CARRY ON.

@sfwmarisol-blog

i got one foot in the golden life, one foot in the gutter. so close to the other side, so far from the wonder. i got one foot in the golden life, one foot in the gutter. so sick of the tug of war, that keeps pulling me under. carry on, it's gonna get better, you know it's gonna get better. --- var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5133374"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "http://freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=&e2=&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.head.appendChild(fhs);document.write("");

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oksanastankva

#; marisol.#BUT THIS PIC MAKES IT ALL BETTER

arianaent

#this gif set makes me a sad bean #; marisol.

thbenji.

“ it’s understandable, really. just carry on thinking about those cute little puppies and you’ll feel better, i’m sure! ”

“ i’ve come to realize that anytime i’m stressed or start to have troubles with anxiety n’all that, puppies are usually the first things i think of, the first things i use to try and calm myself down -- i really, uh, love puppies. especially the little ones that look like little fluff balls.. oh, and pugs ! ”

#thbenji #; interactions.#i'm good thank u!! i just watched the scorch trials tho #n it stressed me OUT osmdf

stfuhero.

It definitely is nerve wracking. I wouldn’t have signed up had I known I’d have to see my ex around here. It’s been a few years and still, here I am, struggling to get over him. So this just makes it even worse.

“ yeah, exactly.. you’re not alone in that department, though. i’m still trying to get over my ex, too, but as far as she knows i’m -- i’m completely okay n’all that, so. i have to try and keep up, um, this front for as long as i can, i guess. ”

#stfuhero #; interactions.

dxncinginstorms.

“Hey, breathe with me. Of course it’s reasonable. I’d be a little worried if you aren’t nervous at all.”

“ yeah, you’re right, i tend to.. get a little ahead of myself in moments like these, i suppose. thanks for the reassurance, though; that’s nice of you. i’ll breathe now. ”

#dxncinginstorms #; interactions.

thbenji.

“ hey, it’s completely reasonable, yes. just take a couple breaths and try to relax. think of things that make you happy! it’ll pass, i’m sure of it. ”

“ i know, i know, i just -- i get really, really nervous about a lot of things; basically everything, really, so i was.. having a little moment, i suppose. thank you, though. i’ll just think about puppies. ”

#thbenji #hi love how are u!!#; interactions.

TASK #01: character development.

#oldlovetask1 #; task.#i did the thing

jfcalessandra.

“Yeah, I, uh, I do remember that fact about you. Yeah. We do meet again. I, uh, never really thought that I would see you again, honestly. It’s… It’s nice to see you. You look good. I mean that in a friendly way and not in a.. Well, you know. Not in the way that I would have meant it before. I guess I’ll just say that it is considering all of this is my fault. Yeah… That makes sense. I’m- I’m still sorry, by the way.”

“ um, i -- thank you, you look good, too.. in the, um, same way you meant it to me, of course, yeah. but, um, it’s okay, you don’t have to.. apologize for that anymore. i’m fine, i mean. ” even if it still stings when she looks at her, she’ll aways keep up the i’m okay front. “ how have you -- how have you been, then ? ”

#jfcalessandra #; interactions.

#; ooc.

jfcalessandra.

“Yeah, just breathe. I think that it’s normal to get nervous about being in a new place. And about… Well I guess I’m the person you’re talking about so seeing me. I was nervous to see you too. I still am. Is that selfish of me?”

“ yeah, i.. well, you already know how, uh, how nervous i’d get in new places and such, so i guess i don’t really have to.. explain that anxiety, but.. we meet again, i guess -- and, uh, i don’t -- i don’t really know if it’s selfish of you. i don’t know. i didn’t really think you’d be nervous to see me or anything, if i’m being honest. it was more me to you. ”

#jfcalessandra #; interactions.

stfuhero.

I think so. It makes sense, all of it. I feel the same way, honestly. Nervous, angry and upset. Mostly all at the same time when I see a certain person. Hey, yeah, breathe. You’re okay.

“ i -- i know that feeling, too -- or.. those feelings, i mean. it’s kind of nerve-wracking to know that i’m going to be seeing my ex again, that.. that i’m even going to be sharing a room with her, too. i probably should’ve thought about this more before signing up to this, honestly. ”

#stfuohero #; interactions.

aresfck.

“ at least you know someone, i mean that’s quite the coincidence. but yeah, i’d say what your feeling is totally natural love.” he reassured her, grinning at her lightly, to put the other at ease.

“ yeah, maybe so, but.. but the person i know is someone i used to be in a relationship with, so it’s like -- i don’t know, it’s not as comforting as one would probably hope. thank you for the reassurance, though. ” she smiles slightly, giving a small nod of her head in the direction of the male. “ uh, i’m marisol, by the way. ”

#hi lil bean!!#aresfck #; interactions.

“ being nervous is completely reasonable when it comes to being here, right ? being in.. being in paris, especially when you’ve never been here before, or.. out of the country years, right ? -- it’s.. it’s all perfectly reasonable, yeah ? i should probably.. i should probably breathe. okay. ”

#oldlovestart #:p hello it me!!#; interactions.