tttjo

mei 07’

[seungsjo]

that dirty cash chokes me if we don't have it, let's just live happily without it am I crazy for saying that that dirty cash blocks my dreams in a world where even happiness has a price how much is my dream worth

→ wattpad - seungsjo

[seungsjo]

guys. yesterday i had an awful day at work.

today i go to the mall with my sister and i find,

TOP SPOT - ANOTER DIMENSION

so needless to say, i bought it.

[enbiased]

you can't tell me "be solid" is not about Seunghyun wanting to be more present in Jiyong's life. you can't tell me it's not about how he felt emotionally unavailable and distanced himself from the person who loved and supported him the most. you can't tell me it's not about overcoming his conflicted feelings and finally expressing how he wants to be by Jiyong's side, no matter what happens, no matter what it takes. you can't tell me it's not about stepping out of his comfort zone to be more warm and open and show affection. you can't tell me it's not about actively making an effort to be stable (emotionally, psychologically and physically) for Jiyong.

because it is.

be solid is more than a love letter, it's more than writing poems for him everyday.

it's a promise.

[seungsjo]

i will post something soon (hopefully…)

in the meantime

it’s been a month since tabis album and i cannot describe how the whole album has been on repeat for me. it’s insane.

my pinterest is almost overtaken…

[seungsjo]

heyyy i’m still alive..

i’ve been pretty offline recently and not just on tumblr but everywhere.

i’m still working on some ff for here but at a much slower rate…

thank you all for still sticking around and i really hope i can get the motivation to start posting again ♡

[wcnderlnds]

self crucifixion ★ choi seunghyun (t.o.p)

・❥・ summary: seunghyun had spent the last few years trying to heal from everything he'd been through. when you find him locked in his studio, he shows you a sample of a new song. ・❥・word count: 1.6k ・❥・warnings: none really. a bit of angst and some swearing. ・❥・ authors note: this is the first part in the another dimension song fic series! i didnt want anything too heavy and definitely not smut bc that's not the vibe of the song so this is what i settled on. this could also be an unofficial part two to this fic but can be read on its own easily. idk how happy i am with this one but i hope you enjoy regardless <3

ANOTHER DIMENSION MASTERLIST

My twenties a failed play. A tangled knot, a scarlet letter. My crime is “silly boy”.

It had been a long, hard few years of healing for Seunghyun. Ever since the infamous livestream he had done on Instagram, he had tried to be better. It hadn’t been easy, even now, years on there were still days where he felt like he had let everyone down, that he wasn’t good enough for anything or anyone. That was his biggest problem — he always got stuck in his own brain leading to downward spirals. No matter how hard he tried, it was a feeling he’d never be able to shake. But, now, he could handle it a little better. He had learnt from his past mistakes, he was learning to like the person he was becoming. He couldn’t say he loved who he was just yet but maybe one day he would be able to. His past mistakes had cost him so much. There had been so many people he had lost because he had shut himself away from the world.

Not you, though. No matter how hard he tried to shut you out (and he often did), you wouldn’t allow it. You knew Seunghyun better than anyone. You could tell with just a look from him when he was spiralling. That was why, ever since that livestream, you had stuck by his side more than ever. It had been tough. The days after that had been rough. Watching him cry and hate himself for something that truly wasn’t even a big deal, hurt you so much. The media, still to this day, liked to attack him for it. They liked to remind him of how badly he messed up. But, he had you to remind him he wasn’t his past mistakes. He had a bright future to look forward to, he just had to believe in himself.

“Seunghyun,” you called out as you knocked on his studio door. These days he was mostly busy working on music, it helped him work through all his feelings and emotions. You were glad he had something to get lost in that wasn’t his own mind.

There was no answer so you knocked again. You heard the scraping of a chair against the floor then the door was open. He tilted his head and looked at you, confusion on his face. “What are you doing here? Did we have plans?”

“Yeah, we did and I text you to remind you,” you narrowed your eyes, examining his face. He looked tired, more tired than usual. “How long have you been in here?”

“Uh, just a couple of hours,” he lied. He had a tell, everyone had a tell when they lied and his was the way he always ran a hand through his hair. Knowing him for as long as you had, it was easy to notice.

“Yeah, yeah, sure,” you replied sarcastically. “That’s why you’re still wearing the exact same shirt as you were yesterday when we were facetiming.”

“I always wear the same shirt!”

“You’re such a bad liar! You have a new outfit everyday. You can’t fool me, Seunghyun. Now, tell me, how long have you really been in here?” You stepped into his studio, making sure to close the door behind you.

“Maybe since yesterday afternoon,” he said sheepishly, resigning himself to sit back down on the chair at the computer he had been working on.

You perched on the edge of the desk with a sigh falling from your lips. Seunghyun was a hard worker, he put his all into everything he did but when he did things like this — staying up all night so hyperfocused — you knew something was wrong. You had a long past with Seunghyun going from being each other’s first love to best friends and now? Well, you hadn’t really put a label on it but you were something more once again. Many nights when he wasn’t working were spent lost in each other's company, talking, laughing and soaking in the joy you brought to each other. Seunghyun would always be the man that you loved with your whole heart. It may have taken a while for both of you to realise that you belonged together but you had… kind of gotten there in the end.

Whatever you two had now, it was special. You could wait for him to define it, you wanted to go at his pace. Pushing him into something was the last thing on your mind. Besides, you knew how he felt about you with the words he said, the way he cared for you. Sometimes, a label wasn’t needed.

“You want to talk about what’s bothering you?” You asked softly.

Seunghyun tore his eyes away from the computer to look at you briefly. “Not really.”

“Okay then.” You weren’t dismissing him, just agreeing to lay off. So, the next few hours flew by with Seunghyun working on his music. You had moved to sit on the small couch he had in his studio, reading a book that he’d had on the table. It was hard to focus knowing that something was wrong with Seunghyun but you were patient, he’d talk to you when he was ready. It was also hard to read when he kept playing snippets of the music he was working on. You could’ve sworn you heard him mixing in news snippets with his name in them but you couldn’t be so sure. Whatever he was doing, he was focused.

Then, he finally spoke.

“I’m angry,” he said quietly, still looking at the computer screen. “And, I’m upset.”

“With what?” You asked, putting the book down beside you to give him your full attention.

Instead of answering you, he played the track he’d been working on; just a snippet but it was enough. The second you heard the few lyrics pieced together with the new snippets and the clip of the livestream, you felt your heart drop. To know all the pain and the heartache he had suffered through, it made you want to hunt down every single person that had ever said anything bad about him. Choi Seunghyun was the kindest, biggest hearted person you had ever met and he had been knocked down by people who barely knew him. People who defined him by the one mistake he had made.

“Seunghyun…” you started, not fully sure what to say.

“It’s not fucking fair. The shit they put me through, the way they dragged my name through the mud all because of one thing I did? They ruined me. What did I do to deserve that? Am I really not good enough that the whole of the country I love decided to make me a villain?” His voice wavered, the anger and sadness seeping through.

“It’s not fair. It has never been fair. The things they’ve done and said about you are vile. There are people out there who have done far worse and they get away with it. You, Seunghyun, have every right to be angry at the world, at the people who prayed on your downfall,” you stood up, moving to stand in front of him as you turned his chair to face you. You knelt down in front of him, placing your hands on his knees in a show of comfort. “But, it’s not because you’re not good enough. It’s because they’re assholes who chose a kind, loving person as a target thinking he’s weak but you’re not.”

“Yeah, I am,” he scoffed. “Everyone thinks so.”

“I don’t think so.”

“You’re biased,” he smiled sadly, looking down. “I don’t think I’m ever going to be good enough. I’ve never felt so… insecure. I’ve always been insecure but to feel the way I do now? It feels like I’ve been knocked down and stomped all over. I’ve basically been blacklisted for one small mistake I made.”

“I may be biased but you are one of the bravest and strongest people I’ve ever known,” you brought one of your hands up to cradle his cheek. “You know how I know that? Because you’re here making a fucking song about it, using their own words against them to show them that no matter what they’ve said, they haven’t broken you. There are people out there that love you, Seunghyun. People waiting for you to come back. Don’t let those saying negative things about you distract you from the fact you have such a loving fanbase who are going to wait as long as it takes for you to feel better.”

There was a beat of silence as he leaned into your touch, his eyes closing for just a moment. Seunghyun had always questioned what he’d done in the world to deserve someone like you by his side. You were like a guardian angel, always there for him when he needed someone, no matter how hard he had tried to push you away. His heart belonged to you — now, then and forever.

“I love you,” he said quietly. “So fucking much.”

“And, I love you,” you leaned up, your lips finding his in a soft, gentle kiss. “I’ll always be by your side, baby. Don’t give up on yourself. You can do this. Let all that anger and frustration out in your music. Show them you’re taking no prisoners, that no matter how hard they try, they can’t break you anymore.”

He chased your lips, pulling you onto his lap for a longer, deeper kiss. When you parted, he cupped your cheek, a smile on his face. “Only if you stay by my side.”

“Forever and always, baby.”

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[seungsjo]

actually one of the most tragic songs i’ve ever heard

[wcnderlnds]

private show ★ choi seunghyun (t.o.p)

・❥・ summary: it's seunghyun's album release day and you decide to throw him a party but he'd much rather spend it alone with you. ・❥・word count: 1.7k ・❥・warnings: 18+, mdni. oral (m receiving), deep throating, dirty talk, swearing. ・❥・ authors note: it's seunghyun day!! another dimension is incredible, i can't belive it's finally here. this is a little fic to celebrate his album release. enjoy <3

Seunghyun had been preparing for the album for so long, it felt surreal that it was finally here. There were just mere hours until it was released. To say he was nervous was an understatement. This was a deep dive into his mind, into the feelings he had been harbouring over the last decade. It felt scary to let the whole world in on everything but he was ready. It was finally time. Now, he was a different person than he had been. It had taken a long time but he had reinvented himself, becoming a person he was proud of. His music had gotten him through the last few years. If he hadn’t had that to focus on, he would’ve been lost. It had stopped him from spiralling further down the dark hole he had been in. Not only that, but there was one other thing that had helped him and that was you.

He couldn’t hide the smile on his face as you bustled around your shared penthouse, trying to make sure everything was perfect for the party you had decided to throw him. At first he had been against it but seeing how excited you were for him, he had relented. If it was up to him, he would have been happy sitting on the couch with you, drinking wine and listening to the album together just the two of you. But, of course, you wanted to make sure he was surrounded by his most loved.

“Seunghyun, you’re freakishly tall, can you fix the balloons on the arch by the door? They’re not sitting how I want them to,” you huffed, hands on your hips as you looked at the giant balloon arch you’d ordered. He thought it was unnecessary but who was he to argue?

“You’re just short,” he playfully rolled his eyes, reaching up to tidy the arch up. “I told you we didn’t need this.”

“And, I told you that I love you but to keep that mouth of yours shut. We are celebrating you today and so, yes, I will be going all out, thank you very much.”

“Aye, aye, captain.”

He gave you a fake salute but not before dipping down to press a chaste kiss on your lips, laughing at the pout on your face. As nervous as he might be, having you by his side made it so much easier. The excitement you had for him was contagious, he couldn’t help but feel giddy. And, he should. It was such a feat to go through what he had, lay it all on the table and give it to the world. He had come out on the other side a strong person. Not everyone could do that.

“We have enough wine, right?” You called out to him as you smoothed out a table cloth on one of the tables you’d set up for food.

“I own my own wine brand, baby. We’ll always have enough wine,” he replied with a snicker.

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The second 6pm had chimed, you had put Another Dimension on a loop. No other music was to be played for the rest of the night, those were your orders. Seunghyun, surrounded by the people he loved most in the world, had been congratulated and dragged into many conversations about each and every song. He loved nothing more than to talk about the music he had made but it had dragged him away from you. His eyes always caught yours from across the room, laughing and joking with Daesung or dancing with Chaerin to For Fans — your favourite song off the album. He had given you a special listening to it a week earlier so you knew every track word for word already. It filled his heart with so much joy to see you being the only person in the room singing along.

When you caught him staring at you, you raised a brow, nodding your head towards the other side of the room. Quickly, he got the hint, excusing himself from his conversation and making his way towards you.

“Well, well, well, if it isn’t the man of the hour, T.O.P himself,” you teased.

“I know, don’t go falling to your knees or anything,” he joked but then he saw that glint in your eye. The one he knew that only meant trouble. He felt himself harden slightly in his pants, just that one look could get him going because he knew exactly what it meant.

“But, what if I want to get on my knees for you?” You whispered, taking his tie between your fingers to tug him a little closer to you.

“Then I’d have no complaints,” he breathed, leaning closer, his lips now inches from yours.

“Hmm, I bet.” You closed the distance, capturing his lips in a deep, passionate kiss. Your hand remained on his tie, keeping him tugged towards you, your other hand reaching up behind his neck, playing with the hairs on the back of his neck.

Seunghyun groaned into the kiss, hands immediately finding their place on your hips. It was a dance you’d done so many times before but he’d never tire of it as he brought one hand up to tilt your head, deepening the kiss. When you both pulled back breathless, he rested his forehead against yours but he had no time to regain his sense of composure because you had tugged on his tie, turning around as you pulled him towards your bedroom. He eagerly followed, not that he had a choice.

The second you were inside, you kicked the door closed behind him as you pushed him into the door, pulling his lips back to yours hungrily. He nipped at your bottom lip to which you happily opened your mouth to allow his tongue to slip inside. As your hand slid down his body across his chest and his abdomen, he let out a low groan. You smiled against his lips, your hand finding their place finally as you cupped him through his pants. He was already hard, achingly so. You rubbed him through his pants, his hips bucking into your hand for more friction.

“Don’t tease,” he mumbled against your lips.

“Me? I would never.”

Oh, but you would. You popped open the button of his pants sliding your hand in them and behind the waistband of his boxers. Your palm rubbed along his aching length, not quite grasping him just yet. As your thumb ran across the head of his cock, he jerked. You had him exactly where you wanted him. Finally, you wrapped your hand around him, slowly pumping up and down his length. The sigh of relief he let out was music to your ears but you were slow. Too slow. His lips found purchase on your neck, nipping and biting to leave the marks he loved to leave. By the time you left this room, everyone would know who you belonged to. It gave him a sense of pride marking you up like that. As his tongue ran along one of the marks he’d just made to soothe it, his lips moved up to your ear, whispering.

“You can do better than that, princess. Thought you wanted to put those pretty lips to use and get on your knees for me?”

Your eyes met his and that intense look from him made your knees buckle. Well, it was his day after all. How could you make him wait any longer? Without any hesitation, you dropped to your knees, tugging down his pants and boxers down his legs. You wasted no more time, taking his cock in your hand, licking up a long stripe on the underside before you wrapped your lips around the tip. Your tongue swirled around, flicking along the slit, tasting the precum that was already leaking. You moaned at the taste, Seunghyun’s hand coming to tangle in your hair, trying to push you further down his length before he lost his damn mind.

Inch by inch you took him into your mouth, pulling your head back, setting a steady rhythm. Seunghyun felt like he was in heaven, his eyes never leaving you as he watched you taking him in his mouth. He couldn’t help but rock his hips slightly. So, you decided to go further, taking him fully in your mouth until his tip hit the back of your throat causing you to choke. He let out a long, filthy groan, holding you in place for a few seconds. You pulled off, catching your breath back before doing it again and again.

“Holy fuck,” he moaned, his head falling back against the door he was leaning against. “Just like that, baby. Take it all.”

Taking him back in your mouth, you let him set the pace now much to his delight. He held your head in place as he fucked your mouth with fervor He could feel his release drawing closer and closer, the choking and spluttering coming from you each time he hit the back of your throat was enough to make him feral.

“Fuck, I’m gonna cum, baby. You ready for me to fill this pretty mouth up? Gonna swallow it all for me like a good girl?” He rasped, never slowing his hips. You managed a nod, breathing through your nose.

It only took a few more thrusts of his hips before he was holding your head in place, spilling into your mouth with a moan of your name. You swallowed every last drop like he’d asked, gasping for breath when he finally pulled from your mouth. His breath was heavy, eyes closed as he pulled himself together. You got to your feet, licking your lips. Seunghyun, opening his eyes, met yours, his thumb reaching out to remove any remains from the corners of your mouth.

“So good to me,” he mumbled.

“You deserve it. That’s just the beginning, too. I have a lot more planned for tonight,” you winked, pressing a gentle kiss to his lips. “Let’s freshen up and head back out there.”

It took a few minutes for you both to get yourself looking decent again before heading back out into the party. Seunghyun’s hand was on your lower back, guiding you as you walked.

“I’ve been looking everywhere for you two! Where did you disa-” Jiyong started but suddenly cut himself off when he spotted the marks on your neck, throwing his hands up in the air dramatically. “Should’ve fucking known.”

He laughed, rolling his eyes before walking away causing you and Seunghyun both to laugh. For now, the party could continue but once everyone left, that’s when the real celebration would begin.

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[seungsjo]

oh i’m so ready..

[seungsjo]

let’s take a look at something

SO. hm. someone pointed out that gd took the screenshot at 8:19 which is bb debut date.. august 19… so what are we thinking

now we’re waiting to see if dae posts anything… but lord i feel so much.

also the lyrics are actually devastating and i’m in shambles.

[seungsjo]

so. i’m listing to the album and i think im gonna cry happy tears because this is amazing-

desperado mv ate. their chemistry is so perfect and the song is so beautiful and you can lowk get jiggy w it

[seungsjo]

what if i said “new ff dropping soon” then took 9 months to post it…

[seungsjo]

omg. desperado teaser has me on my knees

[wcnderlnds]

eyes on me ★ choi seung-hyun (t.o.p)

・❥・ summary: seunghyun brings you along to a family wedding as his fake date but when another guy has his eyes on you, things become a whole lot more real. ・❥・word count: 2.2k ・❥・warnings: 18+, mdni. unprotected p in v. dirty talk. sex in a closet. friends to lovers kinda. romcom vibes. ・❥・ authors note: hi!! i’ve been having a love/hate relationship with my own writing lately so i struggled with this. if it’s awful i’m sorry but i tried 😭

The music blasted out throughout the banquet hall, the speakers booming as people happily danced on the dancefloor. Seunghyun, ever the introvert, leaned against a wall to the side of the hall, a drink of wine in his hand. Standing off to the side meant that he could take part in one of his favourite hobbies – people watching. His eyes scanned the dancefloor, watching his family members dance and laugh. It was a little late into the evening now, most people had a few drinks down them causing them to let loose a little more than usual. Limbs were flying everywhere in the most outrageous dance moves Seunghyun had ever seen. A smirk graced his face as he brought his drink up to take a sip, finally finding the one person he had been looking for.

You.

He watched as you danced with a couple of the girls. It was nice to see you having fun, letting go of all the troubles of the week. When the invitation had first shown up, Seunghyun had been adamant on not wanting to go. His cousin was getting married, the whole family would be there and Seunghyun knew that meant endless questions about when he was going to settle down and finally have children. It happened at every family gathering. But, you had come up with the genius plan to pretend you were a couple. It would get everyone off his back and you’d get to attend a wedding. It was a win-win for the both of you.

His eyes narrowed as he saw the smile instantly fall from your face when one of his cousin's friends – who hadn’t left you alone all night despite the fact you were ‘dating’ Seunghyun – strode up to you, placing a hand on your shoulder. That was it. It was time for him to step in. Placing his drink down on the closest table, he walked over to you. The second he was close, his hand rested on your lower back, his lips leaning in to whisper in your ear.

“Need some help?” He asked quietly, his hot breath sending shivers down your spine.

“Yes, please,” you leaned back into him, making a show of it, eyes gazing up into his dark ones.

“Sorry but I need to steal my girl here for a minute,” Seunghyun plastered on a fake smile for the guy, taking your hand in his and leading you away. Once he was happy with the distance, he moved your arms so they were around his neck, his own landing on your waist to dance to the music. It was a soft sway, the song ironically changing to a slow one.

“Thank you,” you sighed a breath of relief, your whole body immediately relaxing. “He hasn’t left me alone all night despite telling him I’ve got a ‘boyfriend’”.

“Well, maybe,” he said, taking your hand in his and twirling you around before bringing you back into him. “We need to put on a bit of a show.”

Before there was even time to react, he had tugged you in closer to him so your chests were pressed against each other, his hands resting dangerously above your ass. There was nobody in the world you trusted more than Seunghyun — you knew he wouldn’t do anything weird. He was the most respectful man you had ever had the privilege of knowing. Really, it was a crime that he was still single. With a face like his, an incredible personality to boot and a respect for women like no other? It was a wonder people weren’t lining up for him. As his forehead rested against yours, it was hard not to lose yourself in the moment. To everyone else, you probably looked like a real couple that were so in love. Maybe there was a little truth to that. Maybe, just maybe, you had realised you really did have feelings for him. They had always been there, threatening to bubble up and all it took was one night pretending to date for them to boil over furiously. The soft smile on his lips, the way his eyes met yours. God, it was like some cheesy romcom.

That was why you couldn’t stop yourself.

The buzz. The butterflies in your stomach. The way he was looking at you.

It was all to much.

Before you knew it, you were tilting your head, leaning in until your lips met his. Seunghyun’s eyes widened momentarily soon enough they fluttered shut, his hands moving up to cup each side of your face. Lips moved together in tandem, Seunghyun tilting your head to get better access to deepen the kiss. It barely lasted a minute before your senses came back to you.

“Oh, shit, I-I’m sorry,” you took a step back, bringing your hand up to your mouth.

“No, no, it’s okay,” Seunghyun tried to reassure you as he stepped closer but you only backed away.

“I’m so sorry,” you choked out, quickly turning and running out of the room. Seunghyun was left standing in the middle of the dance floor, confusion and hurt etched all over his face.

What the hell had just happened?

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Half an hour had passed. Seunghyun had figured you’d need ten minutes or so to get over it then you’d come sauntering back in like nothing had happened. But, you didn’t. He had sat himself down at one of the tables, the first two buttons popped on his shirt to give him more room to breathe. A drink was cradled in his hands, only a few dregs left in it. With a heavy sigh, he got to his feet, heading back towards the bar. As he did, suddenly there was a hand wrapped around his wrist dragging him off into the nearest store cupboard.

“What the fu-“ His mouth was covered by your palm to stop his words.

“Shhh!” You hushed. “He’s been looking for me since…”

Seunghyun, the absolute menace he was, licked your palm causing you to groan out in disgust, pulling it away from his mouth. The room was dimly lit with barely any space to move but he got his eyes on your face. “What? Before you kissed me and then left me in the middle of the dance floor looking like an idiot?”

“I’m sorry,” you said with a sigh. “I freaked out, okay? I was caught up in the moment and… you’re my best friend. I don’t want to ruin that.”

“A kiss doesn’t change anything unless we let it.”

“So… no weirdness?”

“No weirdness,” Seunghyun nodded but deep inside he knew that he wanted to taste you again. He needed to feel your lips on his, hold you against him like he had. He craved it, he craved you. One taste and he was hooked.

“Move out of the way and let me listen to see if the coast is clear,” you brushed past Seunghyun, leaning your ear against the door. All you could hear was the music coming from the hall and the chatter of Seunghyun’s drunk family members. Did you really want to risk it by opening the door to look? You wrapped your hands around the door handle, straightening up but as you did, you felt Seunghyun pressed right against you thanks to the limited closet space. His breath fanned across your neck, your eyes closing on instinct.

It was his turn to be unable to stop himself. His fingers moving your hair away so he could lean down and press his lips against the column of your neck. It was hard not to melt against him. His hand rested on your hip, his body flush against you so you could feel the press of his hard on against your backside.

“Thought we said no weirdness,” you breathed out, tilting your head to look at him.

“Maybe a little bit of weird,” he mumbled against your skin.

He grinded his hard on against you, eliciting a gasp from you as you felt him harden through the fabric of your clothes. His lips were still working their magic on your neck, drawing the most beautiful breathless moans from you.

“You like that, princess?” He teased. His fingers had bunched up the hem of your dress pulling it up higher to expose your panties to him. His fingers drifted around to your front, sliding into the fabric. Immediately, his fingers ran through your soaked folds, a groan tearing from his throat as your juices coated his fingers. Pulling them from you, he brought them up to his lips. “Taste like a fucking dream. Trust me when I say this but one day I’m going to eat that pussy of yours all night long until you’re begging me to stop but for now….” He spun you around in one fell swoop. “Jump.”

Your eyes rolled back at his filthy words. Just the image of that was enough to send a fresh wave of arousal rolling through you. There was no time to waste as you obeyed. You jumped, Seunghyun catching you as you wrapped your legs around his waist, his body pressing you against the door to hold you up.

“If you want me to stop, tell me right now,” he caught your eyes and the sincerity there almost made your heart stop. But, there was no way you wanted to stop. Not when nobody had ever got you this worked up in just a few short minutes. So what if the friendship got ruined; maybe it’d open the doors to something different. A new step in your relationship.

“No,” you shook your head. “Keep going.”

His lips claimed yours in a fierce kiss that stole the breath from your lungs. His tongue easily slipped past your lips, dancing with yours. You heard the zipper of his pants, your eyes moving to watch as he pulled himself free.

“Nuh-uh,” Seunghyun tutted, using his finger to lift your chin up so you met his eyes. “Eyes on me, princess and don’t take them off me for once second.”

Your panties were pushed to the side, Seunghyun’s cock teasingly sliding through your folds. He purposely made sure to catch the head on your clit with each run through making you more and more desperate until you couldn’t take it anymore. “Seunghyun, please!”

With a wicked grin, he finally notched the head of his cock at your entrance and pushed inside. Neither of you were quiet, forgetting entirely where you were — too lost in the feeling of being joined with each other. He gripped your hips, holding you in place as he pulled out then pushed back in hard. Each time he pushed back in, he sped up until he was pounding into you against the door. You tried to chase his hips with yours, loud moans falling from your lips each time his dick hit that special spot inside you.

“Taking my cock so well,” he grunted, resting his forehead against yours. “Such a good girl, huh? Keeping your eyes on me, letting me fuck you right where anyone could find us.” His thumb brushed over your bottom lip before slipping into your mouth. Immediately your tongue swirled around it causing him to moan. He pulled it out, using it to find your clit and rubbing quick, hard circles to the sensitive bud. “Cum for me, baby. Let me feel you.”

It took a matter of seconds before you were a boneless mess in his arms. Your orgasm ripped through you like shockwaves, your walls tightening around his length, his name falling from your lips. He continued to slam into you, grinding his hips against yours in a circular motion with each thrust back in until he lost it. One hard thrust later, he was balls deep inside you, cumming harder than he had in a long time. He bit down onto your shoulder to hide his loud moan, his release filling you up.

All that could be heard was panting as you both caught your breaths back. Seunghyun was the first to speak as he gently pulled out of you with a hiss, settling you back onto your feet. “Not going to run away from me are you?”

“No,” you laughed, cheeks flushed red. You straightened out your clothes, helping Seunghyun do the same with his. “We could run away from here and do that again properly back at your place, though. Then… maybe talk about it. At some point. Maybe after the third round.”

“I like the way you think,” he kissed you one last time before taking a deep breath. “Let’s get you your grand escape.”

With his hand firmly in yours, he pulled the door open to the closet and made a run for it, narrowly missing the guy who hadn’t left you alone all night. Seunghyun made a snarky comment of “just you and your hand again tonight” as they passed him to which your elbowed him playfully in the side.

He laughed, looking at you with those big, brown eyes of his. And, as you met them, you knew that no matter what the future held, as long as you were with him, it would be okay.

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[seungsjo]

holy shit

there’s 1 i couldn’t fit :(

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pillowtalk ★ choi seung-hyun (t.o.p)

・❥・ summary: tagging along to seunghyun's video shoot you didn't expect to feel a certain way about the character he was playing. when you tell him, he shows you just how intense he really can be. ・❥・word count: 2.6k ・❥・warnings: 18+, mdni. unprotected p in v, multiple orgasms, dirty talk, use of ice cube, use of blindfold, oral (f receiving), rough sex, public touching. swearing. ・❥・ authors note: here we go!! pls enjoy and forgive me for any mistakes its almost 11pm here and i am exhausted. but you know i had to write something for these pics. look at our guy!!! and a big thank you to anya for helping me brainstorm this <3

You weren’t exactly sure what it was. Everything was normal, Seunghyun was simply doing his job but the way he brought the glass up to his lips, the intense look in his eyes as he shot a scene for his music video, it had you feeling hot. Maybe it was because of the suit? No, that wasn’t it. Then, you met his eyes as he was doing that look and you had to clench your thighs together where you sat. That. That was it. The intense, possessive, crazy look. It was a character he was playing — not Seunghyun himself but god, you had never felt more turned on in your life. The scene had ended, Seunghyun’s laugh filling your ears. It tore you out of your daydreams, eyes locking on your boyfriend as he walked over to you.

“Hi, gorgeous,” he smiled, placing both hands on your face and pressing a kiss to the top of your head, tilting your face up to look at him. “Everything okay? I caught you watching and you seemed a little thrown.”

“Oh, yeah. It’s just….” you trailed off, feeling the heat rise to your cheeks. This was your boyfriend of the last four years, you could tell him anything but this felt embarrassing. “I thought you were very attractive playing that character, you know?”

Seunghyun caught on instantly, a brow raised in question. “Oh, really? You’re into crazy?”

“Maybe just a little.”

“Noted,” he winked at you, holding his hand out to help you stand. “Come on, we’ve got a dinner to get to.”

Unfortunately, as much as you’d like to take him home and completely devour him, you had a business dinner with his team to attend. Usually, you wouldn’t go along with him to them but since you were already he here, it seemed easier to tag along and get a ride home together. You’d just sit there, being quiet, letting Seunghyun talk about the upcoming album release. The plus side was that you’d have all the insider information and listening to Seunghyun talk was always something you enjoyed. The peeks into his brain, his creative ideas — they were always so well thought out. He put so much hard work and effort into everything, it was no wonder the album was taking so long to put out. Everything had to be perfect and, knowing Seunghyun, it would be.

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The dinner was going great. Seunghyun had been engrossed in conversation with a few people from his team, one of his hands cradled around the wine glass he was drinking from, the other resting gently on your thigh. While he was busy, you had decided to strike up a conversation with the sound guy Seth. He was friendly, sweet, someone who you got along well with. He was always one to joke, each word spilling from his mouth always making you laugh. At one point, Seunghyun heard you laugh loudly next to him, his gaze turning to you. He couldn’t help but watch as you laughed at everything Seth was saying to you. Now, usually Seunghyun wasn’t a jealous person but he liked the idea of being the one to make you laugh like that. Inside, he could feel his blood boiling a little. He couldn’t help throw a glare to Seth that went unnoticed. But, what didn’t go unnoticed was the way his grip on your thigh had tightened.

It didn’t hurt, of course it didn’t; Seunghyun would never hurt you but the feeling of his fingers digging into your skin made you narrow your eyes at your boyfriend.

“What are you doing?” You hissed as his hand inched higher, his fingers skimming the inside of your thigh, close to your panties.

“Nothing,” he said innocently, once again turning back to the conversation he had been a part of before.

You huffed, returning to your conversation with Seth. The second you laughed again, Seunghyun’s fingers pressed directly against your core (he had never been more thankful you’d decided to wear a dress) causing you to jolt in your seat. You laughed it off with a comment about thinking you saw a spider, making sure to shoot a glare at your boyfriend. Each laugh, Seunghyun upped his game. He’d run his fingers along your panties, rub slow circles against you until he could feel you soaking through the fabric. By the time the dinner was over and you were heading outside to your cab, you were a frustrated mess.

“What was that?” You asked when you settled into the cab.

“What was that? Hmm, let me think,” he tilted his head toward you to whisper in your ear. “That was me reminding you that you’re mine but if you had to ask then I suppose I didn’t do a very good job of it.”

“Oh?”

“Mhm. I think fucking you until you’re screaming my name so loud the neighbours hear you might be a good reminder. Or, I could eat you out for hours, make you cum until you’re a drenched mess, begging me to stop. There’s many options.”

You clenched your thighs together at his filthy, whispered words. “Both are good.”

“We’ll see what kind of mood I’m in when I get home. Though, the idea of filling you up and claiming you like that seems like a good reminder of you belong to.”

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The drive back to your place had been nothing but torture. Seunghyun giving you teasing looks, his hands trailing along your thigh, skimming over where you wanted him so badly to be and pulling away. More filthy words had been whispered in your ear and by the time you were home, you were ready to strip him naked and fuck him stupid. But, unfortunately for you, it seemed like he was in charge tonight. You had never seen this side of him before. Sure, your sex life wasn’t boring by any means but him touching you in public like he had, whispering filthy words to you in the back of a cab and the possessive need to claim you? It was all new and you were living for it.

“Go upstairs and strip,” he commanded the second you stepped into your place. With zero hesitation, you headed towards the bedroom, pulling your clothes off and laying down on the bed. Seunghyun walked in a few minutes later, shrugging his suit jacket off and tossing it onto one of the chairs by the window. He climbed on top of you, arms bracketing your head. There were no words shared between you before you claimed your lips in a dominating kiss. His lips moved furiously against yours, his tongue slipping past your lips to dance with yours. You moved your hands to try and tangle in his hair but he caught them, pinning them up above your head in one of his hands, holding them there. Breathlessly, he pulled away from the kiss, giving you a stern look.

“Keep your hands right there and don’t move them until I say so. Understood?”

“Yes,” you said, your chest rising and falling rapidly, lips swollen from the kiss.

“No talking either unless you’re moaning my name. Now, close your eyes and keep them closed.”

Your eyes fluttered shut. There was some momentary shuffling, Seunghyun’s weight moving from the bed for barely thirty seconds before he came back into the room and assumed his position above you. In that time, you hadn’t moved your hands or opened your eyes earning an approving hum from him. Seunghyun’s lips found the skin at your neck, nipping and biting as he left a trail of hickeys along the column of your neck and shoulders. The clinking of something against glass caught your attention, the temptation to open your eyes strong but you kept them close. What you couldn’t see was that Seunghyun had brought a glass of ice cubes into the room, one between his fingers as he slowly lowered it down to your skin. The ice cold made your back arch, a breath escaping your lips. As he trailed it across your breast, you braced your self but it was no use. The second he ran the ice cube over your nipple, your eyes shot open, a small moan tearing from you.

Seunghyun immediately stopped, clicking his tongue. “I said keep your eyes closed. Looks like I’ll have to help you out there, too.”

He pulled at his tie, tugging it off. Lifting your head up a little he covered your eyes with it, tying it. Not too tight. When he asked you if you could see anything, you opened your mouth to talk then remembered he had said not to so you simply nodded your head. A praise of ‘good girl’ from him sent your hips bucking up into his. Discarding the ice, he pinned your hips down, lowering his head until he was situated between your thighs. He took the opportunity to mark up your thighs, littering the inside of your legs with his mark.

“Look at you,” he teased, his finger trailing through your folds, coating his finger in your slick. “So wet for me. I bet you’re already so close to coming, aren’t you, princess?”

Seunghyun didn’t even give you time to react to his taunting before he pushed two fingers inside you. A loud moan came from you as he began to pump his fingers quickly, giving you no time to relax. His thumb easily found your clit, rubbing it in quick, hard circles in time with the thrust of his fingers. “Come on, baby. Be a good girl and cum all over my fingers.”

Watching you writhe and moan was driving him crazy, his cock hard beneath his slacks but right now he was more focused on you but he couldn’t help but palm himself through the fabric, groaning a little. God, he really needed to be inside you. He felt your walls tighten around his fingers, your orgasm so close. So, he curled his fingers inside you and that did it. You cried out his name, your back arching off the mattress as you came all over his fingers just like he asked. He kept thrusting his fingers inside you, working you through your release. Just when you thought he’d give you a moment, he didn’t. Before your orgasm had even ended, he had leaned down and now his tongue was running along your slit, lapping up all of your juices. He flicked his tongue against your clit, his fingers never ceasing in the movement. You were ready to cum again already, your body on the edge. Seunghyun wrapped his lips around your clit, sucking before he pulled off, teasing it once again with his tongue. “Give me another. Now.”

His commanding tone was your undoing. Within seconds you were cumming again. He lapped up every bit of release like a man starved. You were the most exquisite thing he had ever tasted — he’d never get enough of it. Finally, he pulled away from you, licking his fingers clean. Being unable to see was frustrating but right now you were still trying to calm down from the two orgasms he’d already given you. The sound of his zipper echoed through your ears. Seunghyun had stood from the bed momentarily, disposing himself of his shirt and his pants. He took his cock in his hand, stroking himself, knowing that you couldn’t see. Audibly, he grunted, making sure you could hear every single thing. Climbing back onto the bed, he ran his cock through your soaked pussy, the head catching your clit and making you gasp. You were still so sensitive from everything he had just given you.

“Aww, baby,” he cooed, teasing his cock at your entrance, pushing just the tip inside. “You can give me another one. I know you can.”

Slowly, agonisingly slow, he pushed inside you inch by inch until he bottom out. You moaned, wiggling your hips but Seunghyun used one of his arms to press you down into the mattress. “You’re going to take every inch of me like a good girl.”

He drew back until only the tip was left then thrust back into you in one hard push of his hips. He kept up that momentum. Slow and hard, drawing breathy moans from you. Seunghyun held your hips down, his fingers digging into the skin enough to leave bruises there. He knew you didn’t care — you liked it when he was rough, though he had never been like this before. His eyes were laser focused on where you were joined, watching each time he disappeared back inside you, your body jolting with each deep thrust. “Fuck, baby, you’re taking me so well. This pussy was made for me. Nobody else, isn’t that right?”

“Yes,” you gasped as he hit deep inside you.

“You’ve been so good. So fucking good for me. Take off the blindfold,” he urged.

You wasted no time, moving your hands to tear the tie from your eyes. What you were greeted with was the most beautiful sight in the world. Seunghyun’s brown eyes looking at you so intensely you nearly came right then and there. You whimpered. “Please, Seunghyun.”

He pulled your legs around his waist, one hand on your hip to hold you, the other resting by your head. Then, without any warning, he sped up, pounding into you like never before. He grunted and groaned, holding back his own release because he needed another one from you before he even thought about it. The hand that was by your head moved to wrap around your throat, simply holding you as he fucked you without mercy. No words were able to form from you, only moans of his name and high pitched moans. The neighbours would definitely have something to say next time they saw you especially with the way the bed was hitting the wall with each pound of Seunghyun’s hips.

“Tell me who you belong to. Tell me who’s the only one who can fuck you this good,” Seunghyun grunted.

“You! Only you Seunghyun,” you moved yours hips in time with his, clenching your walls around his cock.

“That’s right. You fucking love this, don’t you, you filthy girl? Being fucked senseless, submitting to everything I ask of you.”

The only word you could say seemed to be yes. Your third orgasm of the night was close, so, so close. Seunghyun could feel your walls tightening around his cock. He needed to drive you over the edge. His lips found your nipple, tongue swirling around the bud, his hand drifting down from your throat to squeeze the other one. It was too much.

“Seunghyun, oh my god!” You screamed out, your body shaking with your orgasm.

Fuck, the way you yelled out his name, the way you were squeezing the life out of his cock was too much for him. One final hard thrust, hips flush against yours, he came with a grunt of your name, filling you up just like he said he would. Out of breath, he collapsed on top of you, careful not to crush you with his weight. Once his breath came back, he pulled out of you, watching as his release trailed out of you.

“We can’t be having that now.” With his fingers, he scooped it up pushing back inside you. He looked up at you, a smirk adorning his face. Seeing you flushed, covered in his marks, leaking his cum — it was the hottest thing in the world.

“Holy fuck,” you managed to gasp finally as Seunghyun laid beside you, gathering you in his arms. “What the hell was that? Don’t get me wrong, I loved every second of it but oh my god.”

“That, my love, was what you were so turned on by this morning. You said you liked the whole intense, crazy character so…. I gave you him,” he pressed a soft kiss to your lips.

“You’re so good to me,” you laughed, burying your head in his chest.

“I know. Now, rest up because that was only the first round.”

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[seungsjo]

HOT

[seungsjo]

no word, only ideas.

+ can we talk about how fucking scrumptious this man is looking? like i can’t speak he looks so fine and i genuinely think i felt smth flip in my stomach when i refreshed my instagram and this came up.

[seungsjo]

happiest birthday to hailey!! @slut4kwon

i love u and i hope your birthday is as special as you!

[seungsjo]

im here! i’ve just been so unmotivated and very tired recently. life has just piled up and i feel like im drowning in everything i have to do/ want to do that i haven’t thought about writing in a while and im truly sorry about my absence. i miss writing so much im just genuinely out of ideas. if you have any, PLEASE i need them.

thank you for your constant support and i hope i can conjure something up soon so i can get back out to you all.

side note: i gotta help keep the t.o.p fandom alive,, it’s getting dry out here and we can’t have that, oh no no no.