She bristled at first, thinking Gwenog was making fun of her, but Alecto was slowly coming to realize that this was just how the woman was. She had a feeling sheâd truly know if she was being made fun of; years of being laughed at rather than with had set her on guard for good reason. Alectoâs lips twitched up when she finally allowed herself to be amused, and it was weird to realize that the amusement was genuine. Almost scarily weird, truth be told. âIâll sell the information to Rita Skeeter and make a profit off of that before spreading information for free, thank you,â she quipped, finishing her awful drink and quickly disposing of the glass.
She missed Luciusâ wine.
She wasnât surprised at all that what sheâd encountered was just Gwenogâs reaction to being in a hospital at all, when she thought about it. Gwenog didnât seem like the type of person who liked being confined to one space, let alone one bed, for any amount of time. âSo next time youâre there, put you in a coma. Is that what youâre suggesting?â Alecto snorted and shook her head. Now there was an idea for other patients, but for Gwenog⊠no. âI cannot say thatâs normal practice for St. Mungoâs. Youâll have a hard time finding someone to knock you out for your stays.â
Her breath caught a bit when Gwenog scooted closer to Alectoâs seat, shoulders mere inches from potentially brushing, and Alecto quickly scolded herself for the way her stomach flipped like it hadnât⊠well, ever. This was a foreign feeling, something she wasnât sure she liked at all, and she clenched her jaw for a second before making herself relax. It was okay, everything was fine. She focused on Gwenogâs answer and nodded slowly along with the storyâit made sense for someone who grew up on the pitch to want to follow that career path. âI suppose that makes sense. I still donât see the appeal, but it makes sense.â
In the background, there was a crash, like someone had dropped an especially full tray of dishes. Alecto ignored it and the murmurs that followed.
The answer was on the tip of her tongue: St. Mungoâs provides me a vast array of supplies for my various experiments and allows me to expand my poisons expertise (and developments) in a relatively peaceful environment unless they need me. It never made it past her lips, however, as her few social graces brought the conclusion that saying that wouldnât be advisable in polite company. Not if she didnât want to be arrested.Â
â⊠I was in the hospital a lot as a child,â she said slowly. âMy brother and I lived there like a second home. I hated every moment of it, especially because it was our mother that put us there every time for attention. People always looked in the direction of the distraught parent with sickly, dying children, after all.â Alecto closed her eyes. âTruthfully I didnât want to go back, but Iâm very good with potions and it was a well-paying job that my family needs to get out of debt. I hate it there, have hated it there since I was a child, but I do what I have to. Thatâs all.â She finally opened her eyes and finally looked at Gwenog, completely expecting either confusion or judgement to be there.Â
Gwenog nodded when Alecto wittily announced that she would sell the story to Rita Skeeter before spreading it around for free. She knew that she was merely having a joke with her - and heck, the alcohol was clearly having an effect on her if she was beginning to loosen up a bit and have a joke with someone else that was outside of what she could imagine what her social circle would be. Gwenog certainly wouldnât be in it. However, with that jokey comment, Gwenog was slowly getting the impression that any time she did anything even remotely out of character that people joked about going straight to Skeeter. It was fine for now, since it had only happened a couple of times so far, but she knew the joke was going to get old very quickly.
Tempted to say âyes, please induce me into a coma long enough to see me through any recovery time periodâ, she fully understood why that was likely to not work. Perhaps she could convince her healer, or even bribe her with galleons, to add in draft of living death into an IV drip? But then she would be throwing someone elseâs job on the line, perhaps even Alectoâs if she was her assigned healer again, and she wasnât exactly thrilled to be doing that, either. âYou could try and make it normal practice,â she said with a sheepish tone and her lip curling up on just the one side. âOr not,â she added when she saw the disapproving expression on her face refusing to change.
Not expecting Alecto to see her backstory as a valid reason to have such a strong passion for Quidditch, she was pleasantly surprised to hear that she genuinely did understood where the love for the game spouted from. Exhaling a bout of light hearted laughter, she pushed herself up from where she had slouched on the chair, and agreed with her - but only to an extent. âHonestly, not many people do see the appeal of it. Itâs a job where youâre outside regardless of whether itâs 30 celsius or higher or 10 celsius below or more, itâs dirty, thereâs a huge risk to your health because of the high potential of falling off your broomstick and even more so if you have absolute bastards on your opposing team that intentionally block you so you end up crashing into a stand or whichever.â The barman brought over two glasses of firewhiskey on the rocks and Gwenog threw 5 galleons his way. The drinks didnât come to that much, but he had a busy night. He deserved the tip. Bringing her glass up to grace her lips, she continued what she was saying before necking back almost the whole drink. âSo donât worry. When people say they donât see the appeal, I donât get offended. It just gives me an adrenaline rush whether I watch it or play it. Thatâs why I love it.â
As she listened to Alecto talk about her contrasting childhood compared to her own, she felt a few tears prick at her eyes, but she couldnât possibly let them fall down her cheek. To have her say sorry and then have a little cry in public just from hearing someoneâs not to pleasant backstory? No way. That was too much for Gwenog in one night. It was awful to hear, sure. But it was confusing too, and she found herself wanting to ask why in Merlinâs name would her mother want to put her own children through that, but talking in depth about it may have been too much for Alecto, so Gwenog didnât want to push anything too far. âI- I donât really know what to say,â she mumbled, watching Alecto who almost seemed anxious to see what happened next. âI want to say that Iâm sorry for what happened, but I know that me saying such a thing isnât going to change what did happen. If anything, no one is saying you have to stay at St Mungos forever. Iâm sure there are other places that could use a personâs expertise in potions such as yourself.â