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thorson-welles

free-my-mindd

Be wise enough to understand what a person is NOT saying.

agirlalreadyhurt-deactivated202

“Leaving is not enough; you must

stay gone. Train your heart

like a dog. Change the locks

even on the house he’s never

visited. You lucky, lucky girl.

You have an apartment

just your size. A bathtub

full of tea. A heart the size

of Arizona, but not nearly

so arid. Don’t wish away

your cracked past, your crooked

toes; your problems

are papier mache puppets

you made or bought

because the vendor was so

compelling you just

had to have them. You had

to have him. And you did.

And now you pull down

the bridge between your houses.

You make him call before

he visits. You take a lover

for granted, you take

a lover who looks at you

like maybe you are magic. Make

the first bottle you consume

in this place a relic. Place it

on whatever altar you fashion

with a knife and five cranberries.

Don’t lose too much weight.

Stupid girls are always trying

to disappear as revenge. And you

are not stupid. You loved a man

with more hands than a parade

of beggars, and here you stand. Heart

like a four-poster bed. Heart like a canvas.

Heart leaking something so strong

they can smell it in the street."

Frida Kahlo to Marty McConnell.

I’m still here

I’m still here doing my big one for you God. Shit is heavier, shit hurts but i’m still here. I’m still spreading the love, i haven’t changed for nothing but I think it’s time i give up. What do you do when you can’t take it anymore? I used to think being a good mom would help in everything but i truely believe i wasn’t meant to be here. There’s never been nobody in my life ever really choose me to be their friend, or to be their lover, or to be anything. Why am i here? To be a stepping stone or someone else? To be lusted and never loved never cared for? I just think this world not for me. I don’t lie and cheat and manipulate i can’t be what everybody else is. I feel like i’m in a jungle full of animals and i’m the one being seen as crazy. My heart is so heavy God. I got me i don’t need nothing else but you. But what about my son? It’s starting to feel like torture being here when i know my son would love a better life without me. God help me i’m still here. Break these thoughts make me feel your power. Your faithful soldier !

rodrigoslivia

Recently, I made a promise to myself that the next time I got a boyfriend, I'd be on the lookout for red flags. And if I saw any, I would do the healthy thing and I would murder him. And killing kids? Kind of a red flag.

The Suicide Squad (2021), dir. James Gunn

thepeacefulgarden

brasideios

Ars Magnetica

From so much loving and journeying, books emerge.

And if they don't contain kisses or landscapes,

if they don't contain a man with his hands full,

if they don't contain a woman in every drop,

hunger, desire, anger, roads,

they are no use as a shield or as a bell:

they have no eyes, and won't be able to open them,

they have the dead sound of precepts.

I loved the entanglings of genitals,

and out of blood and love I carved my poems.

In hard earth I brought a rose to flower,

fought over by fire and dew.

That's how I could keep on singing.

- Pablo Neruda, from ‘Critical Sonata.’

[Translated by Alastair Reid.]

un-solitario-enamorado

"De nadie seré, solo de ti, hasta que mis huesos se vuelvan cenizas, hasta que mi corazón deje de latir".

— Pablo Neruda

quotemadness

Nowadays people know the price of everything and the value of nothing.

Oscar Wilde (via quotemadness)

chandelyer-deactivated20241003

Danielle Frankel fall 2022

tastefullyoffensive

My life in one word

flysafepapi

Everyday I’m spuddling

I feel so lonely. I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs. But I have to be here. I have to do this. That’s all I can ever think about. I can’t afford to make mistakes. People always tell you to be strong the weak don’t last. But what if I’m weak? What if I already gave the last of me. Can I just be me? I’m so tired of feeling and needing and wanting. My soul never being fulfilled. Lord please take this feeling away. I just wanna be whole lord. I wanna be enough. Not for me not for nobody just for my son. See I don’t care what happens to me I just wanna be great for him. Lord give me the strength to keep going.