Dec 10, 2023
#rant
#if i have one more fuxking dream about him im gonna k**#like ive been having dreams about him since we met but this is too much#and i get it im going through another breakup but girl pls dont do this#its so fuckn weird how realistic it was#like ik dreams are realistic but jfc#hanging out with friends while we drink and eat but bc im deeply deeply#antisocial i stay in the kitchen and handle the cooking and this mf stays with mr the whole time#like last time at our pal's bday the same thing happened we just stayed together and im not delusional#at least not that much to think its bc he l**** me but it was very fckn confusing!!#and this dream took fulll advantage bc he literally was like fondling my ass and then suddenly he began telling me about all the things#he'd do if we were dating like brooo#and then the cincher that actually scared me awake was how i was in the middle of making our salad#and i was asking him like hey how do you like your tomatoes (mid ass fondling btw) and then he somehow#got two stools and had me sit on the front one while he sat behind me and then he enveloped me in a massive hug#that covered my ears and then confessed how much he likes me and whatnot#😭😭like homeboy said he didn't believe in love but now he kinda does and im like uhhhhh#and then i fcking woke up like aaaaahh#why would i dream about that and why did it make me so h**** like.....FUCK!#mind you this comes a few days after i chatted with my ex and cleared fhe the air and this mf asked if i wanted to go back to his like ummm#pls do not play with my feelings they're very delicate rn#anyway early morning rant is all#i even forgot i had this blog omg
