Too Many Dreams To Count

[tictacsheep]

[hyperchlorite-deactivated201811]

Big ADHD mood

[scottandhiskind]

Big anxiety/depression mood as well

[fitnessbambi-deactivated2020093]

My anxiety is soo high right now. Too much going on and now my body has been stuck in panic mode for two days.

[anxietyproblem]

[the-suicide-effect]

“And the sad part is, I was getting better. And now I’m not.”

[madhattey-deactivated20211019]

A reminder that you are only human. Stop bottling everything when it’s too much.

[ouc-h-deactivated20180811]

date someone who will sit down & say “let’s fix this” instead of being a child and ignoring you

[byrneing]

my heart is guarded but like … very poorly. the kind of guards that would let 3 kids in a trench coat into an r rated movie.

[seventeen-with-a-dream]

Letter to Anxiety

An Original Poem/Letter

A storm over a gated community,

a conspiracy theorist in law school, 

an abuser managing an orphanage.

You are unwelcome here any longer. Your voices controlling, tempting me to question everything I know is true. 

Your overwhelming, ever-present existence ends now. I am in control of my own life and I cannot continue allowing someone who knows nothing of the real world to instruct me how to live while I am. Here. Living.

Recurrent insecurity, minute failures, empty gestures. You slip through the cracks in the ramshackle cobblestone wall. Little streams of water at first, barely noticeable which gradually then suddenly becomes a tsunami overtaking the wall and safe haven I have built. The water recedes and the wall is tarnished, awaiting renovation and the next flood. 

My oldest friend, my rudest roommate. Rarely welcome, yet commonly there. It is time for us to depart. The last 17 years I have spent enough time with you for a lifetime. Occasional quick visits are in store, yet where I am going you are unwelcome. Goodbye frenemy xxx

[seventeen-with-a-dream]

#aplang

test was litty. Expected it to be all symbolism & rhetoric & hemingway. Was actually: chairs & #girlpower & assert dominance by never sitting

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This is possibly the coolest video I’ve ever taken.

[mygirlsaremollymarylucy]

wow I love this!!

[pissed-wav]

This is so good for my anxiety

[uniofadifferentcolor]

I’ve reblogged this so many times

[seventeen-with-a-dream]

well my relationship of 2 years, 8 months, and 5 days just ended and my life is being destroyed all around me but what’s going on with you guys

on an unrelated note: anyone have any tips on how to get over the massive amounts of depression, anxiety, and self-loathing occurring? Thx toodles

[seventeen-with-a-dream]

I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m not good enough. Not pretty enough. Not smart enough. I’m sorry I cut and don’t want to live here anymore. I’m sorry I occasionally challenge myself not to eat even tho I see the harm it does to my body. I’m sorry for overthinking and second guessing myself. I wish more than you ever could that it would stop. I wish I could be stick skinny, a normal height, and never worry about what other people think. But that’s just not me. Take it or leave it.

[seventeen-with-a-dream]

“You can color in the dark but you can’t tell if you stayed within the lines until you turn on the light. “

-Me

[glamluxe-gala]

[seventeen-with-a-dream]

DIY Teeth Whiteners:

1. Mix 1 part baking soda with 2 parts water. Brush teeth with mixture 2x week for best results. 

2. Add 1 tbsp lemon juice to 1 tbsp baking soda to form a paste. Brush teeth once every months or as needed for emergency stain removal

3. 1 tsp baking soda + 1 tsp hydrogen peroxide + 1/2 tsp water + small amount of toothpaste = whitening toothpaste. Brush once a week until level of whiteness wanted, then brush with this mixture every month.

4. No peroxide, baking soda, or lemon juice handy? Use a banana peel! take a piece of the banana peel and rub the inside along teeth for about two minutes. 

5 Buy an activated charcoal powder and use as directed. :)

[seventeen-with-a-dream]

Virginity

Losing your virginity is your choice. Giving it to someone will very likely change your relationship with that person, whether it strengthens your bond or tears you apart. Think about it for a long time before deciding if your boyfriend/girlfriend/random stranger is the right choice. 

-It is completely your choice. If you were raped/sexually assaulted and you were penetrated or you did penetrate against your will, you are still a virgin. 

-Having sex with someone for the first time will likely change your relationship, whether it strengthens your bond or causes you to grow apart. 

-Make sure it is your decision and you are not being pressured by your partner.

-Mentally and physically prepare yourself. Take a nice bath, shave if you want, think about how you want it to happen and discuss it with your partner.

-Spiritually prepare yourself if you are a religious person.

-Your virginity is not a flower, or a mirror, or a piece of tape used in demonstrations. Make sure you are ready, but being touched does not make you more valuable, just less experience. 

-There is nothing wrong with abstaining or staying celibate, but make sure it is your choice.