that dirty cash chokes me if we don't have it, let's just live happily without it am I crazy for saying that that dirty cash blocks my dreams in a world where even happiness has a price how much is my dream worth
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@seungsjo
that dirty cash chokes me if we don't have it, let's just live happily without it am I crazy for saying that that dirty cash blocks my dreams in a world where even happiness has a price how much is my dream worth
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you can't tell me "be solid" is not about Seunghyun wanting to be more present in Jiyong's life. you can't tell me it's not about how he felt emotionally unavailable and distanced himself from the person who loved and supported him the most. you can't tell me it's not about overcoming his conflicted feelings and finally expressing how he wants to be by Jiyong's side, no matter what happens, no matter what it takes. you can't tell me it's not about stepping out of his comfort zone to be more warm and open and show affection. you can't tell me it's not about actively making an effort to be stable (emotionally, psychologically and physically) for Jiyong.
because it is.
be solid is more than a love letter, it's more than writing poems for him everyday.
it's a promise.
i will post something soon (hopefully…)
in the meantime
it’s been a month since tabis album and i cannot describe how the whole album has been on repeat for me. it’s insane.
my pinterest is almost overtaken…
heyyy i’m still alive..
i’ve been pretty offline recently and not just on tumblr but everywhere.
i’m still working on some ff for here but at a much slower rate…
thank you all for still sticking around and i really hope i can get the motivation to start posting again ♡
self crucifixion ★ choi seunghyun (t.o.p)
・❥・ summary: seunghyun had spent the last few years trying to heal from everything he'd been through. when you find him locked in his studio, he shows you a sample of a new song. ・❥・word count: 1.6k ・❥・warnings: none really. a bit of angst and some swearing. ・❥・ authors note: this is the first part in the another dimension song fic series! i didnt want anything too heavy and definitely not smut bc that's not the vibe of the song so this is what i settled on. this could also be an unofficial part two to this fic but can be read on its own easily. idk how happy i am with this one but i hope you enjoy regardless <3
ANOTHER DIMENSION MASTERLIST
My twenties a failed play. A tangled knot, a scarlet letter. My crime is “silly boy”.
It had been a long, hard few years of healing for Seunghyun. Ever since the infamous livestream he had done on Instagram, he had tried to be better. It hadn’t been easy, even now, years on there were still days where he felt like he had let everyone down, that he wasn’t good enough for anything or anyone. That was his biggest problem — he always got stuck in his own brain leading to downward spirals. No matter how hard he tried, it was a feeling he’d never be able to shake. But, now, he could handle it a little better. He had learnt from his past mistakes, he was learning to like the person he was becoming. He couldn’t say he loved who he was just yet but maybe one day he would be able to. His past mistakes had cost him so much. There had been so many people he had lost because he had shut himself away from the world.
actually one of the most tragic songs i’ve ever heard
private show ★ choi seunghyun (t.o.p)
・❥・ summary: it's seunghyun's album release day and you decide to throw him a party but he'd much rather spend it alone with you. ・❥・word count: 1.7k ・❥・warnings: 18+, mdni. oral (m receiving), deep throating, dirty talk, swearing. ・❥・ authors note: it's seunghyun day!! another dimension is incredible, i can't belive it's finally here. this is a little fic to celebrate his album release. enjoy <3
Seunghyun had been preparing for the album for so long, it felt surreal that it was finally here. There were just mere hours until it was released. To say he was nervous was an understatement. This was a deep dive into his mind, into the feelings he had been harbouring over the last decade. It felt scary to let the whole world in on everything but he was ready. It was finally time. Now, he was a different person than he had been. It had taken a long time but he had reinvented himself, becoming a person he was proud of. His music had gotten him through the last few years. If he hadn’t had that to focus on, he would’ve been lost. It had stopped him from spiralling further down the dark hole he had been in. Not only that, but there was one other thing that had helped him and that was you.
He couldn’t hide the smile on his face as you bustled around your shared penthouse, trying to make sure everything was perfect for the party you had decided to throw him. At first he had been against it but seeing how excited you were for him, he had relented. If it was up to him, he would have been happy sitting on the couch with you, drinking wine and listening to the album together just the two of you. But, of course, you wanted to make sure he was surrounded by his most loved.
oh i’m so ready..
let’s take a look at something
SO. hm. someone pointed out that gd took the screenshot at 8:19 which is bb debut date.. august 19… so what are we thinking
now we’re waiting to see if dae posts anything… but lord i feel so much.
also the lyrics are actually devastating and i’m in shambles.
so. i’m listing to the album and i think im gonna cry happy tears because this is amazing-
desperado mv ate. their chemistry is so perfect and the song is so beautiful and you can lowk get jiggy w it
what if i said “new ff dropping soon” then took 9 months to post it…
omg. desperado teaser has me on my knees
eyes on me ★ choi seung-hyun (t.o.p)
・❥・ summary: seunghyun brings you along to a family wedding as his fake date but when another guy has his eyes on you, things become a whole lot more real. ・❥・word count: 2.2k ・❥・warnings: 18+, mdni. unprotected p in v. dirty talk. sex in a closet. friends to lovers kinda. romcom vibes. ・❥・ authors note: hi!! i’ve been having a love/hate relationship with my own writing lately so i struggled with this. if it’s awful i’m sorry but i tried 😭
The music blasted out throughout the banquet hall, the speakers booming as people happily danced on the dancefloor. Seunghyun, ever the introvert, leaned against a wall to the side of the hall, a drink of wine in his hand. Standing off to the side meant that he could take part in one of his favourite hobbies – people watching. His eyes scanned the dancefloor, watching his family members dance and laugh. It was a little late into the evening now, most people had a few drinks down them causing them to let loose a little more than usual. Limbs were flying everywhere in the most outrageous dance moves Seunghyun had ever seen. A smirk graced his face as he brought his drink up to take a sip, finally finding the one person he had been looking for.
You.
holy shit
there’s 1 i couldn’t fit :(
pillowtalk ★ choi seung-hyun (t.o.p)
・❥・ summary: tagging along to seunghyun's video shoot you didn't expect to feel a certain way about the character he was playing. when you tell him, he shows you just how intense he really can be. ・❥・word count: 2.6k ・❥・warnings: 18+, mdni. unprotected p in v, multiple orgasms, dirty talk, use of ice cube, use of blindfold, oral (f receiving), rough sex, public touching. swearing. ・❥・ authors note: here we go!! pls enjoy and forgive me for any mistakes its almost 11pm here and i am exhausted. but you know i had to write something for these pics. look at our guy!!! and a big thank you to anya for helping me brainstorm this <3
You weren’t exactly sure what it was. Everything was normal, Seunghyun was simply doing his job but the way he brought the glass up to his lips, the intense look in his eyes as he shot a scene for his music video, it had you feeling hot. Maybe it was because of the suit? No, that wasn’t it. Then, you met his eyes as he was doing that look and you had to clench your thighs together where you sat. That. That was it. The intense, possessive, crazy look. It was a character he was playing — not Seunghyun himself but god, you had never felt more turned on in your life. The scene had ended, Seunghyun’s laugh filling your ears. It tore you out of your daydreams, eyes locking on your boyfriend as he walked over to you.
“Hi, gorgeous,” he smiled, placing both hands on your face and pressing a kiss to the top of your head, tilting your face up to look at him. “Everything okay? I caught you watching and you seemed a little thrown.”
“Oh, yeah. It’s just….” you trailed off, feeling the heat rise to your cheeks. This was your boyfriend of the last four years, you could tell him anything but this felt embarrassing. “I thought you were very attractive playing that character, you know?”
HOT
no word, only ideas.
+ can we talk about how fucking scrumptious this man is looking? like i can’t speak he looks so fine and i genuinely think i felt smth flip in my stomach when i refreshed my instagram and this came up.
happiest birthday to hailey!! @slut4kwon
i love u and i hope your birthday is as special as you!
im here! i’ve just been so unmotivated and very tired recently. life has just piled up and i feel like im drowning in everything i have to do/ want to do that i haven’t thought about writing in a while and im truly sorry about my absence. i miss writing so much im just genuinely out of ideas. if you have any, PLEASE i need them.
thank you for your constant support and i hope i can conjure something up soon so i can get back out to you all.
side note: i gotta help keep the t.o.p fandom alive,, it’s getting dry out here and we can’t have that, oh no no no.
The duo I just made up
PLEASE I NEED THIS