Hello, everyone,
Firstly, I want to start by saying thank you. For your support, your love on my stories and my blog. Thank you for putting up with the random shit I’ve posted that has nothing to do with Sevika.
Thank you to the friends I made through this. Even if we no longer speak. Meeting you all has changed me and I’ll hold on to that dearly. Even if it’s hard to believe, I know it might be.
Second, it is what it sounds like. This is a goodbye. I don’t know for how long or if I’ll ever pick up this blog to write again. It’s been rough and I can no longer even look at the documents without being filled with disgust.
With myself. With the way things turned out. With the monster I never realized was so embedded into me. This might not make sense to all of you, but it might to a few, that’s who that’s for. And I’m sorry for being this way.
My writing has always been apart of me. I had written before this, I’m sure I will again. I just don’t know if it’ll be here, or if it’ll be anytime soon. However, if it is, you will all be the first to know of my return.
Thirdly, I apologize for the series I have started that might not be finished. I hope they were still enjoyable.
And lastly, I just want to mourn a little. My writing has my love for my ex written in every margin as time progressed, and engrossed in every line. Expressed in words what I could not show with my touch. My love for her will remain permanent, even if it’s hard right now. Everything I write has her coming to mind, and oh, how I miss my love. I messed up, a great deal, and I cannot fix what I have done. But every memory of her is my greatest weakness, for I have never know love quite like this before.
She was my first, in so many ways, and I never wanted to look elsewhere. I don’t think I ever will. My lovely sun. How I’ll miss you.
But, I don’t want to depress you all more than I might have haha.
I leave you with all my master lists below. For your easy access.
However, don’t fret. I will be lurking still. This is my main blog so follows might still show up with this user. It will be with activity from my side blog for general nsft stuff. That one is @good-for-nothin-mutt
Thank you for this wonderful year here. I hope to see you all soon, but for now, this is goodbye.
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