Bullying isn't always at school
Growing up I was alway told by my mother to suck it in and watch what I ate. Growing up I had the constant thought and reminder that I shouldn’t eat that or that doesn’t look good because I didn’t have a flat stomach by my mother. Growing up at contracted an eating disorder and lost lots of weight and was finally praised by my mother. Growing up I stopped eating and my mother asked me to eat. Growing up I got healthy but was told to watch what I eat because I’m “better now” and I won’t fit into my prom dress by my mother. Now I gained some more weight because of my depression and I’m told I’m not a good enough size, and I need to portion my sizes even though I eat once a day and pretend not to be hungry. I’m told that I should not let her words go to my head and not to be mad.
Growing up I was told to suck it in.
