*hyunjin as the cover purely because i love this look: not implying anything*
paring :: stray kids x reader (individually)
genre :: imagine + quote
summary :: toxic skz
!warnings! :: toxic relationship dynamics, i think there's light swearing.. THIS IS FICTION AND NOT MEANT TO BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY
bang chan | 방찬 | deceiver
⟢ chan will tell you he loves you and that he wants to be with you forever, only to drop you as soon as what he really wants comes along. spoiler, it’s not you that he really wants. he only used you as a placeholder, to make a girl jealous.
⟢ “ you really thought that i loved you?”
lee minho | 이민호 | emotional manipulator
⟢ minho will always use your insecurities against you. when you tell him you feel insecure about asking too much from partners, he acts all caring and reassures you that you don’t ask too much. later, he’ll break up with you with the premise that you ask for too much.
⟢ “you’ve always asked too much from me.”
seo changbin | 서창빈 | controller
⟢ changbin loves having power over you. He slowly inserts himself, slowly turning into what he promised he’d never be. the idea of you not directly by his side makes him lose his mind, and not in a hot way. in a psychotic way.
⟢ “if you go out, you’re going to cheat on me.”
hwang hyunjin | 황현진 | play the victim
⟢ hyunjin loves when attention is on you, he loves it so much he wants it all. Forget trying to bring up your feelings, he just makes it about him. when he talks about why he loves you, it only him appreciating the way you make him feel.
⟢ “what about what i feel, huh? why do you make everything about yourself?”
han jisung | 한지성 | guilt tripper
⟢ jisung always helps you when you need it. You’re so grateful for him, but you never expected him to hold it over your head. now, you can not say no to him. you’re forever indebted to him.
⟢ “what do you mean ‘no’? I do so much for you and you can’t do this one thing for me?”
lee felix | 이필릭스 | love-bomber
⟢ felix is crazy about you. so crazy he doesn’t want you to leave, and he will do anything to make sure you never see his flaws. he moves fast, so fast that there wouldn’t be a chance for you to see how he really is.
⟢ “angel, i know we’ve just met, but i love you and i don’t know what i would do without you.”
kim seungmin | 김승민 | love withholder
⟢ being with seugmin is like walking on eggshells with a ticking time-bomb strapped to your chest. One wrong move, one wrong word and everything is destroyed. you can’t speak your mind if you want his love. the one time you did, was also the last time you did.
⟢ “no. i will only love people who agree with me.”
yang jeongin | 양정인 | gaslighter
⟢ jeongin is confident in himself in more ways than one. he knows what he says and what he doesn't say. as soon as one thing that happens, paints him to be in the wrong, poof, it never happened.
⟢ “i never did that. weren’t you the one who said that in the first place?”
a/n :: brand new skz imagine and also my first one here!! also this is purely fiction, i solely believe skz would be the most loving bf. please this is FICTION. also happy new year, my first post of 2026 and the first of many to come!! please enjoy!!
✦ you’re in the back of the cab, watching the city lights fly past as the car sped down the empty highway. you’re shoulder to shoulder with seunghyun and his hands are clasped together in his lap. your legs are pressed together, with your red dress hugging your thighs.
✦ seunghyun’s facial features are sharpened under the street lights, his prominent cheekbones and crisp jawline drawing you to him like a magnet. his hair was tidy and styled back, complimenting his suit that clung to his wide shoulders.
✦ you notice a small flinch in seunghyun’s hands beside your legs. a naughty grin tugged at the corners of your lips. you reached over and took his big hand in yours. you saw him tense as his eyes followed the path you took his hand in.
✦ you guided his hand and set it on your thigh, slightly above your knee. his fingers pressed into your skin before you dragged his hand up until it was pushing the hem of your dress up ever so slightly.
✦ when you let his hand be, he pressed on your skin, his fingers digging into the flesh. heat pooled in your core so you brough one leg over the other, trapping seunghyun’s hand in between the warmth of your thighs.
✦ you could hear the little groan that slipped past his lips as his eyes scanned your face. you turned your head and carefully leaned into his firm chest.
✦ “my beautiful girl.” his head dropped so his lips were skimming the shell of your ear. the warmth of his breath sending a shiver down your spine. his voice was deeper than the ocean but as smooth as velvet
✦ “only beautiful?” your smile turned smug.
✦ “beautiful and so fucking sexy.” his lips found yours, crashing together in seconds. your lips moved against his with a ferocity until he pulled back.
✦ “just wait till we get home.” his voice deep and stern, only sending another wave of need straight to your core.
kwon jiyong | 권 지용
✦ you watched jiyong’s knuckles white from gripping the steering wheel so tight. city lights flashed across his suit as they came and went. his face wasn’t soft and warm like it normally was after a date night. instead he looked like he was simmering. his eyes had a sharp edge to them. his lips pressed in a thin line.
✦ “baby, are you okay?” your eyes batted up to his face.
✦ “fuck, you looked so good all night. i need you.” the depth of his voice flooded the car. the abruptness of his response made your eyes widen before your thighs clenched, pressing together.
✦ “oh yeah?” you smiled when jiyong looked over at you briefly with a dangerous look.
✦ “don’t tease.” you were dancing on thin ice, you knew it but nothing was stopping you from testing the limits of your boyfriend’s patience.
✦ you leaned over in the passenger seat and your hand lifted and landed on his thigh. his muscles tensed under your touch as you trailed your hand up in a torturous pace. you could feel him harden as your hand swiped over his crotch before you lifted your hand higher to slide up his chest.
✦ you heard the engine rev as his foot pressed the pedal closer to the floor. before his free hand caught yours, stopping your movements. he kept his eyes on the road while he pressed a soft kiss to your fingers. even when you pushed his patience, his affection was still as soft as his love.
✦ “careful my love.” his fingers intertwined with yours then rested in his lap.
kang daesung | 강 대성
✦ the heat radiating off of daesung’s suited body could nearly kill you. all night you felt like gravity was pushing you close to him, your attraction reaching an all time high. now he kept one hand on the wheel and the other kept a loose hold on the gearshift.
✦ the radio played Frank Sinatra on a low volume and you could hear your boyfriend humming along mindlessly. the way his curly hair fell on his face, the way his plump lips pushed out on his side profile only made you more desperate for his love.
✦ “dae, you looked so handsome tonight.” your voice rang through his ears like the music he was listening to.
✦ “you looked equally as beautiful honey.” his eyes quickly found yours while he flashed a comforting smile. it only left you wanting more.
✦ “you always look so fucking handsome. i always want you, always need you.” the sudden confidence carried you as you complimented daesung to the point of flushed red cheeks your words finally hit him and he was a growing mess. losing control. your hand reached out and laid on top of his on the stick. your thumb lazily swiped his large knuckles
✦ “oh baby, you have no idea how much i hold back every time i see you. you drive me fucking crazy.” his knuckles paled on the steering wheel while he continued talking.
✦ “do i?” you pryed his hand off the stick and laced your fingers with his.
✦ “you don’t know the half of it.” you were pushing all the right buttons to get him exactly how you wanted him. flushed and needy.
✦ “wanna show me?” you brought your joined hands into your lap and handled his fist open and traced the creases of his palm.
✦ “oh darling, keep it up and we’re pulling over.” his hand flipped and rested high on your thigh. and you massaged the back of his hand with your fingers.
a/n :: it’s not my best work but i was thinking on how sexy late night drives can get and i wanted to POUNCE on this idea before i lost ideas. it’s a drabble but i hope it’s steamy ykykyk? please enjoy and i will get that jiyong smut out as soon as i cannnnnn…
summary :: getting him hard and then doing nothing about it
!warnings! :: smut, swearing, unprotected p in v, creampie, orgasm denial, teasing, dirty talk
so many things you did had the possibility to set seunghyun off, but by far, the thing that really did him was when you’d walk around in the house wearing nothing but a big shirt of his, and tiny panties. that would have seunghyun losing his mind in seconds.
so that’s what you did.
it was a simple white NASA shirt he wore under hoodies. the cotton was soft on your skin, the bottom hem of it resting on your high thighs, just covering your ass. in all honesty, the material was somewhat see-through which was perfect for you. he could see the curve of your boobs and the small peak of your nipples and the black lacy panties that rested low on your hips.
seunghyun was in his office working on the instrumentals for his upcoming album. you gently knocked on the door that was slightly ajar and seunghyun hummed in response, too focused to turn his head when you entered the room. instead continuing to work on the music displayed infront of him.
“seung, i hope it’s okay with you, i threw on one of your shirts after my shower. does it look good?” you tried to sound as innocent as possible.
seunghyun pulled his body away from the desk, and spun around in the office chair. when his eyes landed on you his eyes widened in shock that quickly was overtaken by pure lust. his dark eyes scanned you up and down, a tent half building in his pants. he motioned for you to come closer, so you did, only with some extra sway of your hips. when you were in arms reach of your boyfriend his hand found your hips, pulling you to stand in between his legs.
“you look so sexy, my girl.” his hands rested on the curve of your butt while his eyes were wide, staring up at you.
“oh yeah?” you tease, leaning in closer to his lips and your fingers weaving through his hark hair.
“yeah.” seunghyun quickly connected his lips to yours,
you responded instantly, tasting the hint of mixed berry that came from his vape. your lips moving against his and reciprocating the intensity.
just as you felt seunghyun’s hands slide lower to the back of your thighs, you gently pushed back off his chest, your lips disconnecting.
seunghyun looked incredibly confused, his lips pink and swollen as you slipped out of his grip.
“alright baby, i didn’t want to distract you. i just wanted to say hi and ask how i looked.” you calmly turn your heel and walking out of the room without turning back, even when seunghyun is calling your name from his office.
you move quickly to the bedroom, shutting the door behind you and tucking under the blankets, and trying to even out your hard breathing.
it wasn’t long before you heard the door swing open and felt the mattress sink when seunghyun climbed on the bed. you turned around, being met with his stern expression, his eyes filled with pure desire. his hands tore the sheets off your body, a little breath escaping you from the cold air.
“what’s wrong baby?” you asked, your hand coming to cup his face.
“you know what’s wrong.” he leans into your touch. suddenly, his lips came crashing on yours, hard and fierce as his hands roamed your sides. “you look gorgeous in my shirt, it's even better when nothing is underneath” he managed in between kisses that trailed your jaw and down your throat, smirking on your skin.
“i look that good, huh?” you teased breathily, again threading your hands through his black hair.
“you look fucking hot.” his kisses became sloppy and open mouthed as he pulls the neck of his shirt away, revealing more of your skin.
seunghyun tugged at the bottom of the shirt you were wearing and slipped one of his hands up your stomach. his hands were big, warm, soft as they slid up your skin.
his hand stops right under your breast just before he squeezes the fat in his hand. his lips are still moving slowly as they suck a mark on the curve of your neck.
seunghyun tears himself away from you, his face flushed and his hair tossed and messy. he takes your shirt aka his shirt, in his hands and pulls it over your face, tossing it somewhere on the floor.
the cold air surrounds you and dances on your skin, sending a small shiver down your spine. seunghyun leans back on his legs and his eyes drink in your bare chest.
"holy fuck. you are so beautiful." seunghyun sits as his eyes rake over you repeatedly while he slowly reaches his hand out until you lean in and crash your lips on his.
seunghyun responds instantly, slowly guiding you to lay down and climbing on top of you, his lips never leaving yours. within seconds, you're biting seunghyun's bottom lip and he takes it as an invitation to push his tongue into your mouth. suddenly the kiss grows sloppy as your tongue slides along his while his hands grab all over your body.
you slowly tug at your boyfriend's hoodie, urging him to get rid of it. he seems to understand your wordless plea and pulls back to peel his hoodie off his toned body. quickly, his lips reattach to yours and in one swift move, seunghyun switches your positions, you now straddling his hips.
your hands instantly press on his chest for support and his tan skin is warm and the warmth spreads on your palms as you slide your hands down his torso, stopping just before the waistband of his sweats.
your hands still and you press your lips against seunghyun’s for a brief moment before your lips start tracing the shape of his jaw and press kisses down his neck. you work slowly, listening carefully to the way seunghyun breathes and how his hands rest firm on your hips.
you continue to kiss down seunghyun’s body, placing butterfly kisses on his collarbones and slowly working your way lower. you make sure to worship every inch of his tan, smooth skin. seunghyun’s eyes remain glued to you as he watches you shuffle further down his body.
when you reach the waistband of his pants you stop to look up at him.
“can i?” you ask, gently tugging the sweatpants waistband.
“yes.” seunghyun’s voice is gravelly and breathy as he helps you push his sweats and his boxers down his legs, leaving his big cock standing straight and flushed with precum leaking from the pink tip.
“all this for me?” you tease, taking his length in your hands.
“you have no idea what you do to me.” he rasps.
without words you start pumping his length in your hand, spreading the precum down his shaft. slowly, you lower your head and press a soft kiss to his tip.
a small sound comes from him, needy and deep at the same time. his eyes remain laser focused on your movements as you kneel infront of him.
you can feel seunghyun’s thighs tense under your hand, desire so badly that he’s clutching onto the last hair of self restraint he has.
but the second you take almost all of him in your mouth, is the very second seunghyun seems to break. he’s a mess for you in mere moments, his voice breaking in what sounds like moans and groans together.
you can taste his saltiness as soon as he’s in your mouth and your tongue lays flat underneath. your mouth is open wide, lips wrapped around him tightly, and you’re entire mouth full with him.
seunghyun grasps the bedsheets with one hand, and the other cups your face briefly before tangling in your hair to make a makeshift ponytail with hair spilling between his fingers.
slowly he starts guiding your movements up and down, letting you take him deeper down your throat.
“that’s it my girl. fuuuck- you’re doing so well.” he praises you while you hollow your cheeks, feeling seunghyun twitching.
there’s no warning before seunghyun lets out a loud, deep groan and a warm liquid is spilling down your throat. you make sure to swallow it all, not daring to waste a single drop.
seunghyun’s grip in your hair loosens while you watch his chest move rapidly, accompanied by his quick breathing.
“your turn.” is all he says in between shaggy breaths.
when you go to straddle his hips once again, he makes a quick motion, flipping your positions, him now hovering over your body, his lips mere inches away from yours.
seunghyun’s eyes are staring into yours. strands of his black hair are shaggy infront of his face. this moment stretches on as you feel your boyfriend’s hand sliding up your bare stomach.
he slowly lowers himself and his lips meet yours in a kiss unlike the ones before. this one is slow, savoury. it’s as if seunghyun is trying to memorize the taste of your lips forever. quickly, his lips start lining your jaw with soft kisses that you barely feel.
you tilt your head back, exposing more of your neck to seunghyun’s lips. his kisses decend further down your neck, eventually leading to your chest. seunghyun fluidly starts kissing in the valley in between your breasts before his lips attach to your one nipple.
a soft gasp slips past your lips at the feeling of seunghyun’s tongue swiping back and forth over your hardened bud. he snakes his hand up to play with your other breast.
your hand flys to his hair, tugging the black tufts in your fingers, much like he had to you previously.
seunghyun’s lips come off of you with a small pop and he’s right back to kissing every inch of your skin. under seunghyun’s loving touch, you feel like he truly worships every little bit of you, and he does. heavily evident by how he doesn’t leave a single area of your skin without a peck of his soft lips.
his lips ghost over the waistband of your black panties; his hands holding your hips when his eyes find yours once again.
“please.” you breathe.
with the invention, seunghyun hooks a finger in the lace and makes a show of sliding the fabric down your legs.
seunghyun wordlessly tosses them somewhere behind him and settles in between your legs once again.
“fuck- you’re so wet.” he brings a finger up to drag through your wet lips.
you watch, dazed as he sucks his finger clean of your juices. a low groan rumbles through his throat at the taste of you. within seconds his lips are quickly nestling into your folds. his tongue darts out and meets your clit, cuing a light moan.
“so perfect.. so beautiful..” the way seunghyun’s voice mumbles against you sends a cold shiver up your spine.
seunghyun’s lips wrap around your clit just before he starts sucking with finesse.
“oh- seunghyun!” you gasp and your hand digs in his hair gently pushing his head against your core.
he keeps working you closer to your orgasm that builds dangerously warm in your stomach. the longer seunghyun’s tongue is on you, the more restless you grow under seunghyun’s arms.
right as you feel yourself tipping over the edge, seunghyun stops all his movements.
“no baby. you don’t get to cum after teasing me like that.” his smile is cruel as he shuffles again.
“you’re gonna cum when i let you. you’re gonna cum all over me.”
your legs naturally spread as your boyfriend settles with his tip lining up with your entrance.
in one fluid movement seunghyun pushes inside of you, filling you up. a loud moan rips from you, your fingers grasping the sheets around you.
“so- mfph- tight.” seunghyun takes a second to let you adjust to him and also lets his eyes rake over body underneath him.
when your face relaxes slightly he takes that as a sign that he’s okay to slowly pull his hips back before gently pushing them forward again.
the room is now flooded with your and seunghyun’s moans that come out together and seperately. accompanied only by the sound of seunghyun’s hips against yours.
“yeah baby. look at you. taking me so well like the angel you are. fuck, you were made for me.” seunghyun’s thrusts become harder and faster which only builds up the familiar heat in your stomach.
“please seung, i need- to cum.” your legs wrap around seunghyun’s hips driving him in deeper.
“do you baby?” he taunts.
“yes- fuck- yes.” you beg him.
“beg like my good girl.” he holds your waist as his hips slow slightly.
“please my love, i need to cum. please let me cum all over you. please.” you pant breathlessly, your hand dragging down seunghyun’s abs.
“that’s it.” is all seunghyun says before his thrusts are suddenly driving into you with relentless speed. seunghyun loses the rhythm, working to make you come.
“come on baby. cum,, now.” when his fingers start rubbing fast circles on your clit, you feel the pressure in your body shatter as your orgasm washes over you like a tsunami.
seunghyun’s hips don’t stop for a couple seconds as he chases his own climax, and when he does you feel a warmth spreading inside you.
a low groan mumbles out of seunghyun as he empties himself in you before lowering onto you. his weight is comforting and secure as you two catch your breaths.
“you did so well my girl.” seunghyun’s breath is warm in the valley of your neck. “thank you.”
“thank you seunghyun. i’m glad i could give you a break from work.” you giggle as you rub seunghyun’s back.
“you did. and keep the shirt. it looks much sexier on you.” seunghyun chuckles.
“i don’t know seung, it looks pretty hot on you too.” you coo, earning a huff from your boyfriend.
“you look irresistibly beautiful and hot. i just look hot.” he smiles against your skin.
“you are hot, and so handsome. i love you.”
“fuck, i love you so much.”
“and i love you more, my love.”
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a/n :: here we are. i started this a couple months ago and im finally uploading it. im so sorry for my inactivity i’ve been focusing so much on school and my instagram so i’ve been a little mia here but i hope as soon as my finals are done i can start posting here more too!
thank you everyone i love you all 🩶
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genre :: fluff,smut, and then more fluff at the end
summary :: seunghyun’s birthday is all about him, and you make sure he remembers how much he means to you
!warnings! :: swearing, assumed wine consumption, smut, bj, unprotected p in v (wrap it b4 u tap it), creampie, multiple rounds, aftercare
tonight was unlike any night. it was seunghyun’s birthday. seunghyun never really understood why birthdays were so celebrated, to him it was a day for cake and a song, maybe some hugs. but this year you were going to make him love his birthday.
you had been planning for weeks. you made a reservation for a very fancy restaurant known for having a very exclusive winery. they had been in business for decades and seunghyun was always talking about how he’d die to get a taste of their wine; so you took the opportunity. you bought a dress, a dress you knew seunghyun would love. and you planned every detail of the night to a tea.
all that was left was for him to come home to a neat box and your news.
not long passed before you heard his car pulling up and heard the familiar jingle of the keys in the door. the door swung open to seunghyun standing tall in the doorway, a expression of contempt dawning on his face. at the sight of you his lips turned upwards, his dimples flashing beside his smile.
“hi baby.” his voice was deep, smooth, and gentle.
“hi birthday boy.” you smiled walking up to him. he set his things to the side and happily wrapped you in his arms. your lips met his in a sweet kiss, his lips soft as they pressed on yours. even when he pulled back, his hands stayed put at your hips.
“i have a surprise for you.” your hands laid on the warm skin of his neck. his eyes widened in shock as you pulled his arm to guide him to your shared bedroom.
when you pushed the door open seunghyun was a little flustered but his heart melted when you pulled a navy blue rectangle box from the dresser. seunghyun eyed the box, the big white ribbon bow drawing his attention.
“go on.” you urged. with that he pulled the ribbon and the bow came undone and you watched seunghyun’s face light up when he opened the box to a pomegranate red tie proudly resting.
“oh baby it’s beautiful!” his smile glowed as he pulled the tie out of the box, setting it on the dresser.
“i’ll have to wear it for my next interview.” he smiled at you.
“actually, you won’t have to wait to wear it. we’re going out. i booked a reservation for the Celestial Vineyard at 8, and this tie matches what im wearing.”
the look on seunghyun’s face was priceless. his mouth dropped open in an ‘o’ shape before he scooped you in his arms as they wrapped tightly around you.
“no way. thank you so much.” you felt his warm breath tickle your neck.
“of course, my love. we leave in an hour and a half so go get ready.” you pulled away and seunghyun placed a kiss in between your eyebrows. you watched as he wandered to the walk-in closet to retrieve his suit.
when he walked into the bathroom, you snuck into the closet and grabbed your new dress that was nestled in with all the clothes you don’t wear often.
it was red. his favourite colour on you. it was floor length and hugged you in all the right places. it felt like butter as you slipped it on, the straps gliding over your sharp shoulders. the cut was perfect to execute your breasts, and it showed off your collarbones like no other dress you owned.
you felt a fierce fire slowly burning hot—confidence. a surge of confidence that only appeared when you remember how treasured seunghyun made you feel. your cheeks warmed at the thought.
as you continued getting ready you could hear seunghyun rapping to himself in the bathroom. you wondered what he was thinking. he was always thinking. it was actually something that drew you to him; how much he thought. you always wondered how he compartmentalized and how each thought changed through his day. it was all so fascinating to you how such a thoughtful person could articulate such profound thoughts and feelings into the most extraordinary words that just made sense. to him it was like tangled spaghetti in a bowl but to you it was a consistent straight string that all made perfect sense to you.
as your mind ran through all the thoughts, you hear the door crack open and you see seunghyun in a black button down shirt; the collar popped up for his tie, with black dress pants. his hair was neatly combed back, sharpening his features, sending a wave of heat straight to your core.
you stood from your vanity, padding over to stand infront of the tall man. he reached an arm out for you and you nestled into it with ease, like his arm was molded to fit perfectly along your back.
“woah baby, you look so breathtaking.” the softness in his whisper made your stomach do a summersault in your body. your eyes narrowed in a smile before you pressed a kiss to his cheek.
“you look very handsome yourself, my love.” his hands held your waist.
“i’m just missing the tie.” he extends his arm behind you and pulls the tie infront of him and swings it around his neck.
you take the material out of his hands and start tiying a half-windsor knot. seunghyun’s eyes never left yours as you worked, his hands placed back on your waist. when you pulled the tie tight you settled your hand right over his heart.
“thank you.” seunghyun spoke.
“of course, seung. now let’s get going, the cab will be here in 10.” you walked away and got your white heels that matched the pearls in your ears.
seunghyun followed behind you to the door, finding his dress shoes in the closet, slipping them on as you swung a small bag over your shoulder.
you took seunghyun’s big hand in yours and walked out to where the black mercedes benz sat waiting. like the gentleman he is, seunghyun opened the back door before you could even think to reach for it. you smiled at him before slipping in, him joining seconds after.
“hello mister, miss choi, where would you like to go?” the driver asked politely.
“Celestial Vineyard, please.” you replied. the driver nodded before rolling up a small dividing window, leaving you and seunghyun alone in the back. his hand searched for your thigh, grabbing it as he peered out the window.
15 minutes later you thanked the driver as he dropped you two off in front of the restaurant. walking inside was like walking into a whole new universe. the lighting was dim and moody. the scent of wine and roast filling the room and your senses. you looked over to seunghyun, seeing the way his eyes lit up, even without much light, but in tha moment his eyes could light up the whole world. you two took your seats at a table on the back deck, the last bit of the sun dipping below the horizon. a candle sat tall in the middle of the table; its light brightening up seunghyun’s smile.
“what are you thinking, birthday boy?” your head tilted in question.
“many things, but mainly how beautiful you are, and how i got so lucky?” he took a sip of the red wine in his glass, his lips pursing at the rich taste of berries.
“i’m the lucky one, it’s just tonight you feel extra lucky.” your cheeks flushed a rosy pink at seunghyun’s compliment.
as the dinner went on, conversation with seunghyun flowed effortlessly. a certain feeling of peace grew as the night continued. seunghyun was your peace, your home, the person you’d go to when you needed to find calm in chaos; and right now you were fully surrounded by that same calmness you always felt with seunghyun.
when you both finished dinner the same cab pulled up to the front of the restaurant and when you two got in the driver input the address and pulled away.
the ride home was filled with lingering touches, stolen glances and little laughs as the street lights flashed past the window. you didn’t know if it was the wine making seunghyun more touchy or the way your dress’s straps were slowly slipping off your shoulder for brief seconds before you pulled it back up. but whatever it was had fully overtaken seunghyun by time the car pulled up to the house.
the second the door locked behind you both, seunghyun was caging you against the wall, his lips moving fast against yours. the house was still dark, the only lights were coming from the fairy lights in the front garden.
“mm, come with me baby.” you pushed on his chest then took his hand, leading you both upstairs. seunghyun’s grip on your hand is tight on the walk to the bedroom. the second you both walked towards the bed, your hands were quick to push seunghyun to shuffle up to half lay down.
“let me take care of you, baby.” your finger trails down his chest while he discards of the suit’s jacket. the room is filled with a thick tension you were ready to cut with a knife.
all your senses were on seunghyun. your sight? on him and the way his chest puffed out when his arms came out of the jacket sleeves. your touch? all filled with the familiar firmness of his chest, warm but no softer from last time. your sense of smell? the only scent you could make out was seunghyun’s expensive cologne that danced around him. the sounds of his breathing and his heart beating were the only coherent sounds filling the room. the taste of his lips was stuck on your tastebuds. you could still taste the hint of ‘bordeaux’ wine he had indulged in. the berry flavour was clear with the hints of dark cherry, and the slight after tasting notes of vanilla. all of it was so pronounced and you wanted it all.
your dress was still clinging to your body, your heels still giving you that extra few inches of height. you made sure seunghyun’s eyes were fixed on you before you pulled the dress’ zipper down the curve of your back. seunghyun’s eyes darkened when the fabric slid down, revealing your bare chest. you slipped out of the dress, letting it pool on the floor. then you managed to slide your panties down your legs and kick your heels off just before the look in seunghyun’s eyes turned more desperate.
you were slow when climbing onto the mattress, swinging your leg so your knees braced his hips. your lips connected again, his tongue immediately diving to dance and knot with yours. you made quick work of loosening the tie you helped put on, and undoing the buttons on his shirt. the more of his tan skin slowly being revealed, the warmer and wetter your core got.
your lips traced the line of his jaw, slowly kissing down the collum of his neck. your kisses were light and soft, being placed along his collarbones. you shifted your body lower on his, placing butterfly kisses all the way down his torso until you reached the waistband of his pants.
“baby..?” your voice was no louder than a whisper.
“please.” his response was plain. your hands started pulling his pants and boxers down. he placed his hands on yours and helped you before he lay half sitting, naked.
you wasted no time in reaching to wrap your hand around his cock as it stood up straight. you swiped the leaking tip with your thumb, then placed a lingering kiss to it. you pulled back slightly before taking almost all of him in your mouth. the saltiness coded your tastebuds and your tongue ran over the underside of his length. you hallowed your cheeks and could hear the little moans and groans you were pulling from seunghyun.
his large hand held the back of your head, your hair spilling between his fingers as he watched you take him in your mouth.
“fuck my girl. i’m not gonna last.” his grainy voice rang in your ears. it wasn’t long before your mouth felt warm and the taste of salt flooded your taste. with a swallow you stood back up and held your tongue out, showing seunghyun it was gone.
“fuck baby-“ you crawled back over his body, lining your soaking entrance with his re-hardened cock. your slick made it easy to sink onto seunghyun in one motion. you felt him stretch your walls and the tip of him kiss your cervix. by that alone you were clenching. seunghyun threw his head back into the pillows, his hands reaching to hold your hips down on his.
you gave him and yourself a moment to adjust to the sudden feelings before you rocked your hips on his. a soft gasp left your lips and seunghyun’s fingers pressed deeper into your flesh. you lifted off before ploping back down causing the room to echo with the sound of your skin slapping with his.
“so tight- feels so good. holy fuck you’re hot.” his words were deep and riddled with pure lust.
seunghyun’s grip on you tightened even more, guiding you to move faster and helping you move on him. the feeling of him filling you over and over again made your vision blur. he was hitting that one spot, that made you forget your own name, continuously which sent shivers all down your leg.
“seung im gon-“ a wave of euphoria shot through you as your orgasm leaked down seunghyun’s cock. the reaction causing your walls to clench so hard his cock could barely move.
“fuck..” you felt seunghyun’s member twitch before his cum was mixing with yours, dripping down the inside of your thighs.
your body slumped on seunghyun’s chest, your breath fast and shallow, much like his own breath that was warm by your ear. his hands were still pressed on your hips, his grip slowly loosening.
seunghyun carefully turned you both over, your body now sinking into the mattress while stray hairs stuck to your sweaty forehead. seunghyun was hovering over you, his hair messy and his chest shiny. he lowered himself and pressed kisses all over your face before trailing kisses down your collarbones.
“think you can go one more round?” his voice was deep and warm against the sweet spot of your neck.
“yes.” you answered truthfully. seunghyun landed a lingering kiss to your neck while muttering a heartfelt thank you. “i’ll go slow.”
seunghyun drew his hips back just a little before watching his cock disappear in your folds. you could feel the way his cock twitched up, growing harder by the second. he set a slow comforting pace to let you get used to him moving again. little moans and gasps slipped from your lips which only turned seunghyun on more.
“feel good baby?” you saw the way his one arm flexed beside your head, holding him up.
“so-good. faster please.” you reached your arms around his neck, pulling him closer so your lips could collide. seunghyun listened to your plea and quickened his movements to the pace he’d normally go at. he groaned into the kiss while his fingered danced around your abdomen, finding your clit. his touch was soft as his rubbed the sensitive bud between his large fingers. you gasped, your hips shooting up, driving his cock deeper in you.
as seunghyun continued, you felt the hot knot tightening in your stomach and the pleasurable sensation of your thighs tightening at the stimulation.
“seung, im not gonna last.” you breathed. seunghyun groaned quietly.
“me neither.”
“harder.. i need to cum.” your eyes closed as seunghyun’s pace quicked, the rhythm slowly slipping away and his movements got messier and his fingers moved faster.
with one hit of your g-spot your legs shook as your orgasm rippled through you. seunghyun’s name fell from your lips in a scream when he didn’t stop immediately. he kept fucking you until he felt his dick twitch and his release shoot out.
“fuck- mmmh.. baby..” his hips slowed once again to ride out both of your climaxes. when his hips still he gently lets his body plop onto yours. his skin is so warm and his breath fans your shoulder. your fingers find his hair and gently glide through his black hair that is a lot more messy now.
time passes before seunghyun pushes off of your body and slowly eases his soft cock out of you, the sudden emptiness taking you by surprise. seunghyun kisses your forehead before running into the bathroom and returning with a damp face cloth.
“open up baby.” seunghyun’s free hand gently touches the inside of your thighs encouraging you to open your legs. when you do you feel the warmth of the cloth as seunghyun slowly wipes your folds clean before he wipes himself off.
there’s a tiny sound that you hear from the cloth landing in the laundry basket just before you feel the mattress dip behind you. you don’t have time to turn around as seunghyun’s arms wrap around you, his head hidden in your neck.
“thank you so much, baby. tonight was the best night ever.” his voice sounded so sincere and you felt your stomach warm and flip.
“i have more gifts for you but i’m so tired. can i give them to you tomorrow?” your fingers are dancing on his arm.
“you didn’t have to get me anything, you know. just being able to love you is all i need.”
“i know, handsome. i wanted to get you gifts.” you bring one of his hands to your lips, planting a ginger kiss to his knuckles.
“what did i do to deserve you?” seunghyun whispers.
“you didn’t have to do anything; just being you.” you finally shift in his arms so your face meets his.
“fuck, i love you so much.” his arms pull you in even closer, his lips finding your forehead.
“i love you even more, seung.” you reply, and you press a kiss to his neck. “happy birthday.”
“thank you, baby.”
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thank you for reading ♡
a/n :: this is so incredibly late but happy birthday to the one and only tabi. when i found bigbang and really got into them i always loved seung and he is the living proof that your past does not define you and the right people will love all of you, even the parts you can’t bare to look at.
i’m quite proud of this bc i’ve been working on it for 2 weeks now and i have a lot more to start and finish so i better get on that.
thank you all again for reading and i hope you have a great day/night ♡
the sun leaked into the bedroom through the window, slowly pulling you out of sleep. you blinked awake, your eyes still sensitive to the bright light. the more consciousness you gained, the heavier the weight on your waist became. as well as the warm breath on the back of your neck.
no matter how many days you work up in seunghyun’s arms, you still blushed and felt the small flutter of your heart.
you twisted your head back to see the peaceful expression on your husbands face. you slowly shifted to face him, your eyes glued to his. the way his eyes were gently pressed closed, and his lips slightly parted, his warm breath slipping out.
you brought your hand up to cup his fac, your thumb swiping over his tan cheek. you smiled to yourself before pressing a small kiss to seunghyun’s lips. when you pulled away you saw the corners of his mouth turn slightly upwards, his dimples slowly appearing.
“good morning, honey.” you continue to hold his face in your hand.
“good morning..’” he mumbled out, his deep voice slightly startling you.
you couldn’t help but press another kiss to his smiling lips. this time seunghyun kissed back a little.
“it’s christmas eve.” you quietly squeal.
“it is.” seunghyun responds, still half asleep.
more silence filled the time, seunghyun falling back asleep for a moment or two.”
when seunghyun finally opened his eyes, you watched his pupils shrink from the light in the room.
“hi, baby.” he said, his voice more clear now.
“hi.” you smile back.
“merry christmas eve.” seunghyun looked between your eyes.
“merry christmas eve, seunghyun. what do you want to do today?” you smile.
“nothing. all i want is to be with you.” his words, as plain as they are, made you blush uncontrollably.
“that’s all i want too.” you shuffled closer to him, his warmth warming you up.
“perfect. let’s stay just like this today.” seunghyun wrapped both his arms tightly around you.
you tilted your head up, giving your husband the best smile you could. seunghyun smiled back and leaned close, pressing his lips to yours.
you kissed back with as much affection as you felt, every little ounce of love pouring into the kiss. when you pulled back, your face instantly was pressed back into seunghyun’s chest to hide the shade of read your cheeks had turned.
“i love you so much, my girl.” seunghyun pressed another kiss to your head.
“i love you too, handsome.” you said, the words muffled by his chest.
you let your muscles relax and your body to melt into seunghyun’s, before slowly falling back asleep to the sound of his heart beat.
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a/n :: not my best, and it’s super short but i’m so tired but still wanted to put something out for xmas!! please enjoy!! ❤️
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summary : its the first night in your new place, the bedroom is still plain, and the walls don’t yet feel like home. you can’t manage to sleep, even with seunghyun by your side, so you decide to take a dip in the new hot tub, only to be joined by seung
!warnings! : 18+, nsfw, swearing, skinny dipping, smoking, make out, praising, possessiveness, handjob, fingering, unprotected p in v, sex in the hot tub, aftercare, fluffy ending
a/n : well well, here we are, another smut. This time its a oneshot promise. Im too lazy to write another part, its also not necessary bc im not using a songgggg~ its 1am but whatever. im making a masterlist as we speak and will do some yapping on there too and im trying something new by indenting dialogue.. lmk if it hits bc i think it does... hehehheanyways look out for some account updates. ok im gonna stop yapping enjoy.
You finished plopping a large box in the empty kitchen, the white walls and grey marble all feeling cold and uncomfortable. Seunghyun set a box on top of yours with a grunt, setting his hands on his hips when he was done.
"We should go sleep. It’s late and we made our new bed." He smiled at you and walked over, closing the space between you two.
You nodded and he held your head in his hands, pressing his lips right in between your forehead. He took your hand and guided you upstairs. As you walked around your new place boxes were scattered on the floor, some stacked on top of others, all labeled with Seunghyun's neat printing.
As you walked into the bedroom, you eyes scanned the room. It was cold, and empty. No wall decorations and nothing on the few surfaces, the only decoration being the bed and the two nightstands, each with a single lamp on them. You sighed, it felt like sleeping in a stranger’s house even though you two bought the place. This was your new home, but it didn't feel like home. The only thing that looked lived in was the king sized bed in the middle of the room. Pillows were set on the bed, and a throw blanket set at the foot.
You rummaged through your suitcase, slipping your favourite pair of pyjamas on. Seung just stripped to his sweats, his tanned chest making you stare. Although he avoided showing skin, you had seen his chest so many times but not one went by where you didn't take a second to rake your eyes over his body. A low chuckle broke your trance, his voice bringing your attention back to his face.
"Staring, pretty girl?" He looked over. You looked away blushing as you pulled the comforter away and settled it over your legs.
"No need to be shy, I was staring as you changed too." He admitted without a trace of shame in his voice. The mattress dipped as he got in bed beside you. You gently slapped his chest when he got close enough.
He brought his lips to yours for a moment, and you two made some pillow-talk, just like you always have. It was nice to know that your routines weren't going to change even though the house did.
You watched as Seunghyun's eyelids grew heavy and his eyes eventually fluttered closed, no longer opening as his breath evened out. You admired the way his pink lips were slightly parted, and his hair shining brown with the soft light of the lamp on the bedside table. His chest rose and fell with each passing moment, sometimes with a little stir, pulling you closer, or pressing his face in your neck. You ran your fingers through his hair and closed your eyes, trying to fall asleep.
You laid there for an hour, waiting for sleep that never came. You tossed and turned, even trying to breath carefully, but you weren't finding success. You should have been exhausted because of all the moving you had been doing the past month, but you just couldn't rest your mind and the feeling of the unfamiliar walls around you. Today was the final trip to your old place, you had finished moving the boxes to the new house and that was it. Now it was just unpacking.
You looked around at the new grey walls and just barely saw out the window that offered you a thousand dollar view of the city. It was beautiful, it truly was. The way the city lights sparkled on the ground below like glitter. Mirroring the dark blanket above and the stars shimmered in the midnight sky. Your eyes traveled back to the bedroom. It was bigger than your old shared bedroom, and this one even had an en suite. It was luxury to you, and maybe that's why it felt so un-home like. It felt like sleeping in a stranger's house. It should have been okay because you had Seunghyun, the only person you needed, but even with his same warm arms, smooth skin, and soft hair, it couldn't outweigh the uncomfortable feeling you felt deep in your chest.
Seunghyun moved in his sleep, his arms falling off your body. You took the opportunity and slipped out of bed. You walked out of the room and over to the upstairs living area and saw the pool and jacuzzi you two had filled earlier today. The underwater lights adding a gentle glow on the water's surface. You had a lightbulb moment and decided to go down and take a soak.
You found the open box labeled 'Linen', and pulled out a towel, and slowly walked downstairs. Seunghyun was a heavy sleeper but you didn't know if his sleep would have changed because of the new house.
You made it outside, closing the door so slowly you heard your heart beating and the slightest creak of the door hinges.
You put on some music on a low volume and stripped of your clothes, feeling the way the night’s breeze tickled your stomach, while you tossed your hair into a messy bun. You owned a swim suit but had packed it in a box of your less used clothes. A box could have been in the kitchen for all you knew. You were at your own place, a private place, with fences, so you said ‘fuck it’ and decided to soak nude.
The water was warm and rippled as your body broke the water with each slight movement walking down the stairs. With each step lower, your legs were swarmed by the cozy liquid. You sat on the ledge and watched your chest go under the water. You pressed the bubbles button and felt the jets push out bubbles that float to the surface. You let out a sigh from the feeling of your muscles finally relaxing, your shoulders dropping and your legs turning to jelly.
"Baby?"
You jumped and threw your hands to cover your boobs, looking up and sighting Seunghyun standing there, his hair messy, and eyes tired as they looked at you.
"Seunghyun oh my gosh you scared the shit out of me. What are you doing here?"
"Looking for you. What are you doing here? I reached over for you and you were gone." He walked over and sat on the plastic chair you put out at poolside.
"Taking a dip. I'm not sleepy." You dropped your hands and prayed the jets disturbed the water enough so he couldn’t see your boobs.
"How are you not sleepy?" He asked, voice gentle so you knew he wasn’t annoyed, but rather, genuinely curious and slightly worried.
"I'm not sure, I feel like we're sleeping in a stranger's house. It doesn't feel like home, I guess." You admit.
He nodded at your answer. Without any words, Seung reached into his pocket and pulled out a cigarette, and a lighter. He took a long inhale before handed the burning cigarette to you, letting his breath out with a trail of smoke swirling away. You took it in your fingers and drew some in your lungs, letting it out with a sigh, smoke following out.
"That makes sense. But what doesn't, is that the fix to the problem, is you skinny dipping in the hot tub?" He questioned taking the cig back.
"I mean, yeah, might as well try." You said with a shrug.
He kept the cigarette in his mouth while he pulled his sweats and boxers down, setting them with your clothing, now nude. You couldn’t help it; you raked your eyes over his chest, again.
He slowly walked into the bubbling jacuzzi and sat on the ledge beside you, keeping his head and arms above the water.
"What are you doing?" You question as he rested his back on the tub's edge.
"Joining you." A cloud of smoke passing his lips, disintegrating into the night’s air.
You two sat in silence while you shared a smoke. You smiled as he looked at you, and you could tell he was fighting the urge to look down, where the water gave little coverage of your cleavage.
When the cig came down to the bud, he pressed it on the concrete and tossed it by his stuff. His arm came up and wrapped around your shoulder, pulling you close.
"I'm happy we moved here. This is us building our life together, jagiya." His words sank in, this was a big building block in your life together and it excited you but scared you at the same time.
"Are you scared?" Your voice was quiet as you rested your head on his broad shoulder.
"Fuck yeah, but I have you so I know everything will be okay." His head bumped on top of yours, his hands dipping to rest on your waist under the water.
A little while of comforting silence passed before you brought your head up and pulled back to look at Seunghyun, turning your body to face his. His eyebrows were slightly raised like he was about to question why you pulled away.
"I've never made out with someone in a hot tub before." The words were slipping out before you could stop them. Your eyes darting between his eyes and lips.
"Me neither." He said. His gaze dropped to your lips and there was a hot shift in the air.
You reached for him, your ams linking around his neck while your face met his, his lips landing on yours, responding instantly.
Despite the words, the kiss was slow, no rush and no heat. Just a moment of raw emotions and satisfaction. There was no desperation behind it, just vulnerability, and the uncertainty of the future pouring into the kiss.
Seunghyun reached over and brought your leg over his lap, your knees bracketing his hips, your ass pressed on his thighs. He tilted his head up, his lips still locked with yours staying glued to the kiss. Before you could bite his lower lip, he pulled away and looked up at you his dark eyes glimmering from the jacuzzi’s light, soft and full of love.
"Are you okay, jagiya?" He massaged your hips.
"Yeah." You said before pressing your lips to his again.
He slid his hands and wrapped them around your bare waist. You bit his lip and he slipped his tongue into your mouth. Both of your tongues slid together while your hands threaded through his chestnut hair, pulling on it with need.
One of his hands came in between your bodies and found your clit. He pinched it in between his fingers and you gasped, subconsciously rolling your hips in his hands. No words were said, you two just kept your lips locked together while he teased your clit, and rubbed in between your folds, the temperature difference making you clench.
The longer his hand stayed between your bodies, the harder you felt Seunghyun's cock growing beneath you. You ran a hand down his wet chest, your fingertips sliding on his tan, warm skin; dipping along the shape of his abs. You shifted and grabbed the base of his shaft, slowly twisting your fist and moving it up and down his length. Seung groaned into the kiss as you moved your hand quicker. He twitched in your palm but before you could make him come, he fished your hand from under the water.
"No baby. I want to come in you, yeah?" He asked you, putting your hand back on his peck.
"Please Seung..." You moaned, growing needier for his touch. The feeling of him surrounding you. Him inside you. You yearned for him to fuck you right here right now, and he knew it.
"Let me get you ready." He groaned. You nodded and with no warning, he pushed his long middle finger deep in you, hitting your walls, making you yelp. His lips crashed back on yours.
He started pumping his finger, curling it before he added another digit, stretching you out. You were clawing on his back, the scratching burning his skin in pleasure. Your eyes were screwed shut, your mouth open while all types of sounds came out.
“You feel s’perfect around my fingers. So fucking sexy. All mine, every perfect centimetre of you is mine.” His voice was so deep and raspy as he spoke over your moans.
His head lowered and he left a path of warm kisses along your jaw and down your neck, each kiss feeling warmer and sexier with his fingers deep in your pussy. You clenched, feeling your orgasm building in your abdomen, Seung felt this and pulled his fingers out. You were upset, whining a little before he grabbed his dick and lined it up with your entrance. You lifted your hips, feeling the head poke in between your folds before you sank down on his length.
You two both breathed out groans and moans at the feeling of one another. Him filling you up, and you squeezing him tight.
"Oh baby, you feel so good. You're so tight- fuck. I won’t last long at all." He ranted as he helped you roll your hips, pushing his tip deeper, hitting your cervix.
You let out his name in a yell as you started bouncing up and down. The water made your movements slower but it turned Seunghyun on more, watching your boobs move faster than you. He was entranced by the view of your body moving on his, as the water moved with you two.
He tiled his face down, now eye level with your boobs. He took one in one hand, massaging the beautiful fat and swiping his thumb over your stiffened nipple. His mouth met the other boob, sucking and leaving open mouthed kisses all over it. His tongue flicked your nipple and you gasped. He switched over and gave the same sweet attention to your other breast before his lips met yous again in the same fierce and sloppy manner.
He held held your hips so tight you were certain there would be marks left but you couldn’t have cared less. He pulled his lips off your breast with a pop, and you started nibbling the soft skin right underneath his ear.
“You’re so big my love. You make me feel s’fucking good.” You whispered. He groaned and slid his hands to palm your ass, kneeding it like it was dough.
He pushed your ass up and down as fast as he could and you felt the knot in your stomach coming back, very quickly. You were a moaning mess, desperate to come this time.
“Seung, I’m gonna come..” You whimpered out. At these words you felt his cock twitch inside of you, signaling he was close too.
“I know baby, I’m close too.” His voice was a deep growl against your lips.
You moved yourself faster on him, chasing after your high. You were already so close from before that it wasn’t long before you screamed his name in a moan. Seunghyun felt the way your gummy walls clenched him so tight as your warm release spill on his dick and that was it for him. He let out your name in a deep rasp as he filled you up with his liquid.
“Fuck baby.” Was all he could manage to say as you flopped your body on his. The exhaustion now hitting you like a truck.
He wrapped his arms around your waist, his hands gently tickling your sides. A little giggle bubbled out and you sat up to look at him. His eyes were those perfect half moons you’ve always loved, and his lips were tugged at the ends in a perfect smile.
“Are you tired now?” He asked you. The bubbles around you still popping on the water’s surface.
“Yeah. I’m very tired now. Thank you.” You said with a peck to his lips.
“Always my beautiful girl. Let’s head back to bed.” He held your legs as he stood, his tanned chest dripping wet as he lifted you two out of the hot tub.
You wrapped your arms around his neck, your legs settling on his waist. Seung walked and collected both of your things before opening the door and carrying you in. He climbed the stairs, supporting you with his forearm on the backs of your thighs. When he got to your room, he dropped the stuff on the floor as he made his way to the bathroom.
The room was very pretty but so empty. There was only your toothbrushes and toothpaste on the countertop with a bottle of soap.
He walked into the shower, closing the glass door and setting you down. Only now did you realize his cock was still buried inside of you. You whined as he pulled his now softened length out of you before starting the shower. The water now pouring down on you.
He helped you wash your body, as you had a single bottle of body wash in the shower with a net sponge. His hands moved up and down your body, soapy bubbles trailing after his hands. All you had to do was stand there while he cleaned you up. Every couple seconds he would press his lips on yours in a quick kiss before going back to washing your skin.
You did the same for him, taking the net and washing his body. Your hands wandered his abs as you covered them in soap. When he turned so you could wash his back, you admired his back muscles that you never got time to look at properly.
You both stood under the stream of tepid water, the soap and suds sliding down your bodies while you laughed together.
When you turned the water off, Seunghyun grabbed the towel on the rack and wrapped it around your shoulders, the fabric soft on your clean skin. He made sure you were completely dry before he dried himself.
As you had left your clothes in the bedroom, you took his hand and led him to where he set the discarded iteams. You got dressed, changing your panties but slipping the same pj set on. Seung did the same, pulling up his sweats and turning to you.
You walked over and tucked yourself back into bed. You felt as Seunghyun did the same. He pulled you close, your face centimetres away from his. You could smell the faint hint of the mint toothpaste, and the cigarette you to smoked, mixed with the body wash you used on him. He kissed your forehead, holding your head in his large hands.
“You’re so beautiful, baby. I love you so much.” He whispered to you. His voice was now soft and a little groggy from his tiredness.
“I love you too, Seung.” You shuffled closer and landed your lips on his. His lips were still warm as they pressed on yours.
When you two pulled away he enclosed you his strong arms. You cuddled up to his chest, the warm skin on your cheek.
“Go to sleep. Tomorrow we can make this place feel like our home.” His chest vibrated as he spoke.
The way he said ‘our’ made your tummy turn. He spoke like you belonged there- with him- in his life and home.
“And clean the hot tub” You noted with a flush of rose on your cheeks.
“Yeah, that too.” He chuckled, rubbing your back with his large hand.
“Tomorrow night should be better. Although I’m not opposed to the idea of repeating the events of tonight, just in bed.” He laughed louder this time. You playfully hit his chest.
You both settled in the moment. The way the little light danced on the walls. The feeling of the soft mattress swallowing your bodies. The comfort of the bedding as it draped over your skin. But mostly the warmth of one another.
You found peace in Seunghyun, and a home in his arms when they were hugging you close. He wasn’t judgmental of you or your actions. You felt his unconditional love for you, even if he didn’t say it all the time, he made sure to show it. He remembered the little things you love and the way you love being held by him.
Seunghyun found a place he could be comfortably himself, being with you. He didn’t have to hold up a persona like he had to do with the public. With you, he could make his silly jokes and be his loud happy self without judgement. He knew you loved his louder side.
“Goodnight my beautiful girl.”
“Goodnight my handsome boy.”
You two both drifted off in the comfort of one another. Suddenly, the new house already started to feel more like home, just by being with Seunghyun.
pairing :: fem! famous singer reader x kwon jiyong
genre :: smut, kind of flufffy towards the end, no idol au
summary :: jiyong can’t help but tease you back.
!warnings! :: swearing, smut (no plot), so much teasing, oral (fem! receiving), fingering, unprotected p in v (don’t do it unless it’s safe), semi public sex.
the change was quick— the encore. the last song you were performing tonight; the sexiest one.
you decide to tease the crowd by giggling into the microphone. you heard faintly as it played through the speakers around the stage. in mere moments the crowd erupted into cheers and screaming.
you adjust the collar of your black trench coat as your heels click on the floor while you step onto the raising platform. the sound of your latest track started and the yelling commenced one again. the platform started raising as your stated singing, your in ear speaking its commands.
you scan the audience and your eyes lay on the vip section, front and centre which is where you see your boyfriend jiyong and his best friends. you can’t help the smile that tugs at your lips when you make eye contact with jiyong.
tonight had been your night and it was turning out exactly how you wanted. you were going to give the best performance you knew how and you were going to be a little naughty while doing so.
the lights flashed all around, continuing to add to the lively atmosphere of the venue. while everyone was watching you move on stage, and singing along to the lyrics you knew all too well, your mind was fixed on jiyong. your cheeks flushed at the vision of his eyes bulging out of his head at the sight of what you’re about to pull off.
performing brought forth a happiness you could never put into words. it made you feel alive, like all the energy in the world was coursing through your veins all at once. like you could do anything, be any version of you you wanted to be, and it made you feel like you had people who admired you for a talent you never thought was good enough.
the electrifying aroma of concerts made you strive to keep working to be the best artist you could be. sure sometimes you wish you had a simpler career but you knew how privileged you were to call performing your full time job, and you wouldn’t trade it for the world.
the night had been full with countless faces of various fans singing along and cheering. everybody came together as you sang and danced your heart out. tonight had been about making amazing memories for fans and everyone alike but no matter how hard you tried to focus on something else, your mind wandered back to the same face. the same thought. your boyfriend, jiyong.
you looked over and saw his hands by his mouth, shouting, screaming your name while he clapped. beside him, daesung was pumping his arms with a wide smile. on the other side of jiyong was seunghyun, being his controlled self, he wasn’t whooping or anything extreme, just holding up a sign with a small smile. next to seunghyun was youngbae. he looked like a proud dad, which makes sense, he watched you practice sometimes and would constantly check up on you and bring you some snacks while you wrote songs, so seeing him clapping for you warmed the soft spot in you.
when the bass of your new unreleased song pounded out of the speakers, concert goers looked befuddled. the lights dimmed, the only lights still on were neon green, jiyong’s favourite colour. the screen behind you lit up, only your silhouette being visible to the audience.
as the intro to the song continued, you slipped off the black trench coat you had covering you for all the concert. now all was left was some black laced lingerie that showed off your undeniably gorgeous curves. you took out your hairstyle so your hair flowed onto your back like a running waterfall.
it was time.
you started singing the unheard lyrics while the voices from the crowd muttered “ooo”s and “ahhhh”s. but now all that you were thinking of was your boyfriend. your body started moving on its own, your hips swaying to the song while you tossed your hair around in a sexy yet playful manner.
your eyes darted over to where you knew jiyong was and his face was priceless. his jaw was on the ground and his eyes were so wide that he looked exactly like a deer in headlights. his face looked exactly like the other three around him. even seunghyun had dropped the poster to his feet, his eyes transfixed on you. seeing the effect you had on jiyong made your stomach knot with pride.
your movements only got more suggestive as the song reached the chorus. the lyrics were increasingly more sex driven and you knew it would turn jiyong on.
in his spot, jiyong felt all the blood in his body rush to his dick as his eyes tracked every movement of your hips, your ass, your hair, you. beside him seunghyun piped up.
“holy shit man. she’s hot.”
“i know.” was all jiyong could say, his jaw still open.
“did you know she was going to do this?” youngbae leaned over to ask.
“n-no not at all.” jiyong was stuttering over his words he was so turned on.
“oh damn. she looks really good up there.” daesung chuckled while paying attention to the performance.
their focus landed back on you, but jiyong was plotting how he was going to get you back. he cursed under his breath as he did his best to adjust himself in his pants. luckily his friends didn’t notice, or at least they didn’t question him.
when the lights flew back on jiyong finally saw what you were wearing which only made him harder. he recognized that set as the set he gave you for your birthday not long before.
“when we go backstage, you all can say hi but don’t wait for us. we have something to do tonight.” jiyong instructed.
“yeah that ‘something’ must be really important.” seunghyun snickered.
“hey shut up.” your boyfriend snapped back, landing a playful punch on seunghyun’s arm.
“hey- hey! alright we’ll leave after we say hi. but don’t forget where i told you the clit is.” seunghyun managed to tease. the boys all bursted out laughing, even jiyong, along with a dramatic eye roll.
up on stage your breath was heavy from the intense choreography and having to sing while trying to move like a seductive character. when the door on the stage opened, presenting you with the stairs leading under the stage, you did a final wave and sent a flying kiss in the crowd, though you wanted jiyong’s hands to catch it.
you walking down the steps of the stage, feeling so relieved. the show went well and now all that awaits you is food and a good nights sleep with jiyong. after a couple minutes of packing up the backstage equipment, you hear seunghyun calling your name. you turn and all four of them are walking over to you. you meet seunghyun first, accepting his hug and congratulations.
“you looked so good out there, and you performed really well.” his compliment landed right where it needed to.
“thank you, seung. i appreciate it.”
youngbae was next to wrap you in a warming hug.
“i’m so proud of you. you’ve worked hard for this and it has all paid off.” his voice was music to your ears.
daesung was giggling and jumping up and down while compliments rolled off his tongue.
“oh my god! that was the best concert i’ve ever seen! i also love your new song. you need to record it asap, i will be the top streamer. i had such an amazing time! you did so well!”
you laughed at the never ending praise. but it turned into something sinister when jiyong stepped forward. he had the most cheeky grin plaster on his face as he pulled you into a hug.
“damn baby. you’re so amazing.” was what he said loud enough for the boys to hear. but when he pulled you close, a small voice whispered.
“you just wait. i’ll get you back.” his hands slid lower onto your hips before he pulled back and placed his lips on yours for a brief second.
“oh, well the three of us have to go. you know… we have that thing-” daesung chirped.
“uh- oh yeah i forgot.. can’t be late to that..” youngbae elbowed seunghyun who was just about to pipe up to invite you both to dinner.
“uh wha-ow- fuck- i mean yeah guys—hah better get going.” he nursed his arm.
“well, i appreciate you guys watching tonight. thank you.” you laughed at them before they walked off, waving their goodbye.
as soon as they turned the corner, jiyong had your hand intertwined with his as he stomped down the hall and tuned into the closest unlocked room there was.
it was selectively designed with a leather couch across the door. you assumed the room wasn’t used often, due to the lack of supplies in the four walls.
but you had no time to browse around before jiyong’s lips started moving fiercely against your own. his mouth captured your in a heated moment, all the suppressed energy from the concert being spilt into the kiss.
he stepped forward with his hands on your waist until your back hit the door. the sudden jolt made you gasp and jiyong took the second to slide his tongue into your mouth. you could taste the pure want on jiyong’s tongue and you were way too intoxicated from the feeling of jiyong’s hands sliding up and down your body and the feeling of his tongue tying with yours.
he pushed the trench coat off your shoulders and walked backwards, the gentle sound of the leather hitting the concrete echoed in the room, along with the sounds of you and jiyong.
his hands stayed firm on yours hips as he waddled backwards to the couch, sitting down with a little ‘plop’. then sliding his hands over the curves of you ass to pull the backs of your thighs apart, straddling you on his lap.
as soon as your sat, jiyong’s lips are exploring your neck, where he sucks and nips at the sensitive skin. his hands slide up and down your sides, the friction warming both your body and his big hands.
“jagi. you looked so hot on stage. i would have fucked you in front of everyone if i could.” jiyong manages between little bites and kisses.
“all i could think of was you.” your fingers dig into the green hair on the back of his neck.
“such a fucking tease.” his lips start pressing kisses on tops of your boobs.
you expect jiyong to shoot for the bra clasp on your back but he doesn’t. his hands stay put on your hips. when you tried to take your bra off yourself, jiyong stopped his lips.
“wha..?” his hands kept yours trapped.
“it takes two to tease, baby.” his eyes were sharp as they watched yours, overcome with pure lust.
without a word, jiyong stands, lifting you like you weighed nothing and gently setting you down so your back met the couch cushions before he climbed over your body.
his lips were on yours in seconds. he trailed his lips down your body so torturously slowly. whenever you squirmed for more his hands were quick to stop your movements. only when you started whining did jiyong lower his hips and drag his confined length against your barely covered folds. all his movements were strategic. give you just enough to feel satisfied but pull away, leaving you desperate.
“jiyong!” you whined as his hips slowed to a halt.
a grunt left his lips as his hand travelled to your back, finally unclasping your black bra. you instantly moved your arms to slide the straps off so your chest was bare in front of jiyong.
he pulled back and stared for a while before slowly lowering himself so his lips gently pressed around your hardened nipple. he was slow to suck it into his mouth, and even slower to lick the bud with his tongue. the pace sent you crazy, you were getting just enough but needed so much more.
his lips left your one breast with a very small pop before he gave the other side the same, agonizingly slow attention.
little breaths slipped past your lips whenever jiyong gave you what you needed before abruptly stopping. you felt his lips start kissing down your stomach, many seconds passing before the next kiss. time stretched as he continued, each second feeling like another form of punishment.
when jiyong’s lips reached the top of your panties, he didn’t bat an eye before kissing your thighs, avoiding the one place you needed him the most.
“ji- please..” your whine broke out in unstable, frustrated breaths.
“please what, baby?” his voice was calm and deep as his hands glided over your thighs.
“touch me. please touch me.” you lifted your hips off the couch in a desperate attempt to provoke your boyfriend.
jiyong said nothing in response. instead his kisses travelled higher on your thighs at a faster rate. your stomach tensed at the thought of finally getting what you need. you felt his hands wander higher, closer to your dripping core.
“jagi- you’re soaked.” jiyong started pulling your panties down your legs.
the cold air hit your skin and sent a shiver up your spine. your slick glistened in front of jiyong’s eyes, and he could feel his cock twitching in his pants.
“you’re so, so beautiful.” his head slowly leans in veteee your thighs, his lips pressing a kiss to your clit. the sensation makes you gasp, his tongue now licking your sensitive core.
his tongue is warm as it licks a long stripe up your folds. a loud moans tears through the room’s silence, the sound of jiyong’s mouth on you filling the rest.
“fuck ji-“ a feeling of euphoria ignited in you at the feeling of jiyong painting your folds with his tongue. when he heard the way you moaned his name, he swore he almost cummed right then and there. a sound like a grown and growl came from him, sending a shiver up your spine.
“baby, say my name again.” by this point jiyong had given up trying to tease you any further, not only did it drive you crazy, but it drove him mad, restraining himself from fucking you sensless almost drove him completely feral.
his tongue worked quicker trying to make you moan his name again, and when you finally did, jiyong was quick to plunge his long finger in your entrance, the suddenly intrusion causing you to yelp.
his knuckle hit your hip bone before he pumped his finger in and out of your dripping hole in sync with the flicks of his tongue. jiyong was quick to add a second finger, at the same time picking up the pace.
all you could see were stars, all you could force out of your mouth were sounds of pleasure and a slurred sound that resembled the name ‘jiyong’.
heat was building in your abdomen as jiyong continued to work. you felt yourself clench around his digits at the same time your breathing was heavy and laced with loud, needy moans.
“ah- ji, i’m so close.” your hand flew into his hair for the hundredth time.
“cum. cum all over my fingers. let me taste you.” his pace quickened to a reckless speed. you squirmed, your hips lifting off the mattress only for jiyong’s free hand to press your stomach back down.
one particular curl of his fingers had the tension in you unravelling. jiyong’s fingers slowed down as he worked you through your climax. you could feel his tongue licking up all of your cum, little moans coming from him as he pulled his fingers out of you.
“you taste so good jagi.” jiyong crawled back up your body til his face was above yours. his cock twitched at the way your hair was messy, some strands spread across your flushed face.
giving you a minute, jiyong took his clothes off until he was nude. you took a second to admire his tattoos that decorated his tan skin. your eyes wandered to find his cock standing straight up, precum beading on the tip. you managed to pull him down, his lips instant crashing on yours once again. you could taste yourself on him which only made you jiyong harder.
“all ready baby?” he fists his length a few times, spreading the precum.
“mhm- please.” you whine. jiyong adjusts towards you and lines himself at your dripping entrance. in a slow motion, he sunk into you, your warm walls tight around him.
“fuucck- you feel- incredible.” jiyong praises, his hips pressed against yours. his breathing is laboured as if he’s holding everything back, trying not to cum the second he reaches your cervix.
his one hand comes beside your head on the couch cushion, holding him up, the other gently pressing on your abdomen. when you give him a nod, jiyong pulls out just before the tip and slides back in. the sound is wet, mixed with a deep groan and skin slapping together. jiyong starts going faster, slowly building up speed. you feel yourself stuffed by him, and his fingers find your clit, rubbing it in between his fingers.
the way jiyong was working you had your vision blurring and your body squirming. the heat in your stomach was building up to an intense burn as your boyfriend kept going. as jiyong continued, he kept his eyes locked where you two met, watching as his length disappeared into you.
“ji- fuck.. i’m gonna cum.” it wasn’t that you were close, no. you were actively feeling the glass shatter in your stomach as you spoke.
the feeling of your walls tightening around jiyong was enough for him to lose it. his hips stilled and you felt a spill of warmth dripping down your core.
jiyong collapsed on you, careful not to hurt you. you could feel his heart pounding in his chest, and he could hear yours against his ear.
the moment was precious. you two together in the aftermath of one another’s chaos. you could still hear staff cleaning up but right now all you could focus on was the way jiyong’s breath was warm on your stomach.
“are you okay, jagi? i didn’t go too hard did i?” his fingers were gently massaging your stomach.
“no. i’m okay ji, you were perfect.” you played with his hair.
“so were you.” his lips met the skin on your waist.
“i love you, jiyong.” you whispered.
“i love you more.” jiyong whispered back.
a/n :: oh my GOSH! sooo when i tell you i started this on october 7th. and it’s december 11 rn as im finishing up… but lowk im proud of this. it took a long time but its gooooood, idc what anyone else says. uh happy holidays and happy finals week 🙃 i know personally im dying but alas, its almost my break so it’ll be okay. ANYWAYS ENJOY!!
taglist..?? (idk how i feel abt these) :: @slut4kwon @moonqz
song inspiration : ‘boyfriend’ - Ariana Grande, Social House
summary: you both agreed on casual sex. but it’s developed into more, but not enough. you live with this a couple months before you can’t handle it anymore. you’re jealous but you think it’s “unfair” because you two aren’t in an official relationship. one night you go clubbing to get jiyong out of your head, only for him to turn up behind you, jealous, and ready to make you lose it.
!warnings! : swearing, possessiveness, situationship, argument, make out session.
a/n: really starting off my writing here with a big big bang (no pun intended) but i’m excited to start writing for bigbang! also this is inspired by ariana’s song boyfriend and i love it sm sooo feel free to listen to that after or during reading! i am not a huge smut writer so if you can tell i don’t write it, pls just pretend it’s good… but i am planning SO much! so please lmk if u guys like this post and smut bc i’m up to write it if enough ppl like it!
The room smelt of fresh linens and after-sex. The only sounds were broken moans and heavy breathing. You opened your eyes, being met with Jiyong's face twisted in pleasure, his eyes looking down to where your bodies met.
"Damn baby, you're making a mess." He chuckled as he brought his finger to scoop in between your bodies, collecting some pleasure and bringing his finger up to his lips. His eyes shut as he sucked his fingers clean of the coating.
"You taste so fucking good." He ran his hand through his hair, pulling back the sweat drenched hair that was stuck to his forehead. Without another word, he leaned down and captured your lips in a soft kiss. You got a faint taste of you and him as your lips tangled together.
"Thank you Ji." You pulled away, pushing hair off your sweaty forehead. He chuckled and brought his lips in between your eyebrows, placing a soft kiss there.
"Of course baby." He leaned back and massaged your hips as he slowly pulled out of you. A whine slipped past your lips at the sudden emptiness in your body.
"Stay here. I'll be right back." And with that he had gotten off of you and walked into his bathroom. Seconds later he walked back with a wet cloth in his hands. Climbing back on the bed between your legs, he lifted the warm cloth up to your folds, wiping you clean before he wiped himself off.
You couldn't help but blush at his caring nature. Even if it didn't mean anything to him, it meant something to you. But you knew it shouldn't.
"Come here jagiya." He had laid down beside you, now holding his arms out. As soon as he got a hold of you he yanked you down and your head bumped on his chest. He bundled you close to his side as you rested a hand on his sternum. He kept a secure arm around your hip where he traced lazy shaped on your bone. His other hand playing with your hair, being careful not to pull it too tight.
"Just let me nap and then I'll head home." You mumbled against his skin.
"No. Don't leave me baby. Stay here, stay the night." His voice was deep and rumbling in your ear, sending a shiver straight down your spine.
"I have work tomorrow." You gently slapped his chest.
"Then I'll drive you. Please stay with me." The way his voice grew softer and gentler had you giving in without any second thoughts.
"Okay. But I need to shower and before work I need to drop by my house and grab my bag." You let your eyes flutter shut.
"Sounds good. We can take a shower soon, then in the morning we can make a pit stop at your house before your work." He said this like it was no big deal. As if he weren't offering to be your person chauffeur. He sounded like he would be honoured to dedicate time to you. Despite your better efforts, your stomach flipped and your cheeks grew warm.
"Okay. Thank you so much Jiyong." You smiled as his arm pulled you closer in his side.
"Always." He kissed the top of your head as you drifted off to sleep in his arms.
You sat at home, your mind housing thousands of thoughts that were all screaming over one another. You were checking your phone every couple minutes waiting for a text. His text.
'This is fucking stupid.' you thought to yourself. Waiting on a text from Jiyong was stupid. In fact the sheer amount of hours he has occupied in your mind recently, is even more stupid. You both agreed this was a casual fuck buddy situation, so why did you wish he was more? Why did your stomach flip when he called you 'baby' or 'jagiya'? Is it because you wish he meant it? No matter how hard you tried to pull away, or put distance between you both, you always caved and found yourself tangled in his sheets. He would sweep you off your feet for the night and then disappear without a single text asking if you were okay. Then you would finally agree to distance yourself, but then he would reach out again, asking to meet, and the cycle continued.
You subconsciously reached for your phone and opened Instagram, swiping left to your list of DMs where you found his account and there it was-a colourful ring around his profile picture. A new story. Your eyes shot wide as you clicked his name. Your eyes were met with a photo of his tattooed hand holding a shot glass with the location sticker at the top.
Midnight Spot Club.
A night club. A popular night club. It was known for its erotic dancers and performances that hooked anybody and tested the fidelity of every partner in a relationship. Your stomach lurched with jealousy that quickly turned into confusion.
'Why am I jealous? He isn't my boyfriend. And I'm not his girlfriend. So why don't I want anybody touching him? Why do I care?' Your thoughts had you mentally running in circles. What was happening and how can I stop thinking about this?
A lightbulb went off in your head. A way to show Jiyong that you weren't a train wreck at his absence. That you didn't miss his touch, or that you were waiting. And it was a perfect way to get your mind off of him, at least for a night.
Go to a nightclub.
You smiled as you planned out the night. You, a friends, booming music, bright lights, a dance floor, and hot guys. A night where you drank away your problems and throw all your anger into a sexy dance that might bag you a real boyfriend.
You called your friends: Minji, and Jaeyoung and proposed the fun night. Without missing a beat, they both were on board.
"Oh my gosh I would love to go clubbing tonight, plus I need a cute boy to keep my busy." Jaeyoung squealed. With a little hint of lust in his voice. He was the perfect friend for tonight. A guy. He was gay, but Jiyong didn't know that, and you didn't plan on telling him. The perfect tease, assuming it would work. Maybe he didn't care if you hung around other guys. Maybe he wouldn't even check your profile. But it was worth a try anyways.
"Ah stop Jae! I hope you find a guy tonight! Me personally, I want to find someone, literally anyone who is hot. There better be a crowd tonight." Minji giggled. She would take the attention from anyone who gave it to her. Guy or girl. She was for everyone and everyone was for her.
"Hopefully. I could use a distraction. Fucking Jiyong hasn't messaged me in days. I need a guy to take my mind off him." You groaned while massaging your temple.
"So let's get a cab. It can start at Jae's house and pick you up before coming to my place." You spoke to the group call.
"Sounds good! I'll book it, what time do you want to get there?" Jaeyoung's voice sounded slightly crackled over the phone.
"Maybe 11 pm?" Minji offered, and you agreed.
When everything was booked and plans were made, you ran to your closet and rummaged through the clothes.
The club was jammed full of people, all with the same goal, drink and dance. You, Minji and Jae found a quiet corner booth in the back of the club and you all took loads of photos. Together and individual photos. The loud music, cheering, and the bright lights bringing out the bolder side of you as you posed for your pictures. Jae crouched down to get all the best angles and Minji cheered you on. You had the camera for Minji and she had the camera for Jaeyoung. You took turns snapping pictures, posing together and cheering each other on.
When you looked back on your pictures you decided to post your favorite. The flash making your skin glow and adding a soft feathered edge look. The black corset top emphasizing the curve of your waist and pushing your boobs up to rest beautifully under your collarbones. The leather mini skirt you wore just barely covered the lines of your hips, matching the black colour of the top, leaving your thighs on full display. Your lower legs covered by knee high black heel boots, that added a couple more inches to your height. Your hair was tossed gently brushing your shoulder with the pose. Your smile was gleaming, teeth brightening the highlight in your eyes. It was a perfect photo. You looked hot as fuck and you knew it.
You put it on a story and added the location of the club, and the most perfect song to explain your feelings,
'boyfriend' by Ariana Grande and Social House.
You smiled at the way the lyrics explained all your feelings while adding a sexy edge to the post. You posted it to your story and instantly found one of you and the others and posted it too.
All of you decided to silence your phones while you all went out on the dance floor to show off. Squeezing past the club goers you found a perfect spot next to a speaker and you all started dancing together. The way the energy of the environment just gave you more confidence to slowly dance towards different guys near and you bumped into a guy who took your breath away. You two danced together without exchanging a word. You were losing yourself in the way your hips swayed in a way you never knew that they could. Your knees bending to drop yourself and slowly bend back up. You heard a groan come out of the guy's lips as you turned around and rubbed your ass back on him. Right as you felt him hardening beneath you, he was gone.
Suddenly your head whipped around and you saw Jiyong. His hands found your hips, encouraging you to grind on him instead. All you saw was red as you looked at his face. You took his hands off of you and walked away from him in the direction of where Minji was sitting at the table. He followed you and caught up with you, his hand catching your wrist and turning you towards him.
"What's wrong? I thought you'd be happy to see me." He retorted. This just brought on a whole new wave of rage through your veins. You scoffed and lost it on him.
"Happy? You thought I would be happy? Jiyong. You haven't messaged me in a fucking week and then turn up, unannounced, on the one night I was supposed to forget about your ass. So no. I am not in fact fucking happy to see you." You yelled back at him. Luckily the music was louder than you, so you guys weren't drawing attention.
"Does forgetting about my ass, mean going and grinding yours on another man?!" His grip tightened before he realized you winced and he ultimately let go, but even though you were free from his restraint, you still stood facing him, fuming.
"Why the fuck do you care. You've been to the club. You've had your hands on other girls." You spat back. It's then did you see Jiyong's normally soft eyes darken with rage. Without another word he took your wrist in his hand and swerved between dancing bodies, bringing you to a bouncer and whispering in his ear before walking down a narrow hall lit by red lights.
"Where the fuck are you taking me." You asked.
"A private room where we can continue our argument." He answered with an edge in his tone. A second flew by and you were in a dark room with a booth and a karaoke station. You didn't have enough time to look around before Jiyong's voice roared at you, startling you and bringing you right back into the fight.
"I went to the club but I wasn't flashing my dick to random girls! I have some class you know." His eyes were glued on yours as your face grew red with fury.
"And I wasn't flashing my tits or pussy at that guy! And I am not classless." You snapped.
"You may as well have been! He was practically eye fucking you!" His voice was deep and rumbling.
"How is that my fault?" You asked him. He opened his mouth but quickly shut it before letting out a loud sigh.
"What? Say it!" You referred to his unspoken words.
"No. Just-"
"Jiyong fucking say it before I walk out of here and you never see me again." You cut him off. Your threat seemed to have worked as he snapped back at you but the edge in his tone was replaced by something a lot softer.
"Because I don't want any other man touching you!" He seemed to have realized what he said as he took a step towards you, and you were too stunned to move.
"What the fuck do you mean?" Your voice was quieter but still stern. A sigh left his lips as he rubbed in between his eyebrows.
"I hated the thought of another guy dancing with you. Being with you. I saw your post and I texted you endlessly but you didn't respond. I freaked and came here just to find you grinding on this random guy and I lost it." He sounded defeated and didn't apologize at first, instead just letting you process what he had just said.
"I'm really sorry. And for the record. I went to the club last night with the members. I wasn't looking at another girl. I didn't even talk to another girl, only the guys." He broke the silence of your processing.
"Jiyong, why do you care? You're not my boyfriend, and I'm not your girlfriend. So why don't you want other guys touching me or even looking at me?" Your voice was raised slightly.
"I should be asking you that. I know you came here and posted those photos to get my attention." He reasoned.
"No I fucking didn't. I came here with my friends to try and ignore the fact you hadn't texted m-" You couldn't finish going off at him, his lips were crashing on yours, hot and desperate. You felt anger take over your body but it was soon melted away as Jiyong brought his hand up to cup your cheek.
And now was when you gave into him. This was the next step in the endless cycle. Him winning you over. You caving, melting into the fake love he gave you.
Your hands flew to his hair, burying your fingers into his red hair and pushing his face closer to yours, if that was even possible. Even though no words were exchanged, you could understand all the unspoken words in your relationship. His lips, the ones you have kissed so many times, felt different. Softer but also more possessive, like he was scared you would slip away if he didn't keep his lips on yours.
It was hot. It really was but you promised you would end this stupid loop. Despite how much you longed to continue, you pulled away, pushing him back with a hand on his chest.
"No. Jiyong I can't." You shook your head and looked at his face that dawned the most confused expression.
"Why? This isn't anything we haven't done before." He kept his hands on your waist.
"I can't keep doing this. Us." You motioned between the two of you.
"Why not?" His hands now felt like a burning surface that slowly melted your skin painfully.
"Because we both know this isn't casual sex anymore. We care. I care. These past days have been the worst. You didn't talk to me at all. Not even a 'hi' or anything. But the worst part is, I don't know why I even cared." Your head dropped with a little sigh.
"I am really sorry. I missed you, I really did." His voice was soft, one hand coming to lift your chin so you could meet his eyes. You moved away from his touch.
There was a thud and his arms were wrapped around your knees with his forehead resting on your thigh.
"Fuck. I know I've been confusing, and I can never tell you how sorry I am. I care, I really do. I have for a long time, but we swore this would be a casual thing, but I don't want it to be casual anymore. I don't want to keep you at an arms distance. I know I've fucked up, but I will do anything to make it up to you. Please." His voice was now just loud enough for you to hear.
The silence grows thick. The loud music from outside just hardly audible in the quietness. You feel Jiyong's warm breath on your skin and you replay his words in your head.
'...but I don't want it to be casual anymore. I don't want to keep you at an arms distance...' All you wanted was right in front of you. You crouched down and scooped his face in your hands, swiping your thumb under his round eyes.
You lean in and wrap your arms around his neck pulling him into a hug. His hands fly around you waist, with one of his hands resting in the small of your back. You catch the subtle scent of his hair and you start playing with his hair at the base of his neck. You pull back ever so slightly and your eyes meet his once again.
"What do you want, Jiyong?" Your voice was a whisper as your eyes were stuck on his.
"You. I want you." His eyes had lost all the anger in his eyes, it now being replaced by desperation. "And I don't want you being fucked by a one night stand." He smiled softly.
"Oh yeah? What are you going to do about it?" Your voice was seductive, your hand now grazing down his chest. His confidence flowing right back into his body.
"I'm going to make you mine." His face became closer to yours, his lips ghosting right in front of yours. This time there was no crashing of your lips. Just your lips landing slowly on his. His lips fitting with yours like all the times before, only this time there was an agreement. No more confusion. No more unspoken words. Just raw emotions. All the longing you've felt for him pouring out of you as he bites your lower lip.
"Let's get out of here, yeah?" He pulled his lips away and looked between your eyes.
"Yeah." Your voice higher, laced with lust. You shot a quick text to both Jae and Minji letting them know you were safe and that you were going home with Jiyong.
