pray for those who are losing their way with God. may the Holy Spirit guide them back home and make them new

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pray for those who are losing their way with God. may the Holy Spirit guide them back home and make them new
My hands are covered in blood
I am disgusted with myself
I am a monster
I might have as well committed a murder
And he breathes still
And he is gentle still
And he is good still
And He is God
And God is here with me
Covering my hands
He is Loving me unconditionally
He forgives me
His blood and mine
I am the body and the blood
I want to cut up my flesh
I do not deserve it
God if you could save the man on the cross
God if you still loved David and Solomon
God I know you still want me
But I don’t feel worthy
I don’t undserstand
I’m so afraid
You’ve given me chance after chance added chance
Again and again
I want it all to end
An angel waits for me in bed
But I wish for death instead
I won’t get what I’ve been craving for months
I tell myself it’s sin wrapped up in lust
What a sick infliction to the mind that does
Hands and knees
Head on carpet
I wish it was concrete
Hail marry full of grace
Our father who art I heaven
Forgive me father
For I have sinned
It has been over ten years since my last confession
If I ask for one more chance
What punishment will you give
It will be righteous
I don’t know about swift
Just let me suffer
I will give it up to you
I will give everything to you
I don’t know how
When I fail
I am so scared of your punishment
And your judgement
I am not strong enough to do this on my own
I am not strong enough to be better on my own
Please help me
Please forgive
Please forgive me
Show me how to repent
Please forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me
I don’t deserve it
I don’t deserve it
In spite of your love gives me courage
I love you
I love you
I love you
I want to be close to you
Please cast this out of me
Get this demon out of me
Help me figure out how to get this demon out of me
Help me figure out how to release this anger
Please help me
Please
I am begging you
Have mercy on me
Have mercy on me
For the sake of his sorrowful passion
For the sake of his sorrowful passion
For the sake of his sorrowful passion
Have mercy on me and the whole world.
Have mercy on me
Please God I didn’t mean to.
I don’t know why I succumbed to the dark
I don’t want this anymore
I only want to find you
Forgive me father
Forgive me for turning my back on you until my darkest moment
Forgive me for not realizing I needed you until now
Please father help me come back.
I keep thinking about what happened when I was a kid
I want to crawl out of my skin
I want it all to end
But I will try again
I will try again
I will try again
I will try again.
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