protective vampire, suggestive.
you sit alone on the first stair that takes to the second floor, the house was dark, pretty quiet and echoey, when you see jungwon walking through the door you run and hug him tightly.
jungwon came back from hunting fireflies to keep the hideout lit at night for you.
His cyan big fluffy jacket and the focused expression on his face, his little bangs, your chin at the level of his shoulders, you look up at him and smile, he smiles back.
He puts the bucket down holding your body with the other free hand, your hands lingering on his chest.
"stay still there's a bug on your hair"
He gets it off you then continues caressing your hair and pulling it away from your face, not even a fatherly figure at this point, a motherly.
You chuckle as you look into his serious focused face.
He sees you and acknowledge your laughing with a smile.
"what's funny about me hum?"
He says absentmindedly still brushing your hair.
"you're always taking care of me"
"that's what I'm supposed to do, here, let's get this place more comfortable for your eyes"
"can you really see in this darkness"
He finally lets go of you emptying the bucket of fireflies inside a hole in the wall with some blue light coming from his eyes, the house goes completely bright.
"so much better?" He leans lifting the empty bucket out of the way heading to get some freezed blood from the fridge.
You're just following him, your index finger and thumb keeping the elbow of his jaket between them, refusing to let go of his presence that you long waited for.
"i wanna go with you next time"
He shugs some water first.
"you're sensitive to cold"
" let me be sensitive for a while, I'm so bored alone"
"they left, only sunghoon's sleeping"
He takes a look at you as you both sat to the kitchen table, your chair is dragged so close to him, he can feel your human heat.
You're looking at him like he's the most important thing in the world and he can see that; he's been seeing that.
"I don't know y/n, it's a bit dangerous"
He takes a bite from the popsicle.
"I'll be okay, you're with me"
He scoffs but enjoys it secretly.
You reach his cheeks and squeeze them between your fingers.
He feels embarrassingly amused, he grins in fake annoyance and his dimple shows. You poke it.
"ok, I can't refuse anyways"
"Let go of my face now y/n"
"how do you look like this, you make me wanna squish you all the time"
You're finally taking your hands away.
"anyways thank you, it'll be so fun tomorrow"
You grab his arm resting your head on it.
You're in the early depts of the forest next to your hideouts, he was right, it's too cold, wearing two jackets didn't do it, you're trying to act fine but he knows you too well.
You accidentally make eyecontact with him and you both chuckle, your acting to be fine was such a fail.
"you were right, I'm regretting"
A big embarrassed smile on your face.
He chuckles coming over to you, retreating the steps he got ahead with.
"take my jacket I can barely feel the cold"
"people will look at you weird when your nose doesn't even get red in this cold, without a jacket"
He stops mid taking it off, looking for a better way to make you warm.
He comes impossibly close to you and slides his hand inside your jaket after zipping it half way, his palm going to the back of your rib cage.
You feel a heating pad-like warmth spread on your lungs then heart muscle and more than that, when you look up, he's too close.
His focus is on where he's resting his palm then on your face trying to figure out how it's working.
The way his eyebrows are focused on your expressions, not a single stutter in his gaze.
He finally puts it into words.
"yeah- i can feel the heat" you blink, looking away for a second from that intense stare.
He stays there for few more seconds, enjoying his "job" bluntly just for few more seconds, eyes on your creeping blush just for few more seconds..
You're laying on your bed waiting for a ride to dreamland to come pick you up but all you can think of is him.
jungwon, jungwon, jungwon.
You turn on your right side: jungwon.
You lay flat on your back: jungwon.
You close your eyes: jungwon.
You're cursed with this overwhelming want to hug him.
Being impossibly close to him, to the point you feel like existing in a space that doesn't have his particles in it ruins your life.
"It's just a hug, is it really that bad to want a hug at this time?"
You get inside your slippers quickly and walk to his room, the moment you try to knock he opens the door in a black tank top and almost bumps into you.
"what are you doing here"
"I- you can go to the bathroom I'll wait"
"I'm not going to the bathroom I was just bored"
"since you're here .... get in"
He opens the door widely, the way he's carrying himself is a bit too charming.
He closes the door once you're fully in.
You have no idea how to tell him you came here to hug him, he doesn't look like the huggable teady bear he usually is.
His shoulders looking like they scale a meter, the toned glowy surface of it and the collar bones..
"sit down, why do you look like that"
You sit on the edge of his bed.
He's laying his body on the bed facing you, his torso leaning on the board.
"you couldn't fall asleep?" He asks.
"it's not that I couldn't fall asleep, i didn't even want to, i was bored"
"uhum" you smack your lips together feeling like you're about to get marinated in silence for a while.
You take your gaze away from him, putting your knee close to your chin.
"oh" you take a look and it does have a long scratch right in the center covered with dry blood.
Jungwon sucks some air and comes closer.
"i knew the fall was strong, why do you always try to act tough hum?" ... "... come here"
He stands up getting some ointment from his drawer, you're not sure where to come -here-.
He looks back at you "get on top of the desk"
You stand up facing the desk with your back, your wrists pushing its surface trying to jump over to it.
You fail few too many times while he watches you, he hovers over and wraps his palms around your waist lifting you up.
Your clothes ruffle under his hands, your legs straddling him before he moves away.
He hovers over your knee applying ointment carefully.
Your breathing goes shallow enough that you're scared he'll notice it.
Your shorts slightly riding up, they feel tight on your center and hips, you want to move to fix them but the tension making it hard to move even one muscle.
One of his palms resting on the desk while the other hand worked on your skin.
The resting hand suddenly goes behind your calves lifting your knee up a bit.
The touch was so sudden and sensitive your lungs begs for air, your nose sucks air in so audibly it echoes in the room.
You were only dreaming of specs of him but now you're sitting up his face, his gaze facing your pants.
Jungwon hovers to get a bandage that's resting behind you on the desk and you instinctively move back, his bare shoulder brushing on your chest.
He sticks it tightly, not a word out of his mouth.
Jungwon was in fact bothered, very bothered, because you're here, in his room, your body so available to him but he needs to push himself back from looking like the monster inside him.
Your flowy little pink top, your tight shorts, and mostly the way your skin turns pink everywhere he touches, was driving him out of his right mind, being silent is the best he can perform.
The way you walked into his room needy for him, always looking for him, unlike you you haven't hugged, squished, or called him cute yet, the thing he was yearning and waiting for.
You let your legs fall off and lift you off the desk.
"thank you" you say watching him put things back inside the drawer.
A dark red hue at the back of his neck, he straightens up trying to walk back to his bed but you tuck on his hand pulling him to face you, you look into each other's eyes for a second then you take a step closer wrapping him slowly in a hug.
Your chest bumps into his, his bare shoulders under your nose and his small waist not fitting into the usual space you make for the jacket.
You close your hands further and you feel his waist muscles under your skin.
A heavy silent breath leaves his chest but fills right away.
Whenever you burry yourself into him further he either shifts or trembles.
He slowly gives in, letting his arms go around your back and push you further into him, his head falling closer to your ear.
"this is what i came for" you say, your tone a bit shy.
"uhum, i figured" he replies.
"sometimes i forget how to function without you" you laugh.
Pulling away to meet his face, his hands drop to your waist while yours lingers on his biceps.
"good thing I'm not easy to die-" he answers with a shy grin, blowing air into one cheek of his, then lifting an eyebrow before letting it fall, the thing he always does to regulate shyness.
You maintain this questionable eyecontact, trying to make it lawful with few blinks.
His eyes keeps drooping to the door every now and then.
"you wanna go back t—" ge asks
"Okay" He smiles, his dimple showing, his eyes too thin.
He takes a step forward to the door while still hugging you, another, then decides to just lift you up and walk comfortably to lock it.
You burry your face into his neck at the sound of the door locking, your legs slightly straddles his waist while his palms held on the back of your thighs.
"i- don't want someone walking in on this"
"got it" you mutter, voice too muffled with his skin, it travels through his skin rather than his ears, he gulps.
It's silent, by the second the hug, the skinship spots getting louder, yet both of you welcome it.
Your hand goes to fluff of his head stroking it, he lets out and audible sigh, then another.
Then another but it ends up too charged with something that sounds like complaint.
You stop, not sure how to decipher it.
"why did you stop" he murmurs quietly.
"I- okay" you resume massaging his scalp lazily.
He lets out another sigh and it makes your insides melt, he snuggles closer to your neck, you feel the breath leaving.
You feel his nose against your skin then he moves slightly and it's replaced by the touch of his lips pressed together, pushing a feather touch peck to your neck.
You froze, it felt uncontrolled, unthought through.
And most importantly, amazing.
"is this okay" he whispers to your ear.
He waits for you to nod before pressing another one, then another, then another.
He moves to your face, peppering your cheeks, you meet eyes through it and he looks like he left earth a while ago, his friendly smiley gaze long lost, his pupils blown out looking at your lips like a fiest.
His eyes turning yellow for a split second and it tells you everything, you pushed his last buttons.
"Jungwon" you call his name and he throws his head back squeezing his eyes shut, a moany -ah- leaves his throat.
He turns around putting you gently on his bed, yet very hurryingly.
"y/n" he stares deep into your eyes with his glossy ones, his hands going to your head caressing it, eyebrows a bit arched, a slight tremble on his lower lip.
"you need to remember I'm a man everytime you throw your tender body on me"
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