Serene Solidarity

• Virgo • Depressed • PTSD • BPD • • Anxiety •

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I'm so sick of struggling financially...I can't fucking win no matter how hard I try..

[murielsbottombitch]

I keep gaslighting myself into thinking my situation isn't that bad and then I see the abject horror on people's faces when I actually talk about it.

[managingitall]

I have to keep pretending. Just keep pretending. Just pretend everything is fine.

I just want to let it all out.

[emotionalwords]

when things really hurt you, they make you quiet.

[honeypleasejustkillme]

my life keeps getting SIGNIFICANTLY WORSE every motherfucking day i walk on this earth.. what the ACTUAL fuck

[thoughtkick]

“Love is not about sex, going on fancy dates, or showing off. It’s about being with a person who makes you happy in a way nobody else can.”

— Unkown

[bpdcrybaby213]

I admit I'm a difficult person and it's almost impossible to stay friends with me or any kind of human relationship. I know I am "too much." Even trying hard not to fuck up and make people stick around I prove that I can't even do that. But nights when I find myself all alone and the time ticks by slowly I really wish I didn't fuck up so much. I swear I don't mean to bring people down. I swear I don't mean to fuck up. Hell I wish I didn't need anyone, then I wouldn't even need human contact and everyone would be better not knowing me. Unfortunately without at least one person, I spiral heavily and lose my little sanity. So when I find myself all alone and staring at the clock, that's when I really wish I could be someone else, anybody but me.

[konoko]

"you're so quiet" thanks, i'm trying to not exist

[destroyedlonelysoul]

i'm not worth a fucking thing if i'm not working. i get it. working on my mental health to be stable again? not accepted. but do y'all know that a human can't work if they're not stable? they can't be productive. but well, that's not my problem then. didn't make myself like this. i'm not apologizing for who i am. but thanks anyway for the "help". people who have power over you are great humans.

[idkpleasekillme]

being hyper self aware and severely mentally ill is wild

cause yes i know the majority if not all of my reactions aren’t rational i know my thoughts aren’t rational i know i feel things way too intensely and hurt my own feelings with situations in my brain that haven’t even happened and most of the time im like “this bitch (me) is crazy”

but i can’t stop the crazy

i can only watch from behind a glass screen while i go crazy and burn my bridges and ruin my relationships with people meanwhile still knowing that im insane and that i shouldn’t be doing half/all the things im doing

the crazy exists and im extremely aware of it to the point that i almost feel it would be better if i wasn’t aware

[allura-raine]

[tyjrose]

reblog this if I can talk to you & not be judged