’s originally from. being the eldest of three children, she’s basically been a part-time mother once she was old enough to watch her siblings.
if there were two things her parents valued it was an education & religion. in their eyes the only way to move up in society was through school and faith in god, so growing up seraphina went to a catholic school until she was in high school then she went to a public school. she isn’t religious at all. she believes in the christian god but also has a lot of interest/beliefs in other religions and spiritual practices. she’s a fake catholic.
she moved to california the summer before high school. it was a complete culture shock. it wasn’t even big things that affected her, it was the small nuances that made her feel out of place. her new york attitude didn’t clash well with her peers.
the way she talked, dressed, and held herself made her seem like a threat. seraphina was everything but intimidating or conceited. she was a sweetheart, introverted, naive, and somewhat of a pushover since she came from such a strict environment.
she spent her freshman and sophomore year in the shadows, mostly alone. she was always smart so she had acquaintances who often asked for help with assignments but that’s about all. never really had friends. she got picked on a few times, once even getting into a fight however, that treatment didn’t last for too long.
mid sophomore year seraphina became close friends with her science lab partner. through that, she joined student government which forced her to socialize more and start to fit into/have a role at her school. by the time she graduated high school, she was vice president of student government, one of four co-captains of the caribbean dance team, and valedictorian.
she was able to earn a full scholarship to shu as an undergrad. sera started out as a premed student however her gpa wasn’t high enough to get into the program so she changed her major to nursing her sophomore year. she graduated within the top five percent of her major. she decided to work for a year as a nicu nurse before going back to school for her masters. being a registered nurse, seraphina only worked roughly three days a week for 12 hours a day, so it was easy for her to be to have side hustles. she only stopped working when the semester started. she learned from past mistakes that it’s physically too much for her to work 2 jobs while in school. she’s currently trying to get her masters in nursing with the plan to become either a traveling nurse practitioner or simply a nicu nurse practitioner.
sera’s been working at after hours as a bottle servicer & waitress, sometimes a bartender if they’re under staffed or busy since her freshman spring semester. seraphina loved a good party and she loved getting tipsy at work even more so. the only reason seraphina decided to work at a strip club was because she’d be damned if she didn't take advantage of misogamy while she was “young and hot.” she perfered the strip club in comparison to the actual club because sunset hills is a college town which means most people going to the clubs are broke students. at the strip club, the guests show up with the intent of spending money on girls which applies to the waitresses as well. she mostly works weekends when she’s managing two jobs but once she went back to school, after hours became her main job again.
sera is the type of student who sleeps in the middle of that day. she likes to have her classes in the morning. so even on work days she’ll do an overnight shift at the club, come to her room, shower, eat and then head to class. after class she would either hang with friends, do her school work or go home to have dinner and sleep before heading to work, this is the same routine now that she lives on dusk drive.
she’s also the type to do everything last minute. there’s been a number of times where seraphina would be sitting in the backstage, doing her assignment because something’s almost due or just late. this is also her philosophy in life — she runs on black people / caribbean time
on her off days, she could be found doing someone’s hair, chilling in the middle of the courtyard, eating, singing, or dancing. she used to be more active in clubs when she started at shu but she realistically doesn’t have the time
seraphina often comes off a bit standoffish with a rbf but she genuinely isn’t mean unless shes provoked. in that case, she’ll drag the fuck outta you with no cares in the world. probably not physically because she’s very social and tends to know damn near everyone’s business.
“aren’t you a feisty one?” he arches an eyebrow and grins as he peppers her face with kisses before pressing his hot open mouth against her lips. can’t believe how long it’s been. sure, they talked on the phone and texted and there was that one facetime, but having her under him is a whole other thing. a better thing. he looks at her as she talks, smiling. and then he rolls his eyes when she starts teasing him. “alright, alright. i can’t have you trash-talk daria. that’s just not cool. come on, let’s watch an episode, yeah?” noah says as he reaches for his laptop under his bed.
now this was starting to get more like them . the plethora of kisses on her face . speaking and laughing through each one until she couldn’t since his lips captured hers . “ isn’t that what you liked about me ? i mean . . . i’ve been tamed , but i’m still seraphina . “ she more or less teased . pulling him closer to her . honestly , sera was surprised she was able to last as long as she did without him . never being a girl who didn’t find herself under someone within a few days . she hummed at his suggestion . lips pursed as she thought . “ okay , but if i don’t like it or i’m bored i’m gonna annoy you . “
noah laughs. she always makes him laugh. that’s the thing about their relationship, it feels easy. after all the hard parts, the fights, the crying, the time apart, it all fades to nothing when she looks at him with those pretty brown eyes and he feels nothing but peace. “for real? you know what, checks out,” he chuckles and sets the guitar down next to him. the blond climbs on the bed, right beside her and he kisses her lips softly for a moment. “i missed you so much,” he whispers. “even if you don’t like cartoons. what’s that about?” he grins. “not even daria?”
“ wait . . . wait , what do you mean by it checks out ? “ she asked in a giggle . allowing him to settle in front of her . it never took long for the two of them to be wrapped in each other . her arms instantly positioned themselves around his neck as he pulled her into a kiss — something sweet and gentle . “ i missed you too , but ion like this idea of it being conditional . i only watched a handful of cartoons . so no . . . i feel like daria was on when i was a kid , but i don’t remember watching it . it must’ve been a bad show . “ that was unprovoked and she found it funny .
“listen to this, listen to this,” noah smiles as he plays the riff of a song he’s working on. he’s been writing a lot since schoolwork has lessened significantly. he’s got two whole songs and so many ideas. “i don’t know how to start this, but it could be some like… i don’t know. why do i keep thinking about whales?” he laughs. “i was watching bojack horseman earlier. great show. did you watch it?”
she was laying on her stomach . head buried in her phone as the two of them basically did nothing . seraphina has obviously gotten attached to him and their time apart only solidified that . “ i’m listening , “ she whined softly. rolling over so she was facing him . giving him her undivided attention . her eyes narrowed the more she listened to him . laughing and shaking her head , “ i thought you were being serious . i’ve never watched it . . . cartoons aren’t really my thing , babe . sorry . “
usually , noah was the one controlling the pace . and while she loved that . this . . . this was her playground and she wanted to make this game last quite a while . so while he demanded her to follow his instructions . she was going to take her time in doing so . he couldn’t just take or assist in getting her to obey and she didn’t mind the wait of it all . . . even if that meant she’d be edging the fuck out of both of them . “ that depends on the time of day . . . you look at me lovingly . like i’m insane . sometimes hurt . but mostly . . . you look at me like you’d want nothing more than to pull me somewhere private so you could cop a feel of my body . like you need me on yours . “ she said seductively . crawling to the center of her mattress .
sera was in a classic large tee and panties . it was how she liked being dressed while at home . the shirt gathered at her waist . exposing a peek of her ass . she made sure to arch her back while crawling . ass in the air like she was about to take him . she chuckled softly at his praises . “ mmm , you wanna fuck me ? “ she teased , finally sitting in front of the camera . it was obvious he was so horny for her . struggling to keep his excitement from keeping him from cumming so fast . “ slow down , baby . just focus on me . . . no touching yourself . not yet . “ she challenged . noah was in direct view to witness every action she made . she settled with her legs open for the camera . her panties soaked , “ you wanna see me naked , sir . where should i go first ? “ it was a tease . her hands rubbing all over her body , biting down on her lips as they traveled . hips swirling as if he was under her . her chest lifting up as small moan escapes her . her palm wrapping around her throat briefly .
“ hmm . . . you’ve missed my tits ? “ she questioned , pulling up her shirt a bit . hand going over her shirt to massage her breasts . eyes fixed on his with a small yet devious smile . “ but i think what you really want is . . . “ she continued allowing her hands to drift down her center . fingers against her clothed core . she left out a breathy moan , pushing down on her clit for a second . rubbing her pussy for him . “ fuck . . . i wish you could feel how wet i am for you . look how sexy you are , sir . just thinking about you makes me this horny . “ index fingers hooking onto the sides of her panties . she lifted up her hips to pulled them past her ass . her legs closing as they went towards the sky . she watched him while gliding her panties up her legs . toes pointed like she was about to cum . once they were off she swirled it on her fingers , tossing the item towards the item towards the camera .
she stayed there with her legs closed for a moment as if she was scared to expose herself to him . “ i wish you were on top of me . kissing me , biting . . . scratching me . i miss it so much . i miss you , “ she said while faking like she was going to give him the sight he was looking for . but instead ended up back on her knees . touching her body in front of the camera . it didn’t take long for her to start feeling hot . her shirt slowly showing off more of her body . teasing him until the items was tossed to the side of the room . “ what’s next , noah . “ she smirked , clearly struggling to keep herself quiet while touching herself . squeezing her tits and toying with her hard nipples . her lips pressed against herself , licking and sucking at her skin . “ you do it so much better . “ she hummed and capturing her nipple between her teeth softly .
" can’t be jealous of a bitch who can’t compete or compare to me . . . if you prefer that then there’s nothing i can do about that . but , i highly doubt that’s the case . the way you keep looking at me ? “ she paused . eyes slightly looking up at the screen . her voice soft and seductive . “ i know you’ve been thinking about certain ways you could wreck me . . . ruin me . fuck me better than you have so far . “ she said with a smirk . sera sort of scoffed when demanded her to strip . her head tilting to the side , though , she was going to abide regardless . she nodded when he asked if she wanted to see . seraphina was so horny for him . none of her toys felt half as good as him . it felt like her walls were so perfectly stretched by him . a warm , wet, and tight hug around his length . she’s not going to lie , but that night in the studio pushed her further than she’s gone for a while . big dick wasn’t the hardest to come by but a man who didn’t just reply on his size did . noah was huge and knew exactly how to use it .her teeth softly captured her bottom lip . tugging at the plump tissue while her eyes focused on what she’s been craving the most . “ fuck . . . god , i want you to fuck me so much . “ she moaned while her hands touched on her . fully cloth for now , but she wouldn’t be for long . “ you should be letting me stroke your cock with my mouth . i kiss choking on you . looking up from my knees . . . all teary eyed just cause you’re that big and i needed you to fuck my pretty fucking face . watch me , noah . i don’t want you to miss a thing . “ she cooed . picking up a fingers , popping it between her lips so suck on . she added a second finger . doing it slowly as she felt eye contact with him . “ mmm , i should use these to fuck myself , yea ? “ she asked , just taunting him . sera was no where near done with that . sera smirked after his response . getting up to walk to her bed . she wanted him to get a better angle of her . when she got up she made sure to stop in front of the camera . letting her ass jiggled in her panties for him .
“not when i’m this stressed, no,” he chuckles. noah loves to have his hair pulled by her. it adds to the sensation of fucking her. speaking of… sera knows how to tease him. how to make him horny. it’s working. he imagines her giving him a lap dance, or sucking him off. he wants that. right now. but he knows he can’t. unless… “does she do facetime sex?” he arches an eyebrow, hoping she’d get the hint. but obviously, she will. it’s not that deep. any way he can see her face distort into pleasure, he’ll take. hell, he’ll even take her talking dirty to him while he jerks off. he’s been doing that a lot to relieve the stress. but his hand is nothing compared to her tight walls. the blond chuckles again. “i’d love that actually. just a few more days, i promise. we can go to a movie or something. or a gig. i have a friend that’s playing with her band next friday. if you wanna come.” the band’s great, lead singer has personality and bassist just slaps. he wants to go with her. he wants to do everything with her. sex, cooking, dancing, walking. whatever. “maybe we’ll behave for once. or not. i don’t care,” he laughs.
she never intended to get him going . lies . . . never was a strong word . however , right now , that wasn’t her intention . but she should’ve known this would be their reaction . they were both so easily turned on by each other . it was like a light went off in her head at his question . a small smile slowly creeping onto her features while she thought about it , but shrugged as her initial answer . “ honestly , as long i’m with you i don’t care what we do . i just wanna hold you and never let go for like a week . and whatever we do we’re so not gonna behave . “ sera bit her lip , eyes on him . . . mind drifting to their several encounters . “ wait . . . did you say her band ? who’s this her ? “ right now wasn’t the time for that type of question . sera wasn’t a jealous person , but she could get possessive . especially since she hasn’t seen him . the last time that happened . . . well , you know . he nearly slept with someone else . she never found out who it was , and knew she probably never would . “ actually , don’t answer . i’m just tripping a little . . . but , uhm , she’s been really missing your moan so she might be willing to make an exception for you . “ she smirked , sending a wink through the camera . sera hasn’t needed to do this since baz was overseas . “ i heard she does really look good on video , if you’re alone . “ she said , leaning back into her seat , though she wouldn’t be sitting there for long .
noah chuckles. “i’m deadass losing hair. i’m not lying,” he says. it’s stupid how stress affects his scalp. at least he has a shit ton of hair, so losing a bit is not something that concerns him. none of his parents are bald or anything. or at least he’s assuming with his father. hasn’t seen the man in years. “but it’s fine. it grows quickly,” he smiles. sera seems okay, she seems bored though. he misses her. misses talking to her for hours and lying next to her in his bed. waking up next to her and fucking her until she can’t breathe. “i promise things will get easier next week. we have a lot of catching up to do,” he smirks. “i’m glad you’re doing fine, though.” my man. it makes his heart grow fonder. tender. she’s never referred to him as hers before. that must mean something, right? “shu is a motherfucking hassle,” the man laughs. the amount of deadlines is just too much. but it’s not impossible. he’s passing all of his classes, so becoming a hermit definitely has helped. he likes the way his projects are coming up. sounding better than ever before. it still sucks that he doesn’t get to see sera. but it’ll all calm down in a few days. tomorrow is the last day before exams in two weeks. and he needs that time to rest. to hang out with her. he’s missed her so terribly.
“ oh baby ! i guess no more hair pulling for me ? “ she joked , but quickly continued to tease him . sera had too many different protective styles to really notice how stress affected her scalp . though , even when she took them out of whatever style they were in , any hair loss made sense . since she would keep her hair braided for weeks , even months on end . the build up was a decent amount . “ y’know , if you’re that stressed i know of a perfect stress reliever . “ she said with a smirk . “ i think you know her ? i heard she has multiple ways of to get people you off . just give her fifteen minutes — tops . i know she could get the job done quicker . “ of course , it was a sexual innuendo . but could you have expected anything less from the dancer ? she’s been relying on toys and flashbacks to have her toes curling , and as hard as she may have cummed to those alone . it didn’t compare to having him against her skin and all the sensations he curated . yet schoolwork kept them apart “ it’s a bitch and fuck shu . i can’t wait until y’all break up . i’ma swoop in . we can go out . . . or just stay in and chill . i miss having you around . ima act like a baby attached to your hip , okay ? don’t be surprised . “
“me? a ghost? nah, you trippin’“ he grins into the laptop’s camera. talking to her via a screen isn’t his top option, but it’s the only thing he can squeeze into his busy schedule. if it was up to him, she’d be next to him in his bed. but nothing’s ever too perfect. sometimes it feels like their relationship kinda is, though. the talking and laughing and fucking. little to no fighting. it’s just what he needs right now. someone to support him in his career. noah couldn’t be with someone who didn’t understand how important his job is to him. he needs to create and produce so he feels productive and talented and just… useful. “i’ve missed you, too,” he smiles. “uh… losing hair, mostly.” the man chuckles. he knows he’s stressed when he has to pick up clumps of hair in the shower. “well, busy as fuck, as you may have noticed. but you know what? i’m happy. i really am.” for a moment there he didn’t think he was gonna get through the year without another mental breakdown. but that he hasn’t experienced that since probably september? which is a lot of time, considering his diagnosis and his past. maybe the fact that he’s got sera helps. or maybe he’s just overall better. “how about you? what have you been up to?”
she was so happy to see him . to hear his voice again . to know he was okay . sure , they texted a few times but it was nothing too much outside of good morning and good night texts . every so often they’d go back and forth for a little , but for the most part they haven’t talked in a while . she really hoped they’d be able to know . she missed spending hours talking to him . of course , they did other things too , but still . “ are you deadass losing your hair or are you just saying you’re really stressed out ? “ she asked . her brows furrowing in concern . sera’s always heard of that happening but she’s never experienced it nor met someone who has . she was about to suggest a way to help him, but her mind needed to get out of the gutter . “ i’ve been good . same ol’ shit , just a different day . i got work and school . and i get to sleep more which is boring . “ she admitted . being with noah really fucked with her schedule , but she couldn't wait to do it again with a heartbeat . “ how much longer do i not get to see my man ? ion like how shu stole you . “
he’s missed her. he’s missed her so much. uni work has been kicking his ass lately. so many projects and deadlines. he feels like he’s been spread thin and he can’t think properly anymore. but he doesn’t care, he needs to at least see her face today. their communication has been scarce. it’s not intentional, it’s just the best he can do. but today, saturday, he’s got a little bit of free time before heading out to the studio again. he has to record vocals for a song that’s due next thursday. and he’s stressed. but just one look at that pretty face, he’ll be alright. “aye,” noah smiles at sera through the computer. he looks tired and cozy and he wishes he could see her in person right now, but the schedule is tight and he’s not sure he’ll be able to talk to her for more than twenty minutes. but one look at her and maybe he doesn’t have to go to the studio today. maybe she can come over and… “how are you? feel like i haven’t seen you in ages.”
seraphina playfully gasped , leaning closer to the screen . “ is that noah ; i thought ghosts couldn’t be photographed ? “ she teased . there was no attempt to hide her pearly whites from shining at the sight of him . her cheeks would so be hurting after this call . attachments weren’t something sera enjoyed having . at least , not in human form . she loved her family , as did most people , but never did she feel attached to them . not in the way she felt with noah . it might just be that they went from being together all of the time to barley talking . it wasn't like they were mad at each other . the semester always seemed to revup around this time . they say absence makes the heart grow fonder , and god was she experiencing that now . she hated it . the constant wondering and worrying that came with it . but obviously she cared about him . . . dare she says she might love him too ? “ i’m a lot better now . and for us ? you might as well say we haven’t seen each other in years . i’ve missed you . how you’ve been ? “
“ sir ? ” she hummed in a smirk . she liked it since she didn’t come across the preference often . almost as if it’s strictly for him . it shouldn’t be too much of a reach to say that sera was an exhibitionist . she simply just liked being sexy and having an audience . the feeling of captivating someone’s attention . it was thrilling and more so than anything . . . knowing she was making someone else feel good made her feel even better . turned on and wondering what was going through their head . how badly did they want her and what they’d do once they got her . maybe deep down she was a sex addict . . . always wanting to end up entangled in someone’s limbs . right now , and for a while now , she’s only wanted to succumb to noah . only wanted his touch and craved it when it’s been away for too long . maybe she was just addicted to having sex with him , being wanted by him because she’s never had sex so much until him . her friends even noticed she was sliming out , but how couldn’t see when sera’s always working up a sweat with him and already had a habit of forgetting to eat .
sera could melt at each of his praises . a small nod even though she couldn’t repeat what he said . pushing further into her depths , she cries out to him . “ please don’t stop , “ she begged him . the consistent feeling of his breath against her neck driving her just as insane as everything else . his hand getting tighter around her neck with each blow . she was feeling a bit lightheaded , but nothing out of the ordinary when experiencing such intense pleasure . her hand reaching out to push off of the balcony to help him in holding her up . the harder he pulled , the tighter his grip on her neck gotten , the more he pushed deeper and deeper into her . the pleasure he was pulling out of her body shocked her . and where they were only made it feel better . “ y-yes . yes sir , “ she complied . sera wanted to obey his words and so desolately wanted to cum for him the way he wanted her too .
ONE she moaned as he bit her ear . TWO slowly , her eyes began to roll and drift as pleasure enveloped her . her muscles quivering around his length . THREE she was creeping towards the edge of her release . the faster he dove into her the higher she felt like she was flying . the mix of music and the party goers being drowned by her whimpers of pleasure and his grunts of exertion . FOUR . . . FIVE her eyes open , spotting a rather familiar face below the balcony . she doesn’t know how long they’ve been there , but she didn’t care . they were probably wishing they could get behind her once more . their eyes met for a moment . the man laughing to himself before he seemed to start walking off . sera wasn’t sure as noah pulled her even closer to him by her neck . her body resembling a shooting bow as she further arched her back as he held her up . SIX he pulls down her corset . her tits bouncing freely with each gut rearranging thrust . SEVEN the cool fall breeze against her exposed body making her nipples hard and heightening her ability to feel every sensation .
EIGHT . . . NINE . . . TEN she gasped and clenched around him . her hand desperately grabbing at him while her nails dug into his skin . she didn’t even hear the ending of his countdown as her ears seem to pop from the pleasure . she allowed an animalistic cry to tear out of her . “ fuck , i’m cumming . “ she panted as if it wasn’t obvious . sera’s body wanted to collapse onto the balcony . her legs wobbling from pure ecstasy . her heart pounding so loud through her ears . “ i hate how good you are , “ she said spent . her head falling back on him before turning it to the side to plant tender kisses wherever she could on his face . “ wanna get a room ? “ she asked with a small giggle . picking up her head and noticing the figure was gone . “ i think we had a little guest . “
